Chapter 12

"HELP I NEED A DOCTER."I yelled
Carlisle and Edward ran in. The other doctors and nurses ran in to. "If you operate in the next 5 minutes, remove the bullet, and shock him back he may live." Carlisle told them urgently. They took doctors Charlie away and Carlisle left with the doctors. Edward had me in a tight hug trying to calm me down. Right now I'm not sure if I'm full vampire. What's makes me doubt that? Well because of my memory. No one in the Cullen family can remember their human memories like I can I eat human food like I'm still human. I'm 1,000,000% sure Edward is full vampire and he hates human food with a strong passion and another example is like right now. I'm crying. Vampires don't cry.

Edward and I walked out to the waiting room where one of Charlie's nurses was talking to Renee and Phil. Renesmee, Stacy and Esme were nowhere to be found. But then I heard Renesmee's footsteps up stairs exactly over head. They must be in the playroom. I tapped Renee on the shoulder.
"Mom what's going on?!"
"They removed the bullet and they can't give us any more information." Renee explained. I nodded and took a deep breath.
"Here it's from Charlie. The nurse found it in his nightstand." Renee handed me the letter.


My Dearest Bella,
Dear I am so sorry. I didn't want to go like this. Thank you for telling me about the Cullen's. It's given me some peace. I love you. Have a good life with Edward and Nessie. I love you always have always will. I heard about the University. I am so sorry if one of your friends were hurt. Now that it's been a year since you have been married, I can see that you are happy with Edward. He was a good pick even if he had dark secrets of his own that dragged you into them. I rolled my eyes now here is my condition or I will haunt you if you don't do this: I want you to stay best friends with Jacob. That won't be hard I want you to stay in contact with him when or if you and Edward decide to move out of Forks. Jacob and Billy is basically the only family left on my side of the family. I love you so much. Most of the money in the bank goes to you. You need to share some with Renee. Give her like 500.00 and then the rest is yours. :) He put a smiley face next to the rest is yours... wow dad I love you and I am so sorry it had to be like this. I love you -Charlie

When I looked around for Edward i found him reading over my shoulder. He usually doesn't do that but he does it occasionally. I turned to face him. He pulled me into his chest. He kissed the top of my head. I felt his chin leave the top of my head.

"Carlisle." Edward spoke softly.
"Bella We just removed the bullet and tried to bring him back," Carlisle explained slowly."His heart started beating but it quit again we waited 5 minutes which is usually how long it takes for the heart to come back but it didn't.---"
"Wait so Charlie is d-d-d-d-dead?" I asked quietly.
Carlisle nodded.
I started to cry again. Carlisle walked over to me and gave me a long hug. I started to cry harder. Carlisle whispered in my heart, "How are you crying?!" I shrugged. I had to get out of that hospital. I told Edward I would meet him at home and for him to tell Nessie at home. I don't know where but I was going for a run to clear my head.