A/N: I know this is short and I'm sorry, but it is a changing chapter and it is important. Please read the authors note at the bottom and I will know where to go next with this story.
Chapter Ten-
Pain.
Unimaginable, inconceivable, tortuous pain.
Fire was burning through my veins, licking at my skin, taunting me. I would claw at my neck where the pain had been most prominent and for all my effort I received no relief. Only the feeling of cool hands pinning my arms to my side; the cold felt unbelievable against the fire, but when I thought about who those hands might belong to, I would thrash against them. In the back of my mind I knew what was happening to me, that I was becoming like my angel, but at the moment all I could focus on was the pain- that and my anger.
How dare they?!
Those Cullens- I spat the word out in my head, not wanting to even think their names, had stolen my life and hurt the one person who had always been there for me. At the thought of her, my thoughts turned from rage to sadness. Angel, she was on her way to my house, and if she finds me gone-
I couldn't complete my thought as another wave of fire swept over me. I couldn't hold back my screams and I cried out to the one person that I needed with me more than anything and the one person who I know that I could never be here. Not with me, because I was with them.
I hated them!
My thoughts screamed inside my head, as my voice could no longer be heard. There was an intense throbbing and I felt as if my head were exploding and the fire no longer permitted me to see, nor hear, nor scream.
But I could think, and despite the pain that threatened to make me forget everything, I would not forget Angel, nor the people that had hurt her. I could feel myself slipping into unconsciousness and the presence of others around me, but the one thought that ran through my mind, the one emotion that I would not let go of.
Hate.
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