Captured

by RedHead11093 RMB

Giriko captures Justin due to orders by Queen Arachne. Justin loathes this man more then anyone, at least he wants himself to think so, despite his sinful nature, Giriko tries his hardest to Get away from his desires eventually giving in despite his dark past leading up to the reveal of who Giriko really is and why Justin is so important to him. WARNING: Yaoi content.

12. The Gardens and what Lurks Inside

The gardens and what lurks inside.
Rated MA/k+: for violence, Giriko`s fowl mouth possibly sexuality but I don't know.
I don't own Soul Eater or, any of the SE Characters.
Justin awoke to a warm sensation on his face, he looked down to see his rival`s chest hovering shallowly beneath his body. The blonde just smiled at the sight, lightly kissing his chest, reseaving a grunt as he turned in his sleep.

Justin got up, sitting on his rivals hips watching him turn his head in his sleep once again, mumbling something that was foreign under his breath. the guillotine giggled, getting up as he tucked the brunette in. He watched as the saw turned onto his side, snuggling with his pillow, watching a fine line of drool escape the side of his lip. The blonde sighed rolling his eyes; I don't think he will ever know how important he is to me. Justin kissed him on the cheek before going to his luggage.

He pulled out a pair of dark jeans that hugged his legs, showing off his figure and a purple V-neck shirt. He allowed the robe to fall from his shoulders, as he fished for some boxers in his bag. He unzipped his rival`s bag to grab the toilet trees. Justin zipped both their bags up before he looked over to the bed, watching the saw turn onto his back muffling his head into the pillow, his words slurred and jumbled like before. The guillotine smiled, nodding his head as he started to dress. I wish she would have packed my robe and rosary for me; I really miss my religious clothing.

Justin frowned at the though, slightly flinching as he brushed his hand on his neck.

He walked over to the mirror, blushing a bit when he saw a bruise and a couple bite marks around his neck, where Giriko had bit him a couple nights ago and last night too. Justin felt his palms become sweaty thinking of last night,looks like my first hiky.

The blonde didn't seem to mind it one bit, he walked over to the bathroom counter where the saw left the first aid kit, he began to bandage his neck up, slightly flinching as he applied pressure. There, that should do it.

The blonde looked at the wound once more, turning the faucet on to wash his face, Justin grabbed for a towel whipping the blur from his eyes; he grabbed a tooth brush with some paste from the miscellaneous bag brushing his teeth, shortly after he brushed his hair before walking out.

He looked down upon his sleeping partner. Seeing that he was on his back now, with one hand underneath his head while the other rested on his chest; Justin watched him, seeing how his chest rose up and down at an even pace, he sighed once more, going over to his own bed, staring up at the celling for what seemed like a while. I wish he would wake up soon; I'm starting to get bored.

Justin rolled around on his bed, clinging to the silk sheets, liking the soft cool feeling they gave, he rolled onto his back again, hitting his head on something hard, pointy, underneath the sheets.

Justin got up, removing the pillow to find a black book with a silver cross on it that read: Holy Bible. The guillotine smiled at the thought, picking it up as he straightened the sheets; looking at the Bible once more before he opened this can help; I can repent my sins and confess to thy Lord. Justin took in a deep breath, lying on his stomach as he began to read.

The snowflakes danced gracefully in the air, softly landing on her jet black hair; her piercing blue eyes looked straight through him; "you don't have to do this, you know better, you can change your own fate." The petite woman froze in place, curling her mouth, so no sound would emit from her red frozen lips.

"Shut up, your nothing to me but a disgrace; let him do as he pleases."

He looked upon the woman, her eyes screamed save me, but her heart told him different; the woman he knew so well, so full of cordage, with so much love to give; was degraded down to nothing but fear itself. She was lifeless in a sea of regret, she didn't want him to see how weak she could be, but swallowed her nerves, fought back with every strength within her to save the ones she loved. "Your mind and body are telling you to kill, but your heart knows it's wrong, you know it's wrong; I love you, don't break my heart again, please don't do this to us!"

He watched as strong dark tan hands chocked her, watching as her lips spread gasping for air, seeing that a blue ring appeared around her mouth, her eyes beginning to roll as the light started to disappear from those blue eyes. "Stop this, stop this; you're hurting her." The man watched the little black haired boy sob, implanting his fists into the frozen ground. Looking up to him with his cold blue onyx eyes; "Your nothing but a monster, your just like him." He watched as his lip quivered, bulbous tears escaping his eye lids, "I hate you, I hate you; make him stop, please; your nothing more to me if you don't!" screamed the boy, pulling at his hair, not caring if he took chunks out.

Justin heard his partner`s breath start to quicken, listening to him suck in air, he turned from his book to watch him toss in bed, tightly closing his eyes, a pained look on his face, "No, please." Justin watched him grit his teeth, clinching his hands into a first, "You don't mean that." The blonde clamped his hand around the book`s cover. emHe`s having a nightmare, I mustn't intervene. He held his hand up to his chest, grasping onto the rosary that wasn't there, don't fall into this temptation, don't intervene; you can`t, he will tell you when the time is right.

Justin turned to the comfort of his book for guidance, to suppress the urge to help.

The man looked around Lowe, seeing the chaos he had created, bodies, bodies everywhere, noting but ground meat with slivers of bone, watching them burn with the flames from the buildings he destroyed, he was a monster, nothing could change that. "So, are you going to do it? Or am I going to have to kill him myself." The enchanter looked upon his teacher, nothing but insanity, madness though out every cell of his body, radiating around him, giving him a red eerie glow. The brunette looked into his eyes, blood red evil eyes, sending chills down his body.

The illusionist too in a deep breath, meeting the guillotine's eyes, "Please don't, you know you don't have to do this!" the blonde cried out. Folding his hands up in prayer, praying to a god that had fallen silently within the burning skies,

"Your God isn't here, he can't save you, I must do what has to be done." The blonde watched as the enchanter raised his hand, his magenta glow radiating though out his body, focusing to his fingertips, a demonic grin spread across his face,

Please no, you don`t want to do this." The blonde cried.

"Why the hell do you think I want you to live, I`m doing this to save my family!" the demon saw screeched. He hesitated, looking into those dead blue eyes, pity, sad-full eyes, the eyes of his mother.

The enchanter froze, time stopped for this moment, he watched those sorrowful eyes pierce his soul; reminding him of the love his mother gave, his giver of life and his brother, his very own flesh and blood. The Priest`s eyes widened, watching him lower his arms, eliminating the radiance from his body. The guillotine watched as his arms rested to his side, clinching into fists, as he gritted his teeth, staring straight into the eyes of his creator, "I can't do this! I can't take the life of another, no more father, let the people rest, don't you see what you're doing is wrong!" the brunette watched as his father roared into an insane laughter;

"Oh my boy, your so naïve; your nothing but a weapon, a simple tool of discretion." The Gollum creator watched as he pressed the knife closer to his wife, grinning wildly listening to her chocked screams "this piece of shit right here can't even transform." The saw gritted his teeth, watching as his teacher gave him a glare that melted away into a sadistic grin, "but you on the other hand, are the first and only dark weapon to be created; my own son a hybrid!"

The man roared in laughter, looking at his son, his smile fading before speaking; "who would have ever thought an enchanter could be born with such a powerful wavelength, one with weapon abilities." The brunette revved his engine,

"I didn't ask to be born like this!" the chainsaw froze in fear, watching as his sense`s smile faded away into nothing but a solemn expression.

"Oh, but you were, the only reason I married this piece of trash was to create someone like you Giriko." The saw watched as he glided the knife up to his mother's cheek, applying pressure as he glided down her jaw line, cutting her face open, watching the crimpson fluid trickle down her cheek.

The man looked up giving his son an evil smile, "I wouldn't come any closer than that, or I will kill her." The chainsaw watched in agony, listening to her screams; as the man that was his father, tightened his grip around her yelling at her to shut up. "If you don't kill this man in front of you, I will take away what you treasure the most."/em/p
p style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium;"emThe enchanter watched in fear as his father choked his mother with one hand, extending the other over to the black haired boy wailing in the snow, watching as his father reached his hand towards the sky, spreading his fingers out, twisting his palm upward clinching his fingers in slowly. The saw piped up; hearing his beloved brother chock as he was lifted up into the air, hovering over the frozen earth. Watching his vein's blacken, knowing the man was turning his blood into pudding, making him endure a slow painful death. "B-brother no, please help; kill him, please kill him! Save us!"

Justin looked up once more from his book, watching the saw toss and turn in the bed, a small stream of tears came from his eyes, clinching them close as he clung to the silk sheets, "No, don't let me choose, I love them both, no, no; I love them both!" Justin watching in horror as his rival began to thrash in the bed, becoming silent once more, weeping softly to himself.

The brunette watched in fear, seeing his brother chock on his thickened blood, seeing his eyes flutter shut, watching his body once full of fight, slowly go limp as he gasped for the crisp cool air. "No Giriko, don't kill this man, your brother and I must die to end the conflict within yourself." The saw watched as she started to chock, squealing as he lightly grazed her neck with his knife,

"You shut up you piece of trash, you should know better than to butt into our business!"

The blonde flinched, yelping in pain as the saw covered him with his chins, embedding the blades into his already sliced flesh. "N-no stop, w-we must die, to save you f-from yourself." His mother wised. "We will be reunited once more in the gates of heaven, please you mustn't d-do this, you love him!" the brunette released his grip on the blonde screaming as his father though her in the air like a rag doll, he watched as her bloodied body rolled on the stoned road; Blood slowly seeping from her head.

The saw watched as she got up, falling almost every time, until she finally had the strength to stand. "Don't listen to your father, spare this young man`s life." The brunette watched as tears rolled down her cheeks, as she wearily held her pail hand up to her chest. "If you consume one more innocent soul, you will parish; become nothing more than what you were destand to be." The enchanter watched as she lifted her eyes, piercing his very soul with her stare. Angela watched as her eldest son shook, clinching his hands into fists.

"I don't want to kill him, but if I don't you will die!" the saw watched as a warm smile appeared on her bruised face.

"Don't worry, I won't die in vain, I love you Giriko." He watched as she placed her hand on her chest, "You have my heart; I know you will do the right thing." The Gollum creator watched as she smiled up at her lover, "Your father has been misguided all his life I thought if I showed him love that I could change him, but I was misled". The saw watched her smile up to him, "I created something with so much beauty, I never thought I could make someone as loving as you Giriko, you're the reason why I stayed." Her smile faded as he started to creep towards her. Towering over her frail body.

"It's time you learn your place, dearest."

The enchanter held his breath, watching his mother's eyes fade to a gray, watching the light go out for the last time, as his father impaled his hand into her chest, grabbing a hold of her heart, ripping her spine out. Leaning his face to her lifeless corpse, "You deserve to die, for giving life to a mud blood, a fucking human, complete trash; this is why you deserve such a gruesome death." The brunette watched as he tossed her to the ground, walking away, not even regretting what he had done.

"MOTHER!" Ren screamed, choking on his own thickened blood. As he was dropped to the floor. The scorching pain, eliminated from his body. Looking upon his brother. "Why couldn't you have killed him, you would have saved her! You're a beast, I hate you Giriko, I hate you; you are dead to me!" the enchanter watched as his little brother ran over to her lifeless body, wrapping his arms around her corpse, sobbing as blood spewed from his mouth.

The blonde looked up once more; watching his rival twist in bed, hearing him pant loudly, "No; NO, this isn't real. Please make it stop!" Justin held in his breath, watching the brunette toss and turn, starting to sweat. Justin, know your place; don't intervene… /he thought before looking back to his book, feeling small tears go down his cheeks.

Everything went in slow motion, the enchanter felt his heart stop, no longer beating; frozen and still like the snow covered earth. Those words drilled though his ears like knives. A sharp acute pain, that throbbed within his brain. "Now my son." The saw turned his attention to his Father. "You either kill this man and become what your destaned, or; you watch your brother die in his mother`s dead arms."

Giriko nodded, looking over to his brother who refused to look at him. "I don't care what you do, your dead to me; you're not the brother I grew up with, I hate you; I hate you, I don't need you in my life!" Ren screamed, embedding his face into her bloody shoulder, sobbing uncontrollably.

Justin kept his eyes on the saw, seeing him clench his jaw shut, his breathing becoming rapid again; "No, you don't mean that, I love you!" the saw whimpered. Justin sat there, closing his book, putting his hands up to his face; weeping, "No, please no; God, take his pain away, give it all to me! Don't let him suffer anymore!" the blonde wrapped his hands around his waist, embedding his nails into his sides, not caring that he was reopening his wounds.

You must repent, please whatever you do, don't intervene.

"Fine we will do this my way." The tan man sneered, raising his arm to his younger son, lifting him off the ground again, pulling him closer, watching as his blood started to thicken. The enchanter froze, trying to scream, having nothing emit from his lungs. Watching as his father started to slit his trout with his mind, making him bleed from the inside, "Stop, Stop; please stop. I will do this!" the brunette screeched; the enchanter watched as his master dropped Ren to the ground once more, seeing him roll onto the road; choking and coughing up thickened blood.

The chainsaw looked at his father dead in the eye before speaking; "I will kill this shitty Priest if you heal my brother." The saw watched his father's face full of madness, become nothing but puzzled.

"Hmm, very well then." Giriko watched as David snapped his fingers, making a purple glow emit form within Ren`s body, healing him instantly; watching as he gasped for the crisp air, nothing but health reined in his cheeks. The brunette smiled once more, looking upon his father; "I will do as you ask if you give life to Angela again, Ren can`t live without her."

The saw felt his body go numb, watching his master grin, "That wasn't part of the deal boy, I`m no Grim Reaper." The saw watched as his father rose his hands, emitting a reddish glow, allowing it to radiate thought his body.

David turned to his son, keeping him from getting any closer to him. The brunette felt a fire coarse though his vein`s, in too much pain to move. He watched helplessly as his father raised Ren up more into the air, making him choke, cry out for his brother to save him, then out of nowhere; he became nothing but a mist of blood. He was gone forever, nothing but particles in the sky.

The illusionist fell to his knees, right beside the guillotine who was trying his best to comfort his rival. "Giriko, I'm-"the blonde watched as the saw rose slowly from the icy ground, smiling from ear to ear.

"Shut the fuck up Justin! This is all your fault, if you hadn't looked at me with those fucking pathetic blue eyes of yours, they would still be alive!" Justin watched in fear for his life, seeing a deep purple glow emit from his body, the glow of a demon. "You are no use to me, after I consume your soul, I`ll become the ultimate weapon, Arachne was easy enough, she trusted me all her life, but you; I saved you for last, to watch those pretty blue eyes of yours go dark for the last time!"

Justin tried his hardest to get up, but couldn't he could only scoot backwards on the cold stone road, trying his hardest to wield himself, but kept cutting deeper into his wounded flesh; his injuries far too great. "Please do as your mother said, don't allow your soul to perish with becoming you`re Father! You know better than this, you have your mothers heart, your strong enough to kill your father, I know you are! Please Giriko please; I LOVE YOU!"

The saw looked upon how pathetic his former lover amounted to, only to simply smirk at him. "I`m sorry, I did fancy you at one time in my life, but things are different now; my family is dead because of you, the only thing I have left is to consume your soul; become nothing more than an empty vessel, forgetting I even had this life." The blonde watched as he chuckled once more, before implanting his foot onto his chest, "See what you have done, look what you`re making me do!"

Justin looked upon his lover, taking in one last breath, only to scream; feeling the pain of his rival`s blade rip though his body; meshing him into nothing but ground meat, spitting up blood, his body became weak and lifeless, taking his last painful breath before becoming nothing but a floating soul.

"Good work my son, now eat his soul and embrace your fate, by becoming the ultimate weapon, you will become a greater power then God himself!" the sadistic brunette looked upon his father, flashing him a toothy grin as he consumed the blonde`s soul, feeling his body change, the power of a god pulsing though his veins.

"Now father, let's go show this world the true power of a demon chainsaw death scythe, lets live up to our name as the Lowe Chainsaw Massacre."

"No, NO! Justin please, I'm sorry!" the blonde watched as his partner trashed in bed, his engine starting to rev. Gripping the sheets, nothing but anguish on his face, "No, stop this! No I don't want to be this way! GOD DAMN IT NO!" The blonde threw his book to the side, running over to the brunette. Straddling himself onto his strong tense body. "Giriko, Giriko; wake up it's just a dream, it's just a dream, you're alright, please open your eyes!"

"Justin took him by the shoulders, shaking him the best he could, but nothing seemed to break him from his sleep. He just kept screaming; out his name, yelling to the top of his lungs about how sorry he was, on letting him and his family down. "Giriko, please it's only a- nmf!" it happened so fast, he tried lifting his arms, the chains were too strong, his long pail fingers tried to pry them away, only to have them coil tighter around his frail neck.

"DIE YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" the saw screeched, he's not going to make me kill, he's not going to, no, no, no; fuck, this can`t be happening! Giriko only tightened the chains around his opponent, listening to him gasp for sweet air. "You need to die for what you have done!" the saw grinned, slowly watching the blurred body in front of him lose their strength, fighting less and less, dying from lack of oxygen. "Giriko, please." The guillotine heaved. "I-it`s me… you had a nightmare… p-please s-stop."

The chainsaw`s eyes went back into focus, watching as the blonde`s eyes fluttered, rolling into the back of his head, his body going limp. Giriko`s heart froze, everything went in slow motion, when he finally released his chains, realizing what he had done. "NO; JUSTIN!" the brunette, towered over his frail body, watching his chest, take in shallow slow breaths. His eyes scanned over the blonde, seeing a purple reddish welt wrapped around his neck from the blunt end of his chains, my God; this is all my fault.

Justin opened his eyes, regaining consciousness, watching as the brunette hovered over him, rocking back and forth, his hands cupped over his trembling mouth, repeating the words I'm sorry, I'm sorry. The blonde just laid there; every ounce of strength in his body was gone. Justin turned to his partner, opening his mouth, only able to allow a low hiss to emit, he couldn't speak, his neck was too swollen, he could feel his body become weaker, more fragile by the second, I can`t breathe,I`m going to die here, but it`s not your fault, I want you to know it`s not your fault!

The guillotine thought, he just looked up to his rival, who was leaning over him, his sobbing silenced, scared for his life, of what he might do, and then he saw it; his eyes, they were grey.

His voice was groggily almost a high pitch as he spoke, "I should have done this a long time ago, why should I let garbage like you live amongst me." Justin held in his breath, as the saw clinched down on his throat, resulting in a gurgled wine. Only to watch his eyes grow bright with amusement. "You're going to die you fucking bastard, you shitty little priest!" the blonde`s blue orbs fluttered as they rolled back into his head, watching a blurred image of his rival tower over him; knowing it was him only by the spikes in his hair.

NO, NO; PLEASE GIRIKO, YOU DON'T WANT TO DO THIS! The guillotine`s mind pleaded, starting to feel his body go numb, after the burning sensation ceased. Justin felt his body sink into the bed, his rival was crushing him, he couldn't even gasp for air anymore, sweet rich air that he so craved for. He tried withdrawing his blades for one last time; one last chance of resilience. Only to fail, a white silver glow appeared but no blade; he didn't have enough strength, so this is the end. I`m a failer to Shibushin…

Justin felt hot tears stream down his face, flowing into his mouth, leaving a salty taste; I will die alone, by the hand of the one I love, so I guess; I`m not alone. Only… afraid.

The blonde closed his eyes peacefully; he didn't want the people who found his body to see him with his eyes opened, staring into their soul with his dead cold glare. I`m not afraid, I will be reunited with my brothers and sister; I am not alone; Lord Death, please do forgive me.
p style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium;"Giriko grinned sadistically, watching him take the life of his rival, DO IT GIRIKO, DO IT; TAKE HIS SOUL!

The saw`s eyes widened, watching his blonde companion go limp for the second time, barely breathing at all, his chest hardly moving. No what are you doing, Justin I`m so sorry.The brunette un-clenched his firm grip around the blonde's pail neck, watching him suck in as much air as possibly; having a hard time doing so.

Fuck, he`s going to die if I don't do something soon.The saw thought fast, only doing the thing that popped into his mind first.

Justin was surprised to feel his rivals warm lips, meet his` spreading them apart with his tongue as he forced his breath down his air way; Justin's eye sight went back into focus, meeting chocolate brown eyes; he was relieved but also afraid of this. What caused his eyes to go grey? Justin shivered at the thought, just laying there cold and still, as he continued to feel his rival`s breathe slither down his throat.

The blonde was caught off guard, feeling hot tears go down his face; knowing they weren't his. He watched as the brunette pumped his chest, trying to get some circulation back into his extremities. With every pump, Justin felt his fingers and toes start to tingle; slowly feeling his entire body consume in warmth, relaxing a bit by this as his rival placed his lips back to his, breathing life into him. Why save me. You wanted to kill me earlier.

The guillotine tensed, feeling his body dragged towards the saw, meeting the fierce brown gaze of his glossy eyes. Seeing an irritated expression on the demon saw`s face, only to watch it melt into pain. Making his heart skip a beat as the saw brought him into his strong embrace, "Justin." The blonde heard the brokenness in his voice. "I`m sorry; I didn't mean to do it; I don't know what came over me, I don't expect you to forgive me; there`s no excuses for what I've done." the saw froze; feeling his rival embrace him, burying his head into the side of his shoulder; only to kiss him on the cheek as he leaned into his ear, his voice still raspy.

"It's not your fault Giriko; it's not your fault. I think you were having a nightmare terror and acted upon your instinct." The blonde felt his rival`s body shake, embracing him tighter, softly sobbing to himself. No Justin your wrong; you don't understand. I wanted to kill you, I lost it; I lost myself, all because of him; he`s trying to take over.

Giriko only tightened his grip around him, making him lose his breath; "I`m sorry, Justin; I almost killed you, I wanted to kill you, something inside me told me to, but I fought back, I fought back!"

Justin felt him tear his body away. "Please don't, get away from me! I don't want to hurt you!" the blonde, tried to comfort his rival, but was too slow, only to watch him run towards the bathroom; hearing him vomit into the toilet. Panting roughly, assuming he was hitting the toilet seat at the same time before vomiting again while he cursed.

Fuck, fuck, what the hell is fucking wrong with me.

Giriko thought, trying to keep his breath under control as he vomited into the toilet again. Why, why now; this can't be happening so quickly, it's only been four months since the madness was concealed; why has David considered this time now to attack when I was vulnerable so long ago. Giriko didn't know what to think, he could only hear the heavy pants from his chest in his ears.

Not noticing Justin walk in, to neal besides him./p

The enchanter jumped, feeling a hand brush lightly across his shoulder. He turned to see Justin, warmly smile at him, the way his mother used to. No please don't; no don't smile at me like that! Justin saw the brokenness in his eyes, as if someone had recently died. Justin felt his chest tighten, looking at how painful his partner seemed. The saw watched Justin grab for a small towel, leaning it towards his face, to clean his mouth.

The saw watched the pity in his eyes, the same look he gave him in his dream.

No stop it, stop; don't look at me like that.

Justin sat there, watching the brunette squirm, scooting towards the wall. Not wanting anything to do with him. "Giriko, please don't move away, I`m only trying to help." The saw watched Justin's half broken smile, his expression somber, like the way he felt. The saw looked up, watching Justin heave and cough, holding his bruised neck, muffling the sound with the small towel.

"Here, don't do that; let me help you." Justin turned his attention to his rival, as he got up, lending him a hand. The blonde took it with no questions. Then Giriko did something unexpected, he leaned in; embracing his rival, "I`m sorry for what I did to you; I'm going to heal you." Justin just sat there puzzled; heal me, how can you heal me; you're only a weapon.. a enchanter…

The demon saw dragged Justin to his bed, sitting him down, his eyes towards his lap not wanting to make contact with the guillotine. "I`m going to make it go away." Justin gasped, feeling the saw grip tightly around his arms, looking him strait in the eyes. "You need to stay still, you can't move when I do this, or it will be very painful." The blonde just sat there, unable to move, his emotions swelling in his throat to the point he thought he was going to burst, no one has ever looked at him so boldly before, he almost lost it.

Tell me what`s going on! I want to help you! Giriko, I love you; I LOVE YOU!

"I-I trust you." The saw watched him furrow his brow, looking down and to the side; gripping the side of his wrist, as he bit his lip.

There`s something eating at this kid, and it`s probably all my doing.

Justin looked up quickly, hearing his rival sigh, but quickly looked down, when the saw met his gaze. Giriko smirked, your too damn cute Priest.

Justin jumped; blushing crimson, feeling the saws finger underneath his chin, moving his head up to his gaze. "I`m going to kiss you, but you need to be very still; you can`t move do you understand me."commanded the saw. Justin met his gaze, his heart skipping a beat,

"Y-yes, I do…" Justin watched as he closed his eyes, mumbling something in Latin. Making his body glow magenta, I hope this works… I hope I don't regret this in the long run..

"The blonde watched as his rival, inched closer to his mouth. Making his lips quiver. "Don`t move!" he sternly said, making the guillotine freeze, intently watching the brunette`s lips spread, inching closer and closer until they landed sternly between Justin's, separating his mouth with his tongue, slowly gliding it into his mouth, making him freeze, feeling a warm sensation creep down his spine.

The brunette swished his tongue around Justin's squeezing him tightly, reminding him to stay still. The chainsaw slowly moved away, a bluish glow emitting from his eyes nose and mouth. Whispering something underneath his breath, as he locked his gaze on Justin's blue ocean of eyes. His breath frozen beneath his lungs, "I breathe my life into you."

Justin's eyes widened, remembering him saying such a thing in Lowe, feeling the bluish glow slither into his throat. Making him quiver slightly, feeling a warm tingly sensation course its way through his body. Electrifying every nerve cell in his body, making him feel, see, and, hear everything all at once. The shocking within his body seemed to intensify, heating his insides, almost like a mister's wavelength coursing through a weapon during soul resonance, but it was more settle then that; it was warm and inviting, like a new baby born into the world, with people who loved it unconditionally. Justin liked the feeling, he couldn't explain it, it was a power beyond his reach, a power on a godly level.

Justin`s breathing started to quicken, seeing the bluish glow radiate though his body, allowing him to see his veins. Making him feel a kissing sensation all over his body, he closed his eyes, liking the feeling, almost as if Giriko himself was bonded to his soul, his soul hugging his own, comforting him; then in an instant, it was gone. Justin gasped, feeling his body, the wounds around his neck, completely gone, he took the bandages of his wrist to see they were completely healed, only a faint scare remained around his wrists; Justin took his shirt off, removing the bandages from his chest and neck, to see that they were healed, only a faint scar remained, the blonde felt his neck, only a couple bumps risen on his neck from the bite marks.

Wow, this is what an enchanter can do?

Justin was about to unbutton his pants to remove the bandages around his leg, to have a hand grab him by the wrist,

"There`s no need for that, you can take those off later in the day." Justin looked up at him, flushed in the face. Seeing Giriko just as much. "I told you, I'd heal you. Only David and I are able to possess such abilities; were the only two enchanters in the world so far that are capable of destroying creating and re-healing."

Wait, did he just say create?

"Giriko, that's amazing! I can't believe you're able to do such a thing. If you were able to heal me this whole time, why didn't you?" Justin held the breath in his throat. Watching his rival squirm, pulling at his robe.

"I could have, but it uh, wouldn't have been much fun if I healed you that way… and you were too weak for me to heal you in that way when your wounds were fresh, I would have probably injured you even more." the saw watched his rival curl his lip, looking down upon the sheets, becoming flushed in the cheeks.

"I guess when you put it that way, it umm, makes since." Justin met his rival`s gaze, smiling, clearing his throat, putting his shirt back on. Once Justin's head popped through, Giriko wrapped his arms around him, kissing him softly, "I couldn't let you die back there, I need you in my life." Justin wrapped his arms around the brunette, kissing him back.

"Either could I." Justin stroked the saw`s scratchy face, kissing him once more before letting him go. "You should probably get some cloths on; I was thinking we could go down to the gardens and get some coffee." Giriko kissed him on the nose, dragging his hand across Justin's arm before getting up.

"Yeah, I'll do that; after I have myself a beer." Giriko grinned, walking his way towards the fridge; grabbing a bottle as he popped the lid off with his chains. Justin narrowed his eyes upon the brunette; I really hate it when he drinks.

Justin sighed, walking over to the saw`s luggage, pulling out an outfit he wanted him to wear. Justin smiled to himself; I think this will be suitable. Justin took the cloths, folding them neatly on the side of the bead after he zipped the saws luggage back up.

Damn it Giriko, why couldn`t you have controlled yourself back there, you could have killed him. Shit; maybe some Alcohol in you will help numb the memories. Giriko leaned the bottle up to his mouth, allowing the bitter burn to drain into his throat, savoring it`s taste before tossing it into the trash. "So Justin, what`s up with this gardens of yours that you want to go to so badly." The saw looked up as he grabbed another beer from the fridge, to see Justin sitting on the bed with his music in. right he can't hear me with those damn Head Phones.

The saw rolled his eyes, sitting next to Justin, watching him look up to him, his eyes looking at the bottle in his hand, watching him sigh as he looked down at his hands; "You know I hate it when you drink, I wish you would stop." The brunette froze, seeing the solemn expression on his face, staring at the silk sheets as he continued to rub his arm, tracing his finger around the scar on his wrist. Why does he drink, I hate it when he does that; I just wish he would stop.

Justin sighed, laying himself onto the bed, feeling the saw move to get up, setting the half drank bottle into the fridge.

The blonde closed his eyes, allowing the soft settle music to drift him further into his sub conscious. Vaguely smiling as the melody softly filled his ears. He jumped a bit, feeling his rival tug the head phones, pulling them from his head; watching his serious eyes stare back at his, making his breathing become still.

"I asked you a question didn't I?" Justin felt his body quiver, listening to the deep roughness of his voice softly caress his ear. Making his waist go numb, his inner thighs starting to tingle.

"I um, I don't recall. D-do you mind repeating it to me?" Justin watched him roll his eyes, leaning closer into him.
"I said, what`s up with this garden you want to go to so badly, and to make you happy; I put the alcohol back so you would quite complaining." Justin had to look away, seeing his rival tower over him; the smell of liquor lingering among his breath, made him even more intimidating. I want to go somewhere beautiful; I want to distract you from yourself; to distract me from you…

"It`s um on the main floor, um t-the lobby, I just want to go somewhere nice; kind of a getaway…" Justin, that sounded really dumb, he's going to question you!

Justin watched him lean himself off the bed, staring up at him; shrugging, "Sounds good to me, let me get ready." Justin watched him walk over to the bathroom, closing the door behind him. The blonde just sat there, looking at the cloths he picked out for the saw, he smiled, imagining Giriko wearing such a thing. It was a long tight maroon sleeve shirt, with designs on the shoulders, almost looked like gears; with black angle wings on the back, Justin smiled at that, he wondered what the brunette would look like in tight dark jeans. He blushed at the thought.

I hope he wears what I picked out for him.

Justin turned his attention towards the door, listening to his rival turn the faucet on; assuming he was washing his face and brushing his teeth by the sound of it. What happened back there, why did he attack me like that, I know he was having a nightmare but, his eyes were grey, I just don't understand…Justin was lost in thought, not really paying attention to the figure walking towards him.

The blonde looked up, blushing trying not to smile as he looked down. H-he really does have a nice body…"So, this is what you picked out for me." Justin didn't look up, he just watched his rival take the cloths form his hands. The blonde coughed, clearing his throat as he brushed some hair behind his ear.
p style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium;""You could have warned me that you were coming out of the bathroom naked… y-you really startled me." the brunette simple scoffed watching his rival blush, hiding his smile.

"I`m assuming you like what you saw." The brunette laughed, watching Justin blush even more.

"S-shut up, Giriko! I-I don't need this today!" why dose he always have to say stupid things like that..

Giriko wanted to tell him off, but figured there was no point to it; emhe`ll fucking get over it. /emThe saw shrugged once more, putting his boxers on, fitting himself into his jeans. emMan, these are pretty tight. /emGiriko turned away from Justin, hiding his blush. emHe must have done this on purpose…/em/p
p style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium;"The blonde looked up, watching his partner grab his shirt.

Wow, he really looks good in those jeans.

Justin smiled, watching Giriko struggle, putting his arms though his sleeves, trying to pop his head thought, the blonde hungrily watched his rival`s abdomen, trying to fit the shirt around his chest, I really like the way his body moves… wait I just repented against all my sins this morning… why am I acting like this… why can`t I stop staring at him..

"You- look- good." Justin chocked as he watched his rival meet his gaze, smirking in agreement to his response.

"Yeah you did a pretty damn good job at picking it out, anyway; how do you know this lodge has a garden, I didn't see it when I was in the lobby?" Justin stared at the brunette, not really paying attention to his words, more infatuated with the way he looked.

"Um, uh… I saw it when walking to the theater, you can't tell me you didn't see that giant glass window next to you, full of all those beautiful plants, but then again; it takes a lot for you to notice anything." Justin giggled, looking up to his rival;

"Hey, what's that's supposed to fucking mean, I noticed you didn't I?" Giriko watched his rival blush, smiling up to him. Forgetting his last statement.

"The only reason I know it's a garden is because I saw people walking in it, I think it would be a wonderful place to visit while we're here." The saw watched as he got up, fixing his bed sheets, smiling to himself about something. I know it's wrong to be in a relationship, especially with my status; it's ungodly to be in love with a man, but I just can't keep away…"A-are you okay with that?"

"Justin looked at his rival, finding no expression in his face; the blonde looked down, walking towards his rival's bed, fixing the sheets, smiling, remembering last night and how much he enjoyed himself. The blonde closed his eyes, feeling a tingling sensation work its way through his body, Justin put his hand around the bottom of his waist, squinting his eyes close, knowing his body was enjoying the remembrance of last night.

Justin no, stop, you mustn't think such things. Remember, he doesn't love you that way, please Justin, don't lose yourself in such devilish pleasure…

The blonde shook his head, ridding himself of his memories, neatly resting the sheets on the bed. "Hell, if I didn't know better, I`d say you could be my own personal maid, and yeah; I`m alright with that." Justin froze; reminding himself of the outfit Arachne gave him,

trust me.. Sometime soon, I will be…

The guillotine felt a burning numbing sensation within his ears, imagining how his rival would react to such an outfit. "So, you ready to go."/p

Justin looked at his rival, who was next to the fridge, downing the rest of the bottle of beer he had left in there, before tossing it into the trash. The blonde rolled his eyes, of course..

He watched as his rival walked over to him, surprised by the fact he was pressing him against his body. "Yeah, I'm ready to go, but first; have a taste." Justin swallowed the lump in his throat, watching the brunette lean into his face, sending shocks down his spine as he nibbled on the shell of his ear. "Your so damn tempting Father, if it wasn't for this religion of yours; I`d be all over you right now."

The blonde pushed the brunette away, looking at those chocolate eyes of his, "How do you know what I want." Giriko felt the blonde tighten his grip on his waist, pulling him in, seeing those blue eyes of his, half closed, "You don't know what I want." The saw felt his length start to twitch, feeling the Priest`s tongue circle around his ear, laying his hand on his jaw line. "Maybe I do want a taste."

The brunette shuttered, feeling tingles go down his spine, feeling the guillotine whisper into his ear.

Justin locked his lips with the saw, moaning in response when the brunette fought back with his dominance, pushing him onto the bed, sliding his hands up his shirt, kissing his abdomen a couple of times before he met the blondes lips again, entering his mouth with his tongue.

His taste, it burns; but… the blonde started to pant, feeling his rival suck on his neck, nipping at him as he went towards his shoulder. But, I want his taste, his touch, I want it all.

The blonde pulled his rival by the hair, allowing him to hiss from the pain, locking his lips on him once more as he explored his mouth.

The guillotine was surprised when he felt him lean away, "W-we should probably get going, don't want to get too involved now would we." The blonde watched his opponent lean off the bed, smirking down upon him, your so damn hot sometimes, you know that Priest; I love it when you become an emotional mess, gets me going.

The brunette lended out his hand, watching Justin take it with no hesitation, "How about we go Father, help you get your mind off of these sins of yours."

The brunette watched his rival thrash his hand back, looking up to him with disbelief, "Giriko, you really need to learn to hold your tongue, I`m trying the best I can; I've been holding myself back for too long." The dark weapon watched his rival look at his toes, holding back a couple of sniffles before looking back up at him. The saw froze, Justin, you and your innocence…the chainsaw watched him brush a couple of tears away that were slowly gliding down his check. The saw tried to comfort him, only to watch him step back. "No, you need to hear this." Justin continued to wipe his tears, "I only have so long before I make my choice, I'm still a child, but soon I won't be, I'm still innocent in his eyes, as long as I confess, but once I become 18, I`ll be eligible to become a Priest, I`ll have to give this life of mine up for the Lord."

The brunette watched as his partner made his way to the door, twisting the knob, opening the door slightly; Looking down to the floor, "I`ll have to give up being a Death Scythe, which will be very difficult for me, but most of all…" the saw watched as Justin met his stare, making his chest tighten saying such words to him, "I`ll have to give up you… that will be the most difficult…" Giriko watched him look at the floor, leaning his body into the siding of the door, "Because of that, I'm having second thoughts of devoting my life to the Lord."

The brunette listened to him softly weep, as he made his way out to the hall way, walking down to the elevator, the saw not to very far behind.

Justin didn't say a word all the way down the lobby; he couldn't even bring it to himself to look at Giriko. He couldn't fathom the thought of tearing his morals and beliefs away from his love life, he wanted both, but he could only choose one.

Why is this so hard for me… the brunette walked closely behind Justin, watching him wrap his arms around his waist, deep in thought.

I would give my religion up in a heartbeat to be with him, but I can`t even think of doing such a thing.

The saw watched his partner rub the back of his neck, picking up his pace as he made his way down to the lobbies entrance. I`ve had God guide me all my life; I can`t imagine myself without his presence.

Giriko watched Justin start to tear up, slowly seeing his tears escape from the side of his eyes. I can`t bring myself to decide…

The guillotine what caught off guard, feeling Giriko`s warm toned body press against his back, wrapping his arms around his stomach. "I'm sorry for what I said back there, becoming a Priest is a big deal, I think you should do it; you would be great at it." the saw felt Justin start to squirm, trying to get out of his grip, seeing that people were starting to stare.

The blonde looked back to his rival, once he freed him from his iron grip, "How do you know I would be good at it…"

Giriko watched Justin back away, hitting the glass wall, leaning himself against the glass, slowly inhaling air, assuming he was collecting his thoughts, listening to him softly speak, "I know I would be good at it, I just." The brunette watched him look him directly in the eyes, completely vulnerable, the innocence in his eyes, terrifying him; not wanting to upset the guillotine. "I just don't know if I could go thought it, knowing I wouldn't have you… I Love you Giriko, I truly do.."

The brunette just watched the weapon turn his back towards him, pressing his arms up against the glass, stretching his torso; giving him a nice view of his curved figure.

Justin, I'm sorry.. I really am; I just know.. It will never work out… I`m sorry, but I`m not in love with you.."

The plants are beautiful, aren't they; I just love all the colors. How they seem to fit together, you know?" Justin smiled hearing his opponent chuckle, leaning himself into the wall, knowing he was looking up at him from the corner of his eye. "Yeah, they seem to fit together, almost like a puzzle." Justin looked over, seeing the brunette`s breath fog up the glass, turning his attention towards him, "You know, I really think you should follow your dream in becoming a Priest, I know you don't like the thought of giving me up, but I promise to visit you every day, we can be friends." Justin watched him look down, lightly kicking his boot into the thick glassed wall, "I know you wouldn't like that very much, I know you want more, but that way you could have both, and I don't have to worry about hurting you."

The guillotine froze, felling his hair on his neck stand up; "What do you mean by hurting me?" Giriko had to look away, the pain in his eyes was too great for him to say it to his face, "You wouldn't have to worry about your sexuality, I would still care for you, and I wouldn't have to feel bad about not being in love with you, because you would be devoted to the Lord, as harsh as that sounds." Justin watched his own eyes blur, looking directly at the saw,

why can't you look at me! Say it to my face! GIRIKO, LOOK AT ME!

"It would be better that way."

Justin looked down, you can't look at my face when you hurt me,the blonde curled his hand into a fist, pressing it slightly against the glass, I know why… YOUR TOO ASHAMED TO LOOK ME IN THE EYE`S, YOU REALLY ARE A COWARD!The blonde gripped tightly onto his shoulder, letting his anger fade away, "How about we go in, I'll ask one of the employees where the entrance is." The dark weapon watched his rival slowly make his way to the desk, calmly conversing with a woman, making her laugh, motioning the brunette to join him.

The blonde watched him roll his eyes, walking over to meet his side, I wonder… if he hates me..

The blonde looked up to him hating this insecurity of his,

no, he can`t, why would he be so gentle with me, why would he have healed me if he hated me..This seemed to put him somewhat at ease. "This lovely woman is going to guide us to the entrance." The blonde watched his rival look towards the woman, slightly smirking as he brought his gaze back onto him, "So, what was so funny, that you made her laugh?"

someone`s jealous I see.Justin couldn't help but smile inside.

Giriko watched as the fickle dark haired woman nervously laugh, "Oh nothing really, I told your friend over here that you look very intimidating, but." Giriko met her gaze, watching her twist her hair in her finger, brushing it lightly away from her freckled face, looking up to him with her dark blue eyes, "Um, cutie over here told me that your actually a gentle person, that you put people before yourself; I just found that kind of sweet." Justin watched him blush crimson, looking away from the both of them.

"Yeah, yeah; whatever, just show us the damn way to the Entrance.." the saw listened to her giggle, motioning the both of them to follow her,

why in the hell would he say such kind things to someone he didn't know, I'm so used to people trash talking about me, I hurt his feelings, badly; I saw it in his eyes, and he goes around and pulls this shit.. it just doesn't make sense…the brunette widened his gaze upon the guillotine, feeling the pulse within his chest quicken,

people always say love is blind, now I finally realize what they meant; this kid, Justin; he loves me unconditionally.

"The saw felt his lip quiver, biting at it, not wanting to emit any sound,

I don't deserve to treat him the way I do, but I don't want to end up fucking hurting him in the end. I can`t love him, it`s not possible for me.. Fuck, I really am a bad person.

The saw looked up, feeling someone grasp onto his wrist, looking down to see Justin smile up at him. Why does he love me, I`m not really any good, nor am I bad.. Shit; I don't understand this kid.

"It was a pleasure helping you two out, if you have any more questions, just ask." Giriko watched her check Justin out, winking up to him before leaving. The guillotine was looking towards the window, oblivious to what was going on around him. Giriko couldn't help but smirk at this;

he really is a kid, isn't he.

The brunette watched as Justin scanned the scenery, grasping his hand onto to door`s handle before looking up to him, emotionless, smirking slightly; "Shall we?" the saw couldn't help but smile, holding the door, watching the blonde walk in./p

"We shall." the brunette watched at the guillotine swayed his hips thought the entrance, you don`t know how cute you can be, do you?

The first thing Justin noticed was the atmosphere slightly smelt of coffee beans, hmm, there must be a coffee stand around here, at least that's what she told me.

Justin took the opportunity to observe his surroundings, looking at all the bright exotic colors, allowing the faint sweet smell to vapor its way into his nose. "This place is sure beautiful." The Priest looked towards his partner, watching him soak in the colors. Noticing his features didn't look so ruff, he had this feminine look to him, once you looked past all his Piercings. Yes, very much so.

The blonde couldn't help but sigh to himself, thinking of a more feminine Giriko.

The blonde lightly brushed his hand across the saw`s shoulder, walking towards the center of the garden, noticing there was a bridge, arching over the pond, so you could see the entire layout of the place. The guillotine watched a couple of children run and play, tossing a ball to one another, while another kid splashed his sister, making her squeal. Justin simply sighed, kid`s will be kid`s, it`s better for them to be guarded in a kingdom were nobody dies, always to foresee happy endings.Justin smiled, leaning his weight onto the arm of the bridge, I remember I was the same way when I was their age, all five of us were; especially Zoë.. I really miss them.

The Death Scythe shook at his memories, looking over to a couple sitting on a bench, seeing a brown haired man give a flower to his girlfriend, watching her sniff it before kissing him. Seeing her whisper the words 'I love you, forever,' kissing him softly on the cheek as he mouthed the words 'always' close to her lips, only to kiss her as he put the flower in her hair.

Giriko seemed to notice how Justin was looking at them, sighing as they made goo, goo eyes at each other. Hmm; so I see..

Giriko allowed himself to calmly take in a breath, relaxing his timid body, if you stay with me, you won't get that, you need to be loved by someone who deserves you; but, why.Giriko clutched his hand around the pocket of his pants, kicking up at the dirt road, looking over at Justin who was leaning his elbows into the bridge. Why did you choose me.. out of all the people in the world that could had loved you unconditionally, you had to pick me…

the saw sighed, looking over to the rose beds to the left of him, he smiled; bending down slightly, emhmm white, peach, yellow, or , red. Giriko knew what the different colors meant, he didn't want to pick the wrong one and offend the blonde, if I give him yellow, he`ll see it as friendship, but he might take it the wrong way.

He scratched at the spikes in his I give him red he`ll think I love him, no.. We don't want that. The saw furrowed his brow, looking up at his rival, just to look down at the roses White is for innocence and peach is for desire. The brunette just smiled, picking a white and peach rose, cutting them off with his saw blades, making sure no one saw him do so.

Well I find his innocence damn sexy, and; I desire him a fair amount.The saw shrugged, trying to suppress the welt within his chest as he walked closer to his rival, seeing how he was still looking, taking in the gardens wonders.
Justin looked up to the ceiling, noticing the garden was surrounded in a dome shaped fashion, so, I see how they made this possible, even have a ventilation system.. Hmm, pretty smart move on their part. The blonde was too occupied with the structure, not realizing Giriko was next to him.

Justin jumped, feeling a hand brush the side of his back, "Hey, thought you might need some company, you looked kind of lonely, and here.. I got you something." The guillotine dropped his gaze upon his rivals hands, noticing the two roses, he couldn't help but smile; so, this is what you were up to.Justin took the flowers, from his hand, lightly pressing them to his nose, as he took in their scent. They smell even more wonderful up close.

Giriko watched as Justin closed his eyes, humming to himself, probably not even realizing he was doing it. The saw started to feel hot and cold chills go down his shoulders, watching his piercing blue eyes look up to him, making his heart skip a beat. "Thanks for the peace offering." The saw watched his warm smile fade, looking down to the water, as he twiddled the flowers between his fingers, "Did you do this out of sheer guilt? Or were you trying to be funny.." he`s probably being funny, he must of saw me watching that couple give each other flowers.

The guillotine tightened his grip on the side of the bridge.

He`s just going to make fun of me..

"I um, saw you watching that couple over there give each other flowers, and I thought it would be nice to give you a couple.." the saw stammered; Justin looked up to him, not amused in the slightest; just as I suspected, he likes playing with my emotions..

Justin perked up, watching him lean into the bride, kicking up dust; "I made sure to pick them out carefully." Justin watched as he met his gaze; "each color has its own meaning.. I wanted it to be special.. Maybe you know of their meanings." Justin blushed at the thought, looking down at the Roes`s that he gave him. Meanings, I didn't know roses could have such a purpose."I never knew that, so; what do these colors mean?"

Justin watched him carefully, seeing him slightly smile as he looked to the ground before meeting his stare, "The white is for your innocence, take it as you want; I don't mean to offend you by all means, so please don't take it that way, I actually find that innocence of your attractive." Justin smiled up at him,

none taken.

"So, what does this color mean?" Justin laid the coral colored rose into his hand. Seeing he was nervous to speak.

"Umm, I-it stands for Desire.." Justin watched as he looked towards the ground, pulling at the collar of his shirt, "I have uh.. Desired you for quite some time, if you haven't noticed." The saw looked up, having him giggle.

At least he didn't take offence to it.

"So, what do the other color of roes`s mean, just because you have me interested." Giriko looked up to him, seeing how he was leaning his entire body into the bridge, almost sitting on its ledge.

"Do you really want to know.." the saw watched him eagerly nod, making him role his eyes, I really hate getting all mushy, stupid Priest..

Justin smiled, watching his rival flare his nostrils, not really too enthused on what he was about to say, "There are nine different colors of Rosses, and they all have different meanings, my mom told me of them." Justin watched as he leaned his torso onto the edge of the bridge, watching his reflection in the water. "White is for innocence like I said, pink if for gentleness, yellow for friendship, which I contemplated on giving you, but I didn't know how you would take it."
p style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium;"Justin blushed seeing his rival look up to him, warmly smiling. "Coral and or Peach are for desire, like I've told you, black or very dark red is for death, blue is for the impossible, things that aren't meant to be.." Justin froze, that's what you think isn't it, you think it's impossible, that I`m not meant for you..

Justin held his tongue, keeping his breath locked inside, as he watched his rival hesitate on what to say next.

"And um.. Lavender is for love at first sight, kind of cheesy if you ask me." Justin watched as he chuckled, still facing the pond. "I don't believe such a thing exists." This tore a hole thought the blonde`s heart, I told you about my feelings, you know I fell for you right away, why must you torcher me so..? "And red is for.." Justin watched him scratch the back of his neck, "well, that's not really important.."

"It means love, doesn't it.. You can't say it because you don't want to hurt me, do you?" the brunette met his sad eyes, almost breaking his heart, the same look Ren gave him when he was down.

"Yeah, it means love." Giriko watched him half-heartedly smile, "I appreciate you trying to spare my feelings; I know you don't really know what to think of me at the moment, and that's ok. It's okay if you're not in love with me, I'll eventually get over it.." Giriko just looked at him in disbelief, I don't want you to get over it, I don't want to break your heart; damn it Justin!The saw looked up, hearing him clear his throat, "If I were to choose flowers for you, I would first pick yellow, so I wouldn't come off too strong… then, I would pick pink, to show you how gentle and kind you really are, to remind you that you're not as bad of a person you make yourself out to be."

Giriko looked up from the river, feeling Justin tightly grasp onto his wrist, as he warmly smiled up to him is he, showing me compassion, but why, I don't deserve it.., "Then I would give you a lavender rose, to show you I have fallen for you, then a red one… because I want to commit, I want to be, I want.. To fall in love with you over and over again…" Giriko watched his smile fade into a quiver, "To show you how much I`m in love you." Justin looked up to him, "I would do anything for you." The brunette listened to him clear his thought, shaking away at his feelings, looking towards the pond. "That's how I would go about it.. Anyway… how about we go get some coffee."

Justin pointed to the stand over by the edge of the pond. "I could really go for some right now." Giriko brought him in close, kissing the top of his head, making him flinch.

"It's ok; I made sure no one was looking, and coffee sound like a great idea."

damn, this kid is strong, his heart is braking.. and he`s just brushing it off like its nothing.. Justin, I`m sorry.. I`m.. sorry.

Justin held his head down to the ground, not wanting to look upon his rival, too confused and yet embarrassed at the same time, why dose he say such hurtful things, just to kiss me and confuse me even further… I don't get him, but at the same time, I don't want to lose him..

The blonde looked to the flowers in his hand, Innocence and desire, what an ironic combination..

The guillotine couldn't help but smile.

Justin looked up to Giriko, watching his brown hair sway back as he walked; he`s just so, perfect. Only if he knew..

The brunette didn't seem to notice. He just kept to himself, gently resting his hands in his pockets as he went across the pond. The blonde looked at the back of his shirt, admiring the designs, angle wings, just so perfect; he really is my fallen angle.

The death scythe looked to the ground, smiling to himself; I really wish he could rationalize on how much I really love him..

Justin`s smile faded to a I love him, and.. He can't even acknowledge it… the blonde swiftly brushed the tears from his eyes, no, you mustn't cry.. You can`t let him see you this way.

Giriko looked over to his rival, seeing him look to the ground as he wiped his tears, damn it Justin, I'm sorry I really am; I want to tell you I really do.. You just won't understand..

The blond flinched; looking from the ground to find a firm tan hand curled around his shoulder only to pull him in. "Please don't cry, I don't like seeing you this way, were supposed to have some of the best days at this Lodge, I want to make you happy…" the blonde felt him rub his hand on his arm, his hand`s there so smooth."

But, I keep messing them up." Justin looked up to the brunettes face, kissing him lightly on the cheek not caring if people saw, "I'm happy now."
p style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium;"Justin wrapped his arm around Giriko, smiling the whole way down. emThere, that`s the Justin I know.The brunette looked around, no one really staring at them, so.. People mustn't have seen, or don't want to make contact, whatever.. at least Justin`s happy.

The blonde looked up, seeing a woman smile warmly up at him, giggling leaning into his face a bit, making him blush, "Between you and me, I think you two make a wonderful couple." They both just froze, looking at each other before quickly looking down, both embarrassed. "Oh don't worry, no one else saw, Drake told me about you two, so whatever you order is on the house." the blonde looked up seeing the woman eye the both of them, giggling at Giriko, who was dragging his foot into the ground, with both of his hands in his pockets. He mustn't like showing affection in public..

The blonde smiled, emhe reminds me of myself. The guillotine looked up to the waitress, who was smiling softly at him, as she kept eyeing Giriko; I wish she would stop that…"How about two white mocha chocolate lattes, shaken in a silver cylinder, to give them that natural foam, and could you throw a couple of cinnamon rolls in too, I see that you sell them here as well."

The waitress broke her stare from the brunette; "certainly, I will get to that right away, i can already tell that you have a knowledge for coffee; if you two would please have a seat, I'll be done with your order in five to 10 minutes." She calmly smiled, stealing a quick glance to Giriko before leaving the counter. Justin looked up to his rival, seeing that he was taken off guard by what he sad, bus still having some since of loss to his eyes, it must be that dream of his, its eating at him..Justin grasped onto the brunette`s arm, making him jump a little as he guided him towards a seat.

"So Justin, what was that about?" the blonde looked up to his companion;

"What do you mean?" the blonde inquisitively stared at the saw, making him blush, slightly looking away, damn, those blue eyes of his always get to me..

"Uh, that back there with the coffee." the blonde warmly smiled up to him, letting out a little cough before continuing.

"Oh, I work at Bob`s coffee shop during the summers and when ever I have breaks form a mission, to help pay for my apartment in death city that way. I`m a waiter there, I take people orders and clean up their messed, it`s not much, but its something." emit`s better than living at home../em/p
p style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium;"the saw swallowed hard, having vivid images of the blonde go tough out his mind, a waiter you say, that`s kind of kinky, hell I`d order you around, just to to bend you to a table and fuck you. The brunette cleared his throat, seeing how the blonde intently started to stare, fuck.. he must know i was thinking of something.

The blonde looked away once the saw caught up to his stare, oh my, he was thinking naughty of me..

The Priest began to smirk, only to let it fade, wait what are you doing, you a follower of God.. don't think like this.. don't think like that ever..

The blond cleared at his throat, swallowing his embarrassment, taking a seat at a near by table.

The saw slouched down in his chair, tapping his fingers on the table, just staring at his hand, lost in thought. The brunette jerked away when he felt the blonde`s soft warm hand lay upon his, "Giriko, what's wrong, and don't tell me that there isn't because I can see it on your face." Justin felt a shock of fear flow though his body, the glare his rival gave him was ungodly intimidating.

"Why the fuck do you care, I'm your enemy aren't I?" the guillotine watched the anguish on his face, tightly gripping his hand into a fist, making him jump when he hit the table. "I almost killed you this morning." The saw hushly stated. "Why are you so concerned with my well-being, when you should be with your own, who knows what I might do in the near future." What do you mean in the near future, Giriko.. What`s wrong with you? Please tell me, I want to know, I want to help, Giriko… I love you.

"U-understood…" the brunette stared at his blonde rival, watching him trace his finger in the table, looking at everything else but him. The brunette slouched more in his chair about to close his eyes to wonder off in thought. "Giriko…" the saw grunted in response, opening one eye to stare at his rival. "I uh… want to understand you better, I want to help you, know who you are." Justin watched his rival roll his eyes. "And in return, I'll tell you more about me… sound like a deal?

"The blonde listened to the dark saw sigh, pulling himself up in his seat, to rest his elbows on the table. "To be honest kid, you don't want to know too much about me, it would only upset you." The guillotine watched his rival pop his knuckles. Just to tap them on the table, "If I told you what I was.. I mean.. What I'm capable of, you wouldn't want to be so close to me."

shit… why the fuck did you say that, what a great way to fuck up.. Damn it, now you're going to have to tell him..

"The blonde gave him an quizzid look, "What are you implying; what do you mean Giriko?" the death scythe watched as his rival fidgeted in his seat, scratching his nails into the table, lightly leaving marks; he really doesn't want to talk about it..

The guillotine looked up from his rival's hands, to see him staring at him, a mixture of sympathy and fear? What are you so scared to tell me about, really; what is going on?"Justin..

Do you really want to know what's happening, why I am the way I am?.." the blonde watched his rival brush his hand through his spiked hair, only to nod at him impatiently, his blue orbs wide, with anticipation. "Well you see.. I`m not, really human.." the brunette froze, looking for any expression in the blonde`s face, only to find none.

The saw became puzzled, hearing his rival giggle at him, "I know that silly, you're a weapon." The saw watched him shrug.

"I'm a weapon; we`re not actually human, well we are but a different breed I guess, we`re humanoids a mixture of either weapon or mister decent along with human, that's what Stine told me at least when I was excepted into a higher grade class with me becoming a Death Scythe and all at such a early age." Stine has always been so smart, even him being a student, he was able to open up his own class to teach, with no supervision at all..

Justin gasped, feeling two strong hands grip his wrist.

"Justin, that's not what I meant; you're not allowing me to finish; I`m a weapon but a hybrid, it`s not because I`m a enchanter either… I'm only half human, the other part of Me." fuck, don't say it, you know it agisnt the rule; and besided, you`ll brake his heart if he finds out…"Well, you see.. I'm only half human because my father is-"the saw only clenched more onto the blonde, making him flinch, "Well… He`s-"

The two of them literally jumped out of their seats, hearing a clatter of dishes hit the table, "Here are your Cinnamon rolls, and; the special you ordered, I must add, you sure know how to make an old fashion latte with out using any fancy machinery, well enjoy." The waitress smirked, winking at the both of them before going to pick up another customer's dishes.
Shit, that was close.

The chainsaw loosened his grip on Justin, picking up his mug, taking a swig, trying his hardest to avoid the blonde. What's so bad, that he can't tell me? "Giriko, what were you about to tell me?"

Justin watched him put the mug down, wiping the foam from his upper lip, "Well you see.. Um, uh, I don't know if you can-" Giriko was surprised when he felt Justin rub his hands, "You know what, it's alright, I know you`ll tell me when the times right." The brunette looked into Justin's blue ocean, reassured by his statement.

"Thank you Justin, your right." The death scythe watched Giriko pull his hand away, pulling awkwardly at his red sleeve, "I`ll tell you when the time is right." Justin held his breath in, watching his rival boldly stare, only to watch it melt into anguish; "I just hope you`ll be able to handle it.." the guillotine watched him half brokenly smile, picking up his roll, taking in a small bite, the icing coating his lips, why did you hesitate, why didn't you tell him, you know you`ll have to tell him sometime soon, well shit… you can`t say it can you after 800 years you can`t even say it, you're a— your father is a—because of him you part—FUCK I CANT EVEN ADMIT IT TO MYSELF!

The saw harshly swallowed before taking another bite.

What is so bad that he can't tell me.. Giriko I can't bare to see you in such pain.. Whatever it is, it can't be that bad.

The guillotine sighed, taking a bite of his roll, savoring it`s cinnamon taste, trying the best in his will power to distract himself from the brunette, watching him slowly drink his coffee, trying to do the same.

Justin took the knife off from his plate, cutting into the center of his cinnamon roll, not really paying attention to where he was cutting, too lost in thought about his lover.

"Ouch!" the brunette looked up from his coffee, to see the crimson fluid trickle down the blonde`s finger. "Sorry, I cut myself."

The brunette quickly put his coffee down, grabbing his napkin, trying to mask the smell of rusted iron as it teasingly vapored its way into his nostrils. He smells so good, I-I need it.Giriko squinted his eyes close, hearing his rival's heart beat pulse in the drum of his ears.

I need his blood, he tastes so fucking good.

'Yeah Giriko, you need it, become what you are destined to be.'A groggily voice cooed within his internal psyche.

The saw watched as Justin put his finger in his mouth, sucking the red fluid up into his throat, emfuck Justin stop it! You're making it worse; you're making me want you even more. 'Yeah that's it, watch that blood drain within his mouth, don't just sit there and ignore your urge, take what you want! You know your body craves for that sweet bitter taste!' The voice echoed within his cranium, making it even harder for him to concentrate.

Fuck, what are you doing in my head! Get the fuck out!

'oh so I see the person you crave is a man, of blonde and blue eyes; fascinating, never thought a son of mine would fancy a man, although you do love your blondes; It`s a shame you won't allow me to know where you're at, I might just have to tap into his soul if I can, to take him for myself.' Giriko crinkled the napkin between his fingers, gently resting it on the table, picking up his coffee; okay, you can do this, pretend this is blood, its blood okay!

'you can't hide your urge any longer, you`ll have to feed sometime soon, what has it been since you've had a proper meal, little over 700 years'

the saw lifted the ceramic mug, lightly resting it between his lips, fuck don't listen to him, he doesn't know where you're at.. you won't let him, your mind`s just playing tricks on you, damn it! Fuck! This coffee is blood, damn it; IT`S BLOOD!

The saw started to feel his heat pulsate throughout his veins, his blood lust getting the best of him, the desire for his rivals blood at it`s strongest, he downed the rest of his coffee, not caring that it was burning his insides, fuck please let this work!

Justin seemed to notice this and just smiled, thinking he was being his plan old self, until he saw it, wait his eyes; there red?... there beautiful, almost like a million rubies. Justin all though in aww scooted as far as he could within his seat, watching the saw shake, damn it Giriko; this isn't enough.

'yeah your right it's not enough, I see you crave that boys blood, looks a lot like your brother, hmm; I now see, your infatuated with him, keeping him as your pet, how this amuses me so.' The saw clinched his hands in a fist, pulling roughly at his hair, allowing the cup to fall to the table, fucking shut up just SHUT THE HELL UP!

The blonde started to move his chair away from the table, please Giriko; please don't kill me, fight it, I know you can, don't let your primal state take over! i don`t know whats wrong, but i know its not good.

Justin stared at his rival once more, hesitating on getting up and leaving until, he saw him do something unexpected, he watched the brunette lift his head towards his wrist, slowly separating his lips to reveal his jagged teeth, only to be surprised to watch him harshly bite down on his hand, seeing the crimson fluid flow into his mouth, watching his maroon ember eyes turn into a smooth chocolate brown as he sucked even more, his breathing starting to ease back into rhythm. The voices in his head, ceased. Finally, it`s done and over with, it was only an illusion; David doesn't know where I am, it`s only the blood lust.

The saw sighed, grabbing his cup, wiping the splatter of coffee from the table. Only to frown to himself, but, he described Justin perfectly… he knows I desire his blood.

The saw smirked at the thought, his virgin blood.

The blonde watched intently as his rival released his hand, watching his punctured skin heal at an eminence rate, almost like he wasn't human… Simply to watch him jerk it under the table, knowing he must have seen it, that`s n-not normal…

The chainsaw calmly took a bite of his role, peeling away at it with his fingers, only to look at his rival who was completely stunned; "Giriko, what was that back there…" how did he heal so quickly?.. It doesn't make since.

The brunette watched him shake at his thoughts as he slouched in his chair, playing with the knife, twirling it on his plate. "The madness has a hold of you doesn't it, you're going insane aren't you?" Justin looked up, hearing the saw chuckle.

"The hell I am; Justin, don't worry about it; it was a little blood lust, but I tied myself over with mine, like I said I'm half human, so my blood can satisfy my needs somewhat." The saw shook his head, looking upon the Priests broken face, he says that he`s half human, what does he mean by that? I want to know, but at the same time; I don't want to pry..

The blonde looked up from trade of thought, hearing the saws smooth voice, "Justin, I`m alright; do you want to know why I acted up?"

Giriko watched the guillotine nod hesitantly, not really sure of the outcome it might bring. Only to be re-assured with his warm smile, "Remember back in the room when I healed you, and you saw that bluish glow emit from my mouth and eyes?"

The brunette watched his rival nod, intently listening for what he might say next. Giriko smiled, brushing his fingertips along the blonde`s hand, making him vaguely smile, "that bluish glow was part of my human soul, it`s still resonating within you, until it has completely healed your wounds, although; the scares will still remain." The blonde watched the saw look down, tracing his finger around the rim of his plate before looking up again, "the part of me that's able to resist the blood lust is weak at the moment, so that's why I lost it a bit there when you cut your finger, I`ll be fine so don't worry."

The brunette looked upon his plate, pealing another coil off his role, slowly eating away at it. Justin just sat there, sipping his coffee, lost in thought. So his human soul… which is half of his soul contains his blood lust? And the other part of his soul craves it?… I don't understand, what is he, why can't he just tell me…

The brunette watched as Justin put his cup down, grabbing a part of his role; why dose he hide behind a mask, is all this sanity a cover up for what lurks inside? Why can't he tell me, how could this secret of his be so bad for him to hesitate on confessing… wait… could this be a reason on why he isn`t in love with me?

The blonde swallowed hard, looking up to a blurred Giriko, tears starting to form as a unfamiliar pain caressed his very soul, tugging at his chest, a tight suffocating feeling around his neck; this pain that I feel… it`s different from the rest…

The brunette watched as he wiped the falling tears from his cheeks, only to rest his hand on his chest, emso this is… what despair feels like. /emThe saw watched those eyes of his, so full of joy and faith wither away into a dim lifeless glow, "Giriko…" the blonde inhaled, allowing his breath to completely fill him until he could no more,

"I want you do be honest with me… the part of your soul that`s un- not human… is the reason for you not loving me..?" the saw watched his rival stare, mirroring the image of how he felt, you couldn't say un-human… why not, your right, it's because you know your right even thought your not sure of yourself being right about it yet.

The saw glided his hands towards Justin's squeezing them, rubbing his thumbs across the soft fragile skin, I know you know the answer on what I am, just don't know it yet.

"Yes, Justin, your right; the part of me that's not human is unable to know of love… I know of empathy grief, lust; and many more emotions; but love isn't one of them…" the saw felt Justin try to pull away, not even able to look at him,

"Justin hear me out okay.. I know of love, I've experience it`s warmth, my mother taught me how… so did Ren, I just don't know how to give it back… to fall in love." The saw gripped tighter onto the guillotine, making his glossy eyes stare up to him, "Justin I'm more infatuated with you than anything else, I love you in the warm scene as a family bond, but that is all I know how to do, to express this feeling… I'm sorry, I know I`m not good enough for you.."

Justin glided his hands up to the saws wrists, applying the slightest pressure, I know that you're trying, I finally see that now, I know you can love, your own mother told you of such a thing, you told me yourself. Giriko, I have faith that you will learn to fall in love, like a normal person, despite the fact of being un-human as you claim to be.

Giriko, remember how you told me of your mother being of a strong Catholic faith."

The brunette peered up, looking at his hesitant yet comforting smile, feeling himself nod, not really knowing on what to expect; "Well you see, for quite some time now, I've been wanting to take you to a service, maybe even a confession if you would allow me the honors." The priest looked at his stunned rival, not really expecting him at all to say something of that manner. Only to have him lean into his chair, collecting his dishes, setting them to the side.

"Justin, it's been a very long time since I`ve gone to church; well over 700 years to be exact, there`s a reason on why I don't do confessions.." the guillotine watched the saw lean into the table, collecting his dishes, seeing as how he was done. Not wanting to converse on the topic.

The blonde smiled; maybe I can pry a little, since you've caught my interest once again."And why might that be? You can at least tell me something, since you're too chicken to talk about your soul." the blonde commanded, only to have it wither away into fear, watching the death glare his rival gave.

"What the hell Justin.. How dare you call me a coward, I`m no such thing!" the blonde fell into his chair, gnawing on his lower lip, listening to the hushed tone of his rival,

"I am not afraid, I was hurt badly by one of the nuns at my church, if it wasn't for my mother and the Father to come in during my baptismal cleansing; I would have died!" the blonde looked up to his brunette, sympathy in his eyes, feeling nothing more than the guilt swelling form inside him.

"I`m sorry.. I didn't know, I shouldn't have pried, I'm sorry, Giriko… I`m sorry.." I had something similar happen to me as well… but why would someone want to destroy innocence, something that helps the soul find salvation and redemption, to be condemned into death, one of God`s children to be shown fear during spiritual cleansing; it just doesn't make sense, I really want to know… what are you?

The saws anger melted away, looking at the brokenness he caused, it's not your fault, really no ones, I should have expected it none the least.

"Justin, it's okay; I will tell you about it when I'm ready alight, I`ll tell you everything and anything you want to know, just give me the time to gather my thoughts."

The blonde had to look up; the softness in his voice was almost heartbreaking, not expecting someone who was once so vial to be this kind. "and to answer your question, I will go with you; it`s been an awfully long time since I`ve had my soul spiritually cleaned, what's the worst that could happen." Shrugged the saw, only to smirk at the blonde, now radiating, that faithful glow of his back to where it belonged.

The saw watched his blonde lover smile, wiping the icing off his mouth with his napkin, "Thank you, you really have no idea what this means to me." maybe I can save his soul yet.

The blonde combed through his hair, letting out a sigh, watching his brunette role his eyes.

"Yeah, yeah; whatever, you`re lucky your attractive, or I wouldn't be doing this shit." The saw stated only to have the blonde laugh at him, to sigh once more,

but maybe, his soul can't be saved; it's been so long for him… he was hurt badly for something.. For whom he is, I just hope he can find peace in life, followed by grace from redemption.. I care about him so much Lord.. Is that a sin, to be in love with a man?The blonde stroked his fingers though his scalp, looking up to his rival who was tracing his fingers in the table; well of course I know it's wrong to fall for the same sex, but there`s something special about him..

Justin smiled warmly up at those chocolate eyes, startling the brunette as he wiped the icing from the side of his mouth, only to press it between his lips, making the saw blush a crimson, making the blonde laugh knowing the possible vivid thoughts that flashed though the brunette`s mind, but by committing in one sin, I'm fixing a million… that counts for something; right?"

"Sorry, can`t have good icing go to waste."

The saw just rolled his eyes, mumbling something under his breath, only to watch the blonde stand, extending his hand; "We should probably get going, I need some down time." The blonde smiled warmly at his rival, who was completely stunned by his odd behavior.

"Yeah okay, sure down time sounds good I guess, not exactly what I had in mind but alright.."

The saw took Justin's hand, pulling him close to his chest, "I was thinking of getting close to that body of yours Father; feel that smooth skin of yours on my naked tan skin." The blonde quivered beneath his breath, falling weak to his knees, pressing up against Giriko`s chest, he smell of pine and leather again.. How I love that scent.

Justin widened his eyes, remembering where he was, pushing away from the saw, quickly walking away paranoia seeping its way into the vessel of his soul, knowing that someone had to have seen; The brunette not too far behind.

Giriko thought back to the garden, a few people pointing at Justin, talking amongst themselves; some laughing, pointing at the both of them; they can think the fuck they want, I don't give a damn, Justin will be willing to admit it sooner or later.The demon saw though, placing his back on the side of the elevator, none of them saying a word, making their way to the top.

Justin pressed his body to the entrance of their room, deep in thought; on the verge of tears. I`m dirty, so very dirty, un-clean, unwanted by the lord…

The blonde darted past Giriko when he opened the door, "you know you shouldn't be concerned on what people think, they don't know who you are, and this sexuality is a part of you, don't be ashamed of it."

The saw stated, walking over to the tub to get his trunks, "Who really cares what other people think." The blonde tried to open the door to the bathroom, not really finding it in him to twist the knob.

How can I fathom the thought of this life change, I might give my religion up for my own desires.. Those people down their denied and judged me, when I`m so used to people looking up to me for guidance from the Lord.The blonde tried once again to open the door; only to fail, I don't expect him to understand… even they couldn't understand..

The blonde jumped, feeling a hand on his back, please, please; no don't touch me! I can't take such temptation, no please not now!The blonde quivered, only to watch the brunette open the door for him, "Lively today aren't we, just opening the door for you, didn't know that was such a crime?"

Giriko was about to say something, only to have the door slam into his face, what the fuck is his problem.. Damn you Justin... I need a good long drink.

The blonde rested his body on the door, looking up to the ceiling, slightly falling to the ground, his legs unable to support him, softly weeping to himself, why, why me; a while ago I was perfectly fine, I wanted to commit to one sin, just this one; to change him, to change a million of his, I want him, I want him so bad!Justin`s hand trembled, gliding down to the bulge in his pants, thoughts of his rival reliving him intensified, only to make him groan as he squeezed, no Justin, what are you doing, no stop… STOP!Justin hit his head to the back of the door, feeling hot tears stream down his face, staining his purple shirt, as he unbuttoned his pants, I can't, it's starting to hurt, it's been too long, no body please stop, don't make me act out such a carnal sin!

The blonde found the strength to stand, shaking at his thoughts, no, no, no, No, NO!

The guillotine screamed, every cell in his body craving for that sinful touch only his rival could give, looking at himself in the mirror, emyou can't stay in here forever. You`ll have to go out there eventually. The death scythe inhaled, tapping his fingers on the counter, now, get a hold of yourself, take the bandages from off your leg; that is it, do no more after that.Exhale…

The blonde unzipped his pants, the buttons already undone from earlier, pulling his pants to his knees, gravity taking care of the rest, Justin shook them from his ankles, looking down to the tent in his boxers, reaching down to unwrap the bandage from his inner left thigh, his groin demanding stimulance, only to shake off the unwanted thoughts as he pulled the bandages off like gift wrap, revealing a deep scare across his thigh. The blonde traced his fingers around the gash, feeling a warm shocking sensation creep up his spine, this wound was made by his own hands, something so ugly and meaningless, means so much to me… it's like a tattoo.

The blonde took his shirt off, exposing his chest to the mirror, touching the permanent marking across his chest, these scares are here forever, and to be honest.. I`m alright with that.

Justin smiled at the thought, only to jump when he heard the door slowly creep open.

"What the hell are you doing in there Blondie?" the brunette chuckled, finding Justin hiding behind the shower curtain. Justin looked down, seeing how he was only in swim trunks. Seeing his toned body for the second time today, making his groin throb, knowing what that body was capable of. "I was worried about you, you`re taking a awfully long time, wanna join me in the hot tub?" the brunette smiled, waking closer to the blonde, watching him wrap the curtain more around his body, taking a few steps back, only to hit the tiled wall. "You're too damn cute sometimes, curled up all snug in that curtain; it`s making me want you even more."

There was nowhere to go; he was trapped, cornered to a wall, his rival stepping in closer, putting his foot on the edge of the tub. "No, get away from me!" the saw jumped back, almost falling to the floor, slipping on Justin's shirt; "Hey kid, what`s wrong?"

"Don't call me that!" screamed the blonde.

Only to watch the saw step into the tub, his arms sprawled across the wall, pining the blonde unwillingly. "No get away, I said get away from me, go, GO!" Justin let go of the curtain, trying to push the saw away from him, only inches from his in pain as the brunette pushed him up against the wall, "No I won't, not until you tell me what the hell is going on!" the blonde whimpered, feeling the saw grip tighter onto his arms,

"You're really starting to scare me, Justin this isn't like you, not at all!" the blonde fought, lashing at his rival, screaming at him to let go, finally going limp, knowing he wouldn't win.

"I don't know who this is, I'm not like this at all!" sulked Justin, panting, feeling tears fall from his face, "I don't like being separated between my beliefs and you, Giriko I don't want this, I want to go home!" the blonde leaned into the wall, crying loudly not caring that he was showing weakness to his rival, "I want to go home, I want the family I know I can't have!" the saw placed his hand on Justin's cheek, only to have it swatted away, sorrowful blue pools, looking back at him, "I want to go home! I want to start over! I want my family back!"

The saw leaned in, holding the guillotine`s face, "What do you mean, Justin I'll take you to your family the first thing in the morning; you need to calm down." The saw cooed, touching Justin`s face. Only to have him burst into tears.

"No you don't understand!" wailed Justin;

"I want a family I can no longer have, I'm unlovable, nothing more than a piece of trash in their eyes!" the brunette embraced the blonde, hugging him, trying his best to comfort the guillotine, feeling him shake within his grasp. "Giriko, I`m unlovable, unclean, unwanted… I hate living like this, I want to go home, I want a home and a family I can no longer have." The blond sulked, his voice muffled by his rival's chest.

"Hey, just calm down; everything will be alright, you just need to calm down." The saw cooed, rubbing the back of Justin. Feeling him shake less and less, sniffling as he hiccupped. The brunette kissed the top of Justin's head softly as he cooed in his ear. "Why don't we get you dressed, cleaned up and I'll put you to bed okay?" the guillotine looked up at the brunette, kissing his chest.

"'I`m sorry I exploded on you like that, Giriko I-I don't know what came over me…" the saw smiled, making the blonde shutter as he licked his tears. Did he just… lick my face…

"It`s alright, now I'll get you some clean close and put you to bed. You look almost sick, than when you wake up, you can tell me what's wrong if you want and we can get some food alright?"

"The blonde nodded, cradling the saw as he scooped him up leading him to his bed. Justin sat up on the silk sheets, rubbing his eyes, watching the saw rummage through his luggage, man, I've never seen Justin's so down before, what did he do that caused his family to hate him so much.. Justin your perfect to me, that`s all that should matter…

The brunette pulled out a light t-shirt and a pair of shorts, the only thing he could find pajama like in the bag.

"Sorry, this is all that she packed for pajamas, unless you want to wear the silk robe again." Justin nodded, taking the cloths the saw offered to him.

"N-no this will do just fine." Sniffled the blonde. The brunette stroked his finger across his cheek making him squirm.

"I`m sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you." Justin felt him cup his hand around his forehead, furrowing his brow, "you're really warm; I'm going to get you something alright?" the blonde vaguely smiled, watching his rival walk into the bathroom, shuffling around muttering to himself that he couldn't find it right away.

The blonde looked down at the cloths, slipping the shirt on his back, as he shuffled the shorts around his legs. Looking up to watch the saw come out, holding a bottle of pills in his hand, as he filled a coffee mug full of water by the sink. "Here you should take this, your starting to burn up." The brunette placed a couple of pills in his hand, giving him the mug.

"Thank you." The blonde stated, placing the pills in his mouth as he downed them with the water. He looked up to his rival, "I should have handled myself better back there, I'm sorry I took it out on you.. it`s just those people got to me, and I guess I freaked out a bit.." the blonde tapped his fingers on the mug, sipping the rest of the water. Jumping when the mug parted from his mouth, feeling his rival`s lips replace it, pressing harshly down onto Justin's, holding his hand up to his face, hinting for the guillotine to linger there a bit longer. The blonde didn't reject, he boldly slid his tongue in, making the brunette jump a little, he was just crying about me touching him earlier, now he`s kissing me.. Who fucking cares, he tastes really good.

The saw moaned in response to the blonde embracing him, the brunette straddled himself onto him, pinning him to the bed.

The blonde looked up to his rival, feeling him play with his golden locks, twisting it around his fingers, Justin smiled up at him, taking a hold of his hand, placing it on his cheek, bringing him in close, kissing him once more.

"Please stay with me, until I fall asleep." The saw kissed his face, meeting his tongue to his neck, feeling the blonde curl his fingers up his arms as he traced them down his back, "Please stay with me." the blonde moaned, his blue pools half way closed, drifting into sleep, feeling his rival bring him in close, covering the sheets around him, intertwining his legs against his soft skin.

"I'll stay with you as long as you want." The brunette kissed him once more, making him smile, feeling his soft hair rub up on his chest, kissing his heart, only to nudge him in closer. "Sweet dreams Justin."

The chainsaw, watched his lovers body slowly hover up and down, I hope the day never comes to where I have to give you up.. You're my angle, there's nothing else to it.

Giriko rested his chin above Justin's head, listening to his shallow breathing, happy he was still alive. I`m your fallen angle, I always will be, for as long as you want. The saw, wrapped his arms around Justin, his bare skin hitting the blondes back, "I know you know what I am, you had to of thought of it at some point in time." He hushly stated, bringing the sleeping blonde in closer, hearing his pulse in his ear, taking his hand, lightly caressing it around his neck, feeling the strong steady beating of his heart beneath his fingertips. "I know you know; you have to know."

The brunette kissed his head once more, closing his eyes, listening to the soft beats of his heart. As he relaxed, nodding off into sleep.

Hey sorry it was long, the longest I've made so far… I kind of dragged on the last part if you were able to tell, I didn't expect this chapter to end this way per usual, but I promise it will get better if you found this chapter boring in anyway, it kind of went at a slow pace, but all these questions you might have about what`s going on will be answered soon enough. If your still reading that is, this is my first fan fic, it probable sucks and is slow paced, I'll be working on the next one soon enough.
I don't own Soul Eater of any of the Characters.