Wow.
Here I am. Standing on the porch of the Black's residence.
Help me!
I knocked on the door. I took a deep breathe before I saw the door open.
"Isabella?"
"Jacob?" I looked up and there he was. No shirt on, and stone wash jeans.
"I can't beleive it's you." Jacob said picking me up and spinning me around.
"It's good to see you too Jacob." I said.
"So Isabella what have you been up to?" Jacob said motioning his arm into the house.
"It's Bella now Jacob and nothing really." I sat down next to him on the couch.
"Okay Bella," Jacob blushed. "call me Jake." He said extending his arm out.
"First meetings all over again?" I asked him taking his hand in mine and shaking it.
"Yes." He said nodding his head.
"Well what do you want to talk about?" I asked him looking around his and Billy's tiny ass house.
"You came here, so apparently you need and want to ask me something." Jake said.
He seemed so serious.
"Yea, there is something I wanted to ask you." I said embarressed, blushing.
"What?" Jake asked getting up and turning off the T.V.
"Well not really me, but a friend of mine is having some boy trouble, and she asked me to help her, but I need the help. So help me?" I asked him.
"Sure. Why not?" He was laughing.
"Okay, so my friend Addie likes her best friend, Jeff. Jeff is a nice guy. Addie and him were walking around the park and Addie admitted her feelings for him."
"What happens next?" Jake asked bringing me a bottle of water.
"Jeff couldn't return the feelings. Addie was ignoring him for about two weeks. He tried to talk to her and make things better but she wouldn't let him."
"So what did Jeff do?" Boy he was curious.
"Stop interupting me." I warned him.
"Sorry." He muttered.
"Addie was checking her email and found out that her other best friend, Allison was begging her to go to prom."
"Can I ask a question?" Jake asked raising his hand.
"You already did, but sure."
"Does Addie hate dancing?" Jake asked putting his hand down.
"Yes. Can I continue now please?" I said patting his big head.
"Sure."
"Alright so Addie excpeted, thinking it would get her mind off Edward."
"Wait. You said Edward. Don't you mean Jeff?" Jake was getting closer and closer to finding out that Addie is me and Jeff is Edward.
"Sorry. Anyway. That didn't happen because Allison made Jeff a bag carrier when they got to the mall."
"Addie probably hates Allison." Jake said shaking his head looking at the floor.
"She doesn't hate her. Anyway, again. Addie still ignored Jeff. Addie wants Jeff to get jealous so he knows what he is missing. So Addie gets another guy best friend to help her." I said looking at the floor.
"So, let me see if I got this." Jake said while I nodded. "Your Addie. Edward is Jeff. Alice is Allison. And I'm your other guy best friend?" Jake said.
"Yes." I said looking outside where it was raining.
"All you had to do was ask?" Jake said laughing.
"Really?" I was so excited.
"Why not?" Jake asked pulling me in for a hug.
"You say that alot." I laughed into his huge chest.
"Yea, I know. Now can I ask you something?" Jake let go of me and I was missing the warmth.
"Sure. Why not?" I mimicked Jake.
"Haha very funny. But can I transfor schools and maybe bring some of my La Push friends with me?"
"Sure, why not?" I said mimicking him again and laughing.
"You say that alot." Jake tried mimicking me in a girl voice.
"I don't sound like that." I said hitting his chest.
"Yes you do." Jake laughed walking around me dancing.
"You can't dance." I said sitting back on the couch.
"Sure. So about this prom." Jake said extending his arm out for me to take.
"I'm not dancing." I said ignoring his hand right infront of my face.
"Oh right Addie is the one going to prom." Jake said walking away.
"Bella is too." I yelled at him.
I only yelled so he could hear me.
"You can't dance." He mimicked me again.
"Stop mimicking me." I warned him.
"Stop mimicking me." He mimicked me again.
"Do you want a black eye?" I asked him putting my fist in the air.
"No voilence, Bella." Jake warned taking a couple steps back.
"Whatever." I rolled my eyes at him walked outback.
"This is my house and yet you do whatever you want." Jake said more to himself then to me.
"This is sort of my second home." I said looking at him from the corner of my eye.
"I thought the Cullen house was your second house. They see you more than I do." Jake muttered. I could tell he was getting serious.
"Jake, please don't start." I asked begging him.
"Fine." Jake said walking more ahead.
"Where are you going?" I yelled.
"I'm walking." He yelled back. I ran trying to catch up to him. Bad idea. I tripped on something and fell flat on my face. I groaned.
"Jesus Bella." Jake said running over to me.
"I'm fine." I said trying to get up but my arm wouldn't let me.
"You're not fine." Jake said picking me up.
"Yes I am." I said trying to wiggle out of his grip but my arm started to throb.
"Maybe not." I muttered.
"See. I'm always right." Jake said placing me in my truck.
"You wish you always right." I said playing with the radio.
"Keep this station on." Jake said eyes still focused on the road. I nodded.
"How do I breathe?
How do I breathe mmm mmm.
Feels so different being here
I'm so used to being next to you
Life for me is not the same
Theres no-one to talk to
Don't know why I let it go too far
Starting over it's so hard
Seems like everywhere I try to go I keep thinking of you
I just had a wakeup call
Wishing that I never let you fall
Baby your not to blame at all
When I'm the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I care
You never would've went nowhere
Girl I should have been right there
How do I breathe?
Without you here by my side
How will I see
When Your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your hearts where I lay my head
When your not with me How do I breathe How do I breathe
Girl I'm losing my mind
Yes I made a mistake
Thought that you would be mine
Guess the joke was on me
I miss you so bad I cant sleep
I wish I knew where you could be
Another dude is replacing me
Girl this cant be happening
I just had a wakeup call Wishing that I never let you fall
Baby your not to blame at all
When i'm the one that pushed you away Baby if you knew I care."
"Really Jake?" I shaked my head looking at the window.
"What?" He asked.
"Mario?" I said flipping through the radio again trying to find a better song.
"Mario is good and don't put on a sappy song." Jake begged. I shrugged but it hurt. Really bad.
"I'm almost there. Can you make it?" He asked me.
"I don't really have a choice do I?" I laughed.
"I guess you don't." Jake said swerving in and out of the trafic.
I found a station that I want. And the song was perfect.
"I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you'd make me your wife
Eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders
I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory
You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life In another life
I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world
You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life In another life (another life)
The way you're holding on to me
Makes me feel like
I can't breathe
Just let me go, just let me go
It just won't feel right inside
God knows I've tried
You know I love you, you know I do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life, in another life
In another life ..." I wasn't crying but I had tears in my eyes that were ready to fall.
"You like that song?" Jake asked shocked.
"Yea, always have." I said looking at him.
"I liked it." Jake said. I just realised we were in the hospital parking lot.
"Time sure does fly by when you're having fun." I muttered and I heard Jake laugh.
"It sure does." Jake said picking me up out of the truck and into the hospital wheel chair.
"I'm going to go check you in." Jake said the walked over to the lady at the desk.
Why do I need a wheel chair when my arm only hurts? I saw a lady looking around for a wheel chair and she was holding on to probably her mother that could barely walk. I got up out of the wheel chair and walked it over to them.
"Here you go." I told her.
"Jamas." The Lady said shaking her head. Was she speaking Spanish? I'm pretty sure she said never.
"Si." I told the lady.
"Hacer me poseer para?" She said. She said 'Do I have to?'
"Si." I told her once again.
"Bonito." She sighed. She said 'Fine.' I took Spanish. The lady walked away with the wheel chair.
I felt good.
"Hey where did the wheel chair go?" Asked Jake once he got over to where I was sitting.
"I gave it to this old lady that needed it. And they spoke Spanish so I had to get Spanish running through me again." I laughed putting me head on his chest.
"That was nice of you." Jake said rubbing my head.
"Me saber." I said speaking in Spanish again.
"I didn't take Spanish yet." Jake said serious.
"I said I know." I told him.
"I knew that." Jake said blushing. I laughed at him.
This is fun.
Just me and Jake.
Jake and I.
