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Chapter11: The Cullen's

Alice's POV: Present Day

Our family was incomplete, broken and lost. I couldn't stand it. Why did that idiot have to leave? Edward and his stupid righteousness had to do the right thing and protect her blah blah blah…ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Not only had I lost my best friend and sister, Mom & dad lost their daughter. I hated that I didn't stop him from making the biggest mistake of his life, but I left without doing anything. And now we all have to live with our mistakes.

Carlisle and Esme lost their smiles for the first fifty years, since we left, they had lost a child. Emment stopped playing pranks or making jokes. It seemed so odd. Rosalie felt bad, that she never treated Bella well. She saw what Bella meant to the family, that she was a part of this family. Jasper had to leave the house because of all the depressed emotions. I went with Jasper. I couldn't live without him, he was my life. Just like Bella was Edward's life. Edward wasn't Edward anymore. He was dead, figuratively speaking. He did nothing but sit in the corner of his room, staring at nothing. He had isolated himself from the family at first. He went to South America, and locked himself up in an old attic as punishment. It was how Emment and I found him, before we dragged his sorry butt back home.

Edward was nothing anymore. He didn't hunt, speak, and he hasn't even touched the piano since that miserable day. We tired talking to him, but all he does is growl at us. I couldn't even talk to him for the first fifty years, I was so mad at him, and myself for leaving her. It had done nothing but make us all miserable.

It's been 105 years since that day. The family was starting to get back to normal. That is everyone but Edward. He is still the same, but a least now he goes hunting, most of the time. But it's time to change that and get more of Edward back, and one way to do that was to go visit our good friends the Denali Coven and go to the century gathering , that some of the surrounding covens go to, to catch up with one another. It is supposed to be really good this year, their supposed to be a band playing this gathering. We are moving with the Denali Coven for a couple of months, and then back to where it all began, Forks. We just had to get Edward to go with us. Now it's time to put the plan into action.

BANG BANG BANG… "EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN!!!!!!"

Edward's POV:

It's been 105 years since I made the stupidest mistake of my life, leaving my one and true love…Bella.

It's been 105 years since I stepped foot in Forks the town that brought us together. 105 years since I last been her room, where I hid the cd I made for her birthday or I hid the pictures of us together so she could forget me and move on. It's been 105 years since I said her name "Bella".

Her name still gives me that feeling inside, of hope and love and everything good, but there is also a searing pain that goes with it, the pain of never seeing her again, of never looking into those deep beautiful eyes, or of ever kissing the soft perfect lips of hers.

But I can't I'm a monster, I never deserved her and I never will. I just caused her harm and put her in danger by just being around her. I don't know how she could have loved something like me. She made me feel human again, brought me to life and all I could do was put her life in danger.

I kept my self locked up from trying to go see her these past years. All I hope for is that she found someone who could love her and make her happy and give her a family that she deserves, that I could never give her. I hope she is safe in heaven now, somewhere I dream of being if I could dream. But I could never do that to my family that loves me no matter how much pain I cause them by my stupid mistakes.

Yes, I admit it was a stupid mistake to leave her, to walk awake from my soul mate, but I have no soul, and I couldn't live with myself if I ever took hers away.

I tried to end my existence, but my family wouldn't let me. Their love for me is the only thing that kept me from going to Voltura.

Now I sit here day after day thinking of her beautiful face, which has engraved itself into my memoires. I spent hour after hour and each sleepless night thinking of our time together and all we went through. It was all I have left of her…not even the hundreds of copies of pictures that she took of us or the bottle cap from her lemonade that she drank that first day she sat with me. Nothing could do justice to being by her side, and her smell that intoxicated me the moment she stepped foot into Forks High. I can still remember the beautiful smell…but barely.

I also think about all that I but her through, like the danger of just being around our kind. She almost lost her life because I showed her off to that James bastard or even brought her near a vampire that wasn't fully able to stick to our ways. But I don't blame Jasper, it was my entire fault.

BANG BANG BANG!!!! "EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN!!!!"

"Alice…." (Growling)

Why must she not listen like everyone else, she knows I want to be alone, it is what I deserve.

ALICE POV:

"OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT THIS SECONED!!!"

Emmett: Alice what are you mad???

Jasper: You know he wants to be alone??

"DON'T MAKE ME BREAK THIS DOOR DOWN??? YOU KNOW ESME WON'T LIKE THAT…"

Carlisle: Alice dear what is this about???

"He needs to come out this second; I won't let him wallow in despair anymore!"

"He needs to move on with his life, it's what Bella…." GASP!!!

Edward opened the door and looked like he was going to kill me, but he needs to get over it!

"It's what Bella would have wanted and you know it"

"Don't Alice ok…Just don't"

"And why not?" "I am sick and tired of this family acting all depressed all the time…I want my family that was always happy and went out and hung out together, not this one that's always in pain."

"I'm sorry…Alice"

"No! Don't you dare give me that? It's time; it's been 105 years Edward!"

"And what exactly do you want me to do Alice? She was everything to me and now she gone from this world there is nothing left…"

I watched as my brother fell to his knees in pain and sobbed, I couldn't let him. I knelt down in front of him and wrapped him into a hug.

"Edward was still here…we will always be here for you… I love you Edward… I can't bear to see you suffer from a mistake that you made 105 years ago…"

"But that mistake took away the one thing that was my life… I don't know what to do anymore without my life."

I just held him while he sobbed… I couldn't answer that for him because I wouldn't know what to do without my Jasper either.

EDWARD POV:

I held onto Alice as I sobbed in front of my family and let out all my pain. I felt the arms of my mother, father, brothers, and sister wrap around me.

I held onto all of them for being there for me and never giving up on me, no matter how much I begged them to end my life.

I not only took someone they dearly loved and cared about from them, but I took a son, a brother away from them. I caused them pain and without lifting a hand I took the happiness that once enveloped this family.

A least I could do was get this family back to the way it was, as much as I can.

I felt Alice hug me tighter she whispered "Thank you"

ALICE POV:

I smiled as I pulled away, because Edward was going to try!

"Well…since you want to try I know the perfect plan!!" as always.

"Oh great" what have I gotten myself into.

I glared at Edward, but knew he would go with it if he didn't want me yelling at him again.

He gave me a tiny smirk; it was so small that for a second I thought I was imagining it. I giggled and hugged him and told thank you again and also that I missed him so much.

Everyone laughed at me, until Jasper wrapped his arms around me to clam me down…I love that man…

We all went down to the dining room that wasn't ever used.

Everyone sat down and looked at me. I just smiled and began telling them my plan of getting this family back to normal… as normal for us that is.

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