A/N: Thanks so much for your reviews and to all those who have my story on alert. You're all fabulous.

This chapter does contain lemons – just letting you know.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight but I would love a big brother like Emmett!

Chapter 12

Monday came much faster than Jasper was ready for. The internal battle between his head and his body had been relentless. Jasper desperately wanted his head to win, to resolve to stay away from Alice, keep his heart safe but he knew his body was putting up a hell of a fight. It wanted Alice with a desperation that astonished him. His mind was winning by the slimmest of margins, but it wouldn't take much for him to lose control and just take what he wanted so badly.

This mental war didn't make it any easier for Jasper in preparing himself to face Alice in class today. After Friday night's kiss he didn't know how he was going maintain his façade of indifference.

Indifference? Ha! What a joke. Indifference was the very last thing he felt for Alice.

The tension was still with him throughout the morning, not helping when trying to focus his mind on his classes. As the time drew nearer to his class with Alice, he could feel the nervous energy building. It almost felt like he was a singer with pre-show jitters.

Before the class, he went out outside and sat down on one the benches. The sun was shining, it was warm and he closed his eyes, trying to steady his nerves.

This was stupid. All this over a woman. Bloody hell, Jasper! Get a grip, man! Angry with himself, he headed for his class, determined to act as if nothing had happened.

Alice was already there and as he spotted her, his breath hitched in his throat as the memory of her lips and body pressed intimately to his rushed back.

God, this was going to be harder than he'd thought.

She was wearing a light summery dress that made her look young and fresh, and he imagined caressing it off her, kissing the soft skin of her collarbone and lower.

He could feel himself start to get hard again and dragged his thoughts from Alice and onto his lecture.

Ok Jasper. Act. Act like your life depends on it.

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Alice parked her Porsche in the car park and sat for a few moments, trying to calm her nerves. She had a couple of classes to get through before Jasper's class and she needed to be able to concentrate. Problem was, the thought of seeing Jasper later dominated her thoughts and trying to get herself into the right headspace was proving more difficult than she'd anticipated.

She knew she looked good, having put on one of her favourite summer dresses which made her feel feminine and sexy. It was a Collette Dinnigan dress that had been one of Alice's indulgences. The dress was made from a gorgeous light material which hung from her shoulders in floaty, cloud-like way. It was her favourite girly dress and gave her confidence when she needed it.

And she needed a dose of confidence today. She was going to see Jasper and she didn't know how he was going to act around her after their explosive kiss on Friday. Was he going to act like nothing happened and ignore her? He claimed that nothing had changed despite their kiss but Alice knew that was a lie. They'd had a taste of each other now and that memory couldn't be wiped, no matter what Jasper said.

Alice climbed from the car and headed towards her next class, hoping that once the lesson started, she'd be able to focus.

"Hi," came a voice from behind her.

Alice turned around to see who had spoken and saw a guy who looked vaguely familiar.

"Hi," he repeated. "I'm James. From your American History class."

Alice looked at him curiously, trying to remember him. She wasn't surprised that she couldn't really place him. Jasper had dominated her attention from that first day and she hadn't particularly paid much attention to anyone else in her class.

"Oh, hi," replied Alice.

"I've seen you in class but hadn't introduced myself so when I saw you just now, I thought I would now," James said with a smile.

"Oh, that's nice. I'm Alice, by the way. It's nice to meet you," smiled Alice.

"Likewise. Are you going to class later?"

"Yeah."

"Great. I'll see there later then?" he asked.

"Sure. See you later," replied Alice. James walked off with a wave and Alice headed to her first class with a small smile. As class started any thought of the encounter fled as Alice focused on the lesson.

When it was finally time to head to her American History class, the nerves started attacking again. She could feel her heart start to beat faster. She wasn't sure if it was anticipation or apprehension that was making her hands shake. She dropped one of her books and was immediately offered assistance from a number of males in the vicinity.

As she approached the door, she stopped and took several deep breaths. The butterflies settled down somewhat but as soon as she stepped inside and saw Jasper, they immediately took flight again.

Every time she saw him, her heart seemed to skip a beat at his beauty. It was as if she could never really remember how beautiful he was, that her memory couldn't do him justice and when she saw him, the full impact hit her again, leaving her breathless.

Alice looked at Jasper's eyes and saw the flash of desire in them when he looked at her. Good. He could argue that nothing had changed since the kiss, but she knew better.

She sat in her usual seat in the front and began getting herself ready for the lesson when she heard someone sit beside her. She looked up curiously and saw that James guy from earlier looking at her, smiling.

"Hi again," he said, leaning towards her to speak.

"Hi," replied Alice. She looked at him more closely this time. He was quite attractive with short cropped blond hair and blue eyes. He was tall and lean and she could see his muscular build in the T-shirt he wore. He looked a bit older than herself so she surmised he was also a mature-age student like her. In other circumstances, Alice would probably have found herself attracted to him.

"I have to say, you look so pretty today that you're going to distract all the males in this room," James said with a glint in his eye.

Alice was a bit taken aback. James was flirting with her.

"Thank you but I'm sure you're exaggerating," said Alice with a slight smile.

"I never exaggerate," countered James. "How are you enjoying this class?"

"It's great. I didn't think I'd enjoy it as much as I do. It was sort of an afterthought. And Professor Whitlock does make his lectures so interesting." As well as his other attributes, thought Alice, stealing a glance at Jasper.

Jasper was looking at her and James intently, his face tight. He almost looked angry. He probably wants to start the lesson and we're here talking, guessed Alice.

She turned to James to tell him the class was about to begin and caught his eyes travelling down the length of her legs admiringly. She shifted uncomfortably beneath his gaze. She was used to men looking at her with admiration, but being in the same room as Jasper when it happened made her slightly uncomfortable. She'd just have to pretend that she hadn't noticed anything.

During the lecture, James began whispering comments on the lecture and some of the other students, leaning towards her in the process so that their heads were quite close at times. One particularly funny comment made Alice giggle aloud, earning a furious glare from Jasper.

Oh God, he's mad that I'm giggling during his lecture. I hope he doesn't think I'm laughing at him, thought Alice worriedly.

She looked at Jasper and saw him look back at her with a glare. In a way, she was glad that James had been unwittingly distracting her. Her nerves had settled down but now they flared again. She didn't want Jasper angry at her. It would make breaking through his barrier even harder than it already was.

Alice tried to ignore James for the rest of the lecture and was packing her things when James spoke.

"Alice. I was wondering if you'd like to get a coffee with me?"

She was about to answer when she heard Jasper call out to her. "Alice. Could you please wait a moment? I'd like a word with you,"

Alice turned in surprise to look at Jasper and heard James murmur behind her. "I can wait outside, if you want?"

"I'm sorry, James," she smiled apologetically at him. "I won't be able to go for coffee today anyway, so you shouldn't wait for me."

"Ok. Maybe another time?" James asked hopefully.

"Uhh...maybe." Alice didn't want to go out with James but didn't want to be rude.

James smiled at her and strode out of the room. Alice was the only student left and she turned to look apprehensively at Jasper. He was probably still angry at her for giggling during his lecture.

Jasper walked slowly towards her, pausing to close the door. As he reached her, without saying a word, he grabbed her shoulders, drew her to him and began kissing her hungrily.

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Jasper had been telling himself over and over to behave normally even though his pulse rate went soaring as he saw Alice. She had sat down in her usual spot in front of him and he could see her gorgeous knees and legs as she crossed them and taunted him with them, he was sure.

He had seen the guy, he couldn't remember his name, sit down next to Alice and begin talking to her. Not just talking, but flirting with her.

Jasper had felt his temper rise as Alice smiled back, clearly enjoying his attentions. As the guy, who he could see was attractive, spoke, he would move his head closer to hers, so that there wouldn't be much of a stretch to kiss her. The blood began pounding in his head and it took all his willpower to continue speaking normally.

When he heard her giggle, his vision was blurred by a red mist of fury, and he turned to glare at Alice. He was furious that this guy had made her laugh, in his class! He wanted nothing more than to throw that upstart out of his class, but realised it wouldn't be a rational thing to do. Rational was the last thing he felt.

The class finally ended and the red mist had faded slightly. He'd seen that she was no longer participating in the conversation and had calmed down slightly when he heard the upstart ask Alice out for coffee.

NO! Get away from her, she's mine!

The red mist faded as he realised that he couldn't keep lying to himself. He wanted Alice with a desperation bordering on madness. He couldn't stand the thought of any other man touching her. She was his, his alone. And he would have her. He would lose himself in her body and the pleasure he knew she would give him. He pushed any doubts and fears away. He had to have her. He no longer had a choice.

"Alice. Could you please wait a moment? I'd like a word with you."

He had seen Alice's eyes widen in surprise as he spoke and watched in satisfaction as the upstart left the room, leaving Alice the sole occupant, apart from himself. Perfect.

He detoured to the door and shut it, quietly locking it. He didn't want anyone walking past to be able to look in. This affair they were going to have had to be kept secret.

When he reached Alice, he paused for a moment, giving himself one last chance back out but his body wasn't going to allow him to do that. Not now. He grabbed her shoulders and drew her to him, taking her mouth hungrily with his.

Oh, thank you God, thought Alice deliriously.

She moaned in response and wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling herself tightly to his body, desperate to feel all of him against her.

Their mouths moved against each other urgently, seeking relief from the frustration of the previous days. Alice opened her mouth and welcomed Jasper's tongue inside, loving the velvety feeling of him exploring her. She needed to return the favour and began duelling with his, wanting to taste the intimacy of his mouth.

Jasper groaned softly, his roving hands feeling her from her shoulders down to the backs of her legs, wherever he could reach. His hands grabbed her hips and drew her tightly against his straining erection. Alice responded by grinding herself against him, letting him know she wanted him just as badly.

Jasper moved Alice up against the wall and pressed himself against her from shoulder to knee, feeling every undulation of her delectable little body. Never once releasing her lips, he bent slightly at the knees in order to fit his straining erection against her crotch, wanting her to feel his urgency.

"Mmmm..." moaned Alice in delight. He felt so full against her. She could feel herself dripping with her juices, wanting to feel him inside her so badly, she felt she would burst. She began rolling her hips against his, trying to ease her tension, only to feel his moan against her lips, which made her even wetter. Her hands managed to open a couple of buttons on his shirt, her fingers tracing over his gloriously defined chest and down his rock-hard abdomen.

Jasper released her lips and began trailing his mouth over her face and down her neck. Her skin was so silky and her delicate floral scent drove him crazy. He opened his mouth and licked the delicate skin on the side of her neck, just under her ear. She seemed to like that because her hand fisted in his hair as she gave another delicious moan.

His lips moved lower to the collarbone he'd been fantasising over before and traced it's shape with his tongue, sending shivers down her spine.

This was so much better than any of her dreams. She didn't know why he'd changed his mind and didn't particularly care at this moment. She just never wanted him to stop.

Jasper's raised one hand to Alice's shoulder while the other found the zip at the back and slowly lowered it. He gently pushed aside the shoulder straps, making the dress fall to her waist revealing the lavender, lacy strapless bra she wore. His cock twitched at the sight and he ground against her harder, desperate to ease the ache. His lips made their way down towards her breasts, gently nibbling and licking her skin on the way. With his teeth, he pulled down her bra cup and sucked in much needed air as her rosy nipples stood to attention, desperate for his touch.

"Jasper!" cried out Alice at the first touch of his lips against her nipple. The surge of sensation was incredible and when he began suckling it, she though she may faint from the overload of pleasure. Fiery darts of sensation were rocketing through her, straight to her crotch at every touch of his tongue.

"Oh God, that feels so good," moaned Alice, her hands gripping Jasper's hair. Only that and Jasper's body stopped her from collapsing in a heap. "Mmmm...aahh..." as Jasper gently tugged her other nipple with his teeth.

One of Jasper's hands moved under the hem of her dress, caressing the skin of her thigh, moving closer to where she was desperate for him. He reached her hip and began touching the sensitive skin of her stomach and then moved lower to the waistband of her lacy undies. His fingers then pushed underneath her panties and homed in on her soaking pussy.

"God Alice, you're so wet for me," murmured Jasper against her nipple.

"Yes! Yes! Please Jasper," she pleaded, desperate to feel his fingers in her most delicate of areas.

Jasper answered her plea and began rubbing her clit, savouring the feel of it, it's warmth and wetness. At her moan, he found her entrance and plunged his finger in, amazed at how hot she was. He inserted another finger and continued rubbing her swollen clit, loving the sounds coming from her mouth.

"Ohh... ahhh..." Alice was nearly incoherent with need. She was frantically bucking her hips against his hand, knowing she was close to coming, hard.

With not much co-ordination, she wrestled with Jasper's belt, finally managing to unzip him and reached inside his boxers. She found his huge, erect member and silently gulped to herself. He was so big. And she was so small. She pushed that slight worry away and began caressing him, loving the feel of his groan against her breast.

As her hand began moving faster, Jasper's fingers began doing the same, causing Alice to lose it.

"Oh god! I'm coming, Jasper! Don't stop, please don't stop!" pleaded Alice, her body thrashing in delight. "Uuunngghh....." she ground out, her orgasm crashing over her in waves of pleasure. She felt like she was drowning, her breath coming in uneven pants.

Jasper knew he couldn't wait much longer or he was going to come in her hand. It had been so long since he'd had sex with anyone, he knew he wouldn't last long the first time. The sound of Alice coming apart in his arms sent another surge of blood to his cock, which was already straining in Alice's hand.

"Alice," he panted against her neck, "I've got to be inside you, now."

"Yes," breathed Alice, still coming down from her orgasm. His fingers were still caressing her and she could feel the tension build again.

"I won't last long, Alice," he explained apologetically. "It's been too long. I'm sorry."

"It's ok. I just want you inside me. Please!"

At her words, Jasper pulled her panties down her legs and pulled back to adjust his trousers, allowing his turgid cock to spring out freely.

Alice gasped as she saw him, both in delight and worry. She desperately hoped he would fit inside her, the thought of being filled so completely by him bringing forth another gush of fluid to her pussy. At least lubrication wouldn't be a problem!

Jasper put his hands under Alice's arse and lifted her up, resting her back against the wall, so that he could position himself against her entrance. He looked down and saw her glistening entrance. He couldn't wait another second.

He fit the head of his rigid cock against her entrance, panting to maintain some control. As he began to slowly press into her, a instant of clarity penetrated his brain.

"Alice," he panted. "Are you protected? I'm sorry, I should have asked before, but I wasn't thinking." He didn't know what he'd do if she said no. He had nothing with him. He hadn't planned this.

"Yes. I'm on the pill," replied Alice, thrashing her head at the feel of him against her. "Please Jasper, I need you."

At her words, Jasper pressed himself against into her, panting to make himself go slowly, lest he hurt her. She was so tight. He heard her gasp as his cock moved further inside and he stilled.

"It's ok. Keep going," moaned Alice. Her legs tightened around his hips, trying to pull him further into her. There was a slight moment of discomfort but when he finally drove all the way in, the feeling was so intense she didn't know how to contain it.

"Jasper!" she almost shouted as he began to move in her, slowly at first and then with mounting speed. Jasper covered her mouth with his wanting to stifle the sound. He didn't want some passerby hearing her.

Then all thought fled as he began to thrust into her faster and faster. She was so tight and hot. The only sounds were their panting, occasional moans and the slap of their bodies coming together.

Alice felt so full of Jasper, his body doing incredible things to her. So this is what all the fuss was about. I never knew. No wonder everyone goes on about it. It was beyond wonderful. She could feel another orgasm coming and began rolling her hips in time with his thrusts, moaning into his shoulder.

Jasper groaned as her hips began moving and knew he wouldn't last much longer. "Alice, I'm going to come, baby. I'm sorry."

The sound of him calling her 'baby' sent her over the edge and she thrust against him frantically.

"Jasper, I'm coming again. Come with me, please," she gasped.

He began pounding into her and felt his balls tighten. He was going to explode into her any second.

"Aaahhh..... uuunnggghh....Jasper!" Alice groaned into his neck, waves and waves of pleasure sending her over the edge. She felt she might pass out, the pleasure was so great.

Jasper felt her muscles contract around him, heard her cry of ecstasy and let go.

"Fuuuck!" Jasper threw his head back, and felt his semen spurt into her body in continuous waves. His orgasm seemed to continue for ages, filling her. Her pussy continued to milk him, keeping waves of sensation flowing through him. He began gently rolling his hips, letting her ride out her orgasm, allowing her come down from her high.

They were both panting, trying to get air into their lungs, their stunned minds trying to process what had just happened.

Jasper rested his forehead against hers, both of them covered in a sheen of sweat. He was still inside her and knew it wouldn't take long before he wanted her again.

Alice's green eyes looked deeply into Jasper's blue ones. "Wow!"

"Yeah."

There was nothing else to say.

A/N: That was a lot harder to write than I thought. Getting the images in my head onto paper took some thought as I've never written a lemon before. Hope it was ok.