As of this point, I am now living a good life in the Victor's Village. My mother is no longer drinking and is acting like an actual mother again, autism is no longer a crime, and Blight, our new neighbour, has been a good friend of the family. I have just done my tour around Panem, and I felt better and worse about myself. I feel better because my confidence has gotten better and I have become well-known across Panem. I feel worse because I had lied to get to the top, and I killed a temporary friend in the Arena.
On the brighter side, a few months later, I'll be a mentor. I'll be able to train my own future tributes and they might even be victors themselves. Blight will also be with me to give me advice on how to be a good mentor, maybe even becoming one of the best. Who knows? Certainly not me.
I don't know if my future will be bright or not. I am just so goddamn happy that I am still alive and that my family is now getting along with each other. That has never happened before in my life. Maybe being a Victor was the best thing to happen to me. Or maybe not. Again who knows?