Ok I wanted to get this out as it has been a little while, I will warn you I haven't looked over it after writing it and I have a blinding heahache so wont be until tomorrow and will correct things then.
Im incredabily nervous about this update as I have never written lemons before in my life. I hope its not too bad.
WARNING LEMONS PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU'RE TOO YOUNG TO BE DOING SO OR IF YOU DONT WANT THEM. READ THE BEGINING OF BELLA'S POV UNTIL THE FLASH BACK AND THEN JUMP TO HER AGAIN AFTER IT.
Chapter 11
Bella's POV
So if you want awkward try sitting in a confined car with two wolfs and an over protective friend. It was deadly silent and there really was far from enough space for me and Seth let alone the four of us. I had given up halfway through the journey trying to stay seated and moved up and onto Logan's lap. There was little point trying to force myself to stay where I was every bump in the car either Logan or Seth practically sat on me. I don't think my body could take much more. I looked down at him and wasn't surprised to be met with a victorious grin. I raised an eyebrow and wordlessly warned him to behave. He smiled back at me and winked. Deciding to ignore his childish behaviour I fidgeted a little and got comfortable, that was until I heard him release a gentle groan. My eyes widened and I refused to look back. It was almost like history repeating itself.
*FLASHBACK*
"get the hell outa my seat, wide load" I demanded pulling on Logan's arm. He looked up at me like I was stupid for even attempting to move him; it was like a toddler trying to pull along a car. He gave me that grin of his and an evil glint shimmered in his eyes. Just as I was about to retreat he grabbed me and pulled me on to his lap.
"nah, I think you should just sit here" He said smiling proudly at his quick thinking.
"Fine!" I knew there was little point attempting to run away but I wasn't going to let him completely get his own way. I began to heavily fidget around on his lap, purposefully elbowing him a few times in between wiggling around. I was happily greeted by the odd grunt and chuckle when I managed to wind him a little with a jab to the stomach. Sure that I had made my point, I begun to settle down a little and shifted my weight to get comfortable. I felt Logan's entire body tense and a small groan sifted through his lips. I froze in my spot when realisation hit me, I could feel something incredibly hard just under my left thigh.
"sorry" he mumbled, he sat completely still now and all the humour of the situation had escaped, all that was left was tension. I felt panicked and the words slipped out without me even considering them.
"it's ok, erm...should I move?"
"No!...I mean...Bella look at me" That was not a good idea, my face flushed and a felt heat in my cheeks. He remained silent awaiting my reply. I had to move one way or another so I nervously turned around. I was now face to face with the situation I had been avoiding like the plague since Christmas. Logan's eyes were full of lust and want, but beneath it was utter fear. He moved forward a little, his face becoming unbelievably close to mine.
"Logan I don't..."
His lips crashed into mine harshly cutting me off mid sentence, with no room for second thoughts. I felt my muscles tense and my heart beg me to move away but my hormones however appeared to have other ideas. I felt his tongue trace a line across my lips and excitement thundered through me. I suddenly eagerly gave way completely ignoring the voice screaming at me to stop. My body seemed to take complete control and my hands flew into his hair gripping it tightly in my fists. I was losing my mind, I was now straddling my current best friend whilst playing tonsil tennis.
Logan let out a guttural groan and swept me up in his arms as he stood up. I paid little attention to our ware bouts as our mouths battled and tongues danced, each anticipating the others moves. Before I knew it we were in his bedroom and he was laying me out on the bed. He lifted his shirt off over his head and let it drop to the floor beside him along with his jeans. I watched as his muscular body moved forward and he crawled on top of me. He hovered above me and looked me up and down. He had one hell of a body, there was nothing mythical about it, it wasn't shimmering perfection or dark and god like but all the same he was hot. He smiled as he watched me drag my eyes over him like I was about to take a bite.
"are you sure about this?" he spoke up breaking my reverie, he seemed a little apprehensive. It had already gone too far, I knew that. But in my heart of hearts I knew damn well I was enjoying this too much to stop it now.
"positive" I took my hand and brushed it over his chiselled chest before slipping it around his neck pulling his lips hungrily to mine. His face lit up with a devilish smile as he trailed his fingers under my top and lifted it up over my head discarding it behind him. His hands were everywhere as my head lulled back and my eyes rolled with it.
*FLASH BACK LOGAN'S POV*
Fuck me she is gorgeous. I took full advantage of finally getting to touch her the way I had been wanting to all this time. My hands flitted over her silky skin and her head fell back to the pillow behind her. I grinned a little and made my move towards her breasts, I reached behind her and unclipped her bra without fault. I instinctively moved forward and took one into my mouth flicking my tongue over her hardened peaks whilst massaging the other with my hand.
Her body begun to arch up towards me and a soft moan escaped her lips. Moving my mouth to the opposite side I slipped my hand down her body and swiftly undone her jeans, she hiked up her waist and they were off her faster than you could click you fingers. She was becoming insatiable, not that I was complaining.
There she was in front of me almost naked, but absolutely perfect. This was going to be hard to come back from. I knew as much as I wanted to deny it, this meant a lot more to me than it did her. She opened her eyes and saw my hesitation.
"don't you want to?" she whispered sounding almost rejected.
"of course I do" I moved back to her mouth showing her exactly how much I meant it. I felt her hips lift and she begun to grind up against me, causing my hips to buck towards her. I had enough of playing around I had to feel her. Keeping my lips firmly on hers I lowered my hand and slipped her panties out of the way a little. I traced my fingers over her sensitive nub and she gasped a little into my mouth. I begun to move my finger tips in small circles, slow and gentle. I wanted to drag this out a little. I slowly begun to press just a little harder and her body reacted instantly, her hugs flug up on to my shoulders and she held tightly to me. I was getting more impatient by the second and I slide my mouth from here's and trailed it down her throat.
"oh god Logan please" she begun to beg. I looked up at her and smiled sweetly.
"you want more baby?" I taunted, letting my fingers dip a little. She moaned loudly and moved a little trying to coax me forward. I took the bait and slipped two fingers inside her slick opening. She gasped a little and i let her adjust a little.
"god Bella you're so damn tight" I whispered huskily.
I felt her body relax and she begun to move her hips a little against my fingers, taking the hint I begun to thrust them in and out in a slow but hard rhythm. It wasn't long until my cock was pulsing and practically begging to get inside her. Her groans had become louder and I knew she was close.
"come on baby, let go for me" her breathing begun to hitch and her chest rose and fell in staggered movements. I pushed my fingers into her faster, pumping her and rubbing the palm of my hand against her clit. Her body arched up from the bed and she cried out. I grinned as I watched her body twitch a little and felt her clamp down around my fingers.
I moved to her neck and ran kisses to her ear.
"good girl" I whispered as I slowly removed my hand.
Just as I was about to move across to her mouth her phone begun to ring. Her eyes flew open and I sat up and watched as she moved faster than I ever thought possible across the room. Grabbing her phone she held it to her ear and a slightly panicked but guilty look smothered her face.
"Edward?"
Oh fan fucking tastic. I groaned and fell back on to the bed.
'That's the end of my night'
*PRESENT*
Bella's POV
'Oh god, oh god shit, fuck'
I mentally cursed myself but kept absolutely still. Of course regardless of this Logan's reaction to me was far from going unnoticed. Seth and Jacob hadn't moved, in fact quite the opposite. They sat rigid in their seats, but I could clearly see Jacobs penetrating stare watching me through the rear view mirror. I felt a furious blush creep up my cheeks and I decided to focus on the small thread sticking out of the head rest in front of me.
"so...how long have you two been together?" Jacob questioned through gritted teeth.
My head shot up and just as I was about to interject and scream the opposite Logan piped up.
"oh you know, few years now. Isn't that right sweetie" I couldn't even move, there was no way I was looking anyone in the eye. I was the worst liar known to man. This plan of Logan's is more than defiantly going to back fire. Losing the ability of speech I simply nodded my head and gazed out of the window.
"years huh, I'm impressed you managed to keep her in one place for that long. Our Bella has a gift when it comes to running away" I refused to remove my eyes from the window. I could hear the bitterness in his voice and I really didn't want to see it in his eyes.
"Well maybe some people are just worth sticking around for" Logan shot back sharply. I heard a low growl rise from the seat in front of me before the car came to an sudden stop. Jacob didn't reply, the door swung open and the cold air swopped the car biting at my cheeks before the door slammed shut. The whole car shook like the ground was crumbling beneath it. I spun around and looked Logan straight in the eyes.
He knew how I felt about his stupid little plan and about Jacob. Causing him more pain and winding him up was the last thing I wanted. I stared at him anger seeping out of every pore in my body.
"what?" he smiled at me with a smile like butter wouldn't melt.
Ok everyone I would really appreciate reviews on this one, you have all been fantastic so far but this chapter was far from easy to write and im really nervous about it.
What did you think?
