A/N: Yay! I got it up. I meant to have this up last weekend, but I haven't had wifi since last Friday. Just got it today actually:) I didn't know how clingly I was on it until it was gone. Ah the horror I went through! :D

As always excuse the many errors you'll most likely find because unlike pokemon, I can't catch them all;) Also the stuff that makes no sense and makes you wonder what the author was thinking. I'm half sleep most of the time when I type.

Hope you enjoy!

Chapter 12: Pushed Away

Elsa POV

The ceremony was very long, but that was to be expected. I already knew what to expect as I had rehearsed this many times for a while now. I knew that it would take about hour or so, until it became official. After that I would become the queen of Arendelle. Lucky me.

I wasn't worried about becoming the queen. I had known almost my whole life that it would eventually come down to this and other things. I was worried about being the queen. Hopefully nothing would happen. I can't let anything go wrong. Nothing must so wrong. If it did I would never be able to live that down. After the bishop placed the tiara on my head, I reached to grab the scepter and orb. They were both made of gold and had been passed down from so many generations.

"Your Majesty, the gloves.", The bishop whispered low so that only I could hear it. I tried not to glare at him, he was only doing his job, but I think I failed. I nodded slightly. I was hoping that he would let it slide, but I should have known my luck by now. Nothing ever worked out for me. It was demanded that my hands be bare when holding the scepter and orb. It's supposed to show that I hide nothing, and that it's really me that's holding them. Everyone had forgotten about this because none of the rulers before me had a problem with this. I was the first. I found it ironic considering how much I was hiding behind these hideous gloves of mine.

I slowly took off the one on my left hand. It felt strange having the air to feel. My hand felt exposed, my fingers could move more freely. I liked the feeling. No I can't like it. Don't get ahead of yourself Elsa. Fortunately, nothing happened. My hand didn't shoot ice so I took that as a sign to continue. I took off my other glove with more confidence. Too bad I couldn't stop the trembling of my hands. If anyone asked me about them, I'll just use the nervousness as an excuse. When that was done, I carefully took the royal artifacts and turned to face the now standing audience.

I tried not to make eye contact with anyone, it was already strange having them stare. So far so good, I thought to myself. My powers have been itching for a way out for a while now. It was becoming increasingly difficult to hold it in with every passing day, like trying to keep a cut from bleeding. I found myself shaking sometimes with struggle to keep them in and hidden. I always lost that internal storm whenever my emotions got the better of me. Nobody knew about that and I had every intention to keep it that way.

I almost lost control in my study when Anna held my cold hand. Her immaturity irritated me a lot sometimes. And I can't get annoyed without the ice shooting out. Or any emotion for that matter. Which in a twisted way worked out for me because being royally meant to always have my composure. I would really hate to hurt Anna, and I could have easily done it. I was about to take the warm of her hand and freeze it over when I pushed her away. Good thing that dark impulse didn't take over. It was a bitter sweet victory. I managed to not hurt Anna, and I also managed to hurt Anna. Wish I could tell her everything. At the rate I'm going, she's going to find out soon enough. No, keeping her in the dark is better. I didn't want her to look at me differently. Plus she wouldn't understand me so why bother.

I suddenly felt something cold in my hands that brought me back to reality. My eyes looked down and I saw the cold substance trying to escape from my hands. All my focus went to keeping the ice from spreading. Come on, not now. Soon ice had gone up a centimeter and was still rising. I held my breath and it helped a little. It slowed down a bit. It surprised me to see that nobody had noticed it yet. But I guess I can't blame them. They weren't looking at my hands.

As soon as the speech was over, I quickly put them back and slipped my gloves on. The bishop looked at the scepter and orb curiously, there was a little ice on them. He narrowed his eyes at me and I used that split second to thaw the ice. I wasn't sure it would, but it did. The ice was gone by the time his eyes went back to the items. He shook his head and disbelief but didn't say anything and I was thankful for that. I could tell he didn't believe it himself, so the chance of someone believing him are extremely low.

When I turned to face the crowd, they were now applauding. I sighed in relieved. I did it. No one noticed the ice, except the bishop, but that's fine. I looked over to Anna and attempted to smile at her, but I think it came out as a frown. I needed to talk to her and soon. But it needed to be done in private, not in front of all these people here. From the looks of it I won't be able disappear, at least not until maybe later at during the ball. This is gonna be a long day.

"Queen Elsa of Arendelle.", Kai called for me. I entered the ballroom from the left side. It wasn't as hard, since I didn't have to worry about my powers being discovered. With this confidence, I glided over to the front of the crowd.

"Princess Anna of Arendelle.", Kai called for Anna. She rush forward and then stood on the steps not sure what to do, she waved and a woman wave back at her. Since she stood several feet away from her place, Kai grabbed her shoulders to move her next to me. She protested but it was a failed endeavor. When that was done, everyone went back to socializing among themselves. They seemed to be enjoying themselves, even the servants. This brought a smile to my face. It was nice that everyone could be happy. Everyone but me, but the sense of dread was pushed to the back of my mind for now.

From the corner of my eye, I saw Anna looking around the ballroom, focusing on anything but me. The silence was making her nervous, it was practically radiating off of her. We didn't have the close the relationship that most sisters have with each other. Or any relationship for that matter. I made sure of that. I should say something. I sometimes regretted doing that to her, but I had to get my priorities straight. Either way, I should at least greet her.

"Hi.", I said to her. She looked behind her to see if I was talking to her.

"Hi me?", She asked putting a hand on her chest. I nodded.

"Oh! Um hi.", She said unsure of herself. Now what? I didn't know how to socialize. I should probably apologize for pushing her earlier, but there were way too many ears here. They're always listening when you think they're not.

"You look beautiful.", I complemented. She really did, a lot more than me. She looked more comfortable than me, yet still managed to look great.

"You look beautifuler!", She blurted out. "I mean, not fuller. You don't look fuller. But more... more beautiful.", She said embarrassed.

"Thank you.", I chuckled at her nervousness. Not true, but okay I'll take it. I was dressed more conservative than her and from the looks of it, more than all the other girls. My dress was some sort of teal color with a sweetheart bodice. Unlike hers, mine had black long sleeves, and it also covered half my neck. I was also wearing a magenta cape. My hair was in a french braid that was twisted into a bun, with a blue satin ribbon twisted in it. I had it the same way my late mother used to have it. I also had some make-up, which was included lipstick and eye shadow. I wasn't one for it, but they had insisted on it to make me look more 'attractive'. I normally don't let them run my life, but I thought it would be nice to not in control for once. To not have to worry about running the show for a while. Besides, I needed to make a good impression on these people. I needed to impress them, so they'll hopefully not pay too much attention.

"So...", I started, not sure what to say.

"So...", She repeated, looking around. She's still mad at me.

"So this is what a party looks like.", It was all I could come up with. The music was playing, our guest were dancing, talking with one another, and having a good time. It was warmly lit, and just full of noise. The kind of noise that that brought the ballroom to life. It was actually a warm atmosphere. One that I could never be a part of.

"It's warmer than I thought.", She read my thoughts. I usually prefer a cooler temperature because it's easier to hide my powers. I sometimes made my room colder on purpose. But being summer, I couldn't do much about it in the ballroom without raising some questions. And I didn't think I would be able to stop if I were to release a bit. So leaving my guard down would be a very bad idea. I was also trying not to think about it too much. Fear of exposure only makes it worse. My nose suddenly picked something up.

"What is that amazing smell?", I said to myself. I closed my eyes and sniffed the air.

"Chocolate!", Both said said simultaneously turning to each other. I chuckled. I had forgotten that Anna had a thing for chocolate like myself. She opened her mouth to speak, but was interrupted by Kai.

"Your Majesty.", He said addressing me. "The Duke of Weaseltown." He presented a small old man with round spectacles dressed elegantly.

"Weselton!", He said angrily. Judging from his tone, this wasn't the first time someone's made that mistake.

"Weselton, your Majesty.", He said more gently this time. "As your first partner in trade it seems only fitting that I offer you your first dance as queen.", He offered and showed off his 'moves', which included fiddling with his feet. He bowed his head and offered his hand. His hair suddenly fell forward, revealing his bald head. I covered my mouth with my hand to prevent my laughter from escaping. I saw Anna doing the same thing. God, I'm acting like a princess.

"Thank you, only I don't dance.", I rejected his offer politely.

He stood straight again, his toupee falling into place again. "Oh.", He sounded disappointed. Not even a full day as queen and I was already upsetting my trade partners. If there's one I've learned from father and from these last three years, is that I can't afford to have or make enemies. I couldn't care less how many I made, but it wasn't just me anymore. I have Anna and officially as of today, an entire kingdom to look after. If I go down, then they go down with me. I hated it a lot, but that was the harsh reality check. If I want to be a successful ruler, then I have to become a people pleaser. Pressure much?

I really didn't dance. The last time I danced was with that Prince Eric guy that was trying to get at Anna. My feet were killing me for three whole days. So I was pretty rusty, if I were to go right now, I'll just make a fool of myself in front of everyone. It won't go unnoticed. Plus the Duke's 'moves' kind of have me worried. Come on Elsa, think! I suddenly got an idea.

"But my sister does.", I said, gesturing to Anna, who was trying to keep a straight face. I heard she likes to dance, but I could be wrong. If I'm being honest with myself, I don't know her at all. Not only did I isolate her from me, but I isolated myself from her.

"Lucky you.", The Duke of Weselton said, hooking his arm with Anna's.

"Oh I don't think so-", She didn't get to finished. She started dragging her to the dance floor. She looked at me with pleading eyes.

"Sorry.", I whispered, waving her goodbye. I couldn't help but smile as she was dragged away, it was amusing. I watched from afar as he tortured Anna. Anna was trying to keep it normal. From what I could see, he kept whispering to her. Probably about the kingdom or myself or why the gates were closed. He would sometimes sent letter asking why the gates were closed. From what my sources told me, I knew that he was one I shouldn't turn my back on. Always keep an eye on him. If I hadn't kept him in check, he would have exploited Arendelle's resources when Father and Mother died. I wasn't naïve and trusting, it was probably still his plan.

"They don't call me the Litter Dipper for nothing.", I heard from where I was standing. I suddenly heard a starling cracking noise that came from their direction when he dipped Anna back at an alarming angle. My eyes widen a bit and I tried to cover my giggles when I saw Anna's upside down face. She smiled and was suddenly spinned around. As the sound of the music was ending, she detached herself from him.

"Let me know when you're ready for another round.", He called as she neared me. She was walking funny. So much for protecting her from strangers.

"Well, he was sprightly.", I wasn't sure what to say.

"Yeah, especially for a man in heels.", She said, shaking her leg.

"Are you alright?", I asked. Maybe I should have her see the physician afterward.

"Yes. I've never been better actually. I wish it could be like this all the time.", She said with her voice full of hope and looking at me with pleading eyes.

"Me too.", My lips said before I could stop the words from coming out. I saw her eyes light up a bit. Time to break her heart again. I hated doing it, but it was for the best, and the white blonde streak on her head was reminding me why.

"But it can't.", I said softly with regret. Her disappointed face was too much for me. I hate it. What I hate even more is being the root of it.

"But why not?", She reached for my gloved hands and I stepped out of the way. She knows how I feel about personal space, and yet she's always trying to make physical contact with me.

"Because it just can't!", I said turning away from her, giving her my back like a I always do. My words came out angry and harsh, but they're was directed at myself, not at her.

"Excuse me for a minute.", She said sadly. I turned my head to see her walk away and disappear into the crowd of guest. Well, this is what I wanted wasn't it? I should be happy. I really wish it didn't have to be this way, but this was the best. It would save her lots of grief later on. I felt my hands shaking with power again. Not now. I pushed them inside. I'm hurting her so much. I wish I could be there for my sister, but that will never happen. It will never be possible. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath to collect myself. I did this for half a minute. Keep it together, it will all be worth it in the end.

Anna POV

I didn't want to leave her there alone, but I couldn't look at her right now. No matter how many times I reach out to her, she always leaves me hanging. It wasn't that I was mad, though I was a little, it was mostly sorrow I felt. I tried to hold in the tears that were threatening to escape my eyes. I couldn't believe she was doing this to me again. I mean I believe it, I just don't understand why. Why is she shutting me out? I was getting tired of asking myself this question for nearly my whole life.

I know in my gut that it has something to do with her powers, but what about them? I know the drill, keep her powers hidden and don't tell anyone about them. I've done just that, keeping her secret from the world. Why can't she just trust me this? We're sisters, we're supposed to be able to tell each other everything. She should know I won't judge her. She should know I won't think any less of her. Whatever she's hiding, she should know I can take it. We're family, so I'll always accept her. After all, she's all I got left.

I think I've had enough of this. I'm going to make her tell me. If she won't tell me, then I'll do some digging. Whether she likes it or not, I'm going to find out what's eating her. And I'm gonna help her get through it. Hope that whatever it is, it isn't serious. As I was walking a man suddenly bowed to someone. This cause them to bump into me and because I'm clumsy, I started to fall backwards. Waving my hands in the air, a strong hand suddenly wrapped itself around mine.

"Glad I caught you.", It was that charming fellow from before.

"Hans.", I said. He put the glass he was holding on the tray that was passing by. He pulled me up close to him and the next thing I knew we were dancing together. Definitely a way better dancer than the Duke of Weselton. I found myself slowly forgetting what I was upset about.

"You know, I couldn't help but notice that you were upset. Anything the matter?", He asked after we were finished.

"Yes, I mean no. Well, I mean yes, but I would rather not talk about it yet.", I said nervously. Why am I suddenly nervous around him?

"It's alright, you don't have to talk it if you don't want to.", He said, walking us to the baloney that was outside.

"I mean it's nothing serious really. I mean it's just the usual family drama.", I shrugged, walking past him.

"You don't say. Well good then. Whatever it is, it can't be worse than my own family drama.", He smiled.

"Really? What have they done to you?", I asked.

"More like what haven't they done. When I was seven, my oldest brother managed to convinced me that I was adopted. Even though we all look similar.", He said looking at the night sky. I couldn't help but laugh.

"Hey! Don't laugh I was seven. Seven year olds will believe anything.", He said playfully nudging me. This only made it worse. God, I haven't had a good laugh in forever.

"I'm sorry. It's just funny you know.", I said after I calmed down.

"I suppose it is. It's something I can now look back and laugh about. I think there's an older sibling handbook because apparently I'm not the only one who went through that.", He chuckled.

"If that's the case, I don't think Elsa got her copy.", I said. Because we didn't have a childhood together.

"Then you are a very lucky lady indeed.", He said.

"I get the feeling that's just the start.", I said. I was curious, so I wanted to keep him talking.

"It is actually. But let me tell you, birthdays were the worse. Each of them would pull some sort of prank. Twelve in one day can be a handful." He sat on a chair.

"Wait, you have how many older brothers?", I asked.

"Twelve older brothers. Two of them pretended I was invisible for three years.", He said

"That's pretty horrible.", I said.

"It's what brothers do.", He shrugged.

"And sisters.", I added.

"Why is that?", He asked, giving me his undivided attention.

"Well my sister Elsa and I, we used to be very close when we were younger. But then my late parents prevented me from seeing her for certain reasons. Then she started shutting me because she wanted to. Still does and I don't know why.", I said sadly.

"Your sister might just be going through some stuff. Right now she needs her space.", He held my hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze. "Give her time and she'll come around."

For some reason, him saying that to me gave me help. Like it must be true because he couldn't tell a lie. He was so reassuring and I found myself completely trusting him. "Thanks you."

"Anytime.", Hans smiled. There was something about him, but I didn't know what. Maybe the way that he was so easy to talk to. Made me feel like I could tell him anything. We sat there in silence for about a minute.

"Enough of this depressing stuff.", He said, standing up and held out his hand for me. I took it. "We can either talk about fun times or you can take me on a tour of your castle. Your choice my Lady."

"Humm, let me think. You know, why don't we do both.", I said as we walked back into the ballroom. I could almost see his eye light up with delight.

"That sounds perfect.", He said. I liked the way his eyes sparkled with life and satisfaction.

"Great. Let's get started then.", I said. I took Hans around the first floor. I did most of the talking, while he stood back and listened intently. Pretty going on about the fun things I was able to do alone. One of which included sliding on the freshly polished floors. It was nice to have someone other than the paintings to talk to, because he actually talked back to me! It was also nice he didn't get scared off. Especially when I accidentally punched him, when I got very excited.

"You know Anna, you are the most extraordinary person that I have ever met.", He said with warm eyes. We were now in the portrait room.

"Well Hans, I can assure you that I am not.", I giggled.

"No I mean every word of it.", He said.

"You don't mean that.", I said through my scarlet face.

"No I'm sure I do. I've traveled many seas and have met countless people, but you my Lady are the most... there's no word or words that could ever describe you.", Hans stated, waving his hands in the air.

"Here's a couple: clumsy, ill-mannered, loud, nervous, snores, talkative, elegantless-", He put his finger over my mouth to get me to stop rambling.

"I happen to like it when you talk. We all have our flaws Anna. And it takes great character to admit it to another person, but it takes even more so to yourself.", He said. My face began to feel hot. It was too hot here. I wish Elsa was to cool the room.

"Thank you so much Prince Hans. I'm flattered by your complements.", I didn't know what else to say.

"Why you're ever so welcomed Princess Anna.", He took my hand and planted a soft kiss on it. Am I dreaming?

"Let's go outside, there's this waterfall that really a sight.", I said, maybe it would be colder out there. His response was offering his arm for me to grab which I gladly did and we started walking to the entrance. On the way out, Hans grabbed a lantern, but it wasn't too dark outside. It was a full moon out tonight, so I could make out everything almost clearly. When we were outside, we kept walking. I showed him the garden, the one where I sometimes see this family of ducks passing by. And of how the fjord hardly freezes in the winter. It would get a layer of ice, but that was it.

After a while, I stopped talking. We walked in silence, but it was a comfortable silence, not the awkward silence I always seem to end up with wherever I'm talking with Elsa. But the kind where you just enjoy the company of the other person and know that that other person is enjoys your company.

"So Anna, tell me. What is your favorite food.", He asked breaking the silence.

"I adore sandwiches. You?", I asked.

"I also love sandwiches, they are the best.", He said and pointed to a shooting star. It was a beautiful and bright. I couldn't help but admire how much Hans glowed under the white light that was passing over us. His white clothes increased this effect ten-full. Almost like an angel that was sent now from heaven to me. I ended mumbling words that weren't words.

"Sorry, I couldn't understand you.", He said looking at me with those brilliant green eyes of his.

"Oh I said how um how- how th- th- the sky looks nice.", I word vomited. I mentally face palmed myself.

"I agree with you there, however, it can never ever compare to you.", He said and flashed me his perfect white teeth.

"Oh you.", I said waving a hand. We stood there watching as the light in the sky disappeared.

"You know Hans? I can't believe how much we have in common.", I said. I've never met anyone I could be myself around with. Everyone in the castle has expectations, do this, don't do this. So much rules. And I can't really be myself around Elsa, because I never get the chance to.

"Almost like we are meant to be.", He said after a while.

"Yeah, I guess we are. Who would have thought I would catch your attention. Normally gorgeous-", I stopped when I realized what I said. Hans just smirked. "As I was saying, guys like yourself go after Elsa with her being the heir. And bypass me because I'm nothing but the spare.", I said. I have lived in Elsa's shadow my entire life. And she's almost never around, so that's saying something.

"Hey, don't put yourself down. I'm sure Elsa is a great person, but she's not you. I like you for you and nothing more. Besides, who would have thought you would like me. I mean, I'm thirteen in line in my kingdom, and most girls don't that attractive. They usually go for my cocky older brothers.", He said holding my hand.

"Thanks Hans.", I said. "I mean really, thank you so much. You seem to always know what to say. You know, I can't believe how shallow people can be."

"I know, it's pretty disgraceful. Looks like we're here.", He said. And we were. We went under the entrance on the side of the waterfall. There were many lanterns and torches here. Hans went and lit up a couple.

"Wow Anna. This place is amazing! How did you ever find it?", He asked, holding a lantern up to view the walls.

"Well, everyone knows about the waterfall. I was wondering what it would be like to be under and I went. It's beautiful isn't it?", I said looking at the walls as well. I didn't mention how I did it in the middle of the night. I remember telling Elsa about it and all she did was slam the door in my face. Whenever I try to go, there's always some guard there. I was certain that Elsa was behind it and it made me mad just thinking about it.

"Not as beautiful as you.", He whispered. I felt a blush on my cheeks again. Keep this up and it might become permanent. We went over to the side where the curtain of water parted, giving us a view of Arendelle. It was a very good view. I could see the full moon reflecting off the water on the fjord. I looked at the castle and I could see the lights from the ballroom through the windows. I saw people walking and dancing from where I was standing. All those smiles. It was a warm setting, even from this far.

"Wow.", Hans whispered beside me.

"Wow indeed.", I replied.

"Anna, can I say something crazy?", He asked. I nodded. He then took my hand and got on his knees. Is this what I think it is?

"Will you marry me?", He asked without a second thought. I was stunned into silence.

"I know this is sudden, but I know in my heart that you are the one. Will you do me the honor and marry me?", He asked, giving me a hopeful smile. Is this the man I want to spent the rest of my life with?

"Hans, can I say something even crazier?", I didn't wait for his response. "Yes!"

He got on his feet again and pulled me into a warm embrace. I think we stood for second, but it felt like hours. I loved Hans and I was certain he loved me back. My heart doesn't lie. He put his arm around my waist and we headed back to tell Elsa the great news.

A/N: This isn't a cliffhanger is it? BTW I tried to make Anna falling for Hans a bit more realistic. Didn't really feel it in the movie, but I think that's just me. *shrug

Anyway, next chapter should be hopefully be more interesting.

So between that and school being a REAL pain this year, different projects going on... *sigh Well you get the picture regarding updates. I don't have much free time anymore, sorry about that:(