"Jake you have to leave now! Edward will be here within a few minutes." "Oh fuck." Jake jumped off the bed quickly. "Renesmee disappeared from Alice's visions and she told me while Edward was...ummmmm...busy. I left as soon as she told me but I'm sure he's heard her thoughts by now. You need to leave now!" "Bella, I thought you were gonna talk..." "He agreed that Renesmee could talk to you, not be alone in our house with you, now go!" Jake hurried over to the bedroom window and slipped it open. He looked back sadly at Bella. "Don't worry, I'll tell her what happened." Then he was gone.
Bella grabbed the perfume bottle on Renesmess dresser and sprayed it all over her room and her bed trying to mask Jakes scent. She heard Edward burst through the front door. "RENESMEE, WHERE IS HE?" Bella met him just as he got to her bedroom door. "EDWARD, calm down. Renesmee is in the shower, theres no one here but her. She's ok." "I know he was here. Why else would Alice not see her?" He pounded on the bathroom door. "Renesmee get out here right now!"
Renesmee had heard her mom come in and she heard her tell Jake to leave. She had been trying to calm herself and get her thoughts under control so he wouldn't see it in her mind. She started thinking about school and all her homework she had to do, She threw her clothes on and opened the door. Edward looked at her furiously. He looked in her bathroom then came back out. "There's no one here dad.' She said it almost too quietly. "If he wasn't here, then why couldn't Alice see what you were planning?" "Maybe because I hadn't planned to do anything until just now." She said it as more of a question while she kept thinking of her homework hoping he would pick up on that. He looked at her for a few minutes before walking out of her room into the living room. Bella followed him.
"Edward please, calm down." "I know he was here Bella, there is no other explanation." "Do you really think she would tell you even if he was when you are acting this way? How can she trust to tell you, or us, anything if she is afraid of you losing your temper like you just did?" "I just don't trust him Bella, I'm sorry." Just then Renesmee came out of her room with her book bag on her shoulder. "Where do you think you're going?" Her father asked. "I was going to go for a walk and do my homework outside." She tried to keep her mind on her homework even though she was hoping maybe she would see Jake.
As soon as the name popped in her thought her father growled quietly. "You...are not going anywhere, is that understood?" "DAD, you can't just keep me cooped up in the house all weekend, that's not fair. I haven't done anything." "I said you are not going anywhere, espcially not to find him!" "You can't keep me from seeing him dad, or talking to him. I'm not a little girl anymore!" With that she ran out the door and into the woods. Edward hollered after her but Bella stopped him. "Let her go Edward, she'll be fine."
Renesmee didn't stop running until she got to the river in the middle of the woods. Tears were streaming down her face. She looked across the river then and took a few steps back at what she saw. A huge grey wolf stood on the other side staring at her. The wolf observed her for a moment then headed toward the edge of the trees. Then he stopped and looked back at her as if waiting for something. When the wolf didn't move, Renesmee decided to jump the river.
Once she was across the wolf started to walk into the woods. She followed staying a bit behind him. After walking for awhile they came to a small house. The wolf sat outside and barked once. Jake came running outside. "Seth, whats going on, why didn't you..." He stopped when he saw Renesmee. Tears still stained her face. "Are you crazy, what were you thinking bringing her here?" Jake kept his voice low.
Seth disappeared into the woods and Jake walked over slowly to Renesmee. "I-I'm sorry. It seemed like he wanted me to follow." She had heard what Jake said and was afraid he didn't want her there. Seth came back out of the woods and walked over to them. Jake pulled him aside although he knew Renesmee could hear him. "We are gonna be in so much trouble Seth." "We're not gonna get in trouble Jake." Then Seth made his voice barely a whisper in Jakes ear. "You Imprinted on her. You're allowed to bring her here now." Jake didn't like hearing him say that but he knew Seth was right. Seth talked normally again. "She was upset, I thought she might need to see you."
Jake looked over at Renesmee, She looked like she was going to cry at any moment. They walked back over to her. "Are you ok?" Jake asked her. Renesmee nodded although Jake didn't believe her. "This is Seth. He's one of my best friends and he's my number one in my pack." Renesmee gave him a small smile. "I'm Renesmee. but everyone calls me Nessie." "I know who you are, although Jake never mentioned the nickname." Seth said politely. "How do you know..." "I'll explain later."Jake said giving Seth a look. "Why don't we go for a walk, we can talk." "Okay." Jake turned to Seth. "I'll catch up with you later Seth." Seth nodded and Nessie waved a small wave. Jake ran into the house and grabbed a small blanket then took her hand and headed toward the beach.
There was no one there when they got there. Jake laid the blanket on the sand and they sat down. "So what happened?" Jake asked Nessie concerned for how upset she was. She thought for a moment than spoke quietly. "Can I show you?" Jake nodded and Nessie put her hand on his cheek. She replayed what had happened after he left up until she got to his house. She slowly removed her hand from his cheek and he took it in his own. "I'm sorry Nessie, I never meant for you to get in trouble." "It's not your fault Jake." He wanted to pull her closer to him and hold her but he didn't know how she would react to that. She hadn't minded any of the other times so he gently pulled her onto his lap. She snuggled against him burying her face in his chest.
He wrapped his arms around her and held her. After a few minutes she looked up at him. "So, how did Seth know who I was?" "Well...when we phase into our wolf forms, we can hear and see each others thoughts and minds. Seth knew who you were because he had seen you in my thoughts. Plus he saw you at school. But don't worry, I try very hard not to think about things that others shouldn't see." Renessmee blushed slightly at the thought of that. She tried to hide by looking down and letting her hair fall around her face, but Jake lifted her chin with his finger and pushed her hair back.
Their eyes locked onto one another. They leaned toward each almost simultaneously. When their lips met it was soft and gentle, but there was also a hunger for each other. Renesmee wrapped her arms around his neck and tangled her fingers in his hair pulling him closer. She deepened their kiss, parting her lips and letting their tounges mingle together. She let out a small moan and Jake carefully laid her back on the blanket so she was underneath him without breaking the kiss.
She tried to pull his body down against hers but he stayed slightly above her. She pulled his head tighter to hers so their lips crashed together and the kiss became more heated. She wanted his body against hers so she took her legs and wrapped them around his waist. She used her strength to try and pull his body down to hers. He finally gave in and lowered his body against her. He was already hard just from kissing her and when their bodies pressed together he let out a quiet deep moan of his own. He broke the kiss, and moved his lips to her neck and collar bone. They were both breathing heavy. She pushed her hips up against his trying to rub her body against him. He let out another moan and captured her lips with his again.
This time the kiss was more rough, full of desire. She moved her hands from his hair running them under his shirt. He shuddered at her touch. She was lost in his kiss and she laid her hands flat against his chest without realizing it. An image filled his thoughts, much like the one before. It was of the two of the together naked, this time it was clear what they were doing. He was making love to her in the image. He let out a growl without meaning too and using all the control he could muster he broke their kiss and pulled his body slightly away from hers leaning his forehead against hers.
"Renesmee.." His breathing was ragged and rough as he whispered her name. She was breathing just as heavily. She tried to look in his eyes but he refused to meet her gaze. He knew he wouldn't be able to control himself if he looked in her eyes. He rolled to his side pulling her with him refusing to let go of her completely. He propped himself up on his elbow. He could see the tears forming in her eyes even though he wouldn't look directly into them. She could see the hunger in his eyes when she looked at him but also there was a bit of confliction.
"Renesmee, what is it?" He spoke softly, he didn't understand what got her so upset. She was quiet for a minute then she spoke quietly, almost timidly. "It's just… don't you want to?" Jake couldn't believe she was actually asking him that. Of course he wanted her, but they had only met just a few days ago. If she was any other girl he would have taken her in a heartbeat. But this was different. "It's not that I don't want too, believe me, but…you barely know me, I barely know you. I think before we do that, we need to figure out what this is between us."
Renesmee sat up and Jake moved with her, still refusing to let go of her. "I don't know exactly what it is Jake, but I know my feelings are real, and I know it's crazy cause we just met but I don't care." She sounded kind of hurt. "Ness, I want you to be sure of your feelings and what they are before we…go too far. I don't want you to regret anything we do." He tried to keep his voice soft. She started to struggle to get free from him. He let go of her even though he didn't want to, but he quickly grabbed her hand. "Ness…" "I may not understand why I feel the way I do, but I know I want to be with you Jake. And I know I won't regret it."
"Ness, you don't know that. I need to know how you really feel about me. What you think this is, and you need to take your time to figure it out." Nessie yanked her hand away from his. "I don't get it Jake. I know you have been with other girls, I heard about your reputation…." Shit, how did she hear that already, Jake thought to himself. "Ness, please…." She cut him off. "I guess maybe I'm just not good enough for you!" With that she got to her feet and ran off crying. Jake called after her but she was gone.
So what do you all think so far? I would love to hear any comments.