- Dear Diary, today is the eve of my eighteenth birthday, I should be happy but I'm not ... are past eight years, and at the time I was only a child and now I'm about to become "great" or at least of age.
Now it is missing a few minutes and you're not there.
I'm closed in my room and I feel lonely, only darkness keeps me company. I would simply like to tell you that I hate you, I abandoned you, you've made my life hell, but I can not.
In my mind and in my heart, our short memories are still alive and yet you've never openly shown you care.
You look like you know? All I repeat it always.
We have the same eyes and the same attitudes, but in reality we are two strangers and this hurts me, I wanted to know you better but apparently you do not care anything about the MY family.
I do not want to be like you, you ... the man who abandoned her children, but for what? This I never understood.
I remember when you left Mom cried often and only after a long time has put away your things.
A few years ago I asked her if the cause of your divorce was me, initially said nothing, then he smiled and said: - No small, you never have to think about this, you and Jessie are things more important and valuable that life could give me -.
Then she met her current partner, and finally I saw her smile again, is now happy and I am for her, also Jimmy is a man very sunny and has always behaved like a father.
I wish I'd never met, you made everyone suffer, especially his mother and me, but that does not admit ever.
I remember when you prepared the suitcases and I tried to stop and what did you do? Nothing !.
You looking at me coldly and kissed me, and after that you're gone.
And now here I am, it's been eight years and I feel lonely without you ... unfortunately.
Sometimes I try to think of what would happen if that fateful day you had not gone, but it is useless to fantasize ... what matters is reality.
Dad, there's one minute to midnight, and you're not there, I'm crying, I feel stupid and they are really because I'm pouring my tears for a ghost from the past who did not want to see me last summer.
I promise myself to not think of you again. You are not and will never do in my life; Now it's me that you regret.
The only thing I can say is thank you for letting me into the world, but above all thanks to the evil that I have done so only because I became what I am today.
... Goodbye dad .-
Mariam, getting out of bed, closed the diary and dried her tears, and after a few seconds the phone vibrated.
"Small, looking out the window," wrote Hilary.
The singer looked out and saw all her friends who had posted a banner where it was written: - A small bud finally has grown into a pink rare, the most beautiful of the whole garden. Happy birthday little star, We love you. "
Reading that message gave a sincere smile that lit up with joy her friends.
"Girls, you're late, you're going to do?" Hissed the singer with a slightly broken with emotion.
"Get out!" ordered Eveline winking.
"You worry me. A moment and have you, "said Mariam man with an annoyed tone falsely and in no time he reached her friends that blindfolded and led her to the beach.
"Girls, you remove this?" Snapped the girl showing her disappointment, but when he opened his eyes was astonished because her friends had started a bonfire in the shape of heart.
The atmosphere was charged with emotions and some spurts of fire danced harmoniously into the night sky, giving the place a good atmosphere full of feelings and unspoken words.
Later the blonde spoke up and said with an excited tone: "Pass me the champagne, I have to make a speech."
Sonja kindly passed it to him and the American took back word: "Mariam, you're my best friend, and despite all our quarrels, are proud of it.
You're a great guy, always present with your tacit silence and ready to listen without judgment, you are a bit 'stubborn but you are unique, irreplaceable ... with your ways always abrupt sometimes seem cold, but we know that in reality you are a girl sweet and your heart is able to give so much love.
For all of us are important and although you are the youngest of the group, we can say that often are the most mature.
You are our reference point, our only leader.
Mariam, this is for you! Watch ".
Suddenly appeared in the sky of fireworks that were reflected in the sea and the girl let out a tear that tried to dry quickly, but her friends did not escape this and together the wrapped a warm hug.
"I wish he were here," she murmured.
"Hey, remember always to us, to Jessie and your family are important and if he did he abandoned it means that it is not worthy to have a daughter like you, okay baby?" He said Hilary smiled fondly despite being aware of the futility of his words, as the cheerleader had never passed that trauma.
"My loves, just cry," she said Julia slamming the bottle of sparkling wine and headed fluid alcohol to her friends who were affected by the fluid alcohol.
"You want war?" Mathilda said with a tone of defiance.
"Certainly," said jokingly that the Spanish did not expect a coalition of her friends, who, after having run the entire length of the beach, threw it into the sea, where after a few seconds plunged the rest of the group.
That morning the lift was shining and after breakfast and received the good wishes of the baby Mariam emerged from the gate when she saw her new boyfriend who had parked his motorcycle in front of the driveway.
"What are you doing here?" asked the Chinese evidently surprised.
"You could start with a - hello love, why are you here? -" He replied sarcastically and mimicking the Mariam's expression.
"Hello love, why are you here?" She said wryly.
"Really funny, I came to take of course. I know you mother has forbidden to use the car. "
"And how do you know?" She asked, bewildered.
"I also have to answer?" Asserted the athlete with sly expression.
"Good plan, but there are things that still have not given me today," said the singer maliciously.
"What? Ah you, happy birthday, "he said doing dumb.
"I meant this," she said putting her lips to the boy.
"I had not just forgotten, remedy immediately," he said the Chinese kissing his new girlfriend.
"Just fuss! What we had said two weeks ago? "
"Not too get used to this treatment, I did it just because it's your birthday. However, as they took your girlfriends? "He asked the boy who used a tone almost alarming God when He said the second sentence.
"Whereas at the beginning Sonja has stumped, Hilary tried to dissuade me and Julia gave me the mad, they finally accepted our relationship," said Mariam unstressed.
"I would say that I have it good, my friends, namely Takao and Max, were shooting just bullshit" asserted Ozuma blushing slightly remembering phrases sconce of his teammates.
"Ok, let's go on to school! Professor Hiwatari awaits us with a very nice job in the classroom, "said the young man ironically.
The two hours of the test were a living hell, not only because the teacher had given complex exercises, but also because she spent the time between the desks without considering that seemed to have a third eye placed behind the head, so just the quiz ended the teacher He left the room with a look of satisfaction while the caretaker was finally able to enter.
"It got a bouquet, who knows who will be the lucky one," she said with a friendly tone.
All admired girl yearning that bundle of flowers that was composed of eighteen red roses.
"You give up so easily?" She continued looking masculine.
"Mariam is for you," added the attendant kindly approached the counter girl.
She looked at the flower arrangement with an expression false and impassive despite having enjoyed the pleasant surprise, well, just read the name of the sender he felt a pleasant grip and wrapped it with a snap turned to her boyfriend and smiled moved and grateful.
That gesture had struck a great deal and get the attention they had made us feel special and appreciated despite his character prevented her from fully expressing his emotions.
It was arrive in time for lunch and Mathilda complained because he could not come because she had the car festival, so Ming Ming with a mischievous tone suggested: "Why do not you ask Kei? I would accompany me but I have a car full ".
"K- Kei?" Stammered Mathilda blushing furiously.
"Yes, of course, in here it is! KEI! "Cried the girl, smiling innocently.
"What do you want?" She said the silver annoyed.
"Mathilda, on" encouraged the Japanese hitting her friend on the side with an elbow.
"I have no time to lose, it seems you have nothing to say to me, hello" snapped the Moscow a few steps away.
"K-Kei, expects" hissed the cheerleader embarrassed.
"Tell me," he said abruptly turned back.
"You could come with me, if you do not always mean trouble, because if so I ask someone else, so ..." said the student taken totally embarrassment.
I then felt really stupid, not only for the fool he had just done, but also because the young man was looking at her coldly, also the fact that he could not make a sentence with a logical sense in the presence of the athlete bothered lot.
So, he is having sighed and lowered his head and asked again: "Sorry, I just wanted to ask you tonight if you accompany me to the Mariam's birthday party ".
"As you wish," the boy nodded coldly haired bi color.
The athlete could not say no to that girl, but it was not as beautiful or as smart as Queen Sonja, but his shyness and awkwardness that could melt her heart with a few gestures and glances, but the image of her sister Yuri He continued to hold out in his mind.
"Thanks," he murmured softly as Mathilda her cheeks blushing again.
"You're welcome, at eight-thirty I'll be with you, to find ready-made or you leave home," said the Eurasian away from the table where are sessions cheerleaders.
Sonja looked at the girl with a gift and worried said "Be careful, I hope he has changed, but it will make you suffer if we will pay dearly, dearly. In any case, you have all my support. I love you and I wish you all the good in this world. "
"Thank you ... for me it is very important your support." replied the rosin timidly.
"About what? Among friends we support, is not it? "Said Sonnja embracing her teammate.
It was five-thirty and Mariam returned home after being at the lesson of classical dance, and as was his habit walked into the living room where he noticed a new grand piano.
"Olga!" Called the girl toneless.
"Tell Miss," replied the waitress kindly.
"What makes this new piano in the living room?"
"Oh Miss, I do not know, I came with this ticket this morning" asserted woman handing the sheet to the singer.
-I Always wanted good, I miss you- recited the ticket. The raven stared at the card and wondered mentally - What is he? No, you can not! He does not even know where I live ... I find you-.
"Thank you so much, you can go," she said coldly.
"Alright Miss" hissed the maid left the room.
The girl came to the musical instrument and put his long, tapering fingers on it.
She pressed a few buttons and a sudden feeling of sadness and loneliness invaded the so shifted her stool and sat down and after a few seconds she started playing a sad melody that she had composed in the days before her birthday.
As soon as the music began to echo throughout the environment the feelings she had felt the night before seemed to come to life.
Many painful memories and serene joined in his mind in a dance lonely and melancholy.
Mariam felt a sharp pain that kept her from being happy, she wanted her father wanted him to be there ... but this was just a utopia.
She was alone and at that moment it was fully aware, he was not there and there would never have been in her life.
The tears started rolling down her face. She hated to cry, but she was doing it, she was cheating on her to be a person who did not deserve anything from her.
She would Wanted stop that day, but in the end it was better that way ,. She had grown up and he could not forget the man because for better or for worse had allowed to live ... to be at least partly happy.
He stopped playing and quickly wiped the tears, but suddenly he heard a familiar voice said, "Well done."
She jumped and turned ,. When he saw that boy, sounding surprised said: "Ozuma".
The boy approached her and gently asked, " Are you okay?".
"We want to get out?" He continued, wiping away a tear.
He had never seen a girl crying, and would never have expected to see just that girl who always seemed strong and brave to do it.
He did not see it that way, and he would do anything to comfort her.
Mariam hated being seen in those moments so depressing, but felt he could open with him, so, after taking his usual mask said, "Let's go to my room."
As soon as they entered the room the singer motioned for him to sit on the bed, where they laid down.
The he squatted on the boy's chest and sighed after he began to tell all his thoughts.
When he finished telling the story the story with eyes still shiny whispered, "Thanks, I needed that ... I love you."
"You're welcome ... but you actually said those words?" The boy asked with a tone of surprise for this sudden confession.
"Yes, I said it. and here's proof that you're not dreaming, " whispered Mariam pinching his cheek.
"You are always so nice, eh?" hissed the athlete tickling her.
"Stop it ... hahaha - please have mercy" pleaded the young.
Suddenly their eyes looked creating a magical spell made of love and passion that led them to make love for the first time.
"Everything ok?" Asked Ozuma considerately.
"Yes, a little 'sore but I'm fine," she answered, smiling serenely.
"I'm sorry, I have not even asked if you wanted to do it, I was a selfish" asserted the young man clearly disappointed.
"Hey, if I did not I would have told. I'm fine ... we're fine, then get out of my bed and go get prepared! He can expect a feast "she ordered summarizing its solid brusque.
"We have to go there by force?" He asked in a tone of mock Asian sorry.
"Have you ever seen a birthday without the birthday girl?" Said the girl from the emerald eyes sarcastically.
"I go, see you later," said the boy with a defeat when leaving the room.
They spent two hours and all the guests came to the house looking aristocrat who had been rented for the event.
Suddenly the old lady, who looked like a goddess, made his entrance down the stairs with slow, measured steps that enchanted Ozuma and Max who observed the singer stunned.
Mariam wore a very long color of the sky that had a simple bodice bandeau with a layer of satin life, while the skirt was very large with elegant embroidery.
There was a tiara in her hair that had been chosen, or rather imposed, by the mother while his thick hair slightly curled, was free to fall softly on your back.
"Congratulations" screamed the girls cheering their friend who looked away in embarrassment.
After greeting everyone Mao spoke up and said cheerfully: "You must have noticed that there is still a gift: that of our class, but to get it you must pass three puzzle that have been created by our dear monkeys. Here's the first. "
The singer ended the first round and was conducted in the boy's bathroom where he found a DVD and the second clue that directed her to the pool.
After several minutes he managed to solve it and later found a poster with photos and dedications of all classmates.
Collages that thrilled the girl contemplated that sheet for several minutes, especially a photo that showed the cheerleading squad at the beginning of the third year that thrilled.
Later also he solved the third question and found a "package" that was opened immediately.
"Who sucks" exclaimed the girl pulling hand again smeared with flour and water "Blame the guys," Emily said with a smile.
Inside the box there were numerous erotic objects and numerous toys that made her blush.
The neo eighteen kept looking inside the box and after a few minutes became established a ticket.
"Read it aloud," they cried the fellow in unison.
"A girl walks into a sex shop. Watch hesitant all objects and then went to the cashier and asked: - I would like a pair of suspenders, a leather whip and the vibrator red behind the cassation.
The cashier replied: - Well ... Miss to garters and the whip there is no problem, but for the fire extinguisher ... ".
The young mentally reread the joke and said in an annoyed tone: "Who was the real creator of this mess?".
"Internet" replied candidly Takao.
"Are you sure?" asked Mariam doubtfully.
"Of course." said the dark-haired placidly.
They spent an hour and a DJ gave way to dances and Kei, bored by all that movement leaned against a wall with a bored expression, so Mathilda noting the figure of the boy walked over and gently asked him: "How come you're all alone ? ".
"I was," said the telegram silver.
"Why are not you with your friends?" asked the rosin considerately.
"They are busy".
"Well, then I can keep you company? In fact, why we not dance the two of us? " asked timidly the cheerleader.
Kei looked at her without saying anything and dragged her to the middle of the post.
The Eurasian rested her hands on her hips that blushed and whispered: "You should get your hands on my shoulders."
Young executed orders and together they began to dance.
Their hearts were beating simultaneously and melted in a subtle melody.
None of them wanted to break away from the other and the eighteen year he wanted to kiss her but she did not.
Mariam, being tired of being with all the guests, left the room to be a little 'alone and get some fresh air.
Suddenly he saw a shadow moving among the rose bushes and approached cautiously.
After a while a man jumped pretty high and finally saw the face of that person who immediately recognized.
She was literally shocked and without realizing she dropped her bag.
At that moment of tension existed only two of them ... now two strangers.
"Dad, what the hell are you doing here?" Yelled the birthday girl shocked and acidly to show her contempt for the false parent.
"Mariam ..."