I woke up shivering, it was really cold in my room. I sat up and looked around. No Jacob. Maybe he went to the bathroom, or the kitchen.
I looked down, realizing that something was missing. I wasn't wearing the outfit from today. I was wearing one of Jacob's white t-shirts. That's weird, I don't remember changing last night before I went to bed.
I got up and walked downstairs, looking for Jake, I noticed the clock in the kitchen said 3:45am, and Jacob wasnt here. The bathroom door was open, and it was dark. Charlie's door was closed, and I could hear him snoring.
What the hell?
Where was Jacob? He couldn't have left, there was no way he could walk. What the HELL?
I started panicing, what had happend to Jake, where is he, WHAT THE HELL?! Oh no, what if it was all a dream... Jake and I's relationship, Edward leaving, Edward getting killed... everything!
As soon as I hit my bed I started sobbing... no, no, no. Jacob. Jacob. Jacob. I couldn't lose him, I loved him. Jacob...
I was screaming at the top of my lungs, when I felt a pair of warm hands shaking me.
"Bella, Bella, wake up. Wake up Bella!" Jacob's husky voice pulled my out of my nightmare.
I sat up, crying. I turned into his warm chest, "Oh Jacob. Jacob."
"Bella, honey, what's wrong?" Jacob kissed the top of my head.
"I had a horrible horrible nightmare. You left me." I pressed my body against his. Trying to stop the tears.
Jacob's arms wrapped around me, "Shhhh... thats never gonna happen. I love you and I'm never ever going to leave you!"
"B...b...but if you imprint then you could leave... you won't love me anymore..." I shook harder.
"Oh god Bella, no. I wasn't gonna tell you, but I already imprinted..." Jacob sighed.
I kept sobbing, I pulled Jacob tightly to me, then I let him go. I jumped out of my bed, I put my hand on the wall, facing it.
"Just go Jacob."
"Whoa whoa whoa Bella wait. Your not listening to me!" Jacob grabbed my arm, but I refused to look at him.
"Dammit Jake, just leave!" I pushed him away. I looked up in enough time to see his hurt expression.
I kept pushing him away, "I knew you couldn't possibly love me, I can't trust ANYBODY! I hate you, just get the hell out of here, and don't ever come back!"
Jacob pushed me down on the bed, he grabbed my hands and put them over my head, he hovered above me. "Isabella listen to me."
I started kicking him, "Bella stop it! Dammit I imprinted on YOU!" He growled at me.
I stopped fighting him and just stared at him, my jaw dropped. "M...me? You imprinted on me?"
Jacob sighed letting my hands go, "Yes, thats what I was trying to tell you!" He leaned down and kissed me softly.
"Oh Bella... I love you sooo much. You dont even know! You could never even begin understand. How could you... you know that I... I kept telling you that...hate me..." Now Jacob was sobbing, lying against me.
I hugged Jake tightly to my chest, "No no, baby shhhh..." I stroked his dark hair, his face buried in my shoulder, "Don't cry, please dont cry. I love you."
Jacob leaned up and kissed me, tears falling down both of our cheeks. "God Bella, I love you, I love you so damn much it hurts."
I pulled him as tight as I could to me, "Oh Jacob... Jacob... Jacob... Jacob... My Jacob..." He was MY Jacob, all mine. No one else's.
He held me even tighter, but it didnt hurt, he held me so gently but with so much passion. "Bella please don't ever leave me." Jacob's hands shook.
"Shhh... Jake, no. I will NEVER ever leave you. I love you too much. Don't think like that. I'm YOURS, forever. And I mean forever... I talked to Emily. She told me if you inject wolf blood straight into my heart then I'll live forever, just like you. I want your blood in me Jacob, I want to be with you forever."
Jacob looked up at me, shock clearly evident on his face, "Your kidding right? That's not possible!"
"It is... Emily and Kim are doing it too. Sam wants all 3 of us to do it at once. You'll inject me, Sam- Emily, Jared- Kim. Please Jake. I want this... I want you, forever..." Jacob's lips caught my own, and so much was put in his kiss- release, passion, love, happiness, sadness, anger.
"Bella... are you sure? Are you sure you wont regret it?" I heard the severe pain in his voice.
"I'll never regret this Jake. I want you. I need you. I love you." And he kissed me again, I was so sure that I wanted this.
Jacob's hands wound into my hair, mine wrapped around his neck. "Okay... I'll talk to Sam. Then if I think its safe... I'll do it..."
I dropped my gaze, "Is this what you want Jake? Do you want to do this?"
Jacob tilted my chin up so I'd have to look at him, "Of course Bella! I want to be with you for forever!"
I nodded, "Okay..."
Jake pulled me tight to his chest again, "I'll talk to Sam later then." He squeezed his eyes shut and kissed my forehead.
"Love you Jacob..." I sighed.
"Love you more..." Jake kissed me, swallowing off any other words I might have added.
