Reediting...
I'm sad no one gave me ideas for the make out scene so I have to make it up. Its okay though copycater gave me this cool idea said I should do a lemon scene. On Christmas night and I'm doing it.
Disclaimer I don't own Inuyasha if I did I would be like screw you all to hell and go hang out with Kagome and Inuyasha all day long.
Chapter 12: the real chapter 12 sorry about last night and the 2nd chapter my fault, chapter 12: WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH
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Inuyasha had a weird kind of sincere look on his face. Something Kagome couldn't really describe. It was like he was thinking about something distressing that had nothing to do with the present. It made her throat go dry and all of her intentions of mocking him disappeared. Instead she had a hidden urge to find out what was wrong. "Hey…" she said, and he turned slightly to face her. "You seem a little down… not that I care, but what's wrong?"
"It's none of your business…" He snapped, and Kagome looked away. He didn't even glance at her; he just looked forward in his usual cold way. Her feelings were a bit hurt, but she didn't let it show.
She swept a strand of hair behind her ear. "I was just wondering why you seemed upset all of a sudden...If that's a crime I'm sorry." She turned to eye him, and he narrowed his eyes towards her. She had no idea why he was making such a big deal out of this.
He shook his head looking towards her. He seemed a bit pissed. "You act like it's a crime to think. That's what I was doing… thinking.
"I don't get you and your damn mood swings… I really don't. Either you have mental issues or your just plain rude…" She said and Inuyasha stuck a signature eyebrow up waiting for her to finish. She crossed her arms looking away. "I swear someone needs to put you in your place…"
"Is that a threat?" he asked, but she didn't reply back. She awkwardly diverted her attention to something else in the room. He waited for her to say something but she never did. The room became unnervingly silent, and he himself moved in his seat.
Kagome cleared her voice as the air became thinner. "I'm sorry I should have minded my own business." She stated bluntly. She wasn't in the mood for arguing with Inuyasha, and things were still awkward since the almost proposal. She could have sworn that was what he was doing, but besides that lately he had been completely out of it. She decided that the best thing to do was give in and apologize.
Her apology only served to make Inuyasha angrier, before she had interrupted him. He was having a very intense thought about himself and his future. For the last couple of days he found it hard to do anything without having Kagome on his mind, and though he was 100 percent sure it wasn't love or anything associated with it. He was beginning to have his doubts. He was hoping he wasn't falling in love with her, and he needed to stay mad. Staying mad at her would help with his situation.
"Why are you saying sorry? You have no reason." He mumbled, and though he wanted to hiss that statement. He found it hard to be overly rude to her. Another awkward silence came over them, and he waited patiently for her to speak.
She shrugged, and looked towards him."Well you looked like you needed one…you know an apology." She whispered, and he turned to face her as well.
How could he be mad at her, when she said things like that? He needed to get away from her. He stood up from his seat. "This conversation's dumb, and it's over…"
"Why do you always do that?" She asked, and it made him freeze in his spot. "Here I am trying very hard to be nice to you, and you just shoot me down every time."
He shrugged mumbling to himself. She was taking a toll on him, and he didn't like himself around her.
"What did you say?"She questioned not understanding his mumbles. He didn't say anything, and he turned to face her.
"Mind your own damn business." He stated, and he decided to just leave the room all together, but Kagome wasn't having it. He was acting so unusual today, and she wanted to know why.
"You know…" She said, as he walked out of the room. "If we're supposed to come off as dating... you doing this kind of stuff needs to stop. You've got to be…
"Stop following me… can I please be alone." He snapped turning around, and she swallowed her words. She looked down shaking her head, and turning back around. He was about to leave as well, but he couldn't bring himself to, and that's what he hated the most. Why did he care if she had her feelings hurt? He never cared before. "Ugh…" He said while going after her. "I didn't mean that… I don't need to be…"
"Just leave me alone Inuyasha… nothing I do is ever good enough. I try to be nice, I apologize, I invite you over here so we can try to get along, and you always spit in my face…" she said, and he grabbed her by the arm making her twirl around.
He stared at her. She tried to shy from his glance but couldn't. "I didn't mean to say that…" He mumbled… "I just… I need to think, but it was very considerate of you to invite me over. It shows your thinking things through more than I am." He explained and she rolled her eyes.
"Yeah… but none of that even matters right…? Because in the end. You'll always hate me, and I have no idea why?"
"I don't hate you…" he whispered, and she narrowed her eyes not believing him for a minute. "I really don't… I've always disliked you, but I'm not too big on hate." She turned away from him, but she couldn't quite leave yet. He still had a hold on her.
"Yeah… hate dislike it's all the same. You despise me Inuyasha, and I'm trying to change that, but I don't even think you know why yourself…"
"Kagome I don't hate you…" He announced, and Kagome tipped her head to the side waiting. "I don't despise you, and I don't even really dislike you. I just… I… see you, but…" His words trailed off, and he sighed deeply. He had in his pocket yet again the engagement ring, but it was in a black box this time, and he sighed. He realized as long as he was going to continue being a total ass to this girl. he'd never find the right time to give it to her. "Ugh…I've just been nervous is all. I know it's not a real engagement or anything, but…" He pulled the velvet black box out, and Kagome's heart stopped.
"Ugh… I don't want that." She said as she stared at the box he held. She looked towards the hanyou holding it. "I don't want to marry you…I thought that was the whole deal."
"Yeah, but it's more realistic if we're engaged… I don't know exactly how we're going to stop this merger." He said, and he crouched down going on one knee, and Kagome let her mouth slightly open. "But I think if I'm being forced to marry you… I should at least try to give you a good proposal. Maybe even be a better fiancé."
"Inuyasha you don't have to do that…" She said staring at him. "We're going to end the merger… you remember what we talked about…tricking your mom…" she lingered on, but she wasn't making much sense. She was just too shocked that he was doing this. If only a few short weeks ago someone told her Inuyasha Takashi was going to propose to her. She would have called that person a dirty filthy liar.
"Yeah I know… dad's orders." He said, but he didn't want to tell her that he was having more and more doubts that he could end the merger. He also didn't find the idea of being with her as grotesque as he had thought before. She didn't say anything she just stared in shock. He shifted knees irritated. "Kagome just take the damn ring." He said, and he opened up the box.
She stared at it. "It's really pretty…" She mumbled, and he nodded wanting her to take it. His stomach knotted with anticipation, and he didn't know why.
"Yeah it is… pretty and expensive… take it…" He whispered, and she let a small smile shine. He watched her as she tried to make up her mind.
"If I take it, it's not because... I'm willing to marry you." She said, staring towards her boyfriend. "It's because we have to…"
He nodded… "It hurts being on my knee like this." He said after awhile, and Kagome laughed a bit taking the ring. Inuyasha stood up watching her put it on her finger. She flipped her hand back and forth in the light admiring it.
She didn't say anything, and he just watched pleased. "Thanks…"
"For what?" He asked confused. "My dad told me I had to…"
"Yeah… but you didn't have to get on one knee… thanks for caring for once. It was very nice of you." She turned after that going deeper into her own dorm.
He stared after her before looking down at the carpet. "I care…" he whispered to himself, and after saying it he couldn't believe how true it was.
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I took of the make out scene in this chapter out, because it ruins the plot… sorry to new readers.
August 17, 2010 5:53 am reediting
