"your turn for questions first" I say easily.

"whats the first thing you will do when you get out?"

"find Sammy and eat a cheeseburger"

I like how simple he makes it sounds.

"what about you"

" I would go see my family stay with them fix things"

"so will you answer the other question"

"yeah, I was attacked. And when I told my father he didn't belive me. I was mad so I left and I was stupid I should not he cut them out now I no it wasn't worth it" I rush it I tell it all.

"who attacked you?" he asks calmly.

"a man who worked for my father, he he tried but I got away I hit him with a peace of wood that was behind the desk and ran. I didn't let him get me but it still I was stupid I let my guard down and I almost ended up a statistic." I am shaking but the story is over he knows and probley Benny and Cas know too no way the sleep that soundly.

"So you left home because your father didn't believe you? How could he not believe you I mean hell its his job to protect you and you are his number one responsibility." Dean is trying to stay quiet but he is angry his grip on me is so much stronger.

"I understand his denial, I am not completely at peace but Dean, I love my family and I have put them through hell. What I was telling my father would have put so much strain and brought along so many problems I under stand now." I felt calmer now then ever. Dean's touch was not a threat but a comfort.

"You were just a kid"

"I was 22 I was not a child. I relocated and started over hell I even have my own house I made a life for myself and my only regret is I let that man ruin my family."

"your father ruined it Leah don't you see"

"phones work both ways Dean I could have called or even answered the phone when he or my mother called "

and with that I felt his other arm wrap me in a hug. I pausedi did not understand him but the hug felt good when he released me I rested my head against his chest his. Taking comfort in the connection, hearing his heart beat, and his breathing.

Dean confused me, he was scary and attractive and I am pretty sure he was serial killer on earth. And I was attracted to him, it did not matter that he almost killed me it didn't mater that he was at least 10 years older than me. I found him attractive. I do have some running theories on my attraction, it just be puppy love, Stockholm syndrome, the fact that he Benny and Cas were the only men I have ever really hung out with as an adult, he was a bad boy (you know that element of danger that adds sex appeal), but really I was well and truly smitten. I also understood the reality that he was a kissem' and ditchem kinda man. Also I do not believe the attraction goes both ways

These were my not so peacefull thoughts that my concussed brain was fixating itself on. I slowly drifted to sleep held safely against deans chest confused concussed and finally calm.