Chapter 12: Please tell me you feel the same
"Torrie, you haven't changed your mind about telling John have you?" Mickie asked
"No, well I..." Torrie replied nervous, Candice, Ashley, Lillian and Kelly looked at the nervous playboy cover girl
"Tor you were all for it" Lillian replied
"Yeah and now you're already backing out" Candice spoke, Torrie put down Chloe before turning and answering their question.
"Yeah I was that's before I thought about it, how do I know John would feel the same" Torrie asked, she sat on the sofa while her friends comforted her
"Of course he does, he has shown that he cares about you" Mickie told
"I suppose yeah but we're friends what if it doesn't work out then we're won't be as close as we are now" Torrie confessed to her friends
"Well you won't know until you ask him" Kelly spoke; Torrie listened to her friends in her heart she hoped John shared the same love that she shared for him.
"Look you two have hung around, kissed and slept together of course he feels the same" Ashley said still remembering her little matchmaker thing she did she hoped Torrie wouldn't find out
"Stop making excuses Torrie" Lillian replied.
Torrie sighed and put her head down before muttering, "I don't know what to do"
"Well go and find John and open your mouth tell him how you feel" Mickie encouraged Torrie
"I don't know" Torrie said "What if he doesn't say it back, what if he doesn't feel the same way"
"What if, you don't know how John will react until you tell him" Candice replied.
"Torrie" They said
"I don't know, I think about it" Torrie replied, the girls all sighed
"I guess that is something" Mickie spoke sitting next to Torrie
"I'm going to get changed," Torrie told
"Okay but we are going to keep buggering you until you tell him" Mickie told
"Yeah you can't escape us," Lillian told in scary voice
"Okay" Torrie laughed, she changed out of her dress into a pair of dark jeans, her gold belt, a white halter neck and black wedged boots. Torrie put her lip-gloss on to complete her look.
Torrie brushed her hair before opening the door she knew the girls would continue to ask her questions of course they did
"You know what I am going to tell him, I am right now that Wrestlemania 23 is over" Torrie told
"Yes!" Mickie beamed
"Good, go on right now and come back and tell us" Candice replied, Torrie smiled but she was nervous inside knowing that this was going to be hard for her to say.
Torrie walked down a corridor looking for John's locker room. Torrie walked up to the door, she took a deep breath before opening the door.
"John," Torrie stepped in and looked at the surroundings of John's locker room but no John was sight.
"Great" Torrie leaned on the door and closed her eyes; she put her hands through her locks while sighing because she really wanted to talk to John about how she feels about him and he's not even here. Torrie closed the door and walked away
"Hey Torrie," Torrie smiled seeing Shawn and Hunter
"Ohh hi" Torrie muttered bluntly
"You seem stressed, you all right" Shawn asked her, Torrie turned and looked at the showstopper.
"You know you did win the wwe women's title tonight" Hunter told, "You're supposed to be happy!"
"Yeah I'm okay, you haven't seen John anywhere have you?" Torrie asked them
"John," Hunter asked
"Yeah John, you know John Cena" Torrie replied
"Yeah we saw him earlier but we don't know where he is anymore?" Shawn said to Torrie "have you tried his locker room"
"Yeah he's not there" Torrie spoke
"Ohh then don't know sweetheart" Hunter spoke to her
"Okay thanks" Torrie replied, she smiled at them before walking off.
"Aww John and Torrie must be love" Hunter replied smiling, Shawn looked and smiled knowing something Hunter didn't.
"What?" Hunter asked seeing Shawn with the expression like he had something on his mind
"No nothing it's fine" Shawn said, Hunter looked at him curious not knowing if he was telling the truth.
Torrie walked down a corridor backstage at raw. The playboy cover girl was annoyed with herself and confused why her life was so complicated John seemed to be the only one who know her. She thought that he knew more than she knew her own self he seemed to know everything about her.
Whenever she was angry or upset he would listen to her and be there giving her all he could to make her feel happier, he appreciated and cared for her. He was definitely the one she knew it deep in her heart she just hoped he felt exactly the same way.
"Torrie's looking for you," Shawn told John
"Oh" The champ replied back
"Yeah…Ohh" Shawn told reading the wwe magazine
"What's wrong Shawn?" Triple H asked his friend
"Emmm…John I think you should take a look at this" Shawn told him; John looked and took the magazine off him and read it. He sighed as he read a interview with the Boise Native Torrie Wilson everything about her, the diva's life, her interests, family everything. The question he read and thought about the most was
"Torrie who is your favourite wwe superstar?"
Torrie smiled as she answered the question "My favourite would have to be John Cena"
"Can you tell us why?"
"Well because the champ has everything anyone would want in a superstar, he has heart, passion and he appreciates the fans"
"Thanks Torrie, are you and John Cena close"
"Emm…not really I mean we are friends, he is a great guy, he's lovely and caring but he's got a bad side to him so it's what every girl would want in a superstar"
"You and John Cena shot the wwe Wrestlemania commercial together, was that fun?"
"Ohh yeah it was, tiring but fun" Torrie replied
"Torrie you seem to have a feisty side, so if John asked you out what would you say?"
"Are you kidding I would say yes, he is hot as hell" Torrie replied with a smile "Let's just say that I hope that John and I could be more than friends someday" she teased
"Oh fuck!" John thought as he read it
"Listen guys I'll see you later" John replied
"Torrie," A voice said, Torrie turned around to see John
"Hey I have been looking for you" Torrie replied
"Ohh why?" John asked
"Well you see I was wondering…" Torrie was struggling not knowing what to say
"So what are you doing?" Torrie asked John
"Talking to you" John told her
"Yeah I mean……….you know later," Torrie muttered
"Nothing, you?"
"Girls night in cancelled so nope nothing" Torrie lied she didn't even have a girls night in not to her knowledge anyway
"Ohh okay" John said with a smile
Torrie placed her two thumbs on her top of her jeans moving around uncomfortable "So would…you like maybe want to go out later get something to eat"
"Torrie, are you asking me out? John wondered, Torrie looked away frowning embarrassed
"No of course not…I just thought" Torrie replied
"Okay how about this, we start again and Torrie would you like to go out with me tonight?" John asked, Torrie looked at him with lit up green eyes
"Yeah okay, I'll see you later bye" Torrie replied, John smiled as she walked away checking her out from behind. John had to admit Torrie was a beautiful woman she was caring, good personality and was smart so why did John only see her as a friend?
"Wait there was something else" Torrie's voice said snapping John out of the trance
"What you backing out already?" He joked
"No" Torrie told
"Is there something you want to tell me Tor," John asked, Torrie looked she played with her fingers with nerves as she looked back up at John.
"Tell him, tell him TELL HIM" Torrie thought. Torrie took a deep breath before confessing.
"No it's okay" Torrie lost her nerve, she turned and went to walk away but John grabbed her hand making her come back to face him and into the tense moment.
"Torrie just tell me, please" John asked her, Torrie sighed
"Okay but you have to just listen and not interrupt because I won't be able to say it okay, so don't open your mouth okay" Torrie told
"Okay fine I won't say a word" John said.
Torrie looked down gaining the courage to tell John Cena how she feels. Torrie could feel her heart thumping twice as fast and butterflies were fluttering in her stomach because she was nervous. She hoped in her heart that John felt the same way and they would be together.
"Okay I have known you for a long time John and I have always care about you" Torrie said looking up at John
"Okay I think I'm understanding" John spoke
"No John don't please" Torrie replied
"You see ever since the commercial, you saw through the heartbreaker bad girl and saw me," Torrie told
"What I am trying to say is... That I like you… you're…Emm" Torrie lost her nerve she tried so hard to say the words but she couldn't "I like your hat"
"Ohh well look Torrie..." John asked trailing back what she said "sorry what?"
"I like your hat" Torrie replied, John stood there with a shocked and confused expression on his face
"Yeah look John I'll see you later, if we are still on tonight?" Torrie asked
"Yeah" John replied
"I'll see you later" Torrie spoke she had to get away from John right now
She attempted to walk away John called to her
"Torrie" She turned around and faced John
"Yeah"
"Was that the important thing you wanted to tell me" John asked, Torrie looked at him and nodded
"Yeah of course, bye John" Torrie rushed away from John.
End of chapter, Ohh dear what will happen now
Chapter 13: Trouble in paradise