CHAPTER 12

ARIZONA'S POV

Those 6 days have passed fast. Faster than I had thought they would. Mark is visiting Callie when I'm not at home, I take her to therapy, then come home to find her usually asleep watching a movie.

It's Saturday night, it's the last night for Callie's medication. From tomorrow she'll be free to go back to her place…but I don't want her to. We haven't had sex in almost two weeks and it's killing me, I can see it's killing her too.
She has started things but I stop her, I'm afraid I might hurt her or something.

I can still remember our fight 2 nights ago…

"Please Calliope we have to stop" I whisper as she reaches my neck with her lips. I try to pull back and I try even harder not to moan.

"Don't please Calliope me! I know you want this as much as I do" Callie replies as her hands reach my breasts.

"You might hurt yourself!" I reply sighing and pull her hands away, getting myself to look at her.

"I'm not a chipped teacup Arizona! It's not like I might break any second now!" Callie says getting up running a hand through her hair.

"I know but I don't want you to hurt yourself!" I reply looking at her pleadingly.

"Stop treating me like a baby Arizona! I'm tired of people treating me like a baby this week! You, Mark, my doctors, everyone!" Callie starts yelling and I can see she's furious right now.

"Calliope, you don't understand! I can't lose you…I love you I really do" I reply as tears form in my eyes, threatening to come down. I picture her in the surgical bed and the scene of the shooting plays in my head over and over again.

"Then don't push me away!" Callie screams again. She then takes a few deep breaths and calms down as I am no longer able to hold my tears.

She comes to me, takes my hands in hers and makes me look at her by lifting my chin. "Please Zo, don't push me away. I love you too" she whispers.

A slight smile appears on my face as she wipes my tears away. "Then please don't risk your health like that. I can't lose you. When the shooting happened and I thought I'd lose you, the earth started falling under my feet" I whispered wiping a few more tears.

"I'm safe now and I'm okay. We're okay" She whispers to me and leans in for a kiss, the most loving kiss she's given me so far.

And now it's all better. The doctors tell her to stop the meds, that her fractures are all healed and she can go back to work.

We return home for her to pick her stuff up but I can tell something is wrong with her.

"Calliope? What's wrong?" I finally ask her.

Callie turns around and looks at me with a sad smile on her face.

"Do you think Mark was right? T-That I should have stayed in his place?" She asks me hesitantly and sits on the couch.

I sit opposite to her a bit confused and worried. "What? Why do you say that?" I ask her.

"Cause…" she starts and takes a deep breath before she finally looks at me. "Cause it's so freaking hard to leave this place now" she explains.

I slightly laugh at her words. I know I shouldn't be laughing but it just sounds hilarious to me how we both think the same thing but won't actually admit it.

"What's so funny?" she finally asks me confused.

"Well, I was going to ask you to move in but I was afraid you'd say it's too early, that's what's so funny" I explain to her and we both start laughing.

She then hugs me tightly and kisses me deeply. "Well, then I think we should celebrate" she whispers against my ear and licks my neck. I can't help a moan that escapes my lips and bit my lower lip.

"How about we celebrate in the bedroom?" I suggest smirking.

"Oh no way, I haven't touched you in 15 days I won't even make it to the bedroom" Callie says and starts sucking on my neck. A loud moan escapes my lips as I lay back bringing her on top of me.

Callie's hungry lips find their way to my collarbone and she quickly removes me shirt and bra. "Well, hello there, I've missed you two" she says and I start laughing. My laugh is followed by a gasp and a deep moan as she captures one of my nipples in her lips. I gently arch my back towards her mouth and press her head against my body.

My hands start running lower gripping her butt as I move my knee inbetween her thighs and move it creating friction. She slowly rocks her hips against my leg and moans against my nipples, creating a small vibration that drives me insane.

"No teasing, I need you in me, like yesterday" I say to her looking in her eyes full of lust. She simply nods and removes my pants and panties while I remove her blouse and bra.

Callie presses two fingers deeply in my and starts moving them in and out as fast as she can. I can feel myself already close and when she touches my clit I don't even have time to warn her. I simply come undone, moaning loudly, spasming against her hand.

She pulls her fingers out but I quickly take her fingers in my mouth. She lets a loud moan at my sexy move and I rush to remove her pants.

I slowly stroke her clit and she helps me sit up so that I can tease her nipples with my lips. I swirl my tongue over her breasts and slip two fingers in her. She groans and starts riding my fingers. Her hands on my shoulders to keep herself steady and then I add another finger which sends her over the edge.

She throws her head back moaning, mumbling 'faster' and 'harder' as I feel her walls tighten around my fingers. That's when I throw her back on the couch and get on top of her. My lips trail a path down to her core and she looks at me biting her lower lip.

"God, you're so sexy when you do that!" I tell her. That's all she needs apparently because a second later she starts spasming and screaming my name as she comes. I smile down at her and she kisses me deeply.

After we have both caught our breaths she smirks and looks up and down at me. "How about a round too in the bedroom? Or the shower? Or both?" she suggests.

I simply kiss her deeply and her hands start roaming all over my body. This all feels too good to be real.

And as I suspect it, Callie's phone rings.

"Don't answer it, they will call again if it's urgent" I say against her lips.

She does as I say but it keeps ringing for what seems like a minute or so.

"I'm sorry love I need to take this" Callie says sighing. I simply pout and nod. "I'll order some pizza" I suggest and she nods answering her phone.

I go to the kitchen to give her some privacy but then I return I just look at her holding her phone shocked.

"C-Cal? What's wrong?" I ask her worried and sit next to her.

"My ex…Erica…she's...she's in Seattle Grey hospital…she had a car accident, apparently she has me listed as her emergency contact. She was in a car crush" Callie mumbles as she tries to understand why all of this is happening.

"W-We have to get there, come on get up" I tell her and start putting my clothes on.

"I don't think you've heard me Zo, it's Erica… I-I don't know if I want to see her!"Callie says looking at me in desperation.

"Look, Calliope, this is not easy for me either okay? But you have to go there, you have to make decisions for her that will help her live so that you can scream at her and hit her all you want as soon as she wakes up" I explain to her.

I'm starting to get scared thought. Why would Callie not want to see Erica? Is it because she indeed hates her or could it be that she's scared she might realise she still loves her? I-I can't be thinking about this…not right now…I need air.

I drive Callie to the hospital and ask her to stay outside for a bit, get some fresh air. I'm trying not to freak out, I call Teddy and she comes right away.

I explain everything to her and she hugs me as tightly as she can. This actually helps. It's a trick Teddy taught me to stop panic attacks. You just hug someone pressing their chest and their circulation gets cut off so the brain sends signals for more blood to be sent to the area. Your pulse goes down and you slowly calm down.

I walk back in the room after what it seems like hours but I know it's only been 10 minutes. I can see Callie pretty angry but also sad to see the woman with a chest tube, ready to get moved to the O.R.

"They say she might have brain damage" She explains to me.

"Calm down Cal, it's all going to be fine. Shepard is an amazing doctor he'll make sure her brain is fine before you know it. And so is Dr. Hunt, they both worked on your case too and look at you, you gave me one of the best orgasms of my life" I tell her trying to calm her down.

She smiles at my words and softly nods. 'Thank you Zo, I really love you" she whispers to me and kisses me deeply. I kiss her back and now I know. She's just mad at her, she does love me…