You guys are awesome at giving feedback. Hmm... a lot of people want this to continue without any pairings, so I guess I'll have to crush your feelings, fans of pairings.

To silverheartlugia2000: FrUK is my otp. I will ship them in hell.

To Phantom Thief Fee: you got it~! Hee hee!

France's P.O.V.

I walked away from him like the coward I was. The country of love can't even share his feelings, even if this could be my last chance to tell him... At least he knows I don't hate him. I don't want him to think badly of me before I leave.

No, I'm not retreating. I'm going to get Italy back. I want to show the world once and for all, France is not a coward. I'm not weak, I'll get little Italy back, no matter the stakes. He doesn't deserve to face those monsters alone.

That and... I'm his big brother. He looks up to me. In a way, it is my job to go after him and save him. I'll do a good job this time, I swear. I won't fail.

I walked out and sat on the front porch of the house. I grabbed a crumpled paper and pen from my back pocket. So many things I could say, so many ways to say goodbye. I started writing and writing til the entire page was filled, and I wrote down til the very last space of paper was filled.

I stuck the paper back in my pocket and walked inside. I found Spain and embraced him.

"I'm glad you're okay," I said. He simply chuckled and patted my back.

"Of course I'm okay amigo, hey... what's wrong?" he looked at me with genuine concern. Figures that one of my best friends would be able to read my emotions.

"Nothing's wrong mon ami, everything is fine... it's going to get better," I nodded with a determined look on my face.

"Okay then..." he turned away and started talking to Romano yet again. He doesn't realize he's so lucky to have friends and people that love him. Nobody loves me. I looked down at my feet as I walked over to the group of laptops and computers and pulled Mathieu into a hug.

"Stay safe Mathieu," I said.

"Are you going somewhere...?" he asked.

"No, just... stay safe. Please," I walked away and up to the room I was staying in since we arrived at this house. I sat on the bed and stared at the wall thinking hard. Could I really do this...? Leave the safety and comfort of this household to practically kill myself. All for the sake of someone I know for a fact would never do the same for me.

I sat there for what seemed like hours pondering my life choices and realized that my life didn't matter to me. What mattered in my mind was the love for my little brother, his life matters. If I sacrifice myself for him, he will go on living and he can return to take care of those he loves.

Yes, I will leave. I will save him.

Dear everyone I've left behind,

I never wanted to leave you, but...

I just don't matter anymore. I used to believe I was great. I guess... that's what I wanted to believe.

Now I see that you hate me. You hate what you've come to see me as. You all think I'm some pervert that wants to get in your pants. That's not true and it never was.

I am the country of love. I love everyone no matter their faults. You don't have to love me back and you never did, but I would always love you. It might not be love-love, but I can love you like a brother. A friend.

Now I must bid you adieu. I'm tired of being called a coward. That's all I ever was to you wasn't it. I coward and a pervert.

I'm not a coward anymore. I'm going to save Italy and even I... I die in the process, I will still have done one thing right with my life. I hope you all make it through this tough time. I wish for the best for all of you.

To England, I never hated you. You're the most important person to ever be in my life and I'm sorry for the way I've treated you all these years. You're a perfect gentleman and I have no reason for how I've acted. Even now it's hard for me to say what needs to be said.

How I really feel inside.

I can't express... I...

I love you

But it doesn't matter anymore. I'm going to die tonight. But still.

I love you

End Chapter.