Hey everyone! I really apologize for the tone I've gone inactive. It's been a rough year. You guys see the new president, you know. But seriously though, I was placed into a crisis center in February after my very first appointment with my therapist, where I was diagnosed with some things. I have severe anxiety and a worsening case of depression, and I was told that the nightmares that were waking me up in tears are party of the late onset of PTSD, trauma having occurred in two separate events that happened one month apart. The first of the traumatic events just hit its second anniversary on the sixteenth. I've been testing medications to help me function properly as a human being ever since.
Not everything is bad news though. I'm getting married in a of couple days! I've found my one and only and i couldn't be happier. But that also means I've had a wedding to plan and work towards. Its been pretty expensive and time consuming and setbacks keep making things harder. For example the reverend decided to take a vacation the week of our wedding despite us already having booked the garden two months prior. Even now we have no clue who will perform the ceremony. On top of that, due to unfortunate circumstances with my in laws, my fiance and I have been living without electricity for almost a month now. Only a toilet, fridge, and a port to run a single fan and charger are at our disposal. I know I can't make excuses but I have had my hands full. I promise I'm doing what I can to pick things back up, staying with Monster and hopefully That Which Binds and Yin and Yang.
Now I know you guys are probably more interested in the story being updated but I feel like as an author I have an obligation to let you know what's going down with me. If you feel like I've wasted your time and and are making excuses I apologize and promise to work harder. I really appreciate you guys sticking around as long as you do for me and believing in me as much as you do. Please bear with me just a bit longer though.
Thank you for listening ^_^
-Sommer
-update on update lol-
To everyone who has reviewed wishing me well and reassuring me, thank you so much... You guys touch my heart with everything you leave. You helped make my wedding ceremony better yesterday and today it was finalized. ( Also my birthday today :D ) You make good times awesome and bad times better. I appreciate that so much. Thank you so much. I'm making good progress on the Monster update at nearly 3,000 words and I've already put about 1,000 each on TWB and YAY. I'll have rewards for you soon once the hangovers are gone lol.
And if you needed to hear it today, I love you. You mean so much to me. You are so important and I hope you live life with no regrets. Make it memorable :) Be amazing like I know you are, the beautiful human being that you are. 3