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Umm things suck. A lot. I'm not really 100 percent sure why but things aren't good. I feel like crap. Anyway I thought it would be nice to update. Haha. So here you go. Things got better but I don't know how much I can update because I have my first field hockey game in the morning :). Fun fun fun. And I haven't had time over the week.

Bella's POV

The rest of the week passed really quickly. Angela and I went to the park every few days to walk and talk about everything and nothing. I loved times like that with her, she's my best friend and we can talk about the same thing for hours and not get bored of hearing each other's voices. We just love each other's company. I hoped that even when we both have that special person we still have time for us. We have been together since sophomore year and still don't get sick of each other.

This morning I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock beeping. I got up and then called Angela to come over so we could get ready together. She was over in minutes and we decided to go get breakfast together first.

"So are you nervous Bells?" She asked as we sat in a booth in the dinner around the corner from my apartment.

"I guess. I always think about what bad could happen. I mean like she could not like me at all in the way that I like her. Or I could get drunk and do something totally stupid that would chase her away. Or..."

I was about to continue when Ange cut me off. "I'm pretty sure none of that will happen. I promise I won't let you get drunk and like I said before if it's meant to be then it will be you just have to give it time to let the magic happen." she said winking at me and wiggling her eyebrows.

"Um okay whatever you say Ange. I just hope that things are meant to be, which I'm pretty sure they are because of the way I was feeling toward her but I don't want to mess things up Ange." I said with all of the emotion I had in me. I really didn't want to screw things up with Alice. I mean even if I didn't totally understand what I was feeling for her she was the first person that I ever really liked.

"You won't Bella stop being such a worrier. If she likes you the way that you like her then even if you do mess things up she will see that your worth the trouble and stick with you. If she can't stay with you in the beginning then she's not worth it in the end." Ange said. "Sorry to put it that way but it's true."

"Yeah I know Ange and thanks it helps to talk to you about it." I said smiling and looking over the menu the waiter gave us a little bit ago.

"No problem Bella. But remember take it slow. If you take it too fast things won't be able to process right. And what are best friends for?" she said with a serious expression. She knew what she was talking about and I knew she did.

We talked about other stuff after that. I never brought it up again because there was nothing else to talk about on the subject. Even though that certain subject didn't never left my mind.

Breakfast was very uneventful. We talked but that's normal for us. We walked slowly back to my apartment. I have been thinking about what to wear and I went straight to my closet.

"Need help?" Angela called from the door as I was digging around in the back of my closet which I have to say is a total mess.

"Yes" I called back with a frown. So many clothes. Okay well not that many but still what to wear?

Angela and I stared into my closest both willing the perfect outfit to jump out. Sadly life isn't that easy.

"I would go a little over casual and wear something that you love and that shows who you are." Ange said after a few minutes of thinking.

I went into my closet and then came out with what I thought would be the perfect outfit. "Okay so is this good?" I asked holding up a pair of dark skinny jeans that show off my butt and a blue V neck and my favorite pair of blue flats.

"Yes perfect... now about your hair and makeup. I think you should be able to do that yourself since you did do makeup for Alice." Angela said with a smirk.

"Yeah I got that" I said smiling as I walked into the bathroom to change.

After I got changed I came out to see Angela was already ready. She wore an outfit similar to mine only she wasn't wearing a V neck, just a simple blouse, and her shirt was pink instead if blue. She was also rocking the pink converse. (A/N: Did I really just use rocking like that? Hmm guess I did. :)

"Ben wouldn't let me wear a V neck and the skirt that I like, like I wanted to. He said the guys would be all over me." she said giggling and blushing. Ben can be protective and territorial but I would be too if I had a nice girlfriend like Ange. Plus he's a guy all guys are like that.

"Well he might have been right about the guys, even I thought about stealing you from him and if you were in a skirt and a V neck oh god I don't know what I would have done to you!" I said sarcastically winking and giggling at her. "And he just doesn't want to lose you" I added seriously.

"Yeah I know, but I don't think I could leave him if I tried. Even for you Bella. I mean you're hot but you don't have the right parts," she giggled.

"Yeah I know Ange we had this love talk many times" I said smiling at her. "But guys are over protective and girls are jealous bitches so I guess it evens out" I said laughing. It's so true. I mean it's logical right. If a girl has a guy that she likes and other girls want him she freaks and almost rips the other girls' eyes out. And then you have a guy that would pretty much do the same thing but they can't hold it in as easily they punch the guy in the face almost right away. Plus they are guys so they know how other guys think therefore the reason Ben didn't want Ange wearing low cut stuff.

She laughed "That's so true"

I laughed harder "Just my thought Ange"

My phone started ringing then. It was Alice, I hope she's not canceling. Was the last of my thoughts before I answered the phone.

"Hello" I said eager to talk to her.

"Hey, I just called to ask if I could bring extra people" Alice's sweet voice sounded into the phone. The phone did not do her justice, it's not nearly as good as her real voice that I wished so desperately to hear every day.

"Sure" I said with the most fake happiness I could come up with. I was suddenly sad. What if she had a boyfriend? Or a girlfriend?

"Okay thanks. I will see you in a little bit Bella" She said. God I love it when she says my name, it sounds so right and makes my heart skip a beat.

"Okay bye Alice." I said, and hung up. I wanted to burst into tears. I'm not good enough for Alice Brandon. What would give me that idea? Well I could name a few things. . . No! Shut up I don't want to think about this now. It hurts too much. And I stopped to wonder why the thought of her being with someone hurt me so much.

I looked at Angela frowning.

"What's wrong Hun?" She asked with a look of concern.

"I think Alice might have a boyfriend or a girlfriend. She called to ask if she could bring extra people." My voice cracked a little.

"Hun I doubt that. She would have told you about it at the concert. And she was totally into you Bella, and even if it wasn't in the way that you are into her I think that eventually she will fall for you so hard she won't even know what hit her."

This gave me some hope. Angela was very smart and wise and she knew what she was talking about all the time. Plus she knew things about me that I didn't understand myself. She's like my twin, but even better. But I was still worried about the whole thing.

"You really think so?" I asked with half a smile.

"Yes I really do Bella I wouldn't tell you something that I don't believe in." She said smiling as she realized she made me feel a little better.

I walked over and hugged her, she hugged me back. "Thank you so much Ange, I love you like a sister," I said.

"I love you too Bella."

Mwhahaha a cliff hanger don't you just love them? I know I don't but that just sucks to be you doesn't it? sorry haha I feel mean now anyway Reviews are welcome :). And I can take suggestions if you want to give them. I already have a plan but that plan can change.