Chapter Twelve

Jen heard her name she looked up at the bar she tried to focus her eyes she had two tall guys looking down at her and both were in Warden Armor she looked at both them "Did I sleep with either of you lately?" and laid her head back down the bar and sighed "Marker I know I am dead because you sent both and they are not at each other throats." Anders and Alistair looking down at her she looked up at both of them again "W. ?" next Jen knew she was picked up throw over some shoulder and take outside to a water fountain in the middle of the city Jen was thrown clothed and all into the freezing water. Jen stood up on unsteady feet she heard Anders telling Alistair" that won't work." Anders bent down looked at Jen he was turned on because she was soaking to the bone, and she had on a white shirt, and he could see the bra she wore it was his favorite one it was black lace it made her chest perkier he wished he could take her into a dark alley and pin her to a wall make her his again. Anders heard his name "A.n. eyes up here warden," he looked up from Jen's chest he knew Jen be on drunk. Anders looked Jen in the face "what is the last thing you remember drinking?" Jen tried to scratch her head missed her head "I … don't remember." she looked at Alistair and Anders "Hey here is idea let's all get a room, and we have a threesome the first person to make me scream to get to lay claim to me." Jen started to giggle Anders and Alistair were in shock about what Jen just said next thing Jen did she got out of the fountain and began to strip out her clothes they heard" Fi….ne since the two of you are not up to the challenge I will find someone who is." Alistair grabs her shirt that she just stripped off Anders grab his cloak and wrapped around Jen's shoulders and told her in her ear "love this not helping." Jen turned around looked at the both them again "Come on Al pooh don't you want to play mean Templar and evil mage game," Jen stopped in the middle of the street and started to laugh because Alistair had turned three shades of red Jen looked at him again" what it's not like I have seen you used someone's back door before I seen you doing to the women you fucked over the last few years," Jen fell to her knees in drunken laughter Alistair turned brighter red "Jenifer I never done that before "Jen stood up and turned around was talking to a tree" Sure you have I seen raiding some girls back gates before," Jen grab hold of the tree thinking it was now Anders she got real close to tree and said it loud enough "Come to my bad mage don't you want storm Alistair back gates." Jen throw a weird smile at the tree "What your royal assen you don't' want to get your meat sword dirty? "Anders just looked at Jen" HONEY that's taken to far love," Jen looked at them "Maker when the two of you become four and ran up to a statute and acted like a seductress and spoke to it like it was Zev" Come on Zevey I know you want to join us in bad Templar and evil mage game." Alistair and Anders took a step back because Jen was hitting on the statute Andraste Jen walked away from the statute "F…ine your loss Zev" as Jen staggers away and heads back to the inn to get more shit face. Jen had a hand grab her turned her around" Jen I think you had enough to drink it's time to head back the Keep." Jen turned around and looked at Alistair and gave him loop side smile. Jen wanted to say something her eyes rolled in the back of her head, and Alistair was there to catch her. Alistair and Anders looked around they were lucky the street was still empty it was just after daybreak. Alistair took a very drunk Jen in his arms and gave Anders some coin to give to the barkeep, and he did not want Anders to be alone with Jen because he also was turned on to see Jen in that black lacy bra she had on. Alistair looked up into to sky and sighed "Maker forgive her because of she drunk as a skunk." Alistair went sat down with Jen as Anders went to her room and got her stuff together but the pain of his hard on was driving him crazy he pray Anders would take his time he got up and took Jen into the shadows, and he sat down on some backstairs with her in his lap and he started to kiss her and run his hands up and down her wet skin Alistair felt Jen waking up he told himself "shit this bad I am trying to win her back taking advantage of her when she this drunk." He heard his name "Alistair can I show you something I learned you will like it I had a mage who was/, or bisexual teaches it to me." Jen got out his lap, and she sat down on the down on the stairs and made Alistair stand up he felt her hands on his crotch, and he felt it when she un-tired his pants and the front of his small being pulled down and her cold hands on his manhood the chili from her hands made it worst she started to play with him it was something new she had learned she took her other hand and started play with his nuts he was turned on before now he would want to be inside of her to feel her around him again Alistair was almost at his limit then he had flashback when him and Anders camped outside the city. He just got to sleep well it was their first-night camping trying to find Jen he heard Anders cussing, and he was in pain" Shit this what I get for fucking around on her, and if I ever find that ass again, I will make him pay for this." Alistair sat up, and Anders had his back to him "Maker Anders what are you doing?" Anders stutter back with pain his voice" Something that was asked of me and it's none of your fucking business Alistair By the Maker this shit hurts," Anders stood up with his back still to Alistair and walked off into the darkness then Alistair heard Anders screaming pain" Name that is all holy Maker I have learned my lesson I will never cheat on her again," When Anders came to campfire he was pale he drank greenish potion he turned green as the potion, and Anders grabbed his waterskin and drank all his water then went to his pack and grabbed a healing potion drank all it Anders looked over to see Alistair with smug look on his face, and he gave Anders evil smile " I know you pain brother." Anders snarled at Alistair "this your fuckin fault if ... Hey, when did this happen to you? Wait don't answer because I don't want to know," Anders heard his name "Anders" Anders looked over at Alistair who had raised four fingers. Looking at each other they both squinted their eyes. Anders slowly raised both eyebrows. They both nodded their heads in understanding. Anders then chased the moment with the vial of medicine. Alistair blinked he felt cold morning air on his manhood he looked over Jen was passed out against this wall. Alistair felt another warden close he knew it was Anders as quick as he could have pulled up his smalls and his pants and re-tied them as Anders came around the corner Alistair had Jen in his arms again Anders looked down to make sure Jen was still somewhat still clothed he took Jen from him as they left the city Jen started to sing off key drunk dwarven tavern song

Ooooh, I've heard of dwarves who get in fights 'bout every time they drink,

And those who need to have a woman just to help them think,

And if you want to see a dwarf whine and beg and plead,

Just pour out all his ale and take away his mead!

There's never been a Paragon of Wisdom or of Thinking,

And though I tried a time or two, I ne'r got raised for stinking,

But hang around here long enough and don't you go a blinking,

'Cuz someday I am gonna be the Paragon of Drinking!"

And Jen passed out again. Alistair turned around and looked Anders who was holding Jen as they rode out the city one had Jen other had Jen horse she just passed out again, and Alistair stated: "Maker she remembers that horrible song from Orzammar."

They had a stop for a night at abandoned house Anders, and Alistair gave Jen the bedroom, and they slept in the standard room. Anders just got to sleep he heard Jen moving around in the room so did Alistair they both came to an understanding with each other they both still love Jen, but she was in no condition to deal with their petite crap. It was past midnight Jen woke up in strange bed it was dark she could feel one or two wardens with her. Jen shot up out the bed she was so hung over it felt like she had a dwarven army marching around in her head she prayed that the wardens who came to look for her did not see her act like drunk and horny teenager instead of the Commander of the Grey she got up and went into the common room she could make out two guys sleep on the floor she had to go use the head as quite as she could she got past her fellow brothers at arms and made it to latrine she made it back she saw a light on in the house and she could see smoke from the fireplace she place her head on the door was trying to figure out to explain her bad behavior to her fellow brother she open the door and closed her eyes and started to speak to the guys" What you may have seen or what I did I am so sorry for my outlandish behavior it will never happen again. "Jen opened her eyes instead of two nobodies she saw her strange husband and ex-fiancée staring back at her their jaws in their laps and for some reason both they were staring and her chest that when Jen realized she felt a cold breeze around her mid-section she looked down and she was topless and both were staring at her chest. Then ideas started running around in Jen's head what happen to her wild dream had come true, and she was so drunk she could not remember any of it. Jen looked around and smacked herself in the head, and of course, it did not help with her hangover "Shit I missed all of it" Anders stood up" Sorry Jen it did not happen." As Anders got closer he was still staring her chest because Jen was still that black lacey bar he loved it on her Jen turned around when she came back she had her arm over her chest she looked at both them" I want a shirt please this cold night air is not helping" next Jen knew she had shirt thrown over her head to see Alistair shirt –less he had put some weight since the last time she saw him shirtless he was still built but he had small gut Jen turned her head and started to giggling Alistair looked down" what ? yes, I have but some weight on." Jen started snicker and she fell over in laughter both Anders and Alistair loved the way Jen laugh Alistair missed the way she laughed and it was first time Anders heard Jen real laugh he loved it was cute Alistair wanted her to laugh more he smiled at her "What you think I can give Oghren run for his money gut department and made his stomach bounce up and down Jen could not take it anymore she was on floor laughing and crying at the same time. Jen stopped looked up at the ceiling and sighed "if you guys think will help the boys move on I can't say no to that." Jen sat up and looked at both them" if either of you doesn't come back in one piece or with your own minds I will kick both of your ass." She got off the floor and went over and kissed both on the cheek and went back to bed. After Jen had gone back to bed, Alistair looked over at Anders "What did she mean she missed it?" Anders had just taken the potion he almost spits it out and swallowed it down hard and fast he looked over Alistair "you don't know this since you were her first and you were hers. Jen has very kinky side of her personality, and when we got together I help that side of her personality grow and now." he looked over at Alistair as he was taken drink from his water skin Anders started to talk again" she has ultimate fantasy you, me her, and Zev in foursome," next thing Anders knew Alistair was choking on his water and it was coming out his nose" What in the name of Marker did you people do to my wife for her come up with wild idea?" Anders shot him an evil smile "you did it was one of the time she went to Demrim before the kids came and visit you we were at estate I agree with her to make sure it was safe for the kids she always wears a crystal to hid the taint in her blood after she came back after making sure it was safe for the children." Anders looked over an Alistair he was trying to remember when it happened and what happen" It was sometime last summer she came back and told me what happen it seems you had wild night it was you and four other girls all you were naked and you were all in your bed …." Alistair paused it dawn on him he kind of remember that night he paused and cover his ears" I don't want to remember anything about that night lalalalalalalalaa." It from both of you, I still can't wrap my mind how you could have tagged all those holes in one night?" Alistair looked up to Jen and her evil smile he stutters "Jenifer Marie Cousland Theirin." Anders smiled "yes after three and half years I got your middle name Jen I could live without Theirin part." Anders heard Alistair "Hey watch it Anders she legally uses it, so that proves that she still my wife." They both heard Jen snickering in the doorway "Night boys, We still half day ride back to the Keep."

Later, that night Jen woke to Anders outside swearing to the Maker she sat up in bed she could hear Alistair still snoring in other room, she got up and went out the window to the tree line where Anders was swearing to the Maker Jen got closer and reached up and touched his shoulder "Hey sexy what wrong?" Anders sighed "I did what you asked and I been on this shit for the last week, and it still burns like maker stuck hot fire poker up my ass," he could feel Jen's arms wrap around his middle and her hands went right to his manhood he heard her behind him" oh did my naughty mage pick something he should not have in the first place if he would have kept his clothes on hmmm." Anders loved this kinky game when they played it sure he told Alistair Jen had kinky side but he was not about ready to say him at time Jen would turn into Dominatrix he loved it when she did it for her to do it for so long, he heard Jen say in his ear the" safety word tonight is" Jen looked around and up the "word tonight is Star." Anders nodded his head he heard Jen in his ear "you are not allowing to moan at all tonight got it mage" Anders just nodded his head Jen kissed him on the neck "be right back." She was only gone for few minutes Anders skin was crawling thinking about she could do to him he was already hard thinking about it he heard her come back she he felt some cold and it was leather on his bare ass Jen looked down at his hardness he heard Jen "my, my mage are you still think about what you did or what I could do to you," as Jen reached around and grab his nuts and gave them a tight squeeze Anders let out a little moan his felt she light smacked him on the ass with that cold and leathery thing she found he hissed through his teeth " no the only thing that got me turn on is you love," Ander had both his hands on a tree Jen got between his arms shot him a very evil smile " are you sure you are thinking about me or the other person tell me mage who was one charge at that time you or him?" and gave him tab on the his low back and his ass with what where ever she had in her had in her hand" because he was in charge I am going to have to ease where he touched you" and ran her nails down his chest Anders knew where this going but he was aware that he did not get chance to tell her what him and Alistair had agreed on he sighed and said the safety word " star" Jen blinked She touched the side his face "are you ok?" he just nodded his head he bent down and kissed Jen he reached out under the darkness he felt what she had in her hand it was small well wore out whip he looked Jen in the face " Hon I will not feel comfortable if we went all the way because I want to keep my promise to you I want to make sure I get clean bill of health before we go any further and beside me and Alistair have gentleman understand with each other we can make out with you all we want until or mission is done dealing with the boys I or him do not want a demon to get in our thoughts and turn them against each other because if one or both of us slept with you I know can't share you with anyone it bad enough you have to share me with Justice. Alistair and I had a long talk while we were trying to find you he feels the same about you, he hated the idea of me sleeping with you, but he understands because I told him there been more than once you caught him the act of fucking half of Ferelden court and their maids. Jen pulled away from Anders "oh ok so making out is fine, right?" Anders nodded his head "yes love if other does not know." Jen turned around and planted passion kiss on Anders Jen reach down and started to play with him again and dropped to her knees and drank a health potion swished around her month and spilt out next he knew Jen was on her knees and started to give him head he went mad was about ready give in screw his Alistair gentleman understanding and take her and pin her down and ride her until he could not it get up anymore, Jen stop and stood up and gave him wicked smile " Sorry honey that is all you are getting from me right now," and she head back to the house in the bedroom window he heard it close he was so hard with couple hard strokes he spilled into the grass. He looked up at the sky "women" and pulled his pants and smalls up and headed back to the house he got into his bedroll he heard Alistair snicker from his bedroll" that girl can give some wicked head she had the best teach her how." Alistair heard from Anders "Shut up Alistair." Alistair smiled and laid on his back he knew Jen better than anyone else give Jen a challenge she would do everything in her power to get what she wanted since him Anders talked it almost two months since Jen got laid this second time Jen went without it they stopped doing it right after Jen started to show even after that Alistair had to sleep in his clothes because Jen would be figuring out ways to get him out them so she could get laid the last time Jen limit was four and half months because Anders told him about his and Jen first time he did the math in his head from the last him and Jen were together right before she almost five months along she was almost at her limit now he laid back on his hands and with a smile he could feel Jen ring around his neck he pulled out it was on a new chain Alistair smile he knew he was clean because ever since the last time he picked up something he started to take a potion every day to keep himself clean for just the right moment Alistair was staring at the ceiling thinking about when he got Jen back in his arms after their first together again he would put her ring back on her finger and he would take her and the kids to capital and tell everyone that him and Jen been married he did the math in his head it was close to the six-year mark for their marriage he looked over at the bedroom door if he had to he had to he would finger out way to get her pregnant again and this time the bitchness would be in chains in a cell in the deepest darkest hole he could find and dare anyone to touch Jen again because this time he was the king and since the last time there was thing Jen did not know Alistair developed a very dark side, and he was saving up his darkness to use on the royal bitchness. Alistair closed his eyes dreaming of Jen riding him or Jen under him screaming his name out like she used to. Alistair only sleep for a half hour he rolled over to see if Anders was sleep he sat up and head out the front door he knew how Jen when was just her and the kids were not around she sleep bare ass naked she always said because with her back tattoo it was almost impossible to sleep with cloth touching her back he looked in the window sure enough Jen buck ass naked he was so hard he wanted to climb in that room and make her his again she rolled over then Alistair saw the scars that ran up, and down her midsection his heart ached because he was the one who gave her those scars. Alistair said to himself "Maker I need her to trust me again before I make her mine again before anything less. He went back into the front door and climbed into bed and fell asleep again.

The next day Alistair could smell fish roasting outside he looked over to see Anders was still asleep he got up and headed outside Jen was sitting close to the fire and was just trying staring at it. Jen still had on his shirt she looked so cute in his shirt it swallowed her it fell past her knees, and she had brought her knees up to her chest even her legs were under his shirt he came over and sat across from her she was crying she did not even notice that Alistair was sitting across from her. Alistair got up went over and sat next to Jen and touched her arm Jen jump when she felt him touching her Jen wiped the tears away and just sighed Alistair heard Jen speaking "Do you know what today is right?" Alistair thought about it then it dawn on him what today was he looked into the fire "Yes I do Jen, today six years ago you became my wife," Jen sighed again and started to speak again "I can remember we both were so innocent at the time now look at us sure by Chantry law we are still married but we don't live as husband and wife you run this kingdom, and you have endless of supply of girls and women to get a pieces of king hopefully a child so do you have any maybes running Thedas?" Alistair looked at the fire again and spoke again "no but I know I have children" he looked over at Jen she had curled up into his shirt he was aware that when she did that she did not want anyone to see her cry he could tell she was sobbing Alistair reached over and touch Jen arm "honey the only children I have are ours. Thank the Maker because the taint in my blood has kept me from having any other kids," Jen poke her head out his shirt she wiped way the tears. "Maker do you ever think about it if you weren't made king what we could have had if we were still together," Alistair got up and got in front of Jen she was looking away he started to touch her face" Jenifer look at me please." Jen looked at him he could not take it he grabbed Jen hand and made her stand up Alistair went to ensure made Jen stay outside. Alistair check on Anders he was still asleep poke his head inside of the house Anders was on his back snoring he went over to make sure Anders was still asleep of courses he was out cold. Alistair knew Anders would be out most of the day because tonic he had to drink. Alistair left the house to grab Jen by the hand went the back of house there was barn after he closed the door Jen was standing the middle of barn next thing under the low light next thing Jen knew Alistair was towing over her next Jen knew Alistair was kissing her and he started to run his hands up his shirt he picked her up and laid her down on blanket he was on top of her again he was so turn on there was only few pieces clothing between and his ultimate goal he pulled his shirt over her head and started take off her bar it was another lacey one now he could see why Anders liked Jen in Lacey smalls because the lace gave him small peak of Jen skin this one white he took it off Jen what he heard was like music to his ears Jen was under him she was moaning how he missed those sounds coming out of Jen month then he felt her nails running up and down his back under his new shirt that was other thing he missed about her she was only one who did it right with her nails hissed through his teeth " Jen, I have missed you so much, " and he attacked her lips again and he started to kiss her everywhere that was not clothed he began to chew on her skin he knew she liked it he could feel Jen go stiff under him he looked down Jen was crying under him" honey what is wrong ?" then Dawn him she did not like being chew on but the bitchness did and string of other women he had slept with over last few years he got off her and lead back on his knees before Alistair could not say anything Jen was up and gone as she left Alistair could tell she was crying and sobbing as she ran back to the house he followed her. Alistair wanted to tell her how sorry he was but he tried to keep up with her, but she was too quick she got in the house. First, he heard the bedroom door slam shut which woke Anders up he sat up he could hear Jen in other room crying and sobbing. Anders looked over at Alistair he knew the state of his clothes he tried something with Jen, and it didn't go as he planned. Alistair had forgotten Anders was there he went over to the door. "Honey I am so sorry please talk to me," the only thing he got was to throw the door was "fuck you and drop dead asshole," Anders knew it was Alistair idea for their arrangement so he could sleep with her first Anders looked at Alistair and told himself "that shit head wanted to get her first, so that was his plan this whole fuckin time ." then Anders thought about today was Alistair and Jen anniversary he knew as soon she got back she would take off for few weeks and from Nate told him once it custom to for women to disappeared after something tragic happens to her every year close on the day it all began Jen was always gone for couple weeks after she got back tired or not he would make love to her because this was all right out war now since Alistair tried to sleep with her and broke their agreement .

The rest of their ride back to the Keep Jen kept her distance between her and Alistair by the time they got back to the keep Fiona was front of the main hall with the children. Jen got her horse hugged her children she thanks Fiona for taking care of the kids. For the rest of the day, she and the children spent together. A few days later Alistair was called into Jen office. Jen was looked down at the main gate of the keep "Your highness it about time you went back to the capital I don't want all my hard work going up in flames. "Alistair sat down he looked at her back he heard her talk again" Alistair I need your help I need to take the kids to Highever I will have gone for a couple of weeks and I need my bother to watch them plus it will take a month for your mother get the spell ready for you and Anders." Alistair looked up at Jen she got in front of her desk and leaning against it "I know Fergus is in Demrim right now because you made him your regent," Jen turned her head and spoke, "it something I have to do it's a Coastland custom even Anders can't come." Alistair stood up "all right but since the kids will be Demrim can they stay with me I swear I will not let the bitchness near the kids, and I will stay sober." Jen nodded her head in agreement Alistair was taken back that Jen agree with him about the kids staying with him at the palace.