A/N: READ PLZZ: Hey guys I got a correction to make in my story Nessie is 6 right now but her birthday will be soon so she'll be 7 (she reaches maturity) ok?? SOO SORRY for the mistake.

Anyway thanks again to Shaina-queen, she was the one who showed me that mistake! Thankx!!

Disclaimer (Me): You'll be sorry for being mean to me!!

Nessie: What are u going to do? (scared)

Me: You will never find love the easy way! You'll always screw it up! MHUAHAHA

Nessie: Are u kidding? I already knew that, your story is called Love's not easy duh! You SO don't own Twilight!!

Me: OMG she's right! I don't own Twilight! *sobs*

We should be friends

Alice's alarm rang like usual. Swear to God, I'm gonna break that alarm clock into pieces. Alice jumped into my bed, like usual. "Wake up!" She said with her melodic voice. I groaned and tried to get under my sheets and sleep peacefully again. The thing started jumping again. If I were a regular human my legs would be crashed by now. But if I had a normal human life, I probably wouldn't have to worry about school. There would be no indifferent-Jul waiting for me. We'd probably still get along like we used to before I knew what she was. And I'd probably have an almost-normal relationship with Pete, instead of what we had now, whatever it's name was. Maybe I wouldn't have met Jake. Did that make my human life miserable? I wish I could have all the answers, and the truth was that I had none. I remembered I still had something jumping on my bed.

"Time for school!" She yelled at me, more like singing it. Then she took the sheets off the bed.

"Hey! I was using that!!" I felt so cold now.

"You won't need it anymore. I'll count to three and when I say three I'll bring Jazz to make you feel so energetic you won't want to sleep for a long time. One..." Damn Pixie. I'm not afraid of Jazz. "... Two..." He's not going to bother me, right? "Two and a half..." Like she'd dare to bring him. "... and th-"

"Alright." I said getting off the bed. "Gosh, you're so annoying!" She smiled as if I'd said a compliment. I took a skirt and a white blouse, nothing too 'I've loads of money' as Alice did.

Jul was probably going to ignore me again. And I was right. She did the exact same thing she did the day before. I wondered if she knew I kissed Pete... She'd probably would be even more angry, if that was even possible. I was starting to feel grateful I still had all my limbs. It was launch time and I was planning to go sit with my family again. When I got to the cafeteria my heart stopped beating for a second. Pete was sitting alone in a table. Was he waiting for somebody? Was he moving on already? But he turned and smiled relieved when he saw me. He was waiting for me. Julie saw that his brother was sitting alone but then she saw me and I could see how her blood was staring to boil. She was red from the anger. I ignored her though, and sat next to Pete. He is so beautiful I could watch him all day.

"Hey." He said timidly. Wow, we were back to phase one. He was acting shy again. It felt as if I had just turned back time.

"Hey, Pete."

He sighed. "I'm sorry 'bout last night. I acted like a jerk."

"Don't be sorry. It was my fault and I don't know how much I regret about the kiss." I told him. Was better to start being sincere.

He smiled as if that was exactly what he wanted to hear. "Personally, I don't regret that kiss at all."

"Does she know about that? I was a little disappointed, I was expecting even more indifference." I said sarcastically.

"I think she doesn't know. I'm really sorry about whatever she did. Did she made you feel bad?"

"Well, I think that was her intention, otherwise she just has a natural gift."

He growled. "I'm sorry. I'm gonna kill her."

"No, really. I pretty much deserved it."

"There's no excuse for what she did. This is my life, and she has no right to mess i it. She may be my twin but according to the birth certificate that Robert gave me, I'm one minute and thirty nine seconds older than her. That gives me some privileges, right?"

"Don't ask me. I'm the youngest."

"Well, it does. And she can't bug into my love life."

I looked at his eyes and he really meant it. He was actually angry that her sister did what I truly deserved.

"You really meant what you said ast night?" I askes feeling so... vulnerable, I think.

"Yeah, of course I do. I know I ended the relationship but I love you. And the thought of you moving on th every next day was just so... unbearable." I give up. I don't know how he melts my heart like that. He started playing with my fingers before holding it completely. And that's when suddenly the bubble holding us popped out. I could see beyond the two of us. I looked at my left and saw Julie with the other guys. She was looking at em suspiciously, with a 'what the fuck are you doing with my brother' sign written on her forehead.

Then I looked at my family and they looked a little dissapointed. Did they thought I had chosen Pete? But actually that's what it looked like. I mean now that the bubble wasn't there anymore I could see how we looked from the outside. We had leaned closer while we spoke and I didn't realised, we were holding hands and smiling. What else did it looked like? But that wasn't what I wanted. Well, sort of. I wanted to be with him but not if that meant to not see Jake anymore. I had to do something.

"Pete... I... can't." I tried to say while I let go his hand. He looked at me not sure if he understood.

"You can't what?"

"I can't go back with you." I said slowly as the pain reached his green eyes.

"W-Why not?" He stammered.

"It's not that I don't like you but I... I can't choose you over Jacob."

"I know that I'm not good enough for you but just give me another chance."

"What?? Pete, you're a great person, you're more than enough. That's not the reason. Pete, you don't know how hard this is for me. I mean, I really want to but what Jake and I have... I don't know... It's different." You're not making this any easier Pete.

"But I... " He sighed. "I already forgave you." He looked down.

"I know, I know. I'm a horrible person. Pete, you deserve so much more than me."

"I only want you."

I held his hand for the last time. "I'm sorry." I kissed his cheek and walked away. He didn't stood up. I saw that Julie approach him and hugged him before closing the cafeteria door. I felt awful but I also felt... free. Like if nothing tied me to him anymore. We now shared only memories. I started running once I was out of any human's sight. I was running to La Push.

I was so happy that the treaty had been broken, no one told me why but I was still glad. I went to his house but he wasn't there. Of course, he was at school.

"Hey Kiddo." Billy greeted me.

"Hey Billy!" I said while I hugged him. "Jake's at school?"

He nodded. "But you can wait for him, if you don't care 'bout being around this old man."

I smiled. "My dad is over a hundred years, believe me you're not old."

He just laughed. "Tell me if you need anything."

"Sure, thanks." I sat on the couch and turned on the TV. I saw "The Simpson" for a while. But I got bored. I knew every chapter by hard so I watched Animal Planet. There was a documentary of the tactics that wolves used when haunting. They always aimed for the deers that were old, sick or young they always looked for the weakest. That is so not true.

Jake arrived and was a little bit shocked to see me.

"Can we talk?" I asked afraid that he'd say no. But he nodded and went outside. I just followed him.

"So, what did you needed to talk?"

"About last night... I'm really sorry."

"Oh, you're sorry. Problem solved." He said sarcastically.

"Don't act like this, you know what I mean. I didn't mean to hurt you."

"The problem is that you did. I mean, c'mon! You were making up with your ex in your room. God only knows what could've happened." He growled.

"Are you kidding? Nothing was going to happen and you know it."

"Do I? I didn't even know what was happening in the first place! I though he was taking advantage of you!" I didn't realise that he was shaking.

"I'm a half vampire. I can take care of myself." He breathed in and stopped shaking. But he didn't say anything. There was silence left. "I broke up with him today, like definitely."

"But you still like him." He almost whispered.

"Yeah, I mean I was his girlfriend for a reason."

"But if I weren't in the picture, you'd be with him, right?"

"Is this hypothetical?" I asked worried.

He hold in a smile and just nodded.

"Then yeah, maybe."

He sighed. "I think we should be friends... for now. At least until you're totally over this guy. You just went out of a relationship."

"Wait, can friends hold hands?"

"Yeah, I think so." He thought a little bit about what I'd said.

"Ok." I took his hand. "Friends."

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