Sorry before hand for all of the mistakes, rather it be spelling or what have you. Im not perfect, but Im still learning my way of writing. Im getting better. I finally have somebody though who can re-read everything, and point out mistakes, and give me ideas to what I wrote during up and coming chapters. - Thank you
[ LAUREN POV ]
Great, first I get beat up by some extra beautiful short reservation chick, then I get kidnapped with my bestfriend and the grossest guys out of school. This week has been the most awful of my intire life! Even worse when I got that Jelly Bean stuck up my nose when I checked to see if my nostrils were too big after my nose job!
We were currently telling the police that we had been kidnapped my the presidents of the United States, a former First Lady, and the president's whore. So what were the police doing to help catch the awful people that had done this to us?
LAUGHING!
Seriously, they are laughing at us like we're some crack heads that ducktaped their sevles to a tree just to save money from going to rehab. It's awful. They arent even writing any police notes down or anything!
" What happened after the President's and the first lady and Monica Lowinsky taped you down to the trees " ? Asked the officer with the some weird lazy eye.
" We told you already, they told us that our parents owed them money, and that if our parents didnt pay up that we would die! How can you laugh about a situation like this? They could have killed us for God sakes " Jessica shrieked
I think my brain finally kicked in after all the time I never really used it.
What if the kidnappers find out we told the police, and come after us? What if when they come after us, they kill us? What if they kill our parents, I wouldnt have any money! Then again I wouldnt have any money if I die as well! I dont even have a good dress picked out for a funeral. Though, who's to say that my body will even be found... or Jessica's? We have a pact, we get burried next to eachother so we can Rule Heaven when we die just like we do the school!
All the thinking of being killed, made the blackness take over. I fairly remember somebody shouting my name before everything went all the way blank.
[ BELLA POV ]
It was just too hilarious, watching the police question our little victims.
Seriously, the police werent even taken them serious. I knew the masks were a good idea, but this is even better!
Then watching that Lauren chick faint, and Edward hearing her thoughts and telling us just made me laugh even more.
Oh Jesus, who knew hanging out with my natural enimies would be this fun. Seriously this has been one of the best weekends I've had since I came back from Makah!
TIME SKIP
After leaving the Cullen house, I took upon myself to help out the pack and go to Charlie and Rene's house. I knew that the vampires didnt smell bad to me just as I didnt smell bad to them, but to the rest of the pack, they did smell, fouly. Seriously, Jake and Jared tried to 'recreate' their smell for me in the best way they could after I had forgave them from keeping things about me from me!
I left my god-parents house smiling, excited to go home. I missed everybody even if it was just a weekend away. I missed my family the most as well as Paul. I could pretty much go with out seeing everybody else for a little while longer, even though I loved them, I could have gone with out seeing them . Well, Besides the Black's, then again, they are pretty much my family.
I started my way towards my house driving in my beautiful car, listening to music thinking about things. One thing made me stop right away and pull over the side of the road and break my cell phone and looking at the calendar.
I went backwards on the calender and looked for the yellow little mini posted note. I always put one on the day I started my period and one when it ended. Though this month which was coming to an end, didnt have one. I always get my period around the 2nd or 5th, it either landed on one of those dates or inbetween, seriously not every female had the perfect period!
I looked frantically at every single on of the days, going back and double checking. Trying to find a reasonable excuse as to why I didnt have my period or if I marked the day wrong. I found no mistake. I found no mark for this month, none whats so ever.
I just sat on the side of the road with my mind going a million miles a second. I was scared, and confused. I knew I've had sex with Paul, but seriously could I possibly be pregnant? Could I have just ruined so many things? Not that I wouldnt be happy, but their are important things to take care before I even wanted to think of having a baby.
For one, I'm still young dont get me wrong, my mother had us at a rather young age, but I thought I would be at least 25 when I started to have children with Paul.
For two, We still had two vampires to take care that Alice and I were extreamly sure were going to come back and reck havoc upon us. I didnt need to worry about protecting unborn child as well as my people and the humans in Forks.
The third and final reason, I wanted to be a really great example and role model not only to my sister, but to the twins as well. I didnt want to become pregnant and have them think its gonna be okay. Sure my family had money from the business' but having a baby takes money. I wanted the girls to have somebody to look up to, so they could say ' I wanna be at least something like Bella when I'm older'.
I really love kids, I really do. I just dont feel like the time is right, I have so many plans for the future with Paul in my mind involving children. I just didnt want to be unprepared for it. I wanted to be graduated high school, taking over my parent's business' while they retire and relax, as well as open up a daycare, be married, have my own home, and everything before I have children.
I wouldnt mind having more than one, matter of fact I would love it, just not right now when I have things to take care of.
Even though I was going over reasons of things, pro's and con's. I was also excited! I mean I LOVE KIDS! Taking care of the twins and helping with little Claire while at the other reservation is great! I love them as if they are my own, even some of the boys in the pack, but having my own child. Just the thought of that made my heart swell!
I took my mind off of that, with a huge smile on my face, and put the car in drive! I was going to go home, and make an appointment with a doctor or see if Carlisle could take a look at me. Of course Leah and my mother would be there. I wouldnt ever miss out on that memory!
I finally made it home, smiling at the sight before me. I was amused but proud.
Paul had Sam in a head lock and was taunting him. My brother had Quil in a head lock doing the same thing. Both Sam and Quil were turning red and their eyes were being to pop out. Even though it was pretty barbaric, it was nice seeing my brother and Paul kicking some ass.
I honked the horn and parked the car next to my garage. Everybody looked up and smiled. Paul took one look at me, droped Sam like a sack of potatoes and came running at me. I just stood their giggling, because it was funny.
You know, when your watching a movie and the two people who are in love are running towards eachother from across a field of flowers, and they get into eachother's arms in a loving embrace. Well thats what Paul looked like.
His eyes shining with love and longing. I just giggled harder when he finally got to me and scooped me up kissing me hard on my lips spinning us around in a circle. It made me happy, because I could hear my sister laughing at us in the background.
Leah's and my connection was a very strange one, well at least for me. I asked her if she felt how I felt, she said she experinced it sometimes. You see, I litterally could feel what she could feel. Whatever emotion.
Happy, sad, confused, hurt, angry, and everything else you can ever think of feeling ; I could feel it. Though when I asked her if she could how I feel she said sometimes, but not all the time. Like twin intuition. But for me , it was all the time, even when I was away I could feel her pain as if I were her.
I just smiled at her, and hugged her tightly after Paul kissed me again and set me on my feet.
" I missed you sis " I whispered to her sighing
" I missed you too Bells. It seemed like you were gone forever you know " She laughed
I just laughed as well and nodded and kissed her cheek. I bounced right up to my baby brother and let him pull me into a huge hug and kiss my cheek and I kissed his. I kissed my parents and hugged them as well. My dad had the funniest look of relief over his face when He seen I was back safe and not bitten. I just rolled my eyes at him and he just chuckled and said a father could never and will never stop worrying no matter what. My mother squeezed me as hard as she could and it was nice.
I just nodded at everybody else besides Billy, the twin's and Jake. I hugged them and kissed their cheeks as well. They got the same treatment my family got.
I looked around and smiled then walked back in the house motioning for Leah and Mom to come in the house.
[ LEAH POV ]
Everybody was really happy Bella was home finally after the long weekend away. I was happy as well. Being away from my twin is hard, just as hard as it is being away from my Imprint.
Paul of course didnt even wait a second to launch himself at Bella once she stepped out of her car. He was so love sick it was sick. Though It was cute and sweet, even if Ill never admit it. It was.
My sister being herself, decided to hug us and kiss us all on our cheeks.
The look on my Dad's face was hilarious, he looked as if he had been waiting hour's in a hospital waiting room, hearing his babygirl had survied a horrible accident. It was that bad, He was in apanic the whole weekend, as well as Paul.
You know its bad when your friends or anybody else dont want to be around you because everyfive seconds you were check the phone or open it seeing if you missed a phone call. Dad was checking to make sure the ringer was still on and the phones were plugged in. He even checked all of our cell phones as well as Paul. Paul would pace back and forth all the time, muttering things and growling.
It was weird how Bella hugged and nodded and dismissed everybody and just dragged mom and I into the house making sure nobody followed.
Mom looked at me confused and I just shrugged letting my small older sister pull me along down to the basement to her room and shut the door, locking it.
She looked around to us, and just stared.
Im not sure how long she just looked at us, her expressions went from happy to sad, to guilty to something else.
" whats wrong with you " I finally asked, not being able to take it anymore.
She looked down, sighed and looked back up. She walked over between us, and grabbed our hands.
" Sweetheart, was is it? Did something happen " Mom asked starting to panic.
" I need to go to the doctor " Bella whispered looking between our mother and I.
I was lost. I could see mom was as well.
" Are you sick " We both asked at the same time.
" No, not yet " She whispered again
" What do you mean not yet, are you getting dream's your going to be sick Bells " I asked worried about her. Having her sick, is the worst thing ever, shes soo moody when she's sick.
" Well what is it then hunny " Mom asked
" I havent gotten my period yet this month. I know I just got home not so long again, but Ive been active with Paul and lets face it, were pretty much animals " Bella confessed whispering loudly.
My mother looked startled, I on the other hand just laughed. I wasnt surprised by her news, it was true, they were like anim- wait!
" You havent gotten your period " I almost shouted untill I got a glare from Bells.
" No, now I want you two to come to a doctors appointment to find out if Im pregnant or not, or if there were some reason to why my period is off " Bella pleaded started to cry
Mom just nodded, tear's arlready flowing. To be honest, Mom has been talking about granchildren between Paul and Bella for a little while now, even before Bella came back home. Mom would he so happy. Daddy not so much, he would kill or have have Paul's dick on a platter!
" How will that work though " I asked.
We havent had a wolves doctor yet, Mom was a great nurse, but she would want to have somebody who could specialize. One who was very smart, and trustworthy.
" What do you mean " Bella asked
" It's not like we have a doctor that tends to us wolves Bella. " I explained.
" Doctor Cullen could look , he had a whole medical room filled with everything and everything you could possibly need " Bella said looking from me to our mother.
" Seem's okay with me " I said shrugging my shoulders.
My mom didnt look so convinced. She looked like she were caught between a rock and a very hard place. Her face looking between torn, and anguish.
" Are you sure thats the best idea, I mean they are vampires after all. What if he needs to take your blood, and they get out of hand? Thats horrinle, then there are three of us " Mom said looking at us with worried eyes.
Bella sighed. I knew she trusted the vampires more than we did, but seriously they are vampires. What do vampires do? They suck your blood for goodness sakes, but I had to trust my sister's judgement. If she could trust them, then I guess I could as well.
" Mom, they wont hurt Bells. They love her already and you know it. " I said softly to her
She of course looked shocked. What? I could be reasonable you know. Its not that hard for me to do, I think it was harder for my sister to be reasonable than me.
" Your just taking this so well is all " Mom stated
It was my turn to sigh.
" You have been talking about Paul and Bella giving you grandchildren since before she even got home from her punishment exile. I know how much it would mean to you if you had the chance to have a baby running around here. I'm not going to have kids any time soon, have you seen who we have to deal with in the pack? Besides, it would be nice being an aunt. Just think of how precious that child would be. Bells and Paul arent just nice looking people, they are beautiful " I said smiling at the both of them.
The just giggled and nodded their heads.
Then I felt the room become serious again.
" Not a word of this to anybody else, so Leah no phasing untill we figure all of this out. I mean it " Bella said in her Alpha tone.
It was weird, having a girl as an Alpha after it only being a man for so long, but then again it was really refreshing. Bella usally gave me orders and not Sam. Saying that it was sexist that he had the nerve to order me around like I was just one of the guys. That she would handle me because I was special. In other words, she shows favoritism . Not like Im complaining.
Of course with her order, I automatically nodded my head firmly at her.
FRIDAY AFTER SCHOOL - TIME SKIPPED - [ STILL LEAH POV BTW ]
The school week had flew by slowly at least to the three of us, as wel as Paul of course.
Bella ended up cracking under pressure and told him a few days ago that she might be pregnant, when they had their usual walk on the beach. Paul's face was always smiles.
Though Paul knew, he still phased and did his normal patrols. He had already learned how to think of other things and keep certain things out.
I hadnt phased though, I really havent learned to do that, I always slip up. So I've been helping in the diner and bakery this week after school, as well as keeping a hand in babysitting the twins and Kelsey.
Which if your wondering, things between Bella and Kelsey are sort of better. Bella still is harsh towards her but not as much. She tries to involve her in the girly activities that she happily drags me to. Like the sleepover night she had in her room. She let Kelsey in on it.
I really honestly think she did it because Kelsey was such an ass kisser towards her, and she liked the things Bella liked but to a bare minimum. I of course went alot with everything. I hadnt had one of these nights with my sister in so long it was actually nice to sit back and giggle and be girly.
Dont get me wrong, Ill never go to the darkside, ever. Embry loves me just the way I am.
He told me he would be scared if I started to be like Bella. Obssessive over clothes and everything. She seriously changes her outfits four times a day. Even at school! Saying its boring wearing something for so long.
So back at the task at hand.
Bella and I were meeting up with our mother at home, to go to Dr. Cullen's house to have her checked out. We had to leave school early of course to get it done so we could have enough time to get home and cook food for the bonfire Sam and Bella were calling tonight.
Since they are Alpha's they say when we have bonfires, ways to celebrate another member of the pack, or an Imprint. Tonight Im sure its not a member of the pack. I think somebody imprinted. Not to mention Bella didnt really have a Bonfire when Paul and her Imprinted on eachother.
Emily is picking up Kelsey, and actually letting her help her cook after school. God bless her! I really do pray for Emily and her house. The think will probably be burnt down by time the first hour is over.
Then again, Kelsey is getting better. We actually gave her a small job at the Diner. She just cleans and wraps silverware. I never go within ten feet of the girl, butter knife, fork and spoon no matter what. The girl would or could probably have some accident and even if the silverware isnt really dangerous, anything to do with Kelsey was.
That thought made me laugh. Causing Bella and my mother too look at me confused.
" Just thinking that even with three harmless eating utinsls, Kelsey is still dangerous. Not only to herself but to others as well. " I said giggling.
That caused an up roar.
Everybody found it funny that Kelsey was so dangerously klutzy.
The ride was silent the rest of the way. Mom holding Bella's hand and rubbing it. Me keeping my head on her shoulder as she drove. We were trying to comfort her in anyway we could.
Paul couldnt be here, Bella demanded that he act normal . He of course argued with her, untill he realized he lost a battle.
Our cover story was, the three of us had to have our 'womanly' checkups. Once Mom said that to everybody, there were never questions . Seth looked a bit green along with Jacob. They couldnt bare seeing or thinking of the three of us like that. It was comical.
We finally arrived at the vampire lair, or house from what Bella insists on me thinking. It was a sunny day out, so the whole vampy clan would be there.
" Its alright, just relax. " Bella whispered to us.
We parked next to a red BMW and got out all at the same time, closing the doors at the same time. It was creepy. I think we get that from our mother, but Ill keep that to myself.
We walked up to the steps and made our way for the door. Bella raised her hand to knock but it was swung open by the big burly one. Emmett I think.
He took one look at Bella and just lifted her up and hugged her to him! Then he kissed her cheek. After setting her down, he smiled a really huge smile and turned towards my mother.
My mother held her hand up telling him not to move.
" Please, Im human, I am breakable. " She laughed but patted him
Wow, she's at ease.
He just looked at me and gave me a weird look. Before I knew it. I was up in the air and being sqeezed so hard I gasped.
" Emmett, put her down " Said the voice of the mother.
He put me down and looked saddened. He reminded me of the Giant from Harry Potter that Hagrid had been hiding in the woods after the frizzy hair'd girl scoulded him.
" Sorry " He mummbled then vanished.
We stepped in the house greeted by the intire family of vampires. I felt my hair sticking up everywhere, but I resisted the urge to phase. I had to be on my best behavior or else.
" Im sorry for my son, he sort of gets excited when Bella comes around " the mother said .
Esmerld, Esmlay.. God I forgot her name.
" Esme " said a voice.
I turned and looked. A lean boy with a unique color hair stood smiling at me. The mind reader right?
" Sorry, she was just confused by her name is all " He said shyly and looked down.
Wow, who knew vampires could be shy.
The doctor came up to Bella and hugged her lightly.
It was so weird how they treated her like she was family, and they barely even knew her. Not to mention the fact that she's their natural enemy. Even my mom is looking slightly surprised to see them react the way they do around Bella.
I wasnt sure if it was because everything about her sucked you in, or if it was just genuine.
" Lets go up stairs and get everything ready, shall we " Doctor Fang asked.
[ MRS. CLEARWATER ]
This place was just marvolous.
I couldnt believe that vampires lived here. Sure I knew that they lived in a nice place away from humans, but this place was amazing.
It simply reminded me of my house, though more bright and larger. It was so beautiful.
I was cautious about coming here and getting help from Dr. Cullen, but he seemed to be really taken to my Isabella.
I even caught that one vampire looking at her. You could tell right away that he had a crush on her. Im not sure if its a small one either, but you can definatly tell.
I was pulled out of my insane thoughts that were swimming in my mind by the doctor. He lead us up this long swirling stairs.
Im not sure how long we actually climbed but an aging woman like myself, it seemed like a really long time.
Once we reached the top, he lead us down a nice hallway. There were pictures and paintings on the light cream coloured walls. They were wonderful.
Finally near the end of the Hall way, he lead us into a really nice sized room and instructed for Bella to lie down on the bed.
I sat down next to Leah and we both held her hands.
I knew, that whatever happened after we left this room. Things were going to change again.
[ BELLA POV ]
Carlisle had me lay down on his home hospital bed . My mother and Leah sat down in chair's that were placed one side of the bed, while on the other side, looked to be a sonogram machine.
I did as he instructed and waited for him to get the supplies he needed. My mom and sister held my hand together. Trying to smile reasuringly.
I could tell the vampires were right outside the room, I could hear their whispers, even if they didnt notice they werent being to quiet, at least not for my inhanced hearing.
About a few minutes later, Carlisle stood next to me smiling at me. I nodded letting him know I was alright.
" Bella I need you to lift your shirt up so I can put this gelly on your belly to look at your uterus. " Carlisle told me softly.
Once again I nodded and rolled my shirt up and tucked it under securely so it wouldnt roll back down.
He then placed some Jelly on my stomach. It was cold, which Im sure is normal. Im not really sure, I mean its not like I ever had this happen before.
He then placed some sort of thing over the jelly and started moving it around looking at the monitor.
His facial expressions were really weird. His brow creased, and he looked down at me with a frown.
" You've had a mentral cycle last month correct " He asked me
" Yes, on the 4th " I told him with a nod.
" That was before your phase am I correct " He asked again looking intently down on me.
I nodded and showed him my calender and the small note acter clicking on the date.
He just continued to move the small wand like thing over my stomach and kept frowning.
" Is something wrong " My mother asked.
He didnt say any words, he just looked at her for a few seconds. Then turned the monitor around facing us.
He then began moving the wand around showing us, whatever he was showing us. I really wasnt sure WHAT I was looking at or looking for.
My mother gasped and then the door burst open.
The vampires circled around the bed, looking at the monitor.
I looked at Leah, seeing if she knew what was going on, she just shook her head and shrugged her shoulders.
I looked at my mother again, and she had a very worried look on her face.
" What is it? " I asked.
She didnt look at me, she looked around the room, keeping her eyes definatly away from me.
" Come on, you can tell me. Im pregnant arent I. I can handle it. I love kids, sure Im young. But Ill be a great mom , you all know that. " I said smiling at everybody.
I wasnt sure if they were worried to tell me I was pregnant, or what. I was so confused because nobody returned my smile, expept mysister. She even agree'd
" Well what are we looking at? Is there more than one little Bella growing in there. Oh my god. Im going to have more than one niece or nephew? " Leah said begining to get giddy.
I couldnt help but feed off her emotion. I then looked at Jasper to see if he was feeling how we were, but he wasnt. He was frowning.
" Whats going on " I demanded
Carlisle looked at me, with pure sadness. I looked around to the other faces.
Esme, Rose, and Alice looked heart broken. Rose looked as if she were going to burst into tears. It made me sad. I knew how much she wanted to be a mother just as much as I do one day, which is probably sooner now then later.
Emmett, well he looked defeated. Jasper just reached and held Alice's hand tightly avoiding looking at me. Edward, he looked sad as well.
I looked one last time at my mother, and she actually had tears running down her face.
" Bella, I think after phasing, your body changed in more ways then one dear " Carlisle said softly.
I just looked confused. Leah then gasped and I felt a wave of pure sadness wash through me from her. I looked at her right away.
Even my sister was crying for me, and I didnt even know for what reason.
I felt so stupid for not knowing what was going one. Or knowing what to look for.
" What do you mean " I asked with a shakey voice.
" What Im trying to tell you, is that. The reason you havent gotten your period this month, and wont for any other months. Is becasue, Bella you have no uterus anymore. Your transformation changed alot more of your body than you may know. " He said in a fatherly yet professional tone.
No uterous? Dont I need one of those to carry a child?
So many things went through my mind, so many emotion's ripped right through me.
I finally understood what he and everybody else knew.
I wasnt pregnant. I couldnt become pregnant. Ever.
Rosalie waisted no time, she crushed me to her and cried with me. We both sat their sobbing. Emmett then joined as well. I knew why. He knew the one thing Rose wanted he couldnt give her because of what they are. He wanted childeren more than anything as well.
I pulled away. I looked at my mother and Leah.
" Can Leah.. You kno " I couldnt finish what I was saying.
" I could check " Carlisle said.
I hopped out of the bed and pushed Leah on to it.
I looked at her intently. Pleading with her to let us find out. It was for the best.
She nodded slowly still crying. She pulled up her shirt and gripped my hand as well as my mothers.
Carlisle then proceded to the same things he did to me. While looking confused again.
I cried harder now. Because I just knew it. Leah wasnt able to either.
" You have a uterus Leah " He whispered.
I looked up shocked. How can this be? How could mine have gone, and her's still there. How was it even possible?
I tried my best to smile at my sister. To feel happy for her, but I found it really hard to smile. Though I still did it anyways.
I was happy for her, but a large part of me was jealous.
Im not sure how long I was in my thoughts, because I didnt remember leaving the Cullen house, and getting into the backseat of my car.
I realized I had been so shut off, after I felt my bed sink. Two very awm large arms pulled me tightly to their chest. I knew it was Paul.
I just cried harder. I sobbed and screamed into his chest.
I told him it wasnt fair. It wasnt fair that I couldnt give him children, I couldnt have them. I couldnt even provide him with one. To carry on his name. To carry on our name, our blood.
We cried together, as he shoothed me, cooing to me that it was alright, that he was more than happy with just having me. That it was going to be alright.
I couldnt find it in my mind or heart to really believe that it was alright, at least not in the moment.
We laid together just being there for one another, feeling the loss of something, we could never have. I could give him up you know, Paul. Yet, I wont, because with him Ill be complete either way. At least as good as complete can get .
The both of us finally got up and I decided to just throw myself into cooking with Leah and my mom. Paul of course stayed close by keeping a close eye on me. I think by now, My father even knew I couldnt have children.
I wasnt ready to tell the rest of everybody else. I just couldnt right now. It was too painful to admit or even announce.
Once the food was ready, we packed it all up in my dad's truck and we made our way down to the beach. I wasnt quite sure If I was ready for a bonfire.
Even though alot of things were on my mind, I just know that if I get this top dirty, or anybody makes me get it dirty. Their will be hell to pay. I didnt even bother wearing shoes. Leah told me it was safter to stay barefoot. or at least wear flipflops.
We made it to beach near sunset. It was so beautiful. I couldnt help but stop at the shore line and look out into the sky, letting the water sweap back and forth from my feet. The cool water felt nice on my toes. It felt almost like a message of some sort.
I could scense somebody behind me. I knew it wasnt Paul. I didnt let them knew I knew they were there I just continued to stare out to the colored sky. The pinks and purples were beautiful.
" Sweetheart, the bonfire is about to start. We're just waiting on you " My dad whispered softly hugging me to him.
I remember al the times I've hugged my father. I felt safe in his arms still even when I was physically stronger than him now. I still felt safe. I felt like the small little girl I had been when I scrapped my knee outside the store when I was 6 years old, and I cried for him . Wanting him to hurt the concreit, so what did my father do? He stompt on it yelling harshly untill I giggled.
Ill always need my daddy. No matter what. Ill always need him .
He walked me back to the bonfire. He kissed my hair and took his seat between Billy and my mother. They had that special kind of love, even with out imprinting. I knew Paul and I would have been that way even if none of this would have happened.
We would be just like them, sitting around this fire or one like it, with our friends and our children. Just the thought of that, made my eyes tear up. Though I forced it to stay down.
I looked across the circle, and smiled at my sister, who had he head laying on Embry's shoulder, she mouthed she loved me and I did the same.
I looked over at my brother and he had a frown on his face, as well as Kelsey, they were staring at me. I just smiled at both of them and they smiled back with a goofy smile. They really do seem to be a nice pair, even if she annoys me to no end.
I looked around and spotted the twins sitting on Collin and Brady's laps. Which was sort of odd, but I didnt press the issue.
" As you know, we are here to celebrate the coming of Bella and Paul's imprintmentship, and there is some other news to be shared tonight " Billy said gruffly at the end.
I just looked up at him. His long majestic hair flowed under his hat. Making him look very much the chief of our tribe. It made me swell with pride.
Everybody clapped for Paul and I and even though they already knew we were imprinted they still hooted and hollererd. Kim saying she was deathly jealous of Paul because now she cant have that threesome she wanted.
That made my father cough and glare . Which she just giggled and winked. Which soon she was forgiven. I just laughed a short laugh.
" Two other wolves here tonight, have imprinted. Collin and Brady " Sam said nodding to him.
Thats when it clicked. The looks of pure happiness just pour out of them. I seen the looks of adoration and protectiveness towards the two small girls on their laps.
RACH AND BECCA! Oh no, they didnt! They couldnt have.
I think everybody heard my growl, as well as Leah's even if we didnt mean to growl. They were our precious girls. Like our cousins or smaller sisters. I felt maternal towards them.
" You didnt " I sneer'd at the two youngest boys of the pack
" Bella, now calm down " Sam said in a whisper.
I just glared at him. How dare he accept this. They are just small girls, they are barely in school, just starting school.
" You expect us to let them two be with them, like two class A pedifiles! " Leah growled out balling her fists up just like I had been mine.
" Will you hear us out please " Collin pleaded looking at me
I just snook my head feircely no.
" I wont let it happen, your not going to be around them. Ever , " I growled
" You know they cant help it Bella " Emily sighed
HOW DARE SHE EVEN SPEAK TO ME!
I just turned to her and glared, and started to slowly make my way up to her, growling the most dark growls I could muster. Which wasnt hard.
I could hear people telling me to back down, to just stop and listen, but I wasnt listening.
I had enough of this bitch.
Bad enough I've already had a bad day, now Collin and Brady added to it, now her. Didnt she know what the concept of shutting her fucking mouth ment.
Sam stood in front of her growling back at me, I should have been scared but I was to angry to stop.
I was about to leap at her, and I seen Sam's eyes go wide, and he knew I was serious. I was goign to attack his imprint. He could A either get attacked as well, or B, step aside and let his precious little Emily get the other beat down she had coming to her.
I remember viberating step my step.
I went to grab her, but was stopped frozen in my step.
" DONT DO IT BELLA, SHES PREGNANT " Sam yelled pleadingly.
I couldnt do anything, I stood frozen not being able to move an inch.
She's pregnant? Emily is pregnant?
That word kept going through my mind, pregnant.. pregnant.. pregnant. It was screaming at me, laughing, taunting me.
This cant be happeneing. Sam got Emily pregnant. She was going to have his baby.
It just made me angrier, and made me resent her more. I could feel the small amount of pain wash through Leah and went through me.
First she takes Sam from Leah. Now shes prengnant.
I felt my self shaking again, but not from being angry. From loud sobs I didnt realize I had coming out of my mouth, that racked through my body.
[ General pov ]
Everybody around the bonfire, watched closely at the angry female wolf.
As soon as she heard those words excape Sam's mouth, she didnt move, not even one inch.
Those who knew of Bella's situation started to cry for her.
The young female wolf cried out in agony. Nobody knew how to comfort her, for they didnt know what was wrong.
Paul and Jared slowly made their way up to the small girl who ment alot to the both of them. One loving her in a passionate way, the other in the sisterly way.
Paul carried her back to his seat on the log that had once been taken up by himself and his imprint. Once situatied, Jared kissed the girl on her cheek, and held her hand.
Everybody who didnt know was shocked. Emily looked horrified.
Leah growled and sneer'd from her seat.
" YOU RUIN EVERYTHING. SHE CANT HAVE CHILDREN YOU BITCH. AND YOU RUB IT IN HER FACE! " Leah growled out
Collective gasp came from around the bonfire, including her own.
She covered her mouth fast, her eyes wide, and went straight for her mothers and Pauls.
" Im sorry, I didnt mean to tell anybody " She whispered
Paul shook his head, still rocking the girl in his arms who had stopped sobbing but just slept .
" She found out today. She went to see if she was pregnant. She hadnt gotten her you know this month, she was so happy yet nervous at the same time. You know how Bella is so motherly. Bella may not tell you Billy, but she see's your girls as her own. She was born to be a mother, but because of how different she is, she cant have any. Leah can, but they arent exactly the same. She cant even get pregnant, because she has no uter thing " Paul said with tears in his eyes looking down at the woman he loved in his arms.
Nobody ever seen him cry except of her.
" Im sorry " Sam choked out.
" Collin Brady. I know you will protect the girls well. Im sorry for blowing up. I know Bella will be mad at herself for being angry. We just love them. " Leah said looking ashamed at the two yonger wolves.
They just smiled at her, yet it didnt reach their eyes.
" Its okay Leah. We understand " They said at the same time.
Soon everybody left the bonfire with so many things in thier minds. So much concern for the small motherly wolf.
The night ended with Paul sleeping next to his imprint in his own home, in his own bed.
His mother heard the news, right after he found out. She was sad for the girl who she called her daughter in-law , even if her son wasnt married to her.
She felt the same loss Sue and Harry felt, the loss of the grandchildren that beautiful girl wasnt going to be able to have.
Emily cried in Sam's arms. She felt so horrible because of how things turned out. Though she could never regret having Sam.
She never once to the chance to ask Bella the question that she wanted so badly to ask, even if she wasnt sure if the answer to her question would be the one she was hoping for.
Emily finally fell asleep, making a vow to herself and to her cousin, that she would do whatever she could to mend everything.
A/N -
You didnt expect that huh ?
This chapter was hard to write because it brought me to sadness. I wrote this with a person in my mind. Somebody close to me isnt allowed to have children, because her uterous had to be removed from a bad car accident.
That woman, who is my bestfriend ; is the godmother to my 2 almost 3 Year old son Elijah.
REVIEW PLEASE ; I would love to hear your feedback. Even if you hate it.