Sorry about the long update. I've been busy working and don't always have access to a computer. Sorry this is a short chapter. Should have chapter 13 up before Tuesday! Enjoy! please review!

Shay moved closer to Kelly and sat on the edge of the bed and rubbed his back and then she slowly took his upper body in her arms. She rocked him back and forth and soothed him, "its ok. Matt will be fine. He's a fighter."

Kelly only shook and sobbed. Shay looked up and saw Boden and Dawson standing in the doorway and she motioned for them to come in, "Kelly? How you doing?" Boden asked crossing his arms, eyeing his young lieutenant.

Kelly looked up and tried to wipe his eyes, "my best friend is down there because of me."

"Kelly, Matt did this to himself. He woke up downstairs and was fighting so they had to sedate him, they'll wake him up in a few days. He has a pretty bad head injury that required some stitches and his hand was broken," Boden explained.

Kelly began to sob again and Boden and Dawson left the room so Shay could once again comfort him.

"It's all my fault, all my fault," Kelly wept into Shay's shoulder and sobbed. He knew that if he would've just taken the incentive to help himself then Matt wouldn't have punched the wall or forgotten to take care of himself. Shay just rocked him gently back and forth.

Dawson and Boden returned downstairs and waited for news on Matt. It had already been a long day and they were all exhausted. Station 51 were strewn out in the waiting room, waiting. Boden went to the nurses' station and attempted to find any news on Matt. No one knew anything; he went back and waited with the rest of the men.

Kelly had finally fallen asleep and Shay was able to escape and head down to see if there was any news on Matt. She walked in to find everyone still waiting, "any news?" She got head shakes across the room, "Kel finally fell asleep." She went and sat next to her partner.

They waited for about twenty more minutes until a nurse came and gave a note to Boden, he thanked her and turned to his men, "go home, no visitors allowed until tomorrow. He's sedated and on a breathing tube. He needs to heal." Boden commanded and they all shook their heads left the room to return to their homes and families.

The crews all got up and patted Boden on the shoulder or back and left to return home to their loved ones. Boden sighed and looked out the window just as it began to rain, "you ok chief?" He turned to see Shay standing there, "my family is here. I'm staying. I know there isn't much I can do but being here will help me stay sane." She sat down in the chair in front of Boden. He smiled and sat down as well, embracing Shay into a hug.

During the night both lieutenant's had no real complications, except for Severide waking up every few hours in a cold sweat because of a nightmares. They eventually gave him more pain medication so he would sleep. About five o'clock in the morning a nurse shook Boden and Shay awake; they had fallen asleep in the waiting room chairs, "excuse me, chief? I just wanted to give you an update on your two lieutenants." She smiled warmly offering the news.

Boden rubbed his eyes and stood up, "how are they?" He shrugged his shoulders while taking in a deep breath.

"Both of them are doing well, Kelly did have a rough night, nightmares. Matt is still sedated. He will be going up for another CT-Scan in a few hours," she said, "the doctor will be here shortly."

Boden smiled and thanked the nurse. He turned to Shay and he could tell that she was about ready to cry, "I need to be with him." She said as they headed to Kelly's room.