Christian pov)
Christian- who?" I turn to my mom taking my attention off my little sister.
Grace - jasmine. You're friend from school she's such a lovely young lady" I don't say anything.
I look to Ana & see she's tense.
Christian - thanks for lunch. I think it's time me & Ana get out of here" I say pushing my chair out.
Grace - you & Ana? I thought Ana moved back home." My mom looks between the 2 of us suspension mirroring her features.
Christian - i have to take Ana home" I say. Knowing that I'm going to try & convince her to stay at my house.
...
The car ride is silent until I decide to break it.
Christian - you going to tell me what's bothering you?" I blur out parking the car so I can focus on just Ana.
Ana - why didn't you tell your parents about us" she asks looking down in her lap.
Christian - I don't know. I guess I wanted to discuss with you rather you were ready to go public before I told anybody" I shrug.
Ana - Christian telling family that we're dating doesn't necessarily mean going public." She rolls her eyes.
Christian - bullshit Ana. The minute Mia find out she'll have it all over twitter & Facebook. Mom would brag to all her friends about her new gorgeous daughter inlaw Anastasia Steele. that's find if you're ready for that" I say truthfully.
Because I'm ready. I want the world to no that Ana is mine! I just wanted this to be on her time.
Ana - I guess. I'll think about it" she pouts like she wants to say more.
Christian - what is it Ana? Is it because my mom told us she ran into jasmine? Why do you have to make such a big deal out of things Ana jeez she's just my friend I-" I don't get to continue.
Ana takes off her seat belt & jumps out of the car speed walking straight ahead. I get out & chase her, catching up quickly I grab her arm.
Ana - Christian if you think for 1 second that I'm ok with you being friends with the girl who gave you your first fuck then you aren't has smart as I thought you was" she spits yanking away from me.
Christian - are you fucking kidding me? First of all. I'm a grown ass man & I'll be friends with whoever I want" I grab her face making her look up at me " you did all of this tonight because my mother brought up jasmine name. If I'd forgotten that you were only 19 for just a little I'm very well reminded right now! I knew you were a little immature but this..." I wave up & down at her yelling.
Ana - well then fuck this Christian! since I'm so immature." She spits storming off again.
christian - wait, Ana I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that. I shouldn't have said it." I say calmly. Wrapping my hands around her waist pulling her into me.
Ana - I saw the texts Christian. The day after our first night in bed together.." she looks at me sad but I just look back confused making her explain.
"Flash back "
Mhmmm, I moan feeling everything from last night. I hear the shower water running assuming it's Christian I get up to join him.
Bleep bleep bleep.
Christian just received 3 messages. Out of curiosity I take a peak at his screen without touching it.
( hey what's going on friend I just got your text what did you want to talk about ) jasmine.
( when are you going to come to Boston to see me you were texting me like crazy yesterday it's clear you miss me kid ) j
( I'll be waiting... in lingerie... hehe just kidding love messing with ya ) j
He's still talking to her? I ask my self pacing. What could he had been texting her for yesterday? We where together since morning! I start throwing my clothes on.
Ana - Christian I gotta get out of here" he yells for me to wait. " no Christian I really got to go I'll see you later on though & I'll call you" I say rushing out.
I go home shower & clear my mine deciding it's not a big deal since we aren't officially a couple anyway, I'm not going to bother him with this. Plus I don't want him to think I was snooping around with his phone so I promise myself That I won't mention it.
"End of flashback"
Im frozen gaping as Ana tell me her story. Clearing my throat I decided to explain myself.
Christian - the reason why jasmine didn't see my messages right away was because I had text her 4 something in the morning" I confess " i had just broke up with jyla & I needed to talk to somebody because I wasn't even sure if I had made the right choice. That night I didn't get any sleep & I went to jasmine because she's usually who I go to with my relationship drama for obvious reasons I refused to go to you. She must have been asleep & didn't see my messages until that next morning." I explain.
Ana - explain why she told you she'll be waiting in her lingerie" she glares.
Christian - if you read the messages like you say then I'm sure you new she was playing. We haven't had sex since I dropped out of college. That part of our relationship stoped & we remained friends because I felt like I could relate to her & she's the person I go to with all my shit for advice" I say grabbing her hands walking her back to the car.
Ana - but you have me" she pouts " you don't need her. & to be honest I'm not comfortable with you being friends with somebody who's responsible for introducing you to sex..."
Christian - Ana" I sigh. Jasmine is a good friend. She's not sombody I want to willingly throw out of my life. However if I was forced to choose between her & Ana a thousand times I'd choose Ana.
Ana - look I'm not going to be the girlfriend to tell you who you can & cant be friends with Christian because I won't allow you to do it to me" she pauses " I just, I don't want her playing with you like that. The lingerie thing was out of line. & it's your job to put her back inline. I guess I acted like this because I had since buried those text messages I happened to witness in your phone & I said I wouldn't bring it up & risk coming off as the jealous girlfriend. But when grace bought her up it just bought everything back to me. Did you no she was in Seattle" she asks as I open her door helping her back into her seatbelt.
Christian - I did." I say honestly " no I didn't see her. But I did talk to her over the phone she wanted to come over for dinner like she usually do when she visits Seattle. but I told her that I didn't think my girlfriend would be comfortable with that" I say shutting her door & climbing in on my side.
Ana - so you told her about us" she beams turning towards me.
I shake my head.
Christian - I didn't exactly tell her who I was dating. But I did tell her that I had a new girlfriend" I say pulling off.
2 weeks later A pov)
Things between me & Christian only seem to get more intense each day. More & more I find myself lying to my parents about where I'm staying. Today is the last day I'm supposed to be working at my job but instead I called in sick so I can stay home with Christian since he decided to stay home from work. Last week me & Christian mutually made the decision to tell his family about us. They were really surprised but in the end they understood that we are adults & can make our own decisions. We had to make them promise not to say anything to my parents because we haven't told them yet & I don't think I'll ever be ready to. but I no that at some point I have to. My mom always new that I had a crush on Christian but she didn't think he'd ever date me due to our age difference. I'm almost positive that's the reason ray wont approve. Even though 4 years isn't half as bad as it could be, ray won't see it like that though. that worries me because I don't want to be forced to choose between Christian & my parents.
I'm forced from my thoughts when I feel Christian throw a pop corn at me. We're sitting in his tv room eating snacks & watching old episodes of pretty little liars.
Christian - WHO'S A? ughh, this is so frustrating" Christian screams making me giggle
Ana - Im pretty sure A is Spencer" I lie. I know who A is because I've watched every episode already. " you'll just have to watch & see" I say rubing my hand through his hair.
Christian - so tomorrow you'll be starting at GEH" he says pausing the tv.
Ana - yup" I say poping the p. " I'll get to see you ALL DAY" I straddle him.
Christian - I'll be looking forward to seeing you all day" he says grabbing my hips "just promise to wear long skirts ok" I give him a funny look " I over heard a few men saying how & i quote " sexy the chick that hangs out with mr grey is" he scoffs " I had to fire them. & I don't want to end up having to fire my entire male staff because my girlfriend likes to come to work in tight pencil skirts..." I smack his arm.
Ana - Christian you can't fire someone for something so personal" I say getting off his lap "gosh you jealous man" I add making him roll his eyes grabbing the remote.
Christian - it's not about jealousy it's about respect & if they new you were mine we wouldn't have this problem. the sooner we get over telling your parents about us the sooner we can go public" he says starring a head.
Ana - we can tell my parents this week I just need time" I say. He nods pressing play.
We get to the part where the girls start to think Ezra is A & turn it off. Christian asks me if I want a glass of wine as I watch him pour himself a cup.
Ana - I'm not 21" I say innocently.
Christian - please Ana I no you've had a drink before blame Mia she told me & Elliot the story of the first time you all got drunk at 17" he says " now do you want a drink before I put it away" he holds it up wiggling it in front of me. I smile nodding.
Ana - I want to know everything about you Christian" I say. as I sip my cup, & we both sit at the kitchen table.
Christian - you already do Ana" he says chuckling.
Ana - no, I mean I want to no EVERYTHING even the little things you think don't matter " I say getting a thought " how about we play 21 questions" I clap my hands together.
Christian - Ana we aren't five" I glare " ok, whatever you go first" he gulps down a sip of his wine.
Ana - when did you start to see me as more then " little Ana ".
christian - when you were 16 & you came in my room that night to suck my dick I then noticed you weren't so little anymore" he chuckles " but when you started dating Cody at 18 senior year. I got really jealous & I didn't no why or what I was feeling but I kinda got turned on when you went to prom with him & I got to see you in your dress. At the same time I was angry as hell that it was him that was taking you" he says holding his hand up for me to no that he knows it's his turn. " why did you do it? I mean, what made you come into my room that night-"...
Ana - I was 16. All I new was that I wanted to lose my virginity to you. I had looked up porn videos just so I can no what to do. I waited for everybody to go to sleep & I knew that if I wanted you I couldn't waste anytime trying to get you. Before I could convince myself that I was out of my mind, I went into your room & went for it" I cut him off blushing. "does it sometimes get over bearing running a company as huge as GEH at only 23" I ask making him think for a second.
Christian - not at all. I love what I do it's like a hobby to me. everyday I'm just thankful to be where I am at only 23" I tell him it's his turn & he pauses to think " why did you turn down Yale?" He asks & I shrug.
Ana - I never wanted to go to college" I confess. " I just do it online to please my mom. She was pissed when I denied Yale so I wanted to at least get some kind of degree" he nods & I ask the question I've been dying for the answer to. " what really happened the night you stormed out of that restaurant & decided to end it with jyla?" I ask as I gulp down a big portion of my wine.
(Flash back)
Christian- Taylor forget the hotel just take me home" I sigh. It's no reason I should let jyla run me out of my own home. If anything I'll have her go to a hotel!
Walking in I get out of my suit & head to my office to try & avoids jyla when she comes in. Did I over react ? Had I taken my attitude with Ana going out with that fucker on jyla? Shit I did! No I didn't, I scold myself. She talked way out of line about Ana knowing she's my best friend after I warned her to stop.
Jyla - Christian you won't believe what that whore did! She, she embarrassed me in front of the entire restaurant! & how could you walk out on me" jyla says busting through my office door starring daggers at me.
Christian - who embarrassed you" I ask ignoring everything else.
Jyla - that fucking Ana. Christian how could you storm out-" I cut her off not letting her finish.
Christian - because I asked you nicely to stop talking bad about Ana you don't have to like her. but calling her all kinds of sluts & other names won't be tolerated. I don't let Ana insult you & I won't let you insult her" I say holing her blazing green gaze.
Jyla - Christian all she do is try to get close to you don't you see? She's nothing but a little slut trying to take what's mine. I see the way she looks at you. Did you even no that she told me she was going to have you? Take you from me? Christian she's a jealous whore I don't want you talking to her anymore" she demands.
Christian - stop being Ridiculous jyla I-" she doesn't let me finish.
Jyla - Christian it's me or her" she smiles " I can't keep competing with someone who's clearly below me. You have to make a choice & I no you'll make the right one" she comes to sit on the edge of my desk crossing her legs making her dress hike up.
Christian - don't do this jyla" I beg continuing to hold her stare.
Jyla - ME OR HER CHRISTIAN" she repeats.
End of flash back.
Christian - I made my choice" I smile turning to glance at her " I told her that I choose you. She tried to change my mind but it was already made. I kicked her out of my office telling her that I'll sleep in the guest room. I told her that I will expect her gone in the morning. I told her not to worry about her things because I'll have them sent to her. I broke day in my office that night" He finishes his story shaking his head at the memorie.
wow. I can't believe she called me all those names. I mean I get it, I did try to steal Christian from her many times & I no I was wrong regardless of how me & jyla feel about each other. I just wasn't thinking straight! Filled with jealousy & insecurities. I wanted Christian my whole life. I can honestly say watching him live with another girl while in a serious relationship with her was torture.
ana - it wasn't right for her to make you choose. I just want you to no that unless absolutely necessary i won't try & make you choose between me & jasmine. I would like to meet her though since she's a friend" I say blushing. Christians eyes darken.
christian - let's go to bed" he says standing up throwing me over his shoulder.
ana - Christiannnn" I squeal.
christian - I need to fuck you baby you sounded so mature & sexy & that blush ohhh I can't wait to make you blush other places..."
great. I'll definitely be calling my mom to tell her I'm staying over at Kate's house again! I giggle when I'm thrown on the bed.
NEXT CHAPTER ANA WILL START AT GEH & they will tell her parents about them! Let me know when you guys are ready to meet jasmine or if you even want to. If not I can write her out & just give a small description on how things go when they meet. Soon I think I'm going to do a time jump to maybe 2 years or 3 idk I'm still thinking on we're I want the story to go.