woot! thanks guys! and here's the next chapter :D got so high all of a sudden i dunno why... :D and bet i'll try the ''woooo scenes'' , ohh yah screw you sis i'ma write that! oh kkkk enjoy~~

chapter 12 :early winter

diary entry 1st entry after 3 weeks

dear diary,

i can't believe this is happening... it's been 3 weeks since then, and we can't keep up... jack kept reopening his wounds over and over again, he kept slashing around on the bed, the bandages came off easily as well... i don't know what to do, i know i couldn't cry every time i see things like this even if i love jack deeply with all my heart, i know i have to do something, but things have been too complicated lately... jack's staff has been losing it's color again, i was dispatched to help the research team on how to revive the staff and taking turns to take care of jack . honestly, jack scares me so much, his pupils is like a chameleon it stays red but turns blue at times, he gets calm when his pupils are blue, but the split second when he tries to tell us something it turns red and he goes all crazy again! night time was a pain... i could hear jack's cries almost every night, i need sleep more and more these days, even if i am a spirit... bunny tried sedating him, but he still makes all kinds of weird noises every now and then, the sedation never works long ... aaahhh , the guardians are getting crazy over worry and all that! i can't take this anymore... even mim isn't powerful enough to find the source...anyway i've been starting to wonder how my baby tooth fairies and mice are doing down on earth, i guess they managed well enough... oh well, mim found sometime for me to rest , we will take turns anyway. keep wishing!

tooth

2nd entry after 4 weeks

frostbite isn't doing to well... he had been struggling with whatever he was struggling with for 4 weeks already, i'm really afraid the real jack would be gone sometime soon... but i just CAN'T BELIEVE we had to do this to jack. mim put soft shackles around jack's ankles and wrists so that he wouldn't move too much so as to reopen his wounds and also injected strong reacting meds into jack every night ... every time it was my shift to look after jack... jack's eye somehow turns from red to deep light shade of purple, he has this suffering kind of look in his eyes and tears just falls down while he looks at me with those pitiful eyes , struggling against the shackles holding him down... it just breaks my heart ... last night i heard a mourning cry coming from him, when i went in and check, his eyes were still red, but red with sadness and grief, it made me cry right then and there. the guardians must have heard it too, when i passed by tooth's room i heard sobbing , but i cannot bear to go in to see another sad scene... normally in this situations i would've said something funny to make everyone laugh, but everyone just have this depressing black shadow under their eye indicating lack of sleep... hell mate... this is a disaster, can't think whatsoever... tomorrow would be another long day... i should take some rest, i need it...

easter bunny

3rd entry day after

dorogoy dnevnik...

katastrofa ... jack managed to rip the shackles , the morning sandy and i went to check on him, the whole room was messed up! there was black snow and ice everywhere, the vases, bandages , blood were every where! it wasn't pretty picture, sandy had to use sand to hold jack frost down... things didn't go well for jack, before he just yelled and moved violently, but now he acts like a total wild animal! he started growling and hissing, he hated the sun and hissed whenever sunlight hit him, as if the sun actually burnt him or something. mim knew it had became to serious we couldn't do anything but to do the most cruel thing to him... we had to restrain him in a magic circle with magicians guarding and meditating in there 24/7... jack's condition is getting worse day by day. A little second after we put jack under the spell, he's eyes turned blue and he had this pleading look, he's last words were '' please return me -'' then he went crazy and wild immediately, i'm wandering what that actually meant, the rest of the guardians didn't seem to notice . we used to serve dinner normally to jack, but now we had to grind the food and force it into jack's mouth. i just hope everything will return to normal as soon as possible...

NOrTh

4th entry in the same day

that's just weird ... pitch uses black sand to manipulate people, but it seemed entirely different now. as the guardian with most experience i should be able to sense oddity in someone or something immediately... but it's as if my senses deteriorated a lot, i asked permission and put some of my sand into jack's food so i could explore his body with my sand... i've been investigating and observing every inch of his body and tiny bits of detail for a month , there didn't seem to be anything odd, in fact , jack was actually still healthy despite all the wounds from before, there wasn't anything in his blood stream either . whatever pitch put in to jack , it could be invisible and undetectable , or maybe brainwash? no ... there were a few moments when jack was actually normal , brainwashing would leave him dumb... but if it was really an undetectable material, only pitch would know how to remove it... gosh... i've been talking to chang'e , she has similar power to mine, but she also had trouble looking through jack's blood samples, the only thing she said when she casted her powers was '' black'' , whatever that meant, chang'e didn't know what it really meant either ... for now i have to work extra hard so that our little member wouldn't have to suffer anymore... sucks i can't talk and when i talk too fast, only muffled and fuzzy sand pictures come out... keep wishing...

sandy

- pitch castle-

Gomon walked onto the balcony where pitch was staring at the moon smiling, pitch had been in a really good mood lately, good in a way that you might think he had lost it . cautiously he walked beside pitch, ' it's time?'

' it's time, we should give him a break so that the guardians would know what our little jack wants ~' pitch initiated the color in a slide of a finger.

-back to the moon-

' GUARDIANS!' mim slammed the door open , sweating and panting with his long blonde hair all over the place, he looked like an idiot compared to the sleeping male guardians who yawned with half opened eye just to look at him, bunny scratched his head speaking in a half asleep voice, ' considering that you came in person , this must be pretty important eye' mate? ' north's head jerked up, ' something happened to jack?' , mim nodded clumsily , trying the catch his breathe, ' come quick!' the male guardian members jumped up, bunny heading out first with north following behind trying to put his heavy red coat on still dressed in a royal blue sleeping overall and white slippers.

once they arrived, north sent the wooden door slamming open , revealing jack on the magic circle and magicians surrounding him in alarm. north pushed away all the magicians and hugged jack in his arms. jack's head fell limply on his arm , north was reliefed when jack opened his eyes and the color was his light winter blue color, glinting with tears, he grabbed hold of jack's hand, ' are you alright jack?' , trembling jack opened his mouth to speak, ' north... don't... hesitate...on my request...'

' what is it jack?'

' b..bring me back to pitch... he ... could help...me...'

' jack! what are you saying?! this is crazy! he can't help you ! your putting yourself in a den of lions mate!' bunny yelled from the sides

' yes jack, we could help you! sandy and tooth are trying to research about it!'

' this time ... is ..different... it's pitch's own handicraft... only..h..he.. know what to do...' jack's head slumped back, obviously unconscious... bunny and north exchanged glance, puzzled and confused on what to do, sandy was out for the children. tooth came in last , ' WHAT HAPPENED?', north removed jack from the magic circle,' looks like we need pitch with this...' mim knocked tooth out before she could make any comments that would waste too much time, north looked down at the silent boy, ' get my snow globe, we have to make a trip to pitch black castle...'

i finished this rather quick~ yah it's kinda short too , thanks for the reviews!~ keep them coming~3 constructive criticism is nice too, i need that to improve :D ~~