Sam and Dean met up with me after they had finished the job they had been working
I was talking to Sam while Dean was out getting food and Cas was off gathering information, I hadn't asked what.
"So Dean got beaten up by Paris Hilton" I laughed "well I'm almost sorry I missed that"
Sam laughed along with me "Seriously tho I'm glad to be back"
"So you and Dean have worked things out?" I asked hopefully
"More or less" he told me "I mean it'll take time but I think we're getting there"
"That's good" I told him.. Family is important"
"Well you know just because we're not blood doesn't mean Dean and I don't think of you as family, Bobby does too"
"Thanks that means a lot to me Sam" I told him"
Dean came back with the food
"So what are you guys working on?" I asked while we ate "Maybe I can help"
"There's a kid and he's somehow makes people's believes come true, like itching powder can make you scratch your brains out and those electric buzzers can electrocute you"
I looked over at the kitchen table "hence the roast pig right? So what now, go visit the kid?"
"We already did that" Sam told me "but we don't think he even realises he's doing it"
"The boy is adopted" Dean told me "but we did find his real mum and it turns out she was possessed the whole time she pregnant"
"Seriously?" I asked
"Seriously" he told me
"That can't be good" I stated.
Cas appeared."It's lucky you found the boy" he said
"Oh yeah real lucky, what do we do with him?" Dean asked
"Kill him"
"Cas.." Dean started to protest
"This child is half demon and half human but he's far more powerful than either. Other cultures call him Cambian or Katako. You know him as the Antichrist" Cas sat down and there was a sound like a whoopee cushion
"That wasn't me" Cas said
"Dean? Really?" I asked
"What?" he asked innocently "who put that there/"
"I don't get it, Jesse is the devils son?" Sam asked
"No the bible is wrong about that. The Antichrist is just demon spawn but he's destined to be one of the greatest weapons the devil has in the war against heaven"
Dean turned to me surprised "How do you know all this?"
"You guys left me in that motel room for a week, I read a lot, Cas bought me books" I said proudly
"You said you didn't want her hunting" Cas said defensively "she said she still wanted to be useful so I thought she could read up on a few things"
"Oh" I said sarcastically "I love it when you guys talk about me like I'm not here"
"but you lost him right? Dean went back on subject "how did that happen?"
"Oh I know this" I spoke up again just as Cas opened his mouth to answer. "The Antichrist has a power that hides him from angels and demons until he's older" I looked at Cas "what? I'm just trying to be useful"
"Sarah you are scary" Dean told me
"Anyway" Cas interrupted "my point is this child is going to grow powerful enough to destroy the host of heaven and we can't allow that to happen"
"Wait we're the good guys we don't just kill children" Sam said
Cas stood up "A year ago you would have done whatever it took to win this war"
"Things change" Sam replied.
"We're not going to kill him" Dean reassured Sam "but I know we can't leave him here either"
"Yeah" I backed Dean up "we could take him to Bobby's"
"You mean kidnap him" Cas asked
"Beats killing him"
"What's happening in this town is what happens when this thing is happy imagine what it will do when it's angry" Cas told me.
"We could tell him the truth" Sam suggested "if he's destined to go dark side then fine but if we lay it all out for him he might make the right choice"
"You didn't and I can't take that chance" Cas was about to disappear again I could tell but I needed to talk to him.
I remember thinking there was no way I was going to let him leave b\before I could have least try to reason with him and after that I wasn't in the motel room any more.
My head hurt as everything was spinning again but this time Cas was stood in front of me and he caught me before I fell.
"Why did you do that?" he asked "You know it's dangerous for you"
"I wanted to talk to you" I began struggling to stay conscious "We can't kill a child Cas"
"I know you can't Sarah" he told me gently "that's why I'm going to be the one to do it, right after I get you back to the motel"
The next thing I knew I was lying on the bed in the motel room and Cas was gone.
Sam and Dean came running when they heard my groans
"What the hell happened?" Dean demanded
"I tried to follow Cas" I was finding it almost impossible to stay awake now" "it was stupid and dangerous to tap into my power I know but I wanted to make him see reason"
"And?" Sam asked
"He still gone to kill the kid" I said "you have to get there first" I told them
"But.." Dean looked at me with concern
"I'll be fine, I just...need... to...rest" and then I was out.