The truth comes to the surface

As soon as we got to the hotel room I grabbed Sean's hand and went to my room, ignoring the disapproving look from Rome and the weird look from Han. It wasn't until I had straddled him in nothing but a bikini that something seemed to go on in his head because he moved me off him and sat on the end of the bed.

"Is this going anywhere or am I just I quick fuck?" he asked.

"What do you mean? What brought this up?"

"I mean am I anything more than a fuck buddy to you? Is there ever going to be an us?"

"Sean you are my friend but no there will never be an us. Han made sure of that 2 years ago."

He looked at me questioningly, "What did he do?"

"He used me as nothing but another notch on his bedpost. I was nothing but a quick fuck to him. I haven't ever trusted another guy in a relationship since."

"Have you tried?"

"No, I gave my heart away and they still hold it even if they don't realise it. I just hope they don't break it more than they already have." I felt a few tears gather in my eyes at the betrayal of that day.

"You love him don't you?" it came out more a statement than a question.

"Yeah more than I should and more than he will ever know. Listen to me, I sound like one of those girls you see on TV where the worst thing that can happen is they break a nail" I giggled. "Hey you up for going to a club?"

"Uh sure let me get dressed, you should to otherwise ill be beating the guys off with a stick ad that's just no fun" grinned Sean. He may not be my boyfriend material but I had a feeling he was going to be one of my best friends, next to Twinkie of course.

I bounded up and to my bags before I remembered I had nothing to wear for a night of clubbing so dressed in only a bra and a pair of boy shorts I made my way to Reiko's room, wolf whistles following me. When I looked behind me I saw a bunch of guys looking at me with Han, Twinkie and Earl in the doorway, Han leaning against the door frame with a smirk on his face making a show of moving his eyes up my body.

Reiko answered quickly enough. "What the fuck do you want and why are you prancing your perfect body around here?" she growled playfully as she made her way back to her HUGE suitcase and pulled out 5 dresses varying in length as well as a stack of heels.

"I have nothing to wear" I pouted. She got the hint and started sorting through Mount Everest finally pulling out what must have been the shortest dress I have ever seen and that's saying something. "Uh uh if I wanted to wear a shirt I would have used the one in my room."

"Stop being such a boy and put it on with these." She threw a pair of strappy black sparkly heels at me that matched the backless, low cut top that just covered my ass and a centimetre of thigh. Getting the fucking dress on was a mission and a half but when it was on with the heels, which I found out after wrestling the dress on were supposed to go on first to avoid having to lift the dress onto my hips just to put them on. Spaghetti straps barely held it on and the back was bare until my waist, not leaving much to the imagination. Reiko curled my air into loose ringlets that cascaded down my back. Completing the look was a necklace that hung halfway down my stomach with a knot and stars hanging from it and hoop earrings paired with some eyeliner and lip gloss and I was ready. "Fuck this I'm going in the nude, at least than guys will look at me too instead of just the hot friend next to me" complained Reiko as she took me in when I came out of the bathroom.

"Don't worry you look great, the guys will definitely look at you" I said, taking in the purple mini with knee high black leather boots and hoop earrings, her hair straightened as straight as a pin.

"With those mile fucking long legs, smoking hot body and hot face girl, every guy in the club will be trying to grab you attention, especially in those heels and dress that show the package and emphasize the freakish length of those legs. By the way how the fuck is your skin tone so perfect?"

I shrugged before stuffing my phone, some cash and ID down my bra. I had a feeling I was going to be dead pissed by the end of the night and probably be riding someone. We looped arms before stepping into the hallway to see the boys leaning against the staircase glance our way and then whip their eyes back.

"No way in fuck are you going out in that!" screamed Rome already making his way towards us, probably thinking of sticking me in a nun gown. I dodged him and ran down the stairs, grabbing my bike keys on the way down.

"I am and you are not going to stop me. Does anybody else have any objections to my attire?"

Twinkie raised his hand, me my eyebrow. "I'm pretty sure I just got a boner" he declared to which the other guys agreed in their own ways. Rome looked at him and stormed down after me. Before he could reach me though I had started the bike and was revving it.

"I have my phone on me, I am going to get piss drunk and laid. Anybody interrupt with anything short of a death and I will kill you!" I threatened before taking off with Han's and Rome's car behind me, everybody in Rome's and Han just being a stuck up ass and probably getting ready to bring his lay back to his room. My hair whipped and snapped in the breeze as I sped towards the bright lights that symbolized a party.

5 minutes. That was all it took for me to get there and skip the cue and get straight into the club with the rest of them fanning out in search of different things. My goal was the bar where I ordered the first of many shots and brightly coloured drinks mixed. I surveyed the room carefully before locking onto a very fit looking guy who was looking at me with a cocky grin on his face as he ran his eyes over me. I slowly crossed my legs, my dress riding up my thigh as I did so. The guys he was with started patting him on the back and jostling each other. My eyes fell of him however when I saw Han looking at me, grinding with a skank on the dance floor. His eyes showed disapproval as he looked over at the guys still drooling over me. Fuck it, I came here to get drunk and laid and that was what I was going to do.

10 minutes later and at least that many glasses of brightly coloured liquid and I were tipsy enough to start dancing on the dance floor with a guy, grinding against him. He had his hands placed on my hips as he followed my movements with his own carefully. I grinned over at Sean who had a couple of girls sitting on his lap as he made out with them in turn, his answering grin blinding as he winked at me and went back to doing whatever he was doing with them. Somebody placed another glass of bright coloured liquid into my hand and I nodded my head appreciably at them before sculling it in a couple of gulps. Man dancing made me thirsty.

The dancing continued for god knows how long and the drinks kept appearing moments after I had finished. I could feel myself lose any co-ordination I may have possessed after my tenth drink. By this point the person I was grinding with was pretty much holding me as we danced by the hips. I hung out with the same group all night, laughing and dancing until the early hours of the morning with all of them.

"Fancy giving me a suck sweet pea?" asked one of them who was looking at me with a wide grin on his face. I simply looked at him blankly for a bit. He grabbed onto my arm and started dragging me away from the rest of the group.

"Ow let me go now." I slurred, not sounding half as intimidating as I wanted to.

"I don't think I wanna do that sweet pea cause you see I'm as horny as fuck because of you and you are going to fix it whether you like it or not." He demanded. He hadn't had much to drink so while I was a mumbling, stumbling mess he was stable and strong.

He pulled me into the toilets and down onto the floor, managing to unzip his pants before a fist collided with his face. "I cannot fucking believe it." Muttered a familiar voice as the owner of the fist picked me up bridal style and headed back into the pulsing club still full of people even with the time being some ungodly hour.

"Do….know you?" I slurred, trying to move my tongue correctly but failing. The person looked down at me, his face familiar but no name coming to mind.

"Yep and your brother is going to shit it when he sees you" came the mumbled reply as he scanned the crowd.

"Can you go get me ice cream?"

He looked down at me, "What the fuck have you drunk tonight" he asked me as he gave up looking for the unknown and took me into the car park and over to a very shiny car.

"Preeeeeeeeetty. Can I drive?"

"No way in fuck" he replied.

We were driving along when suddenly I screamed, "STOP!" to which he slammed on the brakes.

"What!"

I stumbled out of the car and into the grocery store heading straight to the ice cream aisle where I found the cookie and cream ice cream. I grabbed a 2 litre bucket and headed to the cash register.

"Miss are you ok?" asked a distant voice coming from a head that was fat one minute than as straight as a twig. I looked at her with a freaked out expression.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU!" I screamed as I grabbed my precious ice cream and backed up, my back hitting the register behind me.

"I'm sorry miss but I'm going to have to ask you to leave" replied the voice as she made to grab my precious from my arms. I screamed and made a run for it, heading into the world of the tilting aisles with her on my heels. I ducked and swerved the colourful shapes as they aimed for me, ducking and weaving until I was behind the guy who brought me here involuntarily.

"Kat what the fuck have you gotten into yourself?"

"Do you know her" asked the alien women.

"Yeah. What did she do?"

"Can you please get her out of here? I'm not paid enough to put up with this shit. Look just take the ice cream and get her out."

He nodded before grabbing my hand and pulling me out, muttering about having to be a babysitter. We got home without incident, Han's usual expression replaced with one of pain as I licked away at the ice cream, not having a spoon and being very hungry. I didn't manage to get much in my mouth but I got plenty on my chin and nose. We parked in the hotel parking lot and quickly discovered I couldn't walk with being so drunk, something I denied profusely even when he had to pick me up. I kept the bucket in my hands as I licked furiously, glaring suspiciously at him as he looked at me and my ice cream, probably plotting ways to take it.

"Where's your key?" he asked as he set me against the wall beside what seemed to be my door. I shrugged, never taking my eyes off his as I continued licking. "You can't be fucking serious? And Rome of course is the only one who can get a spare!"

I looked up at him and watched as he unlocked the door next to mine and lifted me up and placed me on counter top, handing me a spoon. I looked at it questionably before using it to scoop the ice cream more effectively. He nodded at me before disappearing into the hallway. It wasn't until I had finished half the tub that he came back with an oversize shirt and a damp cloth.

First he stripped the dress of me, making me lift my hands in the air like I was a kid again and for some reason this made me giggle uncontrollably specially when I looked down at the logo and finally red what it said, 'I'm not with the drunk dude'.

Next was my face as he wrestled the ice cream out of my hands and put it in the freezer. I got up while he was rinsing the cloth and got it back out, sitting down and continuing eating. He turned around and ran towards me as soon as he saw what I was doing; grabbing the ice cream from my hands and putting it back into the freezer. "Don't touch" he growled, face inches from mine as I got shakily to my feet between his arms that were braced against the fridge door.

"Or what?"

"You'll sleep on the couch" he threatened. I mock gasped before looking into his eyes, tilting my head to the side.

"You wouldn't."

He started to reply but I cut him off with an open mouthed kiss. That was when I got my answer. Yep I still loved definitely loved him I decided as he picked me up and carried me to his room, our lips locked the whole time. I think I killed the mood a bit when as soon as my head hit the pillow I fell asleep. It might have.