A/N:IMPORTANT: I need a beta, any offers? To check my mistakes and write some of the chapter. Leave a review if you want to be my beta?
I know I haven't updated in a while, but things have been pretty hectic what with my step-mom coming out of hospital and midterms and stuff.
Alex P.O.V
"Alex I don't want the surgery," She whispered as I sat there in shock, "What? No Iz you have too, Think about the twins," "That's what I'm thinking about Alex, What happens if I die on that table and they're left with a father they hardly know?" She said, her voice getting louder and louder. "And whose fucking fault is that!" I screamed at her, "Don't you dare, make all this out to be my fault! I came back okay! I came back for you Alex! I came back and you pushed me away," She said, tears rolling down her beautiful pale face. "Iz- I-I-I," I had no words, so I did what I always did when I was scared, I ran.
6 Months Later
Normal P.O.V
I had been having the chemo for the last 5 and a half months and it had really started taking its toll on me, I had lost all my hair the previous month. Haven and Asher had asked me for two weeks straight "wha' happen Mamma pretty air?" And God, did I miss my hair. Alex had come back a week after the big fight. We then kissed and made up, and he moved in to help take care of the twins. Addison had left when he came back, She had to work extra shifts from now on to make up for all the time she had missed, so I knew I wouldn't be seeing her again for a while. I was lying in my hospital bed, looking paler then ever and wearing a pink and orange silk scarf around my naked head. I had gone down for a CT this morning and I was anxiously awaiting the results from Derek. Alex was at work and the twins in day-care, I wanted them to get used to it as Alex would be working all the time so they would be in there all the time anyway. Derek walked in trudging, and I knew it wouldn't be good news.
"I'm afraid it's not good news, Izzie, The chemo has stopped working," I just lay there, It was official, I was going to die. "Now Izzie, I would like for you to conceder the surgical option again," "I-I-I I cant make this decision right now," "Would you like me to page Alex?" I just nodded. Alex burst in the door, "Look who I brought with me?" He said, the twins in his arms. "Mamma!" Haven screamed, trying to wiggle out of Alex's arms to get over to me. He put them down on my bed, And Cristina came in holding a camera, "Oi! Sickie, Thing 1& 2 and Evil Spawn, Picture now," She barked out. This could be the last photo we ever talk as a family, the first and last photo. I felt really weak all of sudden, And then I saw nothing but blackness.
I was in the ER with George and Denny, wait, What? They were dead. Was I dead? Oh My God, Alex, Haven, Asher, they were there, they were sitting next to me. On my bed, "Hey Iz, long time no see," George said, sitting on an ER bed, wearing his army uniform, "Am I-Am I" "Dead? Goodness God no, But you might be if you can't-if you can't leave here, you will be," "How-How do I leave?" George just shook his head, "We cant tell you that Iz," I left and walked out, The Elevator, that's it, that's how I leave. I got into the elevator and pressed ground.
Alex P.O.V
I noticed Izzie going limp in the bed and her monitors going crazy, "Cristina, get the twins out of here," I yelled hitting the code blue button, She lifted up the twins and gave them to a Lexie who was standing outside at the nurses station.
I started doing chest compressions, until Cristina shouted at me to stop and that the crash cart was here. "Charge the paddles to 200,Clear," I shouted, more and more tears rolling down my face as I watched Izzie's lifeless body, jumping up from the bed, "No response," "Charge to 250" I shouted yet again shocking her, "Still no change, , Maybe we shoul-" "Don't even finish that sentence," I growled, "Charge to 300" "Come on Iz, Come on," "I've got a pulse its slow but its there," Oh thank God. I ran outside to the kids, "Daddy, wha- happen Mamma?" The twins asked in unison. How was I going to explain to them that their mother just died of cancer, and was now on the brink of death. "Nothing babies," I said scooping them up into my arms and holding them close. They were all that was keeping me from going out trashing a room or picking a fight or getting drunk. The fact that I had my own Tiny Humans to be responsible for, And right now, I was there only hope.
Izzie P.O.V
I opened my eyes to blurry surroundings, okay scratch that extremely blurry surroundings. I moaned coming out of my grogginess, "Izzie? Izzie are you okay?" "Cristina, what's going on?" "Izzie are you okay? You coded," "What? Where's Alex? Is he okay?" "Yeah of course, why wouldn't I be? Aside from the fact that I just coded and all," "Okay Izzie, just going to ask a few routine questions, What's your full name?" "Isobel Katherine Stevens," "Who am I?" "Cristina Yang, my doctor and best friend," Cristina looked shocked and happy almost as if she wasn't expecting an answer like that, "Date of birth?" "1st of May," "Okaaay," She said writing stuff down on the chart. "And one last question, What date is today?" It took me a minute to remember, but eventually after a few seconds of pondering, it clicked and I could see the calendar in my head, "Ammmm….. Oh that's it, 19th of May… 2009,"
A/N: Oh my god I wonder what happens next! Well I don't really seeing as I'm the writer but if you were the beta you could know ;) Review, Am I really that bad ;)
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