so I quickly wanted to say that the story is not dead. I repeat this story is not dead and will have a new chapter soon. a lot of things have happened to me that have just stolen my attention. recently I got diagnosed with anaemia, was in a car wreck, fixed my car, dealt with an uncle having a stroke, and got promoted at work. all these things have been both stressful and time consuming. I give every single one of you my word that this story will be finished around new year. its only halfway through and I already have the next story set up.

in the meantime I would like yo give you guys a taste of something I have been working on that will appear soonish.

??? POV:

"you've been lied to man, you don't even know it but they have all lied to you from the very beginning." the man spoke pacing back and forth, his hands exaggerating his words.

"they tell you that you're a HERO... but you're not man, you never have been. you my friend are a pawn, a fool, a lamb to the slaughter. you will never be a hero. All you will ever be... is a creature that will lose everything time and time and TIME again. and when its all over what will you do? you'll beg for more, you'll beg to keep on losing everything." the man spit every word, every sentence with vehement belief in his own rhetoric.

He paced continuously before stopping and turning to stare at me. " but you don't have to be a lamb, you don't have to be a saint. you don't have to be a hero. you see you and me, we're playing a dangerous game, you see we have been throwing knives at each other Sky and eventually one of us is going to get stuck. it will be real bad, ohhhh yes it will be. but you, you don't have to throw knives anymore. walk with me my little demon, walk with the reaper, or burn with the saints. that is your choice. Now. RUN!!!"