Sometimes when I become upset I become the me in her Heaven. It comforts me. It reminds me of when she was real. When it was really me and her. The real her. I still love her, and I'm going to bring her back but not yet. Not until everything is the way its suppose to be.

My daughter, she doesn't exist. At least not the way I thought she did. I knew there was something off about her but I never knew it would be this.

"Hi Ava."

"Oh Castiel! I've missed you. I've been waiting here for like, an hour!" She put her arms around me and kissed my jaw.

"Ava, you've been waiting over 2 years."

"Cas... What are you talking about?"

I had to ruin her Heaven. She had to know. So I began. At the beginning. Her Heaven changed. We were in the apartment that I thought she would be safe in for a year. She listened and she believed.

"Then how are you here?" She was crying. "If I'm dead, does that mean you died?"

"No Ava. I'm an angel. I can go to Heaven when I want." It's funny how that was the one thing she didn't believe me on, so I showed her my wings.

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Something was wrong. I don't know how I knew, but I did. I've been at Bobby's for a week or two now and nobody is acting the same. Everybody has been real quiet. They don't really interact with each other anymore. Well, it's not that they won't interact with each other, more along the lines of they won't interact with me. It's gotten weird.

"Okay Bobby what's going on?" I was getting frustrated by all the cold shoulders.

"Dean..." He was contemplating whether or not he wanted to tell me, but he didn't have a choice. He was going to tell me.

"Bobby, tell me now."

"It's Ava... She took Eden. Nobody's seen her or heard from her in a while."

"What the hell is that suppose to mean?"

"Castiel came by hours before you did. Ava isn't Ava. We've been hunting her. We just... We didn't tell you because you are too emotionally attached to the case."

"Bobby. I'm going out there. I can't believe you guys didn't fucking tell me." I was fucking pissed.

"There's more."

"Well go on."

"The Ava you met... She's not the real Ava. It's something we've never seen before. I don't know how none of us spotted it, but she is. The real Ava was killed after Castiel left her years ago."

"Oh my God. Well where the hell is Cas?!" Why wasn't he looking for his kid?

"We don't know. But Dean... Eden. She's your real baby. That's your daughter. They were trying to trap Cas and drain his powers, so they killed Ava and kidnapped your daughter to draw Castiel in. They knew that if they took the body of Castiel's soulmate he wouldn't notice that it wasn't the real Ava. But they had to get something that would force Castiel to stay. That's when they found out you had a daughter. Eden was a normal baby and then those things got a hold of her. They changed her. We don't know how yet. We didn't know how to tell you."

"My daughter... Eden is my daughter." What the hell am I suppose to say to that. I was happy but I was scared.

"We thought we'd of found her by now Dean. I'm sorry."

"You didn't tell me I had a daughter?! You knew for a week now and you didn't tell me! That's something you need to let me know!"

"I'm sorry Dean! Nobody knew what to tell you."

"Where's her mom?"

"Dead."

"Who was it?"

"We don't know."

"God dammit Bobby. I can't believe you kept this from me."

"It was my idea," Sam said this. My brother had the idea to keep the fact that I had a daughter from me.

"You're kidding."

"No. We just couldn't have you with the emotional attachment while we worked the case Dean I'm sorry."

"The emotional attachment?! That's my daughter! That's you're NIECE!"

"I know Dean. And we found her. We just need to figure out a way into the nest. We were going to tell you Dean. We thought it would be easier to tell you when we had her back."

I walked up to Sam, and I punched him square in the jaw. Honestly I think I broke it. He stumbled a bit and you could tell he was in pain, but he didn't show it.

"I will be going with you into the nest. Is that understood?"

"Yeah."

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It was dark here. They kept me in a cage. I don't know why. I mean I'm 2. What am I going to do? Beat them up? I cannot believe me they just used me as bait to get to Castiel, who by the way isn't even my real dad. Yeah story line twist. It was all made up. Ava isn't even my real mom. They kidnapped me, and messed me up. Looks like I really am a monster. I'm a mutated monster.

At least I got what I want. Dean's my dad. He doesn't know. And he won't. They aren't looking for him, they still want Castiel. Castiel thinks I'm his child. They want to drain him. I don't understand what that means. I guess they wants his powers? They said they were ready for him now. I don't understand that either.

"Hi Eden. Are you hungry?" It was 'Ava'.

"No."

"Let's get down to it, you brat. Looks like your angel daddy isn't coming. So we decided to make sure he got the message that he needed to be here." She pulled out a long bronze knife. She was going to kill me.

"We aren't going to kill you honey. At least not yet. Just a bit of damage. Just so Daddy gets the message. Or well Castiel. Daddy doesn't know you exist now does he?"

I teared up a bit. I was scared and she was mean. She opened my cage and picked me up. I screamed and cried. She put me in a chair that resembled a high chair, but it wasn't. It had straps and she strapped me down tight. She was much stronger than I thought she was. She ran the bronze knife across my skin. I screamed more. It hurt. The pain was unbearable in my weak body. My skin sizzled as she sliced a cut into my arm. Then my leg. Then my shoulder. That's all she did. My skin was not only bleeding and killing me, but it was burning. The touch of the bronze blade burned my skin, and now I was more than just scared.