Hello! This chapter took a bit longer to write because my iPod broke( D: ) but here it is! Now I'm off to watch Friends...Enjoy!
"What is wrong with me?" I whispered into my empty apartment as I sat tiredly on the kitchen floor with my cleaning gloves on. I had cleaned three times today. I couldn't sleep. If I managed to doze off I would have nightmares. And then I'd go to Chandler.
When Chandler was with me I slept easily. And I kept telling myself I didn't love him, but my mind didn't function well with my heart. The butterflies stayed.
I wandered out into the hall, stumbling into Chandler and Joey's apartment. I found him sitting on the floor. He looked up.
"Mon, are you ok?" he asked. I wanted to ask if he was ok because he was obviously upset. Instead, I looked at him and nodded.
"Yeah. I just...macaroni...movies... I'm really tired Chandler." I said as I dropped onto his lap and curled into his arms. He wrapped his arms around me.
"Why did he do this to me, Chandler?" I asked sadly, feeling sorry for myself. He held me tightly. I grabbed two fistfuls of his tee shirt, and cried. He held me closer than usual. Then the door opened.
"Hey Pheebs? Do you think you can help Monica fall asleep?" Chandler said as Phoebe clapped her hands. I glanced up, not wanting to leave Chandler.
"Oh Absolutly! I'll cleanse your aura and calm your nerves!" Phoebe was very happy. She took my hand and pulled me across the hall.
"Thanks...bye Chandler," I said as I stumbled behind Phoebe.
"Was he trying to get rid of me?" I thought. I shook my head. He was too sweet to do that.
After awhile of Phoebe's "aura cleanings" I actually fell asleep. And the first thing I saw was Chandler reaching his hand out to me.
