"Blair, look at me! Did you hear a single word of what I just said?" Serena asked, clearly pissed off.
Blair looked up from her untouched salmon salad. "what?"
Serena rolled her eyes, taking a deep breath. "You have to go back to him Blair" Serena told her
This caught Blair's interest; "I would do so, but he is pissed that I cheated" Blair simply said, placing a hand on her belly.
"Not him Idiot. Chuck, the person you really want to be with" Serena reminded her.
"I don't want to be with Chuck" She said harshly. Serena gave her a look that clearly stated just how little Serena believed in that.
"you have to stop lying to yourself B. I know you think about him constantly and the only place you want to be, is in his arms" Serena said, her tone was light but she was deadly serious.
"Not after all the shit he put me through" Blair said sternly, ignoring the feeling that told her exactly what Serena had just said was the whole truth.
"Whatever Blair, I know you want him and more importantly you need him" Serena said just as sternly.
"I do not" Blair said furious.
"Yes you do, Bella needs him, your unborn baby needs him and you need him the most" Serena simply said.
Blair looked down, defeated. She did need him but she was too stubborn to do anything about it.
"I don't want to talk about it. I lost my appetite, I'm going home" Blair said, throwing a dollar bill on the table, getting up, balancing on her 4.5 inch jimmy choos, picking up her mulberry bag.
"Bye S" She said, placing a kiss on each of Serena's cheeks before turning around leaving the café.
"Bye B. I will see you tomorrow at your ultrasound" Blair hear her say before she entered the taxi and left Serena behind.
Sitting in the taxi, watching New York glide by outside the taxi, she felt her heart sink. She did need Chuck, more than she had ever needed anything in her life.
It had been more than a month since she had last seen him. She was a little over a month pregnant. She hadn't spoken to him nor to Isabella. She knew Bella had started school, but didn't dare visit her because she was scared that she might get the same response as last and she wasn't sure if she was able to handle that.
The taxi stopped, breaking her thoughts. She looked out the window and realized she was already at the hotel.
She gave the cap drive his money and stepped out of the taxi. Because Rupert had thrown her out, she had to find something else and for now that was the plaza hotel in New York.
With Chuck & Isabella
"no daddy, not the blue one. The black one was much nicer" the little girl exclaimed, looking at her father from head to toe.
Chuck laughed; "yeah I thought so" he said, reentering the dressing room in the Armani store him and Bella were currently in.
"hey daddy?" the little girl called out, Chuck stuck his head out from the dressing room looking down at Isabella.
"Yes princess?" he asked, a smile upon his face.
"Can I try something too?" She asked, smiling at sweetest most irresistible smile possible.
Chuck quickly gave in, "Of course you can Baby" he said before moving his hand back.
It was another 2 hours before they were ready to pay, Chuck bought two black tuxedoes, 5 plain white dress shirts and a pink one, all because that was the only one Isabella liked. Bella had chosen 2 dresses, a scarf and a headband. Chuck paid and they made their way out of the store. In the door they literally ran into Serena.
"Serena?" Chuck asked confused over seeing his step sister here.
"Chuck, Thank god you haven't left yet" Serena said, her breathing troubled as if she had been running.
Chuck looked at her oddly, "Bella, why don't you take our things to the limo and ask Walter to buy you an ice cream while I talk to aunt Serena?" Chuck half asked, half told Bella. She simply smiled before running off.
"What's up?" Chuck asked, looking at Serena closely. Trying to read her, but he couldn't.
"Blair needs you" Serena breathed out.
She immediately saw the panic in his eyes; "what wrong with her? Is it the baby?" he asked nervously.
"No, it's not like that Chuck, she fine but she need you in her life" Serena told him.
Chuck relaxed, then he shook his head; "She doesn't want me in her life, she told me so" Chuck said, ager running through his eyes.
Serena was now the one to shook her head; "You two are so dumb, do you know that?" she asked irritated.
Chuck looked at her oddly; "No Serena, We were dumb to fall in love now we are just clever enough to stay out of it" Chuck said, he knew he was lying but he had too. Otherwise the rejection would hurt too much.
"Your lying to yourself, and so is she" Serena said harshly before her eyes turned soft, "…If you want to make things good, go to her first ultrasound with her tomorrow instead of me" Serena said with a smile.
Chuck stood silent for a while; Maybe he should give it one last shot. He wanted to be with her throughout the pregnancy and this was his chance.
"Okay, but she can't know" he simply said.
"No of course not" Serena smiled at him, she knew she was winning.
"Okay, then I guess I will see you around" Chuck said with a half smile.
Serena smiled back and looked at him, "thanks Chuck. You two deserve each other" Serena said before leaving Chuck alone.
"We do" Chuck realized and suddenly everything seemed clear. Blair and himself were meant to be, they just always had to make it hard because they were bored or whatever he didn't know he just knew that he wanted Blair, he needed her and he belonged with her.
"Daddy? Are you coming?" His little girl voices brought him back to reality. He smiled before running to the limo, jumping in besides Bella.
"What made you so happy?" The little girl asked, eying his smile.
Chuck just kept smiling; "Love Bella, love"
The Next day
"So Blair, 1 month and a week pregnant, how are you feeling?" the female doctor who had introduced herself as Mary Andersen, asked her.
Blair gave the doctor a friendly smile; "I'm good, I experienced a little morning sickness and all but over all I'm pretty good" Blair smiled, it was true, the only thing that was in pain was her heart.
"perfect, well the morning sickness is normal as you know and will take off soon. So if there aren't any other problems we can move on to today's task" The doctor smiled, "First I will just take a few quick test, making sure everything is as its supposed to be and then we will do the ultrasound" she explained.
The testing took about 10 minutes and Blair was happy to know everything was as it was supposed to be.
The doctor had left the room, for the ultrasound device and now Blair was alone. She placed a hand on her stomach that had a slight bulge. She smiled as her hand moved over her stomach. Once again there was life inside of her.
The door shut open bringing Blair out of her daze, she looked up at a unfamiliar face that came walking in with the ultrasound device, followed by doctor Mary.
They set it all up and the doctor came up beside Blair.
"Okay Blair, so you know how all this works I assume since you've tried it all before" the doctor laughed.
Blair simply smiled, waiting for the special moment that was about to come, she wished however he could be there to share it with her.
"So will the father be joining us?" the doctor asked, while working on getting the machine turned on.
Blair faked a smile, to hide her sadden face: "No he…" she was interrupted by the door slamming open.
"He's here" she heard the familiar voice, before she looked up and meet the all too familiar and comforting eyes of the man she loved.
The doctor smiled at Chuck, before speaking; "I'm glad you could join us"
Blair was still in shock; "Chuck?" she asked, her voice low, her eyes glued to his.
"I'm sorry Blair" he said honestly making Blair's heart beat faster; "… for everything"
Blair wasn't sure if it was the hormones or if she really felt what she felt, she choose to blame the hormones, it was easier. Also for the tears in her eyes.
Chuck smiled at her, moving closer to her, before bending down placing one soft kiss on her lips. He pulled back slightly, a few millimeters between their lips and he whispered; "I'm sorry" before placing his lips upon hers again shortly, before pulling back completely, sitting down on the chair beside the bed Blair lay on.
Blair was still in shock, hadn't really understood what had just happened, but a feeling of happiness spread from her toes to her fingertips and filled up her whole body.
"So are you two ready?" the doctor asked, with a smile.
Blair simply just took a hold of Chuck's hand and nodded her head with a smile; "ready for everything" she whispered so only Chuck was able to hear.
The doctor pulled up Blair's Catherine Malandrino white tunic top, then she placed the cold gel on Blair's almost flat stomach, before turning on the machine bringing the device onto Blair's stomach, rolling it around.
Chuck held Blair's hand tightly in his own, he wasn't really sure what to expect because he had never tried this before, he knew Blair had but even she looked a little nervous.
They waited for a short while before a sound came through the room, it was like a beat of some odd drum or something but Chuck knew the instant he heard it what it was. He felt Blair clutch to his hand tighter.
"That's your baby's heartbeat" The doctor smiled, Blair looked astonished with tears in her eyes, Chuck was just simply amazed.
"Wow" he simply said, looking at the screen where a black and white image covered the screen. He looked at the doctor for a explanation.
"And here it is" the doctor said, pointing to the shape of what mostly looks like a bean. Chuck smiled, and kept looking at the screen intensely.
"It's possible to already now tell the sex of the baby if you'd like?" the doctor informed.
Chuck looked at Blair, it should be her decision. "It's up to you Blair" he said, giving her hand a reassuring clutch.
Blair looked down for a while, thinking. Then she looked up; "I would rather wait" she simply said.
"Okay so I guess you will have to wait until mid April" the doctor smiled turning off the machine. Then she wiped Blair's stomach clean of the gel and allowed Blair to dress probably again.
"So I will see you in a month for another check up" The doctor smiled, Chuck looked at Blair, rejoining their hands before leading her to the door.
"Wait" the doctor said, making them both turn around.
"Don't forget your first ultrasound picture" the doctor smiled, while handing over two black and white pictures to Blair.
Blair took them and gently placed them in her Chloé bag. She turned around, her hand still joined to Chucks and they left the room.
They walked in silence towards the entrance and out into the afternoon son. They stopped in front of the limo that was parked just outside the clinic. Chuck stopped and looked down at Blair.
"How did you get here?" he asked looking around, trying to see if her car was parked anywhere near.
"Taxi" Blair simply said, looking up at him.
"perfect, then we can just take the limo" Chuck said, opening the door into the limo allowing Blair to step in first.
Once they were both in the limo Chuck told the driver to take them home.
"are we going to talk about this at all?" Blair asked after minutes of silence. Chuck looked up at her, then he nodded his head.
"I guess We should" He simply said, before adjusting in the seat so he was looking directly at her.
Blair looked at him intensely for a while, wanting him to break the ice but since he didn't she started;
"I'm not really sure what's happening?" she looked at him, wanting him to tell her what she needed to hear.
Chuck looked at her for seconds, but for Blair, it felt like hours. "I don't know either, all I know is that you and I are meant to be, and then everything will, I guess we will just have to deal with it together right" he said with a smile.
Blair felt her heart beat faster at the words. "that sounds perfect Chuck" she said with a happy smile. Chuck couldn't help but feel pleased, he hadn't seen her so happy in such a long time and knowing he was finally the one to put that smile on her face made him fell like the happiest man alive. And he was, even more when she bent over and placed her lips on his.
They kept kissing right up until the limo stopped in front of Chuck's building on fifth avenue.
"Thanks Chuck" Blair sat before they left the limo. Blair was extremely nervous as to how Bella would react to everything and she had every reason to feel nervous.
They entered the building together but there was some kind of problem Chuck had to attend to, so he sent Blair up on her own. Nervously she knocked the door.
Behind the door she heard her daughter shout that she would get the door, this really got her heart beating faster. Then the door flew open, revealing her beautiful daughter.
The smile that was on her face disappeared when she saw it was her mother;
"I'm not going with you" She simply said, not even looking at Blair.
Blair took a deep breath to calm herself.
"I know baby…" she started but Bella cut her off.
"No I don't want to hear it, your only going to end up hurting me more, and even worse you will hurt daddy more and he is actually doing okay now, I think he might have found a new girlfriend so instead of ruining out life, would you just leave?" Isabella fired at her. Blair felt like she had been shot in the head twice, how could her daughter possible fell that way about her, and Chuck how could he?
Blair didn't answer Isabella, she just turned around, waiting for the elevator, she heard the door close behind her. But she didn't look. She kept her teary eyes on the elevator doors, after a minute they opened and revealed Chuck, he had a huge smile on his face, however it disappeared once he saw Blair, he stepped out to touch her but she moved away from his touch.
"Don't touch me Chuck" She said angrily. She walked into the elevator, pressing the ground floor.
"Blair what…?" Chuck started but Blair simply shook her head; "I can't believe you could do that to me" she said before the elevator doors closed in front of a completely confused Chuck Bass.
She broke down, sliding back against the elevator door. She had to get away, far away. Away from everything.
A/N: okay so I know, I'm the worst author in the world, I haven't updated in forever but I've been busy and had some trouble with my hand but in my defense I hardly get any reviews anymore which kind of takes the fun out of writing so please ppl. If you like this story, REVIEW!!!