Im so incredibly sorry its been so long I've had so many exams and its crazy being in the final year of school ugh its hell. I hope you enjoy though please review because i love hearing what you think good or bad! :) ~ Xox Brie

Nikita walked around the apartment hastily, what had she done, she had just said those 3 words which she never meant to say to anyone. She can't trust anyone and she knew that

"Stupid, stupid stupid" Nikita cursed at herself

She had no idea why she had told Michael that she loved him it just slipped out. Her mind was racing at a million miles per hour. Did he hear her? was he freaking out? was he happy? Did Nikita mean what she said? Nikita sat on the couch biting her nails counting down the hours until Michael came back.

However on the other side of the apartment Michael was feeling completely different. Although Nikita's comment caught him off guard he had been smiling from ear to ear ever since. His heart and stomach filled with a excited warmth, he couldn't wait to see her at 7pm and tell her the exact same thing.

Michael had never felt so jittery before in his life, it was something foreign to him, although he had cared for girls, well women before this was something new, something exciting. There was something different between them now, It was no longer just physical but Michael knew for him it was always more than something physical. He loved her. A big smile filled his cheeky face, he had the feeling this was the start of something new, he just prayed Nikita felt the same way

"Fuck" Nikita punched the wall she held her first gasping

"Ow bugger that was not a good idea, ugh" She paced around the apartment with nothing but the deafening silence surround her. The more she paced the more she worried Michael was probably freaking out now, oh god and she had to see him later.

"Oh geez oh geez oh geez" Nikita said running a slender hand through her smooth chestnut coloured hair.

Michael was going to bring her dinner tonight; he thought he ought to react as though he hadn't heard her. He knew she was quite shy and insecure about these things and dwelling on it would only make matters worse.

Michael had remembered the one night he had told Nikita he loved her, however at the time he was pretty certain she had been sleeping unless she had been faking.

Looking at the clock time had flown by and Michael would be bringing take over any minute now. Nikita sprinted into her new bedroom, opened the closet and found a gorgeous arrangement of clothes which came from no other than the infamous Amanda. Rather than putting on a stunning dress although she was tempted and even more so tempted to put on sweats, Nikita put on her pyjamas. Her cute little floral shorts matched the pink lacy crop top she found. She figured after what had slipped out she should've worn something sexy, but Nikita wasn't sure she wanted to date him, they were just having fun after all. She was super attracted to him but did she really love him?

Dwelling on it only made matters worse not only that but he didn't say it back, Nikita then realised she did sort of slam the door in his face afterwards. She knew he felt the same way he even told her when she was "sleeping" so why would he not say it back to her now… had he changed his mind? the thought of him no longer loving her frightened Nikita, although she wasn't ready to jump into a relationship with him she also wasn't prepared to lose what they had together. She knew it was selfish but she was comfortable in the state their relationship was at, was that too much to ask?

After everything that had happened in her past Nikita found it difficult trusting anyone let alone another division agent. The whole concept of division is made up of cover ups and lies, the fundamental basis of it is built on lies and misconception therefore the people who worked there were the same.

000

Nikita's ears pricked up as she heard a strong knock at the door. sliding across the kitchen floor in her yellow socks nearly falling over, she opened the door

"Hey you" Michael said wrapping his arms around Nikita's waist and kissing her on the nose

Nikita stared at him, he was acting strange. However she couldn't help but fall into the deep smell of his gorgeous cologne.

"Gimme!" Nikita said a little too loud gesturing toward the take away food.

"I ordered your favourite" Michael smirked following Nikita into the kitchen, closing the apartment door behind him.

"Lucky" Nikita smirked over her shoulder as she began serving up the food on the white porcelain plates which filled her new kitchen.

Michael rested his head on her shoulder as she continued plating up the food.

"Why are you so clingy tonight?" Nikita asked. If he was planning on not looking happy that she said the 3 forbidden words then it was not working, for one of the best agents in the country not only was he a huge softie but he had a terrible poker face. Michael answered by kissing the nape of her neck.

000

Sitting on the couch watching Tv and eating food was one of the best moments of her life, her and Michael talked for what felt like hours and he was no longer being strange like before. Which Nikita was more than thankful for, it helped her to relax around him. Nikita wasn't so sure if he had heard her or not but she was not ever going to say that again, no way in hell!

Nikita scooted closer to Michael and put her head on his shoulder, Michael was more than happy. She could smell his cologne the beautiful smell infiltrated her nose tickling it slightly but she could not get enough of it.

Looking down on her Michael realised how perfect she really was. He never wanted to let her go. Although she put up a strong front Michael was able to see the fragile person she really was.

"Nikita" he whispered softly against her head but before he could say anything else Nikita looked up and locked her lips with his.

Their kisses started slowly and playfully but then became stronger, more passionate and raw. Climbing onto his lap shivers went down her spine. Feeling his member underneath her turned her on to a whole new extreme. She missed his touch,everything about him, she wanted, no needed him. Michael not being in her life is not something she has ever wanted, they were meant to be together.

Michael had never been so turned on by Nikita ever before, the way she kissed even smelled turned him on, he ached for her all over. Nikita grinder on him and through his suit pants she could feel his growing shaft. Michael moaned, tearing her shirt off exposing her petite breasts. Gently he cupped each breast, teasing her nipples and Nikita arched her back exposing himself to her. Michael's hands went to the small of her back. Nikita kissed him, teasing his tongue with her own. Michael kissed her back, he could never resist Nikita, she was his kryptonite. Kissing her, his hands travelled on her stomach and into her pyjama shorts. He rubbed and teased her clitoris, he could see Nikita not letting on about how much she was enjoying his touch, she was too darn stubborn. There was no one like Michael, no one could make her feel the way she does with him, no man has being able to properly satisfy her like he has.

Two of his fingers slipped into her hot, wet core giving Nikita the release she desired, Michael felt her walls tighten and pulsate around his fingers. His fore finger and middle finger thrusting into her and his thumb on her clitoris, Nikita felt herself go over the edge, she could not longer handle the immense pleasure she was receiving.

Nikita craving more got off his lap and pulled him towards the bedroom, pushing him onto the bed she began to strip him out of the perfectly dry cleaned suit he always seemed to wear. Ripping off his boxers, exposing his member she took all of him in her mouth at once. Michael moaned, his hands going towards her head and gently guiding her up and down. Nikita's nails scratched down his chest making Michael quiver. Nikita took off her pyjama shorts and panties, crawled up Michael and sat on his face. He was so surprised Michael had never really seen this devilish side to Nikita it was so erotic. His arms went around her waist, positioning her so he could give her the most pleasure. She tasted like papaya and strawberries. Nikita was on cloud 9 this is the best and most confident and comfortable she has felt with any man before. Nikita pulled his hair up to the best positing making him groan. His tongue twirled around her sweet spot, licking up her juices he felt her getting close. Nikita held onto the bed post and rubbed up and down her face. Thrusting against his tongue, mixed with the rough stubble of his beard made Nikita weak to her knees.

Michael licked and grazed his teeth along her sensitive place and inserted 3 fingers into her at the same time, Nikita felt herself going over the edge, she could not longer control it. With a few more thrusts and tongue action she felt herself climax, he inner walls tightening and then releasing her juices.

"That was amazing" Nikita said rolling over she couldn't believe how dominant she became all of a sudden it was out of nowhere.

"Don't talk" Michael said seductively wiping away the juices from his face before pinning her down and inserting his swollen member into her

Nikita cried out, she had never felt more alive than right now in this moment with him.

Both of them aching he knew he wouldn't last longer than 10 minutes.

Thrusting into her trying not to break the kiss, but towards the middle of their orgasms their tongues could no longer keep up with them. Michael's hands went to the bed post, gripping on and he slammed into Nikita with all his might.

Nikita stopped him, rolled him over and got on top. Bouncing up and down on his member Michael could only hold on for so long. After a few minutes Michael felt himself exploding his hot white juices into her. Nikita did not let him pull out, she was not done. one hand went to her nipple another to her clitoris, She felt herself go overboard and in a few quick movements Nikita felt and saw her juices flowing down Michael's member.

Collapsing next to him they both silently agreed it was the best take out night they've ever had.

As Nikita drifted off into a sweet slumber Michael kissed her below her ear and said

"I love you too"

OKAY so that's it what did you guys think? hate it? love it? i made it longer than normal this time because i feel so dreadful for not updating sooner. A new chapter will be coming soon! PLEASE REVIEW it encourages me to write i promise! Enjoy ~ Xox Brie