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Entry 12--
I didn't mean to make him angry. I simply did not understand what I was doing. How can I be expected to empathize with other humans when I myself am still struggling to understand my own humanity?
I'm not sure I ever want to leave this apartment again.
I never realized how hurtful words could be. Now I feel as though words are the most horrible, deviously conceived weapon in the universe. How thoughtless, how cruel, how damaging mere vocalizations can be!
Why did I leave this place? I should have remained isolated. Perhaps I would have come to understand myself and others better, I could have avoided the pain, the damage I have created. I left the Legion to learn about myself, to keep myself from hurting people. Instead, I find that no matter where I go, I will always hurt someone!
Perhaps the universe would be better off if I were incapable of hurting people. I don't know. I can't feel. A distant aching fills my body, but I don't care. I simply do not care.
Perhaps this is apathy. Perhaps this is pain.
This is agony.
This is torture.
This is isolation.
I wish it could end…
A/N: See? Emo Brainy, right on schedule! Stay tuned to find out... WHY Brainy is emo, HOW it happened, WHO caused his misfortune, WHAT he's going to do about it, WHEN he's going to get over it, and WHERE it's going to happen!!! (Yeah! The 5W's and an H-- check it out!!)
Okay, random. Anyway, I can't wait for this next part, I integrated another idea I had that was originally going to be a different fic, but I figured too many post-season-two fics might confuse my poor little brain. Please review if you have a problem with the fic, it's probably because I saw only half of season one and three episodes of season two. (Two of which I caught on youtube...I'm trying to watch more, but...) Anyway, review!