you stood, angry at the thought of this possibly backfiring even more, Louie was probably turning her right now, you needed to stop him before it was to late. Lestat started to get angry after reading your thought, you were becoming just as manipulating and selfish as Claudia. He stood before you, his anger building up til he started yelling "you'll fix this and fix it now" then he left you there alone. As much as you hated him right now, you had to get to Louie right now before the deed was done. but by time you got to the two of them, it was to late, Louie had already drained her and cut his wrist. You fell to your knees beside her after yelling stop at Louie. you ran one hand through her hair, as her lifeless body laid in your arms. you kissed her before closing her eyes, "I was being inconsiderate, I wanted her, needed her, and didn't think of her as a person. Disregarding her feelings on the matter, assuming she would be fine with it. But I was wrong, and because of my selfish deed her limp body lays here before me. My love for her was truly selfish, not selfless, but when isn't it? My dear Bella, my pride blinded me, I wanted you as I saw fit. Not willing to take you as you were, I couldn't see myself sharing you and in the end it was the cause of me losing you please forgive me", a tear dropped from your eye. You looked up at Louie, "how is this possible That I can feel such sorrow?". At that moment Louie realized you might be more like him then he once thought. You knew her death was your fault, you should have know better then to try to use Lestat and Louie. Time passed and November 18th once again came around and once again it was time for vampires to play. (67days of night although during that time there is a decreasing amount of twilight each day). On December 21st, is the shortest amount of day light for the year. Its known as civil twilight, and it only lasts for a mere 3 hours.

(a little information, see you get to learn too :) )

you were to sad to eat, you usually stayed to yourself in your room. You even moved your coffin up there to be alone, you didn't blame Louie or Lestat. It was clear from that moment you saw her body before you, that if anyone was to blame it was you. You had not thought about how scared she was when Louie attack her. Night after night Louie and Lestat tried to comfort you, you faked a smile to please them. But they both knew that nothing had changed and you were still upset. Louie could understand your pain but Lestat became annoyed with your pathetic molping. At night he would go on a killing spree, anything to cool his temper. One night Lestat talked to Louie about how they could fix this, they came up with what they thought was a grand idea, he brought you a young girl almost like the one you lost. "here's a gift" he placed a drawing book and pencils down "I know how you have become fond of drawing and I thought it would be a nice gift for you." He then went to the door and brought the girl in, she was extremely beautiful, that much was clear. She smiled at Lestat before looking back in your direction. you hugged Lestat and kissed him, biting down on his lip and licked the blood. He let go of the girls hand and she laid on your bed. As Lestat left the room, closing the door behind him. When you two were left alone the girl picked up one of your dolls "these must be super old, did you inherit them?" You didn't answer just walked to where your radio was and put on J. Cole " all I want is you".