After a while the kissing did got back to watching the movie and Tanner said he had a huge headache.I was sure I'd caused that the scene where Bella gets attcked by James it actually scared both of was a painful reminder of that day in Alaska.

The whole movie got me wondering where the Cullens were now. Since we were in the present the events of Breaking dawn would've already had us being there in the past affect anything?I hoped had their lives now, and hopefully we would get to keep ours.

The credits began to roll, and I looked at the clock which read 7:45.I turned to see Tanner's eyes dropping my arm around his shoulders and pulled him up against breathing slowed, and he fell into sleep.

I watched him for a little while, so peaceful.I lightly kissed his forehead and before I knew it, I was out too.

Obviously Tanner's face filled my dreams. My love for him was radiating off me in the form of pink light .I was across a grass field I saw a fourteen year old Tanner, he was glowing myself i found that I was also I stood up and he mimicked the across the boundery of land between us, we met in the middle.I tried to talk but I couldn't find my voice. I reached out my hand and took mumbled sonething that sounded like"finally."Then, we leaned in closer to each before our lips met the vision went dark and woke with a I fel back into a dreamless sleep, but I was sure the figure in my arms watched me as I did.

The next day I was jolted awake by a hand saking my shoulder.I looked up to find the face of Ellie staring at pionted at the clock. had school in a half hour.

"Thanks,"I mouthed, not wanting to wake just nodded then left the room. I could tell she wasn't taking this very well.I guess when you think you know someone their whole life, and they tell you everthing you know about them is a lie, it would be a lot to take in.

I felt Tanner's soft breathing, he looked like an angel while he slept. I didn't want to wake him up, but we had to go.I gently prodded his that didn't work I leaned down and kissed his eyes snapped open at that, and he promply sat up.

"Hey we gotta go."I told him.

"Right,"he replied tonelessly

"Are you all right?"I asked.

"Yeah,yeah, um I'm fine."he said in the same toneless tone.

There was something off about him today, I didn't think I'd ever seen him like this before.

"If there's something wrong you can tell me about it."

"It's nothing, really."

"Let me refraise that, there's something wrong and your going to tell me about it."

"It's stupid."

"Good then I want to know what it is."he sighed.

"Okay don't , I had this.... dream last night..."he paused,"We were fourteen again and it felt so that cnfusionn inside me had dissapeared."

"What happened?"I urged.

"I'm not sure, we were in a field and we were like.... we came together and almost kissed, and everything vanished."

I was frozen in we have possibly had the same dream?This was really getting my expression Tanner looked down at his feet.

"I told you it was stupid."he mumbled.

"No,no,it's okay,"I said quoteing him,"it's just -are you blushing?!"His dimples had flushed a bright shade of looked up smileing.

"Maybe..."he said.

"Soemtimes your just so cute!"I said giving his cheek a he snapped out of his mood.

"I'm not cute!"Tanner moaned.

"Oh come on,you know you are."With that Tanner got up and stomped out of the room.I felt pretty bad after that,I didn't see himuntil I got to day I felt worse and worse, I really needed to be more understanding of I thought over this through the day I felt as if a stare was burning through my back.

That afternoon I went to Tanner's house to find that he locked himself inside his room.i went around to the back and picked up a few pebbles, then threw them at his like the movies, he came to window and opened it to find me standing there.

"What are you doing?"he called down.

"Breaking your window!"I said back.

"Well can you not?"

"Only if you let me apologize."He pretended to think for a moment, then said.

"Okay fine."With those words I went back into the house and met him at the stairs.

"I'm sorry, I was ignorent and rude, will you please forgive me?"It didn't take a genius to know I'd planned what I'd say before hand.

"I'm the one who should be sorry, I shoulldn't have throw a tantrum like the little kid I am. "

"You're not a little kid,"I told him,"when I look at you I don't a little kid, see what's inside...."

"And what is that?"

"I see the guy I fell in love with three years ago."He smiled at that."Come on lets go outside,it'll be nice."I said.

"Alright,"was his reply.I took his hand and he followed me to the door.I wasn't sure where we were going this time, I just started running.

We flew across the grass hand in hand, laughing all the while like the little kids we were.I felt so free for the first time in a was going to be okay, or at least this was as good as our world would began to rain and we both fell onto the grass giggleing all the while.

"I love you Tanner."I said after a while

"I love you Janelle."He said.

We lay there a while not saying much,our gazes met occasionally and we smiled at each other. Our clothes were getting drenched now,and a shdder ran through me. I didn't care anyway. It was times like theese that always made me remeber Tanner as not only my one beloved, but my closest friend.

Eventually I sat back up.I didn't want to leave the peaceful scene,but we were both soaked to the bone.I could have been getting an nemonia and I wouldn't have noticed.

"You wanna go home!"I yelled out over the rain.

"Sure!"He said laughing.

But as we stood up a very familiar scene came upon again green lights began to swirl above us, and we flowed upward into that strange rainbows danced before us instead of the blakc and white spots like when we cam here.I held Tanner as tight as I could I couldn't loose him though, I felt that not only Tanner was holding onto me inside the vortex.I piut the thought aside as we shot father upward.

Not only was the area around us changing though, I could feel mself changing prikles evoloped through my skin, a burn coming along with them.I wasn't sure why this was happening,but I didn't have much time to thing about it either.A second later we hit the ground.