Hey guys. Chapter 12. Oh my god…CHAPTER TWELVE!! I didn't think i'd ever make a story this long. I just wanted to say thanks to all my supporters!!! Love you guys!

I ran my lips up his jaw line and to his ear. He shuddered. "Lilly, why wont you let me kiss you?" he whispered. I giggled softly. "Because," I kissed his ear. "payback's a bitch."

Oliver groaned. "Lilly. That's not fair!" I smirked. "Fine, you win." Then I kissed him. He responded quickly. The music on the DVD menu repeated countless times before me and Oliver decided to start the movie.

I sat up and grabbed the remote. I felt Oliver get up and straighten into a sitting position. I pressed play and leaned against the back of the couch. Oliver put his arm around me and I leaned on his shoulder.

Halfway through the movie I fell asleep. Oliver was stroking my hair slowly and it was just so…soothing. I woke up when Oliver shifted, trying to grab the remote and turn the movie off. I moaned in protest. I was so tired. Oliver chuckled and I stretched.

"Welcome back, Sleeping Beauty." He greeted. I smirked and rubbed my eyes. "What time is it?" I asked. He checked his phone. "Almost 2 in the morning." He answered. "We should probably go to bed." He added. I nodded and got up to go upstairs.

He turned off the lights and followed me up. I got shorts and a tank top out of my drawers and turned. "I'm going to change." I said. He smirked. "Okay, so change." I rolled my eyes. "Perv." I went into the bathroom connected to my room. "That's not what I meant!" he yelled through the door.

I smiled and changed. I looked in the mirror, suddenly realizing how short the shorts were and how small the tank top was. I shrugged since I was just sleeping in it. I took off my make up and put my hair into a messy bun.

I opened the door and walked into my room. Oliver looked up at the noise and I watched his face go from confusion to happiness to shock. He scanned my body up and down. I suddenly felt self conscious. I wrapped my arms around my stomach and blushed. Maybe I should change after all…

I walked towards Oliver. His eyes only widened as my chest was in close proximity. He was sitting down so he was fairly eye-level. He had seen me in a bathing suit before, was this so different? I hit the side of his head lightly.

He snapped out of it and looked up at me. "S-sorry Lils." He said, looking embarrassed. I laughed and sat next to him. "Do you stare that much at me when I'm wearing a bathing suit?" I whispered in his ear.

He turned bright red and looked down. "Sometimes." He mumbled almost incoherently. Now it was my turn to blush. "Oh." I said simply. I took his hand and stood up, bringing him up with me. I pulled my covers back and slid in, pulling him after me.

He settled next to me and I cuddled up to him. He put his arm around me firmly and gripped his hand on my hip. I put my hand on his chest. "Ollie?" I whispered into the darkness. "Yes, Lils?" he answered just as softly.

I realized I was shaking. "Lilly, are you okay?" he must have noticed too. "Y-yeah. I'm fine." I answered, trying to still my shaking. I wanted to tell him everything. But I'm such a coward. Why are three words so complicated to say?

I started drawing random patterns on his chest with my fingers. I heard Oliver's breathing slow. He must have fallen asleep. I drew 'I love you.' slowly across his chest. He didn't respond. I sighed again. If only he was awake.

As tired as I was before, I couldn't get to sleep. I wanted to confess everything to Oliver. Why couldn't I do that? I felt a tear slide down my cheek. I tried to free my hand and wipe it away but it moved Oliver and he woke up.

"You okay Lilly?" he asked, his voice gruff with exhaustion. I avoided his eyes. "Lils, are you crying?" he asked, putting a hand to my cheek. He wiped the tear with his thumb. I turned my face away. "No." I answered.

He smiled a little. "Then why is your face wet?" he countered. I sighed and pushed the covers off, getting up. I went out to the balcony. I heard him follow. I leaned on the railing and stared out at the beach. Oliver leaned his hands next to mine and around me.

"Lilly." He whispered softly into my hair. I shivered slightly. He wrapped his arms fully around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder. "C'mon Lilly Pad, what's wrong?" he mumbled into my neck. I turned around to face him.

He looked at me intensely, waiting for my answer. "I cant tell you." I barely choked out. He gave me a pained look. "Lilly, it kills me to see you like this. Please tell me." He said soothingly. I shook my head and he sighed. "Fine Lils, but I wont leave you tonight." He said.

I didn't answer. I just hugged him tight. He held me close. I let go after a while and he took my hand. I squeezed his as he led me back inside. He laid down and placed me in his arms next to him. He held on tight. I snuggled into him and finally, finally fell asleep.

Sorry if it sucked. I wrote it in like an hour.