Title: Can he love someone like me 12/?

Author: Christen (purplehaysc@netscape.com) or if you want to get a response during the week email me at 23405@sjamail.net

Disclaimer: These Characters belong to One Life to Live except anyone you do not recognize.

Distribution: Take it, but let me know. If you have any of my other fics, go ahead.

Comments: email me all you comments and suggestions. Ok this is my first One Life to Live story so please all comments would be useful (by the way the new name for this story only on fanfiction.net is now can he love someone like me because all titles on fanfiction.net have to be G rated)

"Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me"

Jen was sitting on a bench out side the chapel, waiting for Cristian to return, when her phone started beeping. 

"Miss Rappaport?" The judge asked as he came out.

"Yes, that's me. Is there something wrong?"

"Where's your fiancée?" He asked.

Her phone beeped.

"He went to the store to get me a real engagement ring." Jen said smiling. "That's ok right?"

"Yes, that's fine, we can wait." He said sitting down next to her. "Is this really what you want? A quickie wedding without anyone you know here?"

The phone beeped again.

"Not really but it's what we're going to do. Is there something wrong with that?"

"No it's just your fiancée seems a little..."

"Little shocked?"

The phone beeped.

"Yeah."

"Well I just told him I was pregnant and then this. He's happy, he really is. I know he is."

The phone begged one more time.

"It seems like you're trying to convince your self not me." He looked at her purse. "You might want to listen to your message."

"I'm sorry about that." Jen said as she picked up the phone and listened to the message.

The judge watched her, as her faced turned sourer.

"I've got to call someone really quick." Jen said.

"It's ok." He said as she started to call Natalie.

"Hello?" Natalie asked as she picked up the phone.

"It's Jen, you called?"

"Yeah I was wondering where you were."

"I'm at a chapel, Cris and I are waiting to get married."

What? Getting married? He can't marry her, I love him! Wait think Natalie. What could you do that would drive her nuts? "Jen that's great! I'm so happy for you!"

"Really? You are?" Jen asked shocked.

"Of course I am. Oh Jen do you have a maid of honor yet?"

"What? Why?"

"Well since I'm your best friend and all, I just well I'd kill myself if I missed it. And I mean come on no one should get married with out a maid of honor, right?"

"I guess not…"

"Well then great, just give me the address and I'll be there as soon as I can."

"Sure…" Jen said as she started to tell her the address.

The judge could tell something was wrong.

When Jen got off the phone, she looked really upset.

"Are you ok?"

"Well I now have a maid of honor."

"Why is that upsetting you?"

"Because my fiancée is in love with her and she's in love with him." Jen said as she started to cry.

Cris started to walk out of the jeweler's when he noticed a flower shop next door. She'll need a bouquet, I guess. He thought as he went inside. "I'd like a dozen light pink roses." He said and then his mind went to Natalie. I never wrote her back, I need to do something. "Um… can you add one red rose please."

"Sure thing." He said as he took out one single red rose. "Here you go." He said as he handed them all to Cristian.

"Thanks a lot." Cristian said as he paid. "Wait can I borrow your paper and pen for a second?"

"Sure here." He said as he handed them to Cris.

Cris took the pen and started writing Natalie a note. 

Natalie grabbed her jack and her bag and started to head out the door but she ran into Seth. "Sorry." She said quickly.

"No I'm glad I caught. I've got something for you." He said as he handed her a red rose and a note.

"Seth…"

"It's not from me. I ran into Cristian on my way here and he told me to give it to you." Seth said.

"Thanks." Natalie said as she started to open the letter.

"Natalie,

            No I don't think you've lost your mind, I think I have because I seem to have fallen in love with one of my best friends, I seem to have fallen in love with you. I am glad you told me how you feel because I was beginning to think that it was all one sided and that you just thought of me as a friend. You said you will not lie to me anymore, I am glad to hear that because I will never lie to you any more either. First Jen and me are not happy and I do not love her at least not like I love you.  I do not think you are trying to break us up, I'm trying to break us up. I cannot stay with her when I love you.  I started loving you during the murder investigation too and I did not want our kiss to end either, I still want to kiss you like that, I think about it all the time. Natalie, I care about you too and if life was my way we would be together always. I know you want to accept how life is but do not. I am trying not to.  But I guess I have to Jen is pregnant with my baby and she is waiting to get married. I am waiting for something to happen for us not get married. But I guess nothing will happen so I guess this is

I love you and goodbye

                        Cristian"