Chapter 12 (I don't own anything unfortunately) Read and Review please thanks lots! (Slight sexiness warning…)

Deanpov

"So what case do you want to go for once we arrive?"

"I don't care just pick one, we've still few days before we even make it there."

I'm kicked back on the bed of the hotel room and Sammy's going over the 5 cases that we could currently be working on.

"What's with the pizza taking so long?" I say grouchily.

I'm hungry, still pissed and trying not to think about her… Which is hard because I can't even sleep without her appearing in my dreams taunting me.

"I guess we can decide once we get there." Sammy says leaning back in the chair as there's a knock.

"You get it I paid last time."

Sammy sighs and gets up. I hear him open the door he leaves it open then sits back down.

"On second thought I've not any change for a tip Dean you better get this."

"What the hell cheap skate!"

Sammy shrugs

I don't even pay attention I just grab the pizza and pay. But I open the box my usual thing to make sure it hasn't been messed with and that it's the right order. I narrow my eyes and look to the pizza as the words "YOU ASS!" is sprinkled in parmesan cheese.
"What the hell?" I turn and almost freaking pass out as the girl smiles and takes off her hat and her hair falls amongst her shoulders.

I hear Sammy chuckle softly and yet again this amazing girl as knocked me off balance.

"Bella?" I say weakened and my knees are locking up on me.

She nods but her smile fades to that of a frown and she looks to me as if genuinely hurt. I yank her over towards me and immediately pull her into my chest. Sammy nods to us rising and leaves the room pulling the door shut. Ah, fuck… She starts to cry against my chest and I focus on not breaking down myself.

"Angel baby…"

"Why did you leave?"

I shake my head but continue to hold her. I go to say something even though I'm not sure what to say but she pulls back and looks to me.
"It doesn't matter…" She says shaking her head.

"Are you going to kiss me or not!"

I break into an emotional grin and find my tongue amongst hers. I pick her up and her legs wrap around my waist. I force myself back knowing if I didn't I was about to take this much further. I wanted her badly. I sit her on the table of the room and gather myself as I lean against her forehead. Her arms are wrapped around my neck.

"You're crazy angel."

She laughs softly against my shoulder as I swallow back still trying to compose myself. I pull back and she drops her hands looking to me.

"I'm so sorry Dean…" She says then looks to the floor.

"I am too seems we're both knuckleheads."

She grins shaking her head. I lean back against the wall looking to her in thought.

"So where do we go from here?"

She shrugs.

"Does it matter?"

I slightly chuckle.

"Not a bit."

I swallow back in thought.

"So what did he want?"

She looks to the floor giving me the answer.

"That bad huh?"
She nods.

"He didn't try anything or hurt you did he?"

She shakes her head but something in her eyes tells me he wasn't exactly prince charming towards her either.

"Two more questions and I'll leave it be at that…"

She takes in a breath looking to me.

"Do you still love him by any stretch of the imagination?"

"No."

"Do I need to confront him about anything?"

"No."

"You sure?"
"That's three tiger."

I grin on this and let it go with a nod.

"Pretty clever I must say…"
"What is?"

"You finding us…"

"It took me a few days… and even through that it was merely luck. I didn't expect to find you until I hit Georgia even then I knew it'd be like a needle in a haystack."

I smile on this.

"Charlie told ya the little hint I left?"

She nods.

"I knew if anyone would get it it'd be you, even though I'm like you in the fact that this was luck."

"Irony have it I was about to get a room here when I saw yours and Sammy cars I thought I was seeing mirages at first and losing my mind. That delivery girl got a pretty awesome tip. I think she thought I'd lost my mind when I bought her hat and asked to deliver the pizza myself."

"Pretty impressive. We had a case here so we'd been here for a few days I suppose that's what gave you time to catch up to us."

Sammy and I look to Bella in concern as she's been sleeping for hours straight.

"Damn she must've hardly stopped or rested trying to find my sorry ass."

Sammy shakes his head.

"You shouldn't have left Dean. You realize this will put a damper on things between you both I hope."

"Just how so?"

"You just pulled what that other fellow pulled. You've just given her every reason to fear that you'll one day up and leave her again bro."

I cover my face.

"God damn." I'd honestly not considered that or thought about what it could do I just didn't want to hear the words I'm going back to Edward or witness her becoming one of those damn sharks.

I kick back beside her and move her hair away from her face. I didn't want to take my hands away from her. She moans out rolling over her head buried onto my chest.

"What do I do from here though? She can't possibly join us on hunts and I doubt seriously she's going to want to travel stuck in hotels the entire time."

"Why can't she hunt with us?"

I look to Sammy as if he's lost his fucking mind.
"Come on Dean we both know she's more than capable."
"That's not an option. You know what we've been through Sammy! I won't put Bella in that sort of danger or risk."

"So then what Dean? Where are you two going from here!? Cause we both know you'll never quit hunting. You can't drag this poor girl on forever with this sick game!"
"IT's not a game!"

"Come on Dean for the first time ever you've met a girl that can keep up with you and accepts you for who you are. She knows you inside out and doesn't expect you to give up everything just to be with her. Don't you realize the choice she's made?"
I look to Sammy confused.

"Her coming here Dean means she just gave up everything to be with you. And we both know she's not taking no for an answer the first time we go on a hunt."
I close my eyes in thought shaking my head.

"Well shit…" I say in thought knowing he's fucking right.

Few days later…

"Hmmm." I moan against her kissing her.

"Come on you two we got to hit the road."

She smiles.

"Cock blocker…" I mutter and she blushes.

"I'll see you in Georgia." She says and gets in her truck I don't think I've had bigger blue balls than I do now. Ugh this was going to be interesting to say the least.

She starts to follow Sammy out and I follow behind her. I feel wrong though as there is a slight pride about her joining us. I know the risk I know what could take place and happen, yet the sick part of me is actually happy. What the hell is wrong with me?

Once we get to Georgia we find a storage place for Sammy's and Bella's vehicles knowing we're going to be here for sometime there was no sense in us all having separate cars and the Impala had everything we needed for hunts. I look to Sammy in thought as he takes over the driving so I can be in back with Bella. We find us another hotel and go from there…

"Ok you two I'm still here." Sammy reminds as I'm rubbing myself against her and we're making out heavily for the first time and he comes out of the bathroom I wink upon her as she giggles blushing. I talk down the man downstairs and Bella fixes her shirt. Sammy shakes his head looking to me. I sigh knowing what he's thinking and before long the three of us sharing a hotel room isn't going to work not unless I want my brother to have a show not particularly favorable.

Sammy and I finally set Bella down and let her know what her options are. We don't sugar coat anything by no means letting her know every dark detail to our lives that we can think of. She shrugs once we're done and looks to me.

"What the hell did you think I was going to do stay back and make sure you both have cookies and milk to come back to?"

Sammy has a good laugh and I raise my brows but look to her seriously.

"If anything ever happened to you angel…"
"That is why we all work together. You love Sammy with all your heart and don't want him facing death but he does. That just comes with it tiger. I know any real future between you and I will involve hunts whether I join you or not. I prefer to be right there with you rather than on the sidelines. And another thing if anything does ever happen to me then you should both realize this was my choice not either of yours but mine. I know what I want." She looks to me in a way that makes me want to carry her off fireman style and do ungodly things to her.

Sammy and I look to one another.

"Then there's only a couple more things we've to cover."
"What's that?" She ask.

We both take off our shirts and she blushes at first confused until she sees that we both have matching tattoos.

"You have to get this on you as well Bella there's no way we're taking you on a full out hunt without this."

"What does it mean?"

"It's to keep you safe from demonic possessions a must in what we do."

"So I'm getting a tattoo?"

I nod with a grin.

"Awesome so what else?" She shrugs indifferent.

"We want to take you on a few side cases before we hit the mother load. That way if you decide this isn't what you want…" I hint

All these things being said everything seems to be ok with her. The real test however is when we're full out on a hunt. She could very well change her mind and want to go back home or decide to do things differently. I planned to support her no matter the decision.

The next day however Sammy and I are finally picking at some cases and Bella's kicked back on the bed listening and taking notes for herself about the cases. We come across one that Sammy's determined on doing and the jokes fly never once did I see her face though…

"Haha! I don't think any of us have anything to worry about there." Sammy says.

I myself have a good laugh at this.

"Great a ghost that steals the souls of virgins, you sure know how to pick the cases."

"Well think about it Dean that means children as well, not just teenagers this really is something we should put top of the list and it'd be a good experience for Bell as well."

"This has got to be one of the stupidest cases…"

I turn to Bella expecting her to be laughing as well or smiling but no… She's stone faced and looks embarrassed. I narrow my eyes in thought and fold my arms trying to read her as I lean back in the chair.

"You've got to be kidding…" I finally say looking to her.

She looks as though she wants to hide and then I feel terrible at all the jokes Sammy and I have ever made about the whole virgin thing. I sigh hoping to lighten the mood for her.

"Well I guess it's time for another training course." Her eyes widen and I wink.

Sammy finally gets what's going on.

"Now wait hold on a minute I'm a bit closer to her age group. She might benefit from what I've to offer." He joins in getting where I'm going.

I close my eyes shaking my head.

"You dick.."

Bella raises a brow and gets up from the bed and heads outside of the hotel.

"I totally didn't know…" I say to Sammy.

"Same here."
"Guess I better get to work."

"Now who's the dick?"

I laugh as he says this but I actually just wanted to console her. I felt like a righteous ass.

"Hey…" I say as she's leaning against the wall outside the door of the room.

"We were just poking fun angel, nothing to be ashamed of."

She nods but stares on straight ahead.

"Honestly I thought you and this Edward…" I hint.

She shakes her head.

"It maybe best you actually stay back on this case."

She bites her bottom lip looking to me a certain way.

"Or not…"

My eyes widen a bit. She says nothing else as she heads back inside the hotel room. I swallow back. She lies back down on the bed going back to her memo pad. I look to Sammy then back to Bella. I lean over Sammy as he's going over something online.

"Get lost." I whisper and throw down some cash for Sammy to get his own hotel room.

Sammy half chuckles as if he was expecting this. He takes the laptop and a few of this things and exits the room. I then fold my arms looking to Bella. She breaks into a smile. I slowly approach actually nervous about how to go about this myself. But I can't think of anything I want more than the girl laying on the bed right now. I'd wanting this for over a year now.

I take off my shirt and crawl towards her on the bed.

"You sure you're ready for this?"

She nods driving me mad as I see her breathing pick up pace her chest moving up and down. Her hips lift off the bed a little as I run my hand along her hipbone.

"Damn…" I say watching how she's reacting just to my touch alone.

"I think you've been backed up for years." I tease.

I unbutton her shirt continuing to kiss her keeping in mind that this is her first time. I think that's what's making me so on edge other than the fact that it's Bella. I gently slide my hand under her back and unclasp her bra. I swallow back as I throw the bra to the ground.

I grab the headboard in support at first as I stare upon her. She covers herself shyly at first. I raise a brow shaking my head and move her hands back down.

"It's me angel…" I remind and gently run my hands along her breast. Her hips move a bit more.

"I think you're going to be the death of me. Do you have any idea how sexy you are?" I say as I'm slipping off her jeans and panties along with them.

I finish stripping myself down and crawl under the covers with her. I knew I'd have to warm her up to it at first not be a jerk and just try to go for it.

"Sec ok…"

She nods but the poor girl is shaking.

"Relax and remember anytime you want to stop you say so. We don't have to do this right now. Case or not this is personal… " I sigh suddenly feeling like a big dick.

Here we are about to do this and I've still not told her how I truly feel. This isn't some wam bam thank you mam girl. Bella was the real deal. She needed to know that before we took this plunge.

"Angel…" I say as soothingly as possible knowing I'm about to feel incredibly cheesy as this is way out of my comfort zone but I had to tell her.

"The reason I left was because I feared that the woman I loved was about to tell me she loved another man. I knew I couldn't handle that heartache and I feared I'd break your heart because if you told me you loved him I'd have killed him. I knew I couldn't do that to you. I've had a year now to get to know you I know we've been on only one real date but through everything else… Ugh what am I saying.." I shake my head.

"Look I love you."

Her breathing picks up pace a bit and she looks to me but runs her hands along my chest.

"I love you too tiger."

I crawl over her feeling her breast against my chest and I move along against her and I look to her as she motions that she's ready. I nod and I reach over and pull a condom out from the nightstand which I'd put there just in case of this situation but honestly wasn't expecting it just yet. Playing it safe I place it on before we mess around some more. Even if we don't have sex just yet I wasn't going to take a chance with Bella. This was one girl I'd be damned if I hurt.

The plan was to get her heated up and wet enough she was practically begging so no matter how fucking hard I was and how bad I wanted to slam myself in there. I kept watching and waiting for her reactions and body motions. She gives me the motion once again and I carefully go on guiding myself inside carefully and slowly. Sad as it was I'd not a lot of experience with virgins. Through all the jokes Sammy and I've made about who would want a virgin type bullshit, I realized something as I looked upon her making sure I wasn't hurting her. I was proud to be her first and in an odd sort of way it rather felt like my first time as well.

I suddenly feel that block feeling and her nails dig into my back as she bites her lower lip. I nod and wait for her to urge me on again. She looks me in the eyes and nods again. I give the jab but then wait again. My heart rather skips as I hear her make a painful whimper sound. Before long however she's rocking her hips slightly again giving me the go ahead. I knew it wasn't going to take me long at all as I'm finally able to go a more comfortable speed without causing her pain. I've wanted her for so long that it's almost pathetic how fast I get off. I look to her apologetically shaking my head. She just smiles and wraps her arms around my neck bringing me back towards her and kissing me. This all just seemed so unreal… But here she was and I knew there was no looking back for either of us.

I break into a smile as I gently glide out of her.

"We've got an entire roll of those give me like 10 minutes."

She laughs and rolls over laying across my chest. However I find myself actually praying. Full out praying in my mind that I don't lose this girl and I don't mean like a crappy ass break up. I mean literally lose her. I know without a shadow of a doubt just as I would for Sammy I'd go to hell and back for her and make a deal with the devil himself to keep her alive and that's what frightened me more than anything. Perhaps I should have never taken this case perhaps I should have sent Sammy instead… But none of that mattered now. We were in this and together I wasn't going down without a fight and I knew she wouldn't either. We're both too fucking stubborn I think as I kiss the top of her head and pull her in closer taking her all in like I've wanted for quite sometime.

"Dean…"
"Yes?"

"Thank you for the birthday gift. It's was one of the best gifts ever eight track and all."

I chuckle a bit.

"You're quite welcome."