Hey everyone! First I am sooo sorry i haven't updated in forever. My school week has been hell and very busy. I have been working on this chapter for a while and put some thought in where I would like to go with the story. I will be able to hopefully write a lot tomorrow. My mom is having surgery so I will be waiting on her to get out and have some free time to write. Tomorrow night just come look back, hopefully there will be at least one chapter up. Enjoy y'all! ~Katie

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Chapter 10: Pain and Confusion
Bella POV

"Bells, B… Bella please wake up please", a soft voice plead.

I could hear sniffles coming from the voice. Why were they crying? Oh my god no, please no. What happened? Then it hit me, Seth wrecked. No, was I okay I remembered the car spinning. I could feel my heart beat picking up. No, what happened everything had went black after….after he had said…..

I was starting to feel, I could feel a sharp pain in my leg. I tried to move it away from what was putting pressure one it. It wouldn't move. It wasn't moving. I tried to open my eyes but the weight was to much I barely got them open.

"B… can you hear me B please, open your eyes," the voice plead again. Did they not see I was trying. It was to hard. "Jasper, Rose go get Dr. Cullen." Who was Dr. Cullen? Was that Alice talking?

"A…Ali?" I croaked out. My throat ripped open in flames. It was so dry.

"Bella, yes its me please B open your eyes. Rose are you getting him ugh?" Why was rose getting this so called Dr. Cullen? I didn't need him I needed Ali, Rose and Jazz. Oh no Seth, how could he. I needed to see him now. He was dead to me. That Jessica chick was next too.

I tried to life my arm up to rip this ring off if it was on, but it stopped it wouldn't move. I needed to open my eyes and see what the hell was stopping me. I tried opening my eyes again. They started opening slowly, I tried adjusting to the light. It was so bright in here. I finally had my eyes open and saw Alice.

"Al..Ali," I needed my best friend right now. She looked at me with those big eyes, they looked puffy and red. "Ali, what happened to you…what's wrong?" She looked horrible, her usually spiky hair was everywhere and she was wearing sweats. Oh no she was wearing sweats, something had to be horrible.

Ali was still standing next to my bed holding my hand while I had my eyes closed trying not to freak out when I hear rose come into the room. I slowly opened my eyes again feeling the dreariness trying to consume me again. I didn't want to fall asleep again I couldn't fall asleep again there was so much to catch up on. I scanned the room to find Rose when I looked over to the door and saw my sister standing. I could barely recognize her. She looked worse than Ali did. She had on sweats matching Ali, but her hair that was normally sleek and perfect was in a messy bun on top of her head. She was wearing glasses instead of contacts. She never wore glasses outside of her bedroom or the house at most. What had really happened.

Rose moved from the door way walking fast over to were I lay. She pushed Alice out of the way and burst into tears. She reached down to hug me but when she did I screamed out. It hurt so bad. She jumped back really fast.

"Be…bbbbella…B.. iii-" she stopped right after she busted into more tears. What was so wrong with her? I wanted to sit up so I could see what was going on. I saw Ali looking at me intently and slightly moved my head to show her I wanted her to come here. She came and leaned down so I could tell her what I wanted without straining my voice.

"Ali…help me sit up please." I was begging her, I needed to sit up. I couldn't be helpless. I needed to leave this place and go find out what the hell Seth was talking about. She was still looking at me and shock her head no. What the heck?! Why couldn't she help me. I could do this by myself then. I looked over to the railing on the bed and saw the thing that would lift up the bed. All I had to do was get my arm that far over.

I looked over to Alice and told her okay and told her to go sit and rest I was fine. She went ,but reliantly. Rose was out in the hallway now with someone talking, I couldn't see who. I was guessing it was Jasper, or heck it better not be Seth. If he came in here I don't care how much pain I was in I would kill him.

When I was out all I could see was him laying there and saying 'I love you Jessica'. It was the biggest slap in the face.

I moved a little bit and lifted my arm slowly, it hurt like hell but I wanted to sit up and Ali wouldn't help me. What a friend she was. I moved my arm over a little more, but dug my teeth into my lip to keep from screaming in pain. I moved it once more and was almost there. I lifted my arm or tried when I screamed out in pain. My teeth betrayed me they didn't hold back the pain. Before I knew what was unfamiliar hand was on me. I closed my eyes and tried to stop crying. I could hear a soft husky but calming voice telling me to breath in and out. I took a few deep breaths and opened my eyes. My arm was still in the position touching the bed controls. I looked up and saw big green eyes staring down at me.

"Bella, I'm Dr. Edward Cullen your doctor."

Did you like? Yeah please dont hate me. I know there isnt a lot of E/B in this chapter but there will be TONS coming. Thanks everyone for hanging through this tough week. I will most likely from now on be able to update once a week on weekends. School is kickin my ass and ill be taking care of my mom. I know this wasn't a very long chapter but i didn't want to keep you waiting any longer. Thanks everyone ~Katie

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