Disclaimer: Don't and never will own Naruto or any of the songs that I will use for this fic :D
Title: Deranged Melody
Rating: M for drugs, alcohol, foul language, and lemons. XD
Plot Summary: Uchiha Sasuke was a vocalist who was in the verge of self-destruction. He then meets an actor that changes his life and turned it around in ways he didn't expect it. Will his dying melody change into a burning passion? Or will he stay cooped in the dark shell he created, and lock himself away forever?
Not much to say. But I really like how this is going. I'm actually writing based on the songs that pop into my head. The plot isn't really definite, so I'm having fun twisting it to fit the songs that I use…
Sore ja! On with the fic!
Cerulean eyes gradually opened. It was already morning and the blonde found himself on the bed with a pillow under his head and a blanket over his body. Sunlight seeped into the room and he found himself squinting just to adjust to it. He slowly sat up as he rubbed his eyes. He tried hard to remember what happened the night before. Naruto clearly remembered hearing Sasuke's past and how he cradled the crying raven to sleep. He also specifically remembered lying him down on the bed. So why is it that he's on the bed instead of Sasuke?
"Oh man… Did you run away?" Naruto said to himself
He quickly got to his feet and ran down the stairs, praying that Sasuke was still in the house. He was closed to panicking. But, as soon as the aroma of pork ramen being prepared, his worries suddenly disappeared. He stepped into the kitchen, only to see the raven preparing him food. Naruto was surprised to see the raven cooking. He was still in the same clothes and his eyes were still puffy, but nonetheless, he was still preparing a meal. The blonde looked at the clock by the table. 1400 – That's what the red neon lights said. He let out a loud sigh as he ran a hand through his hair. No wonder his head is aching so bad.
"Ano…" Naruto tried to catch the attention of the raven, not knowing what to say after his confession the night before
"Hey there…" Sasuke said, serving up a bowl of ramen for the blonde
"How are you feeling?"
"Alright… My head is aching though, but nothing really big…" Sasuke replied. "Eat up before it gets cold."
"You made this? For me?" The blonde sat down and muttered a quick "Ittadakimasu" before gobbling down his bowl of hot noodles
"Yeah… I felt like I had to do something for you… I just felt guilty because I kept you up last night…" The raven blushed a little. He quickly turned around to get his own share of food. "Ma ne… I have to cook lunch for myself after all, so might as well include you…"
The two boys ate their food in complete silence. Both of them were at loss with what they were going to say to the other. However, even though there were no words spoken, Naruto felt that the raven had opened up to him, even just a little. He did after all trust him with his past. All he had to do was think of something to make Sasuke's pain go away forever – while figuring out how to deal with his heart that's slowly falling for the said raven.
"Hey… You think I could leave you alone for the rest of the afternoon. I'm just going to buy some things for the house. I know I've been running low on supplies for the both of us." The blonde said as he stood up and washed his own bowl
"Sure…" The raven just shrugged. "I made a list there for you. It's by the counter. I just hope it helps…"
Naruto picked up the list from the kitchen counter and was amazed at how complete the list was. He thanked the raven before retreating to the second floor. He took a quick shower and then left with a hurry. Deep inside him, he felt quite happy. Not only was he starting to get along with the raven but the movie was close to resuming. He just couldn't wait to get back to work again.
Meanwhile, in Naruto's house, Sasuke was busy cleaning up the mess that he made while cooking. He was glad that the blonde didn't notice the cuts and bruises on his hands. It was the first time that he cooked ramen out of scratch and he didn't know that it was difficult until he tried to do so. He was proud of himself, though. It was the first homemade meal that he cooked by himself. For some weird and odd reason, Sasuke did feel guilty about keeping the blonde up yesterday. He felt at ease with the blonde, which he finds it odd because it was only Naruto that broke down the great big wall that he had put up. But, there was one thing that deeply scared him. And that is falling in love.
"Ah, I'm thinking too much… I couldn't fall in love with someone so fast. He's just a friend… A close friend… Yeah… That's right…"
His train of thought was suddenly interrupted by the door bell ringing. Wondering who that was, he dried off his hands and rushed to the door. As he opened it, his eyes grew big, almost the size of two plates. His lips suddenly turned into a big smile as he finally realized who the person was. He threw himself into the person's arms, almost knocking him off the front porch.
"Uncle Madara! I'm so glad to see you!" Sasuke said in genuine happiness
"Nice to see you too, kid…" The older Uchiha said, ruffling the younger boy's hair.
"God I missed you… Come in, come in…" Sasuke said, pulling out from his uncle's tight embrace and leading him into the house
Sasuke's smile was plastered on his face now that his uncle had showed up. He felt as though part of his life has been resurrected. Both of them took a seat by the couch. Madara, to other people, may look like a shady character. With his long hair and oddly designed red contacts, he does look like someone who is up to no good. But Sasuke doesn't mind these. To him, an uncle he thought he lost returned home and back to him once again.
"You still haven't changed, Uncle. I mean, I could understand the hair. But those scary contact lenses have got to go." Sasuke said before retreating to the kitchen to get his uncle something to drink
"I'd like a…"
But, before Madara could say his request, Sasuke had already brought a steaming hot cup of beverage. "I know. Tea with a touch of milk and two cubes of sugar. Right?"
"You know me too well, Sasuke…" The older Uchiha said as he sipped his drink
"Ne… Where have you been all this time? I've called you like a thousand times but I just couldn't reach you."
"Well, I needed to go back to the States. Emergency matters with the business, you know. Sorry about that."
"Well, it doesn't matter anyway. You're already here."
"How's Itachi? Still busy with all the concerts and such?"
At the sound of his brother's voice, Sasuke's smile suddenly sank. He didn't want to make it too obvious for his uncle, but Madara's quick eyes saw the sudden change in his nephew's expression. Sasuke tried to mask his uneasiness with a fake smile, however, his uncle had already seen through his façade.
"Yeah… He's now a part of this international band called Akatsuki. You know him…" Sasuke said, trying not to sound perturbed
"Oh… I see…"
"OI! SASUKE! GIVE ME A HAND, WILL YOU?" a bellow from the door was heard.
The younger raven mentally thanked the blonde for having a loud mouth. Not only was he saved from a sticky situation, but now he has someone with just in case he needed someone to turn to. Sasuke excused himself and went to the door to help the blonde. Three big bags of groceries occupied his hands was covering his face. A huge sweat dropped from Sasuke's forehead at the sight of the supplies Naruto brought. He quickly got two of them and proceeded to the kitchen to unload. The blonde however, just went straight to follow Sasuke without even noticing the visitor that was comfortably seated in the living room.
"Yo, I have a guest today. So, do you mind if I help you fix these things later?" Sasuke said; eager to get back to his uncle. "Thanks, I owe you!"
"Eh… I've never seen you so cheerful. Who's the visitor?"
"My uncle. Wanna meet him?"
"Sure thing!"
Sasuke held on Naruto's hand – unintentionally – and led him to where his uncle was. Naruto blushed at the small action, but to Sasuke, it was a mere accident, something done out of the spur f the moment. But, when Naruto came face to face with Sasuke's uncle, cold blood rushed through his system. His knees began to shake, his hands and lips quivered. He let go of the raven's hand and stood still.
"Those eyes… I'm not mistaken… He's…" Naruto thought to himself
"Uchiha Madara. Uncle, this is Uzumaki Naruto."
"So you're the famous actor… The Uzumaki Naruto. Pleasure meeting you… I'm such a big fan of your movies…" Madara said with a sly smile
"Same here…" was all Naruto could reply. "Sasuke… I think I forgot my wallet in the supermarket. I'll just go and check it out. I'll be right back…"
"But…"
Sasuke tried to call him back. However, Naruto had already stormed out the house. From inside, the revving of the engine and screeching of the wheels could be heard loud and clear. Sasuke couldn't do anything to stop the blonde from leaving. He wondered to himself why he acted as such. It was the first time he saw Naruto like that. It's as if he's frightened or scared. But what?
"Naruto…"
"Naruto? You in there?" Sasuke knocked on the blonde's door for the tenth time, but to no avail still.
The raven just sighed as he went down to lock the doors and switch off all the lights of the first floor. It was already late and he decided to call it a day. He decided to take a warm shower before hitting the lights. After all, anyone would fall instantly asleep after a nice bath. As he finished up, he went to his room with a towel loosely tied around his waist and another drying his hair.
"Hey there, little brother of mine…" A deep voice said as Sasuke entered his room.
"I-itachi?" Sasuke called out from the dark. "What are you doing here?"
"I came for you of course…"
Itachi stepped forward towards his little brother. Sasuke took a few steps back, but, found himself pinned on the wall. With a flick of a finger, Sasuke's towel dropped down on the floor. Itachi kicked it aside before using a knee to part his legs and tease the younger raven. Sasuke let out a low groan as his body quivered. Itachi held on the younger boy's hands and pinned it on both sides of his head before quickly claiming the other's lips. Sasuke tried to fight it, but his older brother had already overpowered him.
"Why don't you try screaming for help, Sasuke?" Itachi whispered to Sasuke's ear, sending shivers down his spine
"You fucking bastard!!!" The younger boy replied, squirming under his grasp
"Try to put up a fight, will you, little brother. Taking you wouldn't be more interesting with you just pleading to be touched…" Itachi had pulled out his necktie and used it to secure his younger brother's hand atop his head. "Now, isn't this scene familiar? Do you want me to remind you of what's going to happen next?"
Itachi kissed his way down Sasuke's neck to his muscled chest and abs. The younger raven could just mewl while his brother had his way. His mind was fighting, but his body had already given up. Even though he wanted to shrug Itachi off, the heat that was rushing made him beg for more. Itachi's cold hand suddenly wrapped around Sasuke's now-hard shaft, playing with it while enjoying the sound of Sasuke whimpering under his touch.
"You're overflowing. Do you like being used like this, huh, Sa-Su-Ke?" The older man said, giving a lick before forcibly turning the other raven around
"Stop it… Please…" The younger boy begged
"What? This?" Itachi asked before forcing his own length into Sasuke, eliciting a scream from him
Sasuke's nails dug deep into the wooden door as sharp jolts of pain travelled throughout his body. He screamed out loud as his brother began to move, picking up the speed. The younger raven's knees weakened, making him collapse on the floor. However, Itachi didn't stop. He forced his younger brother on his feet, still pushing in him deeper and harder. Sasuke's body withered under him as both pain and pleasure were running down his veins.
"It hurts… Itachi…" Sasuke cried out as tears were starting to flow from his eyes
"Just a little more…" Itachi groaned as he was reaching his climax
"Stop it… No more, please… Help me…"
With a few more thrusts, the older raven finally released his load into Sasuke's body. The searing hot liquid poured into his tight entrance, making the younger raven scream out. Itachi quickly pulled out and watched his seed overflow out of his younger brother's. Sasuke once again collapsed on the floor, panting and catching his breath. His eyes helplessly looked up at Itachi as he glowered down at him.
"I'll see you again, Sasuke." Itachi whispered as he fixed his clothes and exited through the open window.
"Itachi, you fucking bastard!" Sasuke screamed in his mind as he lay helplessly on the floor.
"Dead inside
My heart and soul flat lines
Put your mouth on mine
And bring me back to life
Dead inside
No other satisfies
My blood runs dry
Take my life
Save me from this death inside"
Sasuke's new song poured out from his lips as he desperately tried to cradle himself to sleep. But, the pain and the humiliation he felt was even greater that before. At the same time, he felt deceived because the only person he was expecting to be there for him was not there when he needed him the most. However, although the feeling of betrayal lingered in his heart, he couldn't help but yearn for him. He didn't know why. He just did.
"Save me… I'm begging you… Naruto…"
A/N:
The title of the song is "Dead Inside" by Skillet
P.S.
I use Skillet songs mainly because:
1. I love Skillet. Who doesn't?
2. It's by popular demand. Like I said, who doesn't like Skillet?
3. Their songs are probably the only ones I could think of that fit the story so far.
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