"James!"I yell, putting my hand to my chest. There, lying on the floor in front of my apartment is James. His eyes are closed, and he isn't moving at all. I just stand there in shock, not sure what I'm supposed to do.
"JAMES!!"I yell, knealing over next to him. I desperately grab onto him and begin to shake him, but still nothing.
"Shit! Shit shit shit!"I say, trying to remember how to CPR. Okay, calm down. First step is to open the shirt , then tilt the head back and.. Yes, then breathe into the mouth every 5 seconds? or 3? Fuck
I tilt his head back, take a deep breath and begin to blow air into his mouth. After a few puffs, I pull back, but there's still no movement coming from his body. I frantically put my head to his chest to check his heart beat, but I can't freaking feel anything. Oh god. Oh god oh god oh god.
I take another deep breath, and begin to blow air into his mouth again. Suddenly, I feel something circle around my head, and I give a little scream.
"AHHH"I yell, jumping back. I look around, and see nobody behind me. What was that? Oh god, was it the grim reaper? Is he here to take James over to the other side ?
"Hey there"I hear a deap voice, and my heart starts beating even faster.
"Who's there!"I say with a trembling voice. "SHOW YOURSELF!"I yell. No wait.. Actually on second thought, don't show yourself, or I may begin to scream like a little girl...
"Down here "The voice says, and I look down. Only to find James laying there, a stupid grin on his face.
"WHAT THE FUCK JAMES!"I yell,jumping away from him. I glare at him, half enraged, half relieved."What the hell are you doing here?"
He gives me another stupid grin while stretching his arms out. "I guess I fell asleep while I was waiting for you"He smiles lazily. "You're looking very sexy today, aren't you?"He asks, gazing appreciatively at my gown.
"Does it look like I'm in the mood for that right now?"I ask, getting more and more angry by the second. "Why were you waiting for me in front of my house? You could have just called! "I point out.
"Well you weren't answering your phone. I got worried. "He says, sitting up. "Can I have another good morning kiss?"He asks, leaning in, but I pull back.
"Stop joking around! "I say, moving myself away from him. "Why the heck did you pretend to be dead? You know I get scared easily!"I say, suddenly remembering all the panicky feelings all over again, and I feel like I might start crying.
"You know I'm a deep sleeper, I've even slept through hurricanes!"He says, his voice serious, and all signs of joking gone. " I only woke up because you kissed me"
"I didn't kiss you!"I say, yanking my hands away from his. "I was performing CPR on you! Do you know how scared I was? Do you really know how fucking scared I was?"
"I'm sorry baby, I really didn't mean to"He says, looking guiltily into my eyes. "Don't be like that"
"No! "I say in anger."Just go away!"I say, getting up. I forcefully pull at the door, but the door is locked, and I forgot my keys inside. I angrily begin yanking at it, fully aware that James is watching my every move.
"Here"He says, taking the spare key from it's hiding spot and handing it over to me. I yank it from his hands and begin jamming it into the hole, but for some reason, the key won't fit. I keep jabbing it in, but to no avail.
"Let me just"He says, taking the keys from me and opening it in one go. I give him an angry glare, take the keys from him, and slam the door in his face. I then throw the keys on the floor and plop myself down on the bean bags.
You do know that you've kind of been ignoring his calls for the last 2 days, don't you? A voice in the back of my head begins.
"Oh shut up!"I tell myself, and cross my legs. He's probably been waiting outside your doorstep all night. Poor guy The voice continues.
"Well, he had no right to scare me like that!"I retort angrily.
You know he's a deep sleeper. I mean, if he can sleep next to you, what with your constant banging and kicking... and he probably really only woke up after you gave him CPR The voice inside my head reasons.
I ponder it for a moment, and finally realize. The voice inside my head is right. I hate when that happens!
I get up and slowly drag myself back to the door. I peer through the hole, and as expected, James is still standing there, waiting sheepishly.
"How long have you been waiting?"I ask through the door. James immediately lights up.
"I've been pulling an all nighter"He says cheerfully, pressing his ears against the door.
"Have you had breakfast?"
"No. I'm actually quite starving"He says, and I can't help but smile.
"Well come on in then"I say, opening the door. "I can't have you starving to death"
James stands at the door for a few seconds, just gazing at me. "I'm sorry "He says, nearly knocking me over with a huge hug. "I didn't mean to scare you like that"
"I know"I say, squeezing him back.
After breakfast, James insists that he drive me over to Lindsay's place. As usual, he uses his charmful ways on me, making it impossible for me to stay mad at him for long.
"Is this it?"He asks, as he pulls over at the roads.
"Yeah, I think so"I say, getting out of the car. "Well... Thanks for the ride!"
"No problem. Just call me when it's over and I'll come pick you up."He says, getting out of the car too. "And don't you go disappearing on me again young lady!"He says in a voice that is scarily similar to my dads. It always cracks me up.
"I won't! Bye!"I say, leaning in to give him a quick peck goodbye, but he suddenly grabs me towards him and begins to kiss me like there's no tomorrow. And .. Oh god the thing with James is that he.. Well he's a god damn amazing kisser. The things the boy can do with his tongue! It's been about 5 months since we've started going out , and I'm still blown away with his techniques, ever single day! And.. When I say techniques, I'm not just talking about kissing.. If you know what I mean.. Ahem
"Mmm"I say. "What was that for?"I ask happily.
"Wait"He says, holding his fingers up " One more for the road!"He says, holding me and dipping me down, a la old hollywood style. Mmm, I'm quite enjoying this actually..
"See you later"He says, getting back into the car. I watch as he drive off, waving goodbye.
"Mmmm"I say, doing a little dance. I then happily skip over to the gates.
"That good huh?" A thick brittish accent comes from behind.
"What?"I ask, turning aorund. Standing there is Jason, as gorgeous as ever.
"Well if he's got you 'Mmm' ing, he must be good!"He says, as I turn beet red.
"You were watching me?"I ask, as I feel my cheeks get redder by the second.
"Well.. It was more of you 2 jumping in front of me and putting on a little show.. But yes, I guess I was watching you"He says, smirking.
"Wha- What t... The"I stutter, unsure of what I'm supposed to say.
"You know, I've heard that I'm a pretty good kisser myself you know"He says, taking a step closer to me. We're only a few inches away from each other, and suddenly I'm beginning to feel very self aware ; I don't know where to place my gaze anymore, and make the mistake of looking into his dark brown eyes. God, I've always had a weakness for brown eyed guys. Oh no, look away. Look away look away..
"Wh...Why were you spying on us!!"I manage to say, breaking the long silence.
He holds my gaze for a few more seconds, then seeming to have come to a decision, looks away. "As I said before... You two jumped in front of me. I was just coming out for some fresh air"
"Well.."I start."Well.. Then, good for you!"I say stupidly.
Jason just gives another smirk. "I'm going in!"I say, deciding to make an exit before I can do anymore damage.