So we will go to that shit I didn't know what was about so I putted on my jeans and a worn out t-shirt and some make up I didn't put that dark I will go with his sister so I must behave but with Tyler around it comes difficult to me I stared at Tyler he has spent all the day here he told me how crappy was this fucking house I agreed with him but I didn't have enough money for other shit , he was talking on the phone he looked pissed
"You better be there" I heard him say to the phone and hung "fuck" he yelled and hitted the pillow okay wtf is going on
-Tyler?-
He looked at me with fierce blue eyes
-sorry its just my fucking dad if he doesn't make it today I will kill him-
What? His dad? His parents will be fucking there?
-your parents will be there?-
He nodded I didn't know what to say or think what the fucking hell? We've been in this shit like for a freaking day and he will introduce me to his parents
-Mallory? Hey? We have to go- he said snapping his fingers in front of me
-yeah let's go-
He putted his hand on my hand and I didn't mind I thought this would be awkward but It wasn't the case we walked to the subway and inside it there was a man staring at me Tyler must realize that cuz he put his finger under my chin and kissed me then he lay his hands on my hips we finally hit the place we walked in and everybody was wearing dresses and suits Tyler looked at me in the eye and we both laughed he was wearing a worn out jeans and a red t-shirt
-shit someone should've warned me-
He said smiling obviously all the fucking people glared at us but who gives a shit Tyler and I were hand in hand I let him lead the way and then I say Caroline she stared at our hands and smile in approval that was so fucking weird
-hey champ-
Tyler hugged her without release my hand and she hugged him back
-Hey Caroline-
I smiled at her and hugged her she hugged me back I looked behind her and there was this amazing drawings it was Tyler (he realised my hand when I hugged her sister) I stared at the picture well drawing of Tyler it was fucking perfect it has his jaw line and he was smoking of course I laughed
-who draw this-
I said pointing the drawing of Tyler Caroline shyly said
-me-
I was surprise she was so little and she draw like this shit the only thing I know who to draw a person is with circles and lines she did this perfectly
-shut up! This is amazing! And you are so little you are so talented-
I said she smiled at me -thank you maybe I could draw something for you-
I smiled
-thanks that would be awesome really this is perfect what else do you draw-
She smiled at me and grabbed my hand I'm usually not this fucking way with people and I hated kids but this girl was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. And she walked to a wall with a lot of drawings there was other of Tyler he was smiling in this one I looked up and saw in the drawing a man that didn't smile his eyes were hard -who is he?-
-my dad -
She said I smiled at her and she showed me more drawings every single of them were just amazing then I realized I haven't seen Tyler a women with a huge smile walked to us
-Caroline I see you made a friend-
She said smiling at me
-yes mom but its Tyler's girlfriend-
She said wtf? I smiled awkwardly it was true but out loud it sounded just fucking odd
-oh- the women smiled -I'm Diane , Tyler's mom its a pleasure-
She said extending her hand where the fuck is Tyler he left me with his sister and mom ! He will fucking pay for this shit I shook her hand
-I'm Mallory a pleasure-
We exchange some words when I couldn't take it anymore
-have you seen Tyler?-
I asked her
-oh yes he was at the backyard -
-thanks-
When I find that fucker he will hear me I walked to the backyard and he wasn't there I light up a cigg and then I bumped into someone Nathan what the fuck was he doing here? He was wearing a suit like everybody else -Mallory! What a surprise what brings you here?-
The fucking asshole I'm looking for -um a friend made drawings and shit and what brings you here?-
-my sister-
He said smiling
-i should introduce you to her-
No please don't no more family fuck I shouldn't have come I was about to say something when I felt someone's hands in my hips and a kiss on the cheek I turned around and it was Tyler I glared at him
-here is my girl-
He said warping his hand around my waist
-I'm Tyler by the way-
He said and extended his hand to Nathan
-what the fuck Mallory?-
He said
-um its Tyler my sorta um boyfriend-
Nathan started laughing so hard he bend down when he stopped I glared at him
-its a joke right you never date-
-she change her mind -
Tyler answer for me
Nathan laughed once more and then he excused himself and walked away I turned to face Tyler
-who the fuck was him?-
He said
-oh don't play that where the fuck were you you left me with your sister and your mom!-
I almost yelled
-my mom?-
-yeah she introduce herself and you were fucking gone-
-sorry its just my dad-
He muttered angrily
-whatever if you do that again I will fucking kill you-
He laugh because my threat and kissed me I kissed him back
-lets go back with Caroline-
I nodded we walked to where Caroline was and Diane
-Tyler! Son you should've be wearing a suit-
-i kind off forgot about that -
Diane kissed his forehead
-look Tyler-
Caroline said pointing the drawing of her father I think Tyler faked a smile and Diane whispered to him
-is he coming?-
-he has to come-
Tyler said we talked about 2 hour and Tyler walked out angrily with a drawing in his hand I followed him
-where are you going?-
-to kill that bastard- he said walking to I don't know where
-who? are you leaving me Tyler again fucking alone?-
-shut the fuck up-
-don't you fucking talk to me like that I came here and shit and you-
-see you latter-
And he left I didn't know where the fuck he was heading and I was so fucking pissed he left me again with his family Diane walked and put her arm around me
-he has his temper- she said rubbing my arm
-where is he going I don't even know what the hell why is he so freaking mad?-
-he is going to where his dad is they don't get along to well- she said with a sight
-why?-
-you should ask him honey-
She said , I will do he just can't runaway like fucking that , that's sick I was so mad I wanted to hit someone or something but instead of that I went inside they had free boost so I started drinking and light up a joint I started to feel dizzy I walked inside
-Caroline you are so talented keep drawing see you soon-
I hugged her and hailed a cab I felt so fucking dizzy I walked inside Tyler's I knew where he had his key I fell down when I walked in I laid on the couch waiting for him to show up he finally walked inside with his bike is stood up and stared at him
-what the fuck was that?-
-my fucking dad dint show the fuck up to Caroline's exposition-
-you could have told me -
He didn't said anything he just kissed me roughly I push him off
-fuck Tyler you leave me there and you think we can have sex sorry but I'm not the slut-ally- I said yelling
-shit Mallory I'm sorry okay I'm so fucking sorry that it fucking bothered you, you shouldn't have gone to that if that bother you so much-
-you are fucking right I shouldn't -
I said walking to the door
-don't you leave-
He yelled
-or what?-
I said challenge him he punched the wall
-just fucking stay-
I don't know why but I started kissing him and he did too he pushed me against the wall and we had sex

Tyler's Pov

I woke up next to Mallory my arm was around her I smiled I kissed her hair she smelled so good so fresh she turned around
-i didn't mean to wake you up-
-don't worry-
She said and kissed me then I stood up
-mm you want a sandwich cuz its the only shit I have to eat-
She laugh and stood up
-yeah its ok-
She walked to my living room and to the table and grabbed a picture
-who is he?-
She said showing me the picture
-Michael-
-from your chest?-
I smiled
-yeah, he is my brother -
-cool he was there yesterday?-
I shook my head
-he is dead-
I said looking down I heard her coming close
-how?-
-he killed himself-
I felt a tear running down my cheek she grabbed my face
-hey its okay ... I'm so sorry but geeze I don't know what to say um well you know shit happens but you know that's just how life works I don't mean to be rude but uhm you know-
She was a mess really a mess so do I
-that's why you don't talk to your dad?-
She figured it out I took a breath and sat in the couch I can't believe I'm about to tell her
-yeah its just that -

Flashback

I'm finally 18 today I will hang out with mike and his friends this will be so fucking epic he did drugs and I've been into them like for a month I fucking love them I walked inside his apartment he was 22 the lights were off I frowned
-mike?-
No answer maybe he is fucking asleep ill wake him up, mike have some issues with drugs and alcohol still he's is the best brother ever, I walked inside his room and turn the lights on , and look at something that was hanging from the celling I looked closer it was mike! Hanging there dead I ran out I wasn't thinking straight I dialed my dad
-dad its mike he is dead-
-what? Why didn't you fucking took care of him what happened?-
-he killed himself-
-where were you when he did that you fucking asshole-
End
-we used to hang out a lot he was my best friend my family was perfect back then- I said smiling but then looked away
-He keeps blaming me for Michaels dead he is right I knew he had issues and i-
-Tyler shut the fuck up its not your fault really! If you were there anyways you couldn't have stopped him so stop blaming yourself its not your fault you were not a babysitter just don't blame yourself!-
She said she was angry
-are you mad at me?-
-yes-
-why?-
-you keep blaming yourself when it was obviously not your fucking fault-
She said I laughed because of her tone and wrapped my arms around her
-i don't like you blaming your self-
She said looking at my chest I guess that she was looking at the tattoo.