OMG GUYS! I realized that even though I'm only on the 12th chapter I have over 80 reviews. This is definitely my most popular story. That makes me so ecstatic and makes me feel loved. I was reading through all of my reviews since the beginning and just felt like I needed to continue because I have so many people that want me to! So I am currently at: 81 reviews, 106 followers, and 68 favorites. And it is still growing. I looked at other stories this popular and was amazed; to have one is just amazing.

OK my ooey gooey love gush fest is over lol. Thank you guys so much.

Now for a challenge:

Bella's POV

It was dark outside and that meant everyone was sleeping; everyone but me. Because I am weird and different and that is why no one loves me. I thought maybe Edward would love me, but that was because I am stupid. Why would he love me? I'm ugly and sick and no one loves me. That is why he left me. Everyone leaves me.

I crawled over to my window quietly so no one would wake up and be mad at me. There was no light outside except for the moon. I could only see trees out my window.

Edward knew about James, that's why he asked so many questions. If he knew then someone told him. I never told anyone and that meant that James told Vicky. If James told Vicky, Vicky is mad at me, and if she is mad at me she is going to find me and punish me. And I deserved it. All bad girls deserved to be punished. And I was the worst daughter ever.

I had to cover my mouth so no one would hear me crying. Only stupid girls cried about things they deserved. I was stupid, that's why I was crying.

I cried until the sun came up. When the sun came up my head started to hurt, and the light made it worse. I got up and made my huge be nicely and drank the cup of water that was on the tiny table next to my bed.

I showered and put on clothes quickly. My feet were loud on the stairs even though I tried hard to be quiet. Esme was waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs. She must have heard my loud footsteps. James used to tell me they were like an elephant. I wish I knew what that meant, what is an elephant? I bet it was fat like me.

She took my cup out of my hand and frowned. I had made her mad and I didn't even know what I did.

"You didn't sleep well last night" She said.

So she heard me.

"I'm sorry" I whispered hoping she wouldn't hit me for waking her up.

I followed her into the kitchen and sat in the giant chair. She put my smoothie in front of me. I loved smoothies. They tasted good, but they always made me cold. But I didn't complain. I was grateful. She gave me my two medicines. One for my blood and one that she said would keep me calm during the day. It helped me not have panic attacks.

"So Bella" Esme said sitting in the chair next to me. "I think it would be good to spend the day registering you for school"

"School" I whispered.

I wanted to go to school when Eddy told me about it, but now maybe not. There would be more people there not to like me.

"Yes" She said. "So when you finish we will go over to the school house and see. You should be in third grade according to your age. But you have never been in school so I am not sure how that will work"

I was confused when she finished so I just nodded. When I finished my smoothie Esme helped me put on my coat, sneakers, earmuffs, scarf, and gloves. When we walked outside I was still cold. Esme strapped me in a big seat that made me taller. She called it a booster seat and said I needed one.

She drove and we got there fast. It was a building and in the back there was colorful… things behind it.

"What's that?" I whispered to Esme when she took off my seat belt.

"That is the playground. It has fun stuff for kids to play on during recess like swings and slides and monkey bars"

I was so confused that I didn't even answer. There were a lot of kids getting out of big yellow cars and running into the building. I walked close to Esme because all the kids were bigger than me. Esme talked to some more adults and they brought us into a room and another lady met us.

"Hey sweetie" She said bending to me. "I am Ms. Read"

"I am Bella" I whispered.

"Hello Bella. How old are you? 5? Are you here to register her for kinder garden?" Ms. Read asked Esme.

"No, she is 8" Esme told her. "She is my new foster daughter. She's never been in school"

"Oh" Ms. Read said. "Well we have to give her a third grade placement test than. She has an hour before we check on her"

She took me into a room and put papers in front of the table in front of me. The also put a stick in my hand and walked away leaving me alone. I was so surprised and confused I just stared. The stick felt weird in my hand. It fell and made a dark mark on my paper. It was cool.

There were other things on the paper, letters and pictures, and numbers.

I picked up the writing stick made a line on my paper. COOL!

I made a few more lines and then stopped. It was a long time before Ms. Read came back in the room.

"Dear you haven't even written your name" She said with a frown.

I frowned too.

"I don't know how to spell it. I don't know what these things is on the paper"

She looked surprised and told me I could follow her back to Esme. When I got back Esme had a giant pile of books in her hands. The lady gave her more books and they looked too heavy to Esme. Esme smiled and said bye.

"Well Bella" Esme said when we were back in the car. "You are officially homeschooled."

"Okay" I said with a nod.

"We just have to go to Staples to get some supplies"

Again with the big words. We went to a store and Esme bought more writing sticks and books. She also bought color writing sticks and some other stuff that I didn't know what it was.

I was scared because I knew I wasn't smart enough for school. That's why I didn't know what to do on the paper with the letters and numbers. I just didn't want Esme to be angry when she saw that I was too stupid.

It was very hard to write this chapter because Bella's mind is so complicated to me. I hope no one is disappointed but I felt like this is how she should think because of everything she's been through and how naïve and young she really is.

This was a pretty drama free chapter. I felt like Bella could use some down time, especially after not having slept.

I wrote this chapter in one shot, a few hours because I was so excited to get something out. Can you tell, is it like bad?

Any suggestions, most of them make it into my story and make my story better, I love to hear them Please leave me some reviews. No matter if its praise or flames. I love both!