Ok so as I promised I'm on the case straight away. I've never seen my inbox so full with reviews before, I was so excited, - I get excited easily, so I started writing as soon as I could. Now this chapter is, well, it is what it is, I cant really say anything much more than that about it, without giving too much away.
I know I told you all not to hate Benny, but now I think you should, I intended to write her a little less of a bh, but now I hate her, so feel free to hate her as much as me!
So please keep reviewing and reading, and Enjoy…..
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Part 12 'I Think You Should Leave'"You don't have to leave just because thy have come"
"I said I'd let Rory have some time alone with Dylan, so we're going"
"You know Logan, she isn't even supposed to be here" Benny continued
"I know that, but I want her to be" Logan explained
Lorelai's anger bubbled over when she saw the look on Benny's face. Lorelai was in favour of Logan at that moment, something she hadn't really done in a while.
"You know Benny, Rory has got rights over them" Lorelai said, even if Rory had no rights over Dylan and Levi in the eyes of the law, the rights she had as a mother were far from anything the law could define or take away.
"No she doesn't, we don't have to let her even see Dylan or Levi" Benny said, she spoke as if she knew more than Lorelai, as if she were wiser.
"'We' don't have to let her see them" Lorelai almost spat at Benny "Last I heard, Dylan and Levi were Logan and Rory's, not yours and Logan's" Lorelai was getting into way too much depth here, and she probably didn't even have the right, after only being here a few hours, but the anger she was realising had been stored away for years and the great feeling she was getting now it was going away, was something she would hold onto forever.
"Ok, Benny, lets go" Logan said, he didn't want to have to act as referee to another argument, taking Benny away seemed to be the best thing to do right now"
Rory just sat back and watched, let the words sink into her skin and flow to her brain. These words made her think, she had rights over Dylan and Levi that no one could take away from her, not a judge, not the law, not even the president. These rights weren't something wrote on a piece of paper that could easily be ripped up, theses were what some would call her god given rights, and she intended to follow through what god had given her. All of a sudden Rory's mind felt like it had exploded and all these words came flooding out.
"Benny, Dylan and Levi are not your children, just face it now, they're mine and there's nothing you can do about that. When you marry someone they come with a history, your marrying Logan and his history is our boys and I. By our I mean mine and Logan's not yours. No matter how much you want it or how hard you try, they will always be mine, even if you get me locked away in jail, they'll always be something that I have with the boys that you don't, they call it being they're mother!" Rory was screaming now, her voice becoming weaker and weaker, her throat throbbing in pain. She was almost crying, but not quite, she was too angry to cry, the power of tears had nothing in this conversation, if you could call it that. Tears were too weak for this, she was angry, and anger was something Rory couldn't express with tears anymore, just shouting.
"Rory, calm down, please. I'm not going to stop you seeing them, I promise, I would never ever do that, I would never want that" Logan said, grabbing hold of Rory's hand, he was talking directly into her eyes
"What! You said that once all of this was over that you were going to stop her seeing the boys" Benny screamed, obviously upset at Logan
"You said that" Rory said staring at Logan, pulling her hand from his grip
"God you're such a jerk" Lorelai added quietly
"I did not say that Benny and don't even pretend like I did, this is serious. This isn't something that you can just mess around with Benny, this involves children Benny, you cant just fool around with this sort of thing" Logan was also now shouting at Benny
Rory was shock that Logan was standing up for her like this, she had always thought that if this fight ever happened, then Logan would be standing up for Benny, not for Rory. But Logan had a point, Benny acted as though she wanted to be Dylan and Levi's mom, but when it came down to it, all she really wanted was to keep them as far away from Rory as she could, there was no real regard for the boys in her mind.
"Benny, do you even care about the boys, or do you only care about getting them as far away from me as you possibly can, huh? Because the boys mean everything to me, but if all they mean to you is something to hold over me, then I think you should leave" Rory was screaming again, now, all of this anger was gushing out of her heart and soul, she felt like she had room to breathe inside again
"Don't tell her to leave" Logan said quietly and calmly
"Sorry" Rory spoke almost shyly now, she felt betrayed b Logan, after he had just stuck up for her, he was turning his back on her and moving on with Benny
"I want to be the one to do it, Benny, I think you should leave" Logan said triumphantly, Rory smiled, that was the Logan she knew, coming back from something bad with something way better than words could ever describe, that was all part of Logan's charm, and after all these years of wishing Logan would change, Rory had finally learned that that was just who he was, and she appreciated it.
"What?" Benny was shocked, she never thought Logan would turn against her, she thought they wee on the same side
"Go Benny, just leave, I don't want you here and neither does Rory" Logan said simply, laying down the law to Benny
"Yeah me neither" Lorelai said, she looked from Rory to Logan "just thought I would slip that in there for effect" Lorelai saw the looks o their faces and stepped back once more
"You really want me to go" Benny cried, she looked sort of distressed in a weird way, like one of those girls you see on TV who has an emotional breakdown when they run out of money, except Benny hadn't lost anything, or gained anything, she was just leaving with exactly what she came with. "I care about them you know, even if it is for the wrong reasons, I still care. You can't stop me from caring." Benny looked at Logan, then she looked at Rory. As she looked she stepped backwards, then turned away and walked what felt like a very long walk, to the end of the corridor and out of the hospital. Benny was gone, where? Who knew, all they knew was she was gone and Benny being gone and leaving him and Rory almost alone, gave him this strange feeling of all round complete happiness. Right then, right there for even just a second Logan was happy with his life, even if it wasn't perfect, it was good enough for him and that was all that mattered.
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Ok, so not a very long chapter, but I did only take a day to write it so that's go ot be something. I'm really happy with this chapter, even if it isn't as good as you thought it was going to be, I didn't want it to end up being a slap fight like in some cheesy soap sequence. So if your disappointed I'm sorry, but I wanted this to focus more on what was going on other than Benny and Rory's conflict. And I think this chapter tipped this fanfic a little further towards the Rogan side of life, so stay tuned for that.
Please review and tell me what you think, I hope you'll keep reading
And well that's all for now
Peace outelliex
