Hi I am so sorry I haven't updated in forever I'm back to school which is going to mean I got a lot more to do e.g. homework/ fan fiction/ horse riding/ friends basically my whole life as well so I'm going to put school first - sadly L but I will update whenever I can, mainly on weekends but also whenever during the week.
Good news though - were going to be working on Wuthering heights, a book I have always loved and that should give me : I don't own Twilight or any of the characters sadly L I don't even own the life-saving Conroy's which belong to my good friend Twilight1997 which she let me use.
B. p. o .v
I was vaguely aware I was being carried by strong arms, at first I panicked but my body couldn't move it, was still in shock, thanks the one time I need you, you won't work. I thought to myself.
"Is she awake yet?" Asked a female voice from my right."Of course she's awake, vampires can't sleep." Answered a male voice from above me, I figured he was the one carrying me.
"But she's in shock right?" This woman was defiantly a questioner.
"Yes, whoever did this to her and left her there must be one of the worse monsters, I mean who would leave a poor girl like this is the guttering." Then memories came flooding back when Edward Left me, Victoria coming towards me, Jacob returning with no Edward and one of the hardest of all having to leave Charlie behind - by now he would of heard I didn't go with his friend and that I was probably missing in the woods somewhere. I flinched as the memories played like a movie in my head over and over again until I saw the daylight coming through my eyes.
"I think she's coming out of it now." Stated the male voice.
My first reaction was to jump up, and crouch to my defensive position. I knew they had helped me but I didn't know where I was or anything, so I slowly turned my self around backing up to a wall so no one could sneak behind me. I recognised the room, it was big and looked like they knocked through more rooms to get it this way, it was bright and white, there was a plasma tv stuck to the wall surrounded by ps3's, x box's, Nintendo's and Wii. There was a big glass table in the middle of the room with flowers in a vase placed neatly in the exact centre point while beige sofa's outlined the room.
"Who are you?" I asked after a few minutes of checking my surroundings.
"It's Ok Dear, My Name Is Emily, Were here to help you. We found you in a guttering in Chicago, if you don't mind me asking what were you doing there, It looks like you've only just been created?" A motherly person stepped forward, with the same bouncy, caramel locks as Esme did, If I didn't know Esme so well I would have thought that this woman was her.
" Mm… Ok I'll start from the beginning…." so I told them my story of the Cullen's and how I knew about Vampires before when I was human. At that bit they all looked shocked and wondered if the Volutori would have done anything if they knew I knew about their world. After my story I had ended up in a heap on the floor with my body racking with violent sobs - I was beginning to get used to this now and the whole idea if I ever thought about them then I would end up like this and the I would never have a whole me because he took half of me away with him including most of my heart.
" Is She awake?" Asked a pixie liked girl, like Alice she was Bubbly and lively and her enthusiasm was contagious, but not for me today it wouldn't help, I took one look at her which reminded me of my Best Friend I would never see again and that's when my sobs grew louder.
"Sorry" she muttered as she practically ran out the room.
I felt so horrible, she was probably thinking I didn't like her.
Then Es- I mean Emily walked in." Oh Bella, Darling you look exhausted would you like to go to our guest room and just have a little alone time, I know its been a very tiring day for you." "Ok, Thank you Es-Emily." I muttered as she guiding me along a long landing till we got to the last door."Here you are honey." and that she left.
I looked at the room, exactly like his, completely set out and everything. I slumped to the floor and locked the door.
I sat there rocking backward and forth thinking of the past year or so and what was my life then and now.
Slowly I started humming until I was singing softly.
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,She felt it I couldn't help her,I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
wrong, what's wrong now?Too many, too many 't know where she belongs, where she wants to go home, but nobody's 's where she lies, broken no place to go, no place to go, to dry her inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons 've been rejected, and now you can't find what you've left strong, be strong many, too many 't know where she belongs, where she wants to go home, but nobody's 's where she lies, broken no place to go, no place to go, to dry her inside.
Her feelings she dreams she can't 's losing her 's fallen can't find her 's losing her 's falling from 's all over the place!Yeah!! (yeah)
She wants to go home, but nobody's 's where she lies, broken no place to go, no place to go, to dry her inside.
lost inside, lost inside. oh oh She's lost inside, lost inside. oh oh Ohhh...
It was a song I heard once on the radio but I never associated it with me - until now.
I knew what I had to do then, I had to find Him, Them. I had to explain I was one of them now, so he didn't have to worry about killing me or anything like that anymore even if he doesn't love me I would tell him how I felt and if he doesn't want me then I'll leave but I have to go find him!