Okay, here is chapter 12. This is for Smackdown last week. This is where things get really interesting. Hope you guys enjoy it.
Dislaimer: I do not own wrestling...at all! If I did I would be wrestling right now. LOL
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The next day I woke up and packed my stuff up for Smackdown. I'm glad I get to get away from Phil for awhile because I would have started crying.
I arrived at the airport and saw Randy. I walked over to him and said, "Hey Randy."
"Rena? I'm surprised you're talking to me since you've been with Irvine." Randy said with an actual surprised look on his face. I sighed.
"Look, it's not what you think. I don't like Chris. I never have and I never will." I explained while frowning.
"Then why did you team up with him?" Randy asked.
"I did it because of what Phil said. He hurt me when he said that I was getting in his way and that he was distancing himself away from me. He was acting like he forgot what I was saying." I said while starting to get depressed.
"So, you kissed Chris because you wanted to hurt Phil?" Randy asked.
"Yeah, now I'm regretting it. Well, kissing Irvine I mean. He is a terrible kisser." I said while laughing a little.
"Now there's the Rena I know but I can tell something else is bothering you." Randy said while smiling a little. I sighed. I knew he would notice. After all, he's like a brother. He's always watched over me in this business.
"Yeah, there is." I said. I heard them call our flight so Randy and I boarded onto the plan and sat next to each other.
"So are you going to tell me what it is?" Randy asked curious and giving me that look to tell him.
"Well, I overheard Phil talking with Zack when I went to leave for the night. Phil said some things and I'm really confused on what to do." I explained while frowning.
"What did he say?" Randy asked intrigued.
"He said that he couldn't do anything without my support and that he wanted to apologize to me. After that, I left and went back to the hotel. I'm just so confused. I don't know if I should talk to him Monday or stay with Irvine." I explained getting upset again.
"I may not be good with giving this kind of advice. You might want to talk to Kelly on this one. After all, you two are good friends." Randy explained. I just shook my head.
"I don't think she wants to talk to me. After all, I did dis her and Zack." I said while sighing.
"I'm sure they'll forgive you if you apologize to them." Randy said while smiling. I smiled back a little.
"I hope so. So how's your dad doing?" I asked. I heard about Kane attacking his father.
"He's doing all right. He just has bad bruises from where he was hurt. I swear, I will beat Kane." Randy said while frowning.
"I know you will. You've already beaten him once. I know you'll do it again." I said while smirking. He just smiled and hugged me. I hugged back. I'm glad I was able to talk to Randy. He was always a big help.
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After we arrived at our destination, we unboarded the plane and headed to the hotel. As soon as I got to my room, I sat down on the bed and dialed a very familiar number. I needed some help with my thoughts.
"Hello?" Kelly asked.
"Hey, Kelly. It's Rena." I sighed while being very nervous.
"Oh hey. What did you want?" Kelly asked sounding confused and hurt at the same time.
"I wanted to ask you a question and apologize for acting like a bitch." I explained scared that she wouldn't want to talk to me.
"Apologize? Are up okay?" Kelly asked shocked. I just laughed lightly.
"Yeah, I know. It's not like me but I'm serious. I want to apologize so badly for treating you guys like crap. Plus, I wanted your opinion on something." I explained.
"Okay. I accept your apology. At least you're not like Eve and just not talk to anyone anymore. So, what was the question?" Kelly asked and I couldn't help but smile.
"Thanks Kel. That means a lot to me. Anyway, I overheard Zack and Phil talking at the arena and I'm really confused." I explained.
"What's confusing?" Kelly asked.
"Well, I overheard Phil say that he couldn't do anything without my support amd I want to help but I don't know what Chris is going to do. Should I betray Chris too and just leave both of them alone? Or should I just leave it alone? That's why I'm confused." I explained thinking about what Phil and Zack talked about.
"With a situation like this...I couldn't really tell you. The best thing would be to follow what your heart wants. I mean, your heart is always right." Kelly explained.
"Yeah, I guess. The only reason I kissed Irvine is because I just wanted Phil to hurt like he hurt me but I think I went to far. I mean, Chris is a terrible kisser compared to Phil." I said. I heard Kelly laugh on the other end which caused me to laugh as well.
"Don't worry, I'm sure things will turn out right for you in the end. Just keep having faith." Kelly said.
"Yeah, thanks for your help Kel. And I'm seriously sorry about acting like a bitch." I said while smiling.
"No problem. Don't worry, I won't tell Phil a thing until your ready to talk to him." Kelly said. I could tell she was smiling.
"All right. Thanks Kel. Bye." I said.
"Bye." Kelly said and then we hung up. I felt a little better but I still had a lot of thinking to do. A part of me wanted to go back with Phil but another part wanted me to stay away for good. I don't know which part is stronger. What does my heart want?
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A few hours later, I had to go to the arena for Smackdown. I went to my locker and got dressed into my ring gear from Monday. I seriously hated wearing this. Blue was not my color.
I know that Daniel Bryan was starting off a promo. He was going to be talking about his match with Sheamus and that he would become the World Heavyweight Champion again. Then that's when AJ came out and tried to talk to Daniel but he wouldn't listen to her. I was seriously getting pissed off with Daniel. He then went over the line when he said that he wished AJ was never born. How could you say that to someone? That bastard!
I left the locker room and waited by the guerilla and waited for AJ to come back after her match with Natalya.
AJ had lost the match because of a DQ and the ref had to pull her away from Natalya. AJ then left the ring and fled backstage where I caught her and hugged her.
"Are you okay, AJ?" I asked worried evident in my voice.
"No, I'm not. I can't believe Daniel would say that to me." AJ said while crying. I sighed. This is what I was afraid of.
"Hey, why don't we go to my locker room and talk all right?" I asked hoping she would. She nodded her head and we went to my locker room. We sat there until she calmed down a little. I then said, "Look, I know you may not wanna hear this from me, since I did betray Punk and all but...I think it's better that you're not with him anymore."
"Yeah, I've been hearing that from everyone." AJ said while sighing and had tears coming down her face.
"They're right though. You could do so much better than him. Trust me, by the way that Daniel is treating you...You don't need him. All he's gonna do is hurt you again." I explained, "Hell, even Punk doesn't like the way he's treating you and they've been friends for 10 or so years."
"I won't find nobody like him, Terra. I love him and I always will. I want him back." AJ said while crying some more. I sighed. This girl is too blinded by this love.
"Why? So he can hurt you again? AJ, he doesn't love you! He was using you as a shield. Especially with Big Show and now Sheamus! And now he is treating you like your trash! Is that what you call love? Cause if it is, I don't think I ever wanna fall in love again!" I said getting aggrivated.
"Look, you don't know him!" AJ yelled. I flinched.
"I think I know him enough to tell you that he is no good for you!" I snapped back getting more irritated. I was trying my best not to get angry and say some things. That wouldn't be smart.
"Look, can you just stay out of it!" AJ yelled and left. I sighed. I've been doing that a lot lately. I got up and started walking around backstage. I saw Aksana talking to some guy I've never seen before.
"Hey Aksana!" I said as I walked over.
"Hey Terra, I want you to meet a good friend of mine. This is Antonio and he's hoping to get a contract signing here." Aksana said while smiling and clining onto his arm.
"Nice too meet you. I'm Carena and my ring name is Terra." I said while smiling politely, "Aksana, can I speak with you alone for a minute?"
"Sure. I'll talk to you later, Antonio." Aksana said in a flirty way. I rolled my eyes. Poor Teddy... "So what did you want to talk about?" Aksana asked.
"Aren't you with Teddy Long?" I asked curious.
"I don't think so. I mean, Teddy doesn't have an important job anymore, so what's the point of being with him?" Aksana answered.
"Oh, so you're nothing but a gold digger? I thought you loved Teddy?" I asked getting irritated again.
"Not anymore. Why would I be with someone who doesn't have an important job. Plus, I wouldn't talk since you're going out with Jericho." Aksana said while folding her arms.
"Uh no. You have it wrong. I'm not going out with Jericho. That kiss was only to hurt Punk because of what he said to me. Unlike you, I don't go around dating guys just cause they make a lot of money and then leave because that person isn't important anymore. So, it was nice being your friend but I'm so done!" I yelled walking away. Dammit, that is going to break Teddy's heart. I know he loved her a lot.
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I went to catering and grabbed a snack to munch on since I was getting kind of hungry. I then heard someone say, "Terra!" Oh great, what does Clown Shoes want?
"Yeah, what do you want?" I asked glaring.
"I would watch that tone of yours, Terra." Clown Shoes said.
"I can talk anyway I want to. Like I said, what do you want?" I asked again.
"Well, I decided that for your match at Extreme Rules, you will be going against Eve in a Lumberjill match." Laurinaitis said. My eyes widened in shock.
"Are you serious?" I asked still shocked.
"Of course I am." Laurinaitis said while smiling and then walking away. Oh well, doesn't matter to me. I got up and heard that Ryback was going to be in a match tonight against a jobber. I was going to walk to another monitor when I heard Heath yell, "Terra, you should come over here and watch it with us." I smiled and walked over. I also saw Drew McInytre there as well.
"So, Terra, who do you think is gonna win?" Drew asked while smiling.
"Sorry, but I'm going with Ryback. With the way he's been wrestling, I can't go against him in any match." I said while smirking.
"Totally agree with you there." Heath said while high fiving me. All three of us chatted while the match went underway. I felt sorry for the poor kid, getting tossed around like that. Heath was trying to make a bet with Drew but nothing happened. In the end, it was Ryback that one the match. Drew went on to say that he could take him and Heath said that he was going to tell Ryback what Drew said. I couldn't help but laugh. I soon said bye to them and went on my way. I know that Smackdown would be ending soon so I decided to go to my locker room.
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On the way there, I saw something interesting. I saw Eve and Chris Jericho talking to each other. I walked behind the wall and listened on the conversation.
"I thought you said that she would be emotionally depressed?" Eve asked.
"You need to give it time Eve. She will become depressed once I get inside her head about Punk." Jericho explained. I stood there in shock and in anger. How dare they?
"Well, you need to do it faster because Extreme Rules is next Sunday. You need to start working faster on her." Eve yelled.
"I will so be quiet about it! Don't forget that I'm trying to get to Punk too." Chris yelled back. I quickly left the scene before they could spot me. I feel like ninja. I walked to my locker room and got dressed into my regular clothes. Since I know Jericho and Eve have something planned for Phil and I, I have to do something to make things right. After I got dressed, I left the arena when I heard that Show, Randy, and Sheamus won their match.
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I arrived and went to my room for the night and sent a text to Kelly:
-I know what I want now- Rena
I then dialed another familiar number. I just hoped that he would talk to me.
"What's up?" Zack answered.
"Hey Zack, it's Rena." I answer worried.
"Rena, what are you doing calling me?" Zack answered confusion evident in his voice.
"Look, I'm sorry about the things I've said and for being a total bitch to everyone. Also, I found out what Jericho had planned for me and also that Eve was in on it." I explained.
"It's fine, Rena. I'm not mad at you. What were those two planning?" Zack asked curious.
"I found out that Jericho had split me up with Punk on purpose. He was trying to get inside our heads so we couldn't focus on Extreme Rules and lose our titles. They were trying to get me depressed so I would lose my Diva's belt to Eve and not put up a fight. Jericho's doing the same thing. I know Phil will be fine with Jericho but I'm staying with Jericho. At Extreme Rules, I'm gonna do what's right." I explained.
"Rena, are you sure about this?" Zack asked. I could tell he was really worried about me. I smiled.
"I'm sure Zack. Just don't tell Phil. I don't want him to worry." I said.
"All right I won't. Do you know what you're gonna do?" Zack asked.
"Not yet. I'm definitely going to look for an opening in the street fight. Also, I'm gonna pretend to be depressed and pretend to be with Jericho, at least until Extreme Rules." I explained, "After that...I'm gonna leave the WWE since my contract is coming up."
"What, Rena? You can't leave! Why are you doing this?" Zack asked shocked and sad.
"Because, I don't deserve to be here. Phil deserves better than me and plus, I've just screwed up too much. I don't feel like myself anymore after all this verbal abuse from Jericho." I explained getting upset.
"Rena, Phil loves you. He would happily take you back." Zack explained.
"I know. I overheard you two yesterday on Raw." I explained feeling tears in my eyes.
"You did? You should have came over." Zack said shocked.
"I couldn't. I was too ashamed and confused. But please, don't tell Phil I'm quitting. I wanna be the one to do it." I explained.
"All right Rean. But please be careful." Zack said. I could definitely hear sadness in his voice.
"Thanks. I love you, Zack. You're the best." I said while smiling a little.
"Love you too. I'll talk to ya later." Zack said.
"Yeah, bye." I said as we both hung up. I fell back on the bed and let my tears fall.