Demi let the warm water relax her muscles she didn't think, she didn't want to that meant she had to come back to reality and realize what she had done again. Even though she had promised herself she wasn't going to use Chloe again. Washing herself she turned the water off and pulled the towel over her, she needed to distract herself, she had to get out and do something she couldn't be left to her thoughts. Yet she knew that she needed someone with her to be able to do that and the only person who she could see without thinking was Miley and she didn't want hear about how loved up she was with Liam. No that would eventually lead to blocking Miley out and thinking.

Looking in the mirror she sighed as the water trickled down her face like tears but she wasn't going to cry no she had promised herself she wasn't to cry anymore. She heard the doorbell ring but she didn't want to face whoever was on the other side of the door. Clenching her teeth together and frowning she pulled on her joggers and t-shirt and pulled her damp hair up as another knock was heard, louder this time.

Groaning she walked towards the door and prepared to tell the person to fuck the hell off, heaving the door open she stood aimlessly staring at the brunette in front of her. Why was it when Demi didn't want to see her she always appeared? It was like God was forever trying to torment her.

Selena's smile faded and Demi knew she probably looked like an idiot but she couldn't bring herself to say anything let alone let Selena in besides she was an idiot or she wouldn't have invited Chloe around, would she? Pulling the door further open and standing to one side she hoped Selena would get the wordless point, she knew she was been rude but Selena knew her well enough to not be to bothered.

"If you're busy I'll come back another time," Selena muttered curtly and Demi was surprised was she really acting that weird and rude.

"No, no I just didn't expect to see you come in."

A thin eyebrow was raised at her and she could help but grin that look it had always made her smile. It was just so sexy. Of course she knew she shouldn't be having these thoughts for her friend but she couldn't help them, they popped into her at inappropriate times.

"I forgot I had to ring now a days," Selena replied icily and looked away, of course it was true whenever they had wanted to see each other they had rang before, but Demi wanted it to go back to the way it was before and she knew she need to cover up her awful greeting.

"No you don't it's just been a...confusing day and I was ready to tell you, but not you because I didn't know it was you, to get lost but because it's you, your welcome to come in anytime. You don't have to ring."

Selena nodded and smiled but it wasn't a warm smile just a smile that said she understood and let herself in. Closing the door Demi turned round and Selena had to admit she looked like hell but she just frowned they'd been doing the same thing for the past week, why was Demi so...confused as she had put it.

They walked to the kitchen and Demi grabbed to glasses and looked at Selena waiting for her to tell her what she wanted but she was just staring at her frowning. Closing her eyes Demi repressed a groan she knew what that look meant, Selena wanted to know what Demi was feeling and today wasn't a good day for feelings. Today she wanted to be so closed off from everybody that there were at least four walls in front of her.

"Drink?" Demi asked her trying to pull Selena away from her thoughts.

"Orange please,"

Demi just nodded but she could see Selena from the corner of her eye and the frown hadn't left her face and Demi had to admit that this was awkward that things hadn't been this awkward for a few days now. They had been making improvements why on Earth had Demi had to have witnessed that kiss? Why did she have to resort to having sex whenever things got difficult and worst of all why did she have to hurt someone she liked, why did she use Chloe?

She was thinking again, wasn't this what she had wanted to stop, why she had wanted to get out the house even if she had no-one to go to. Passing Selena her orange she sat down at the table her mind running to the possibilities of why Selena could be here, she could see it in her eyes she was here for a reason.

"Are you okay?" Selena asked sitting down across from Demi.

"Yeah," Demi let out awkwardly what was she suppose to say after that? "Are, mmm, you?"

Selena nodded but Demi could tell she was frustrated and that was never a good sign and more than anything she wished she was still in the shower because at least there she was on her own. She didn't have to worry about been rude or be careful of what emotions crossed her face.

"What was wrong with you today, you avoided me."

Demi nearly cried out with annoyance couldn't she tell she didn't want to talk about it, she was making Demi angry and she didn't want to get angry. She wanted to stay calm back her smile and watch a film like they use to whenever one of them was annoyed at something, now they had to talk everything through.

"I was fine until you were sticking your tongue down Nick Jonas' throat," Demi growled standing up and through her empty beaker into the sink thankfully she had grabbed plastic ones.

Running a hand through her hair she groaned that hadn't meant to come out, "Sorry," Demi mumbled and closed her eyes her back still turned on Selena.

Demi knew Selena most have been shocked because there had been no retaliation so far which probably meant she was processing it. What had she done? Probably wrecked everything they had tried so hard to fix.

"You saw that?" Selena asked her voice high pitched and squeaky

"I hadn't meant to and I only saw a little bit."

Demi had turned round now and she could see the anger building up and she knew she was screwed, if there was one thing she was scared of then it was of a pissed Selena. Her feet were taking her nearer to the door for a quick escape.

"For your information he kissed me and I pushed him off me and you would have known if you had asked or you had waited for me to tell you but of course you had to act like you usual self centred self and think of only yourself. You avoided me and second what the hell has it got to do with you if I kiss somebody else as far as I'm concerned I'm not your girlfriend or your property."

Demi gulped and bit her lip she had done it this time, she watched as Selena picked up her bag and coat and walked away. Demi let it sink in and found herself running after the other brunette but she was already halfway up the street.

"Selena wait please," Demi shouted and she watched as Selena turned round and she hoped that she was going to come back because Demi couldn't run after her much longer with no shoes or socks.

***Okay so I hope you like it and I'm not going to say when I'm next going to update because I never keep to it. So review please it means a lot and thanks for reading.***