Just for clarification when Ulquiorra saw Grimmjow and Renji it was just Aizen being a jerk there is no way that Grimmjow would with anybody especially Renji! Thank you for the reviews Snow Flake Falling From Sky and JELLY BEANNIE you guys are so awesome! On to the story!
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Ulquiorra lay curled on his bed, his arm wrapped around his stomach. Was it true, was he going to have children with Szayel and Nnoitra. Flashes of that night kept running through his mind, he had been topped by both of them, there was no way to tell who the other father was.
The tears ran down his face, Grimm would never take a whore like him back. He would never see Takumi or Kaori again and the children he was about to have would just be some more of Aizen's puppets and he could do nothing to stop any of it.
"Ulqui, you look horrible," Nnoitra frowned sitting down next to him and wrapping his long arm around Ulquiorra's shoulder.
"What the hell do you want?" Ulquiorra growled backing away from the other man.
Nnoitra shook his head before slowly walking to him, "Who said I wanted anything? I just came her to help you. Is that so hard to believe?"
"Yes." Nnoitra laughed as he sat down on the bed pulling him close, not letting him go this time.
"You're right, I do want something. You see if something happens to you before Aizen is done with you I will be forced to become pregnant with the demon spawn of Gin. You wouldn't wish that on me, would you?" Nnoitra towered over Ulquiorra looking down at him cruelly. Ulquiorra shivered as he tried to back away but Nnoitra's fingers dug into his skin. "Ulquiorra, I want an answer!"
"No, I wouldn't wish that on you," he growled trying not to show how much pain he was in. Nnoitra smiled as he finally released Ulquiorra's arms, making him fall back further on the bed.
"Good, now we are going to see Szayel for a check up," he smiled walking towards the door. Ulquiorra silently followed him not wanting to know what would happen if he disobeyed.
Szayel smiled when he saw Nnoitra and Ulquiorra walk into the room. "Good to see you again," he smiled walking up to Ulquiorra. The cuatro frowned, he hated this, he hated them. "Come this way," he lead Ulquiorra to a table and made him lay down and open up his jacket.
Ulquiorra cried out as Szayel's reiatsu flew into him searing the inside of his body. "St-stop! Please!" he cried trying to fight against the octava but Nnoitra held him down. Finally the pain was gone and Ulquiorra could breathe again.
"That's strange.." Szayel commented writing down something.
"Strange? What's strange?" Nnoitra growled trying to look at the notes.
Ulquiorra watched the two helplessly, he wanted to know too but he was still paralyzed. "Calm down, it's nothing bad. It seems the gestation will be nine months instead of the usual three. I will have to make sure that that is the only side-effect."
Ulquiorra screamed as Szayel's reiatsu penetrated him again and again, making him writhe in agony. Finally after what seemed like hours it ended. Ulquiorra laid on the table, having gone unconscious from the pain a long time ago. "So what did you find out?" Nnoitra asked freaking out.
"If he remains depressed as he is, he may lose all of them."
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Ulquiorra slowly opened his eyes, smiling when he realized he was out of the labs and back in his old rooms. "Finally ya woke up." Ulquiorra shot up from the bed, why the hell was Gin sitting next to him? "Calm down, Szayel said stress was bad for ya'll."
"Bad for...us? What do you mean?"
"I mean, ya need ta calm down or ya will lose the li'l ones," he sighed pointing to Ulquiorra's stomach. The cuatro bit his lip, he had fought to protect Kaori and Takumi while they were still inside him but now he didn't know if he wanted them. "Ya better not be thinkin about doin anythin to the babies, Aizen would be pissed."
"Why should I care what Aizen wants," Ulquiorra growled no longer caring what they did to him.
"Ya don't have ta but if ya lose those babies, he will go afta Kaori and Takumi to replace them, your choice," he shrugged.
"N-no! You wouldn't! You can't! Grimm would protect them! He wouldn't let you anywhere near them!" Ulquiorra yelled hysterically. Gin just shook his head and held the cuatro.
"None of this stress is good for ya...do ya wanna see them?" he asked finally silencing Ulquiorra. "None of Aizen's tricks, just what Grimmjow and your twins are doing?" Ulquiorra nodded, to choked up to even say the words. Gin smiled as he made the screen appear before them.
Grimmjow held Takumi in his arms rocking him back and forth gently.
"In through the window
A moonbeam comes,
Little gold moonbeam
With misty wings;"
Takumi stopped crying his eyes becoming wide. "Do you remember the song? Your other daddy used to sing it to you before you were born. He said you could hear us, I guess he was right but he always had a better voice then me..." Grimmjow stopped talking as Takumi started howling again. "Okay, okay...
All silently creeping,
It asks; "Is he sleeping
Sleeping and dreaming
While mother sings?"
Grimmjow went silent when he saw his son had finally fallen asleep. He smiled warmly as he stood up and set the baby back into his crib. "Don't worry, he will be back soon and sing to you like he did before. I bet he misses you as much as you miss him." Grimmjow smiled sadly before closing his eyes, tears slowly running down his face. "Please be alright Ulqui, I need you," he cried silently falling into the wall sobbing silently, "we all need you."
Ulquiorra was sobbing as the screen slowly fell away. Grimmjow was thinking of him! Grimmjow hadn't left him for someone else! "Ya wanna ruin him? Ruin the life they got? Then relax, be happy and make sure the little ones are born healthy!"
Ulquiorra nodded his understanding, he would do whatever it took to keep them safe. Even if it meant having the demon spawn of the quinto and octava. Gin's smile widened as he ran his fingers through Ulquiorra's hair, "Good, I'm glad we understand each other."
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Renji sat listening to what Urahara and others were planning. He couldn't figure out what they were saying he was thinking about something totally different.
Byakuya was panting with the strain from the practice he had just com from. He slowly walked to the showers to get rid of the layer of sweat and dust that had collected over his pale skin. Renji watched him walk into his private captain quarters and quietly followed behind him. He had to tell him, before he lost all his nerve.
Renji tried to close the door behind him quietly but it still made a sound as it clicked shut. Byakuya turned surprised to see Renji standing there. "Is something wrong lieutenant?" he asked coldly.
Renji used flash-step and in a second his lips had collided with his captain's as he kissed him passionately. He hadn't meant to attack him like this but when he saw that face he couldn't help himself. Finally Renji had to pull away for air. He looked at his captain and frowned at the face that still held no emotion.
"I-I" Renji was never good with words, he hoped his actions would do most of the explaining but he guessed not.
Before Renji could say anything more Byakuya smiled pecking him on the lips, "You really don't hide your feelings well," he laughed before shoving Renji against the wall, "I was wondering if you would ever act on them."
"Renji!" Renji finally snapped out of the memory of the first time he and Byakuya had ever been together. "Are you paying attention?" the voice asked agitated.
"Yeah, of course," he lied looking up to see that it was Ichigo who had been yelling at him. Rukia rolled her eyes as she signaled for whoever had been talking to continue.
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5 weeks later...
Byakuya's eyes shot open. Something was wrong! He cried out as another wave of pain ripped through his stomach. He grabbed it protectively as if he could protect his daughter from whatever was happening.
Aizen woke up to the sounds of Byakuya panting and screaming in pain. He shot up as he held held his lover, "Byakuya what's wrong?" he asked desperately trying to comfort the other man.
"I-I don't AHHH know!" he cried as he twisted into a ball.
Aizen remembered when Naoki had been born, it had been a lot like this. He sighed as he pulled Byakuya near to him, "You are in labor," he explained gently wiping away the sweat that had appeared on the pained face.
Byakuya sobbed, trying to calm down. He could barely remember when Naoki was born but he did remember that there had been pain. Maybe there was nothing wrong he was just going to have his baby girl. But according to Szayel she would be early if she was born now. "No, sh-she's...early," he panted out between gasps.
Aizen nodded holding his lover close to him. Finally he could take his lover as roughly as he wanted and have his own child growing inside him instead of some other bastard's. He could feel the other man shake in terror and pain as he screamed again from another contraction, it was worse then the first time they had gone through this, Aizen remembered slowly starting to get worried about Byakuya. "We need Szayel," Byakuya admitted quietly not knowing who else could help him.
"I don't know where he is and I can't leave you like this," Aizen whispered running his fingers through his lover's hair as Byakuya cried out again. From what he remembered the fact that the contractions were coming closer together the baby was going to come soon.
"W-we have to do something!" He cried grabbing Aizen's shirt and burying his face into the other man's chest. Aizen held him tightly loving that Byakuya was finally starting to return to him. "Please help her!" Aizen just held him tighter, he wouldn't let him go, never again.
Aizen raised his fingers and watched as Byakuya slowly slipped into darkness, unable to resist the kido spell he was using. Aizen sighed when Byakuya finally fell, he knew that he would need Szayel to deliver the baby, the only way for the thing to get out was by c-section because Byakuya had no other exit. If he didn't hurry both of them would die.
He paced outside the room as Szayel did whatever he could for them. He hated waiting like this, he wanted to hold Byakuya again and reassure him that everything was going to be alright. Finally he saw the door to their room open and Szayel walk out with the child in his arms.
Aizen took her and frowned when he saw the red hair that was already covering the tiny head but her eyes were wide and the beautiful grey that he had fallen in love with. She looked like both her fathers but resembled Renji more in the nose and face and how loud her annoying screams were.
Byakuya's eyes slowly opened, he couldn't move the pain in his body to intense. "Aizen?" he asked noticing the other man holding a small bundle in his arms.
"You're awake," he smiled walking over to him.
"I-is she..." he couldn't even finish the sentence his words lost behind the lump in his throat.
"She's sleeping, but perfectly healthy," he reassured sitting down next to him, "She has your eyes," he smiled finally letting Byakuya see her face for the first time. Aizen was surprised to see the tears start running down Byakuya's face again, "What's wrong?" he asked honestly confused now.
"She's so tiny!" he cried. Aizen smiled as he wrapped his arms around Byakuya, his hormones would be going crazy for the next few weeks but until then he would be Byakuya's shoulder to cry on.
"You know you still need to name her." Byakuya's tears stopped, he hadn't even thought of a name before this, he was just so worried about actually having her safely that he hadn't thought about what to do once she was here.
"Takara," he said knowing the name would fit as soon as he said it. She was his little treasure in this bleak meaningless world.
"What a pretty name," Aizen smiled kissing Byakuya on his temple before laying down on the bed. Soon Aizen was asleep but Byakuya was still wide awake staring at his little girl, she safe in his arms even after everything that had happened.
"I will never let go of you," he promised watching her sleep silently in his arms.
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Byakuya woke up, he had somehow fallen asleep while he was holding Takara. He looked down at his arms and nearly yelled when he realized she wasn't there. He looked around the room and realized that Aizen was also missing.
"Daddy!" Byakuya was surprised as Naoki ran into his arms. He looked up to see Aizen was closing the door to their room, Takara in his arms.
"Naoki?" Byakuya asked lifting the little boy into his lap, "Why have you started calling me daddy?" he asked confused. He loved Naoki but he had always been afraid of Byakuya and now he was acting as if they had been like this his entire life.
"Daddy...Ulqui," he corrected himself, "told me that you were my real daddy, he said that it would make you really happy if I called you daddy," he explained. Byakuya was surprised, he had never thought that the cuatro would do something like that. "Does it make you happy?" he asked quietly.
"Yes! It makes me very happy!" he laughed hugging Naoki tightly.
"Papa said I have a sister," he said looking at the bundle still in Aizen's arms.
"Takara, do you want to see her?" he asked turning to Aizen, the man smiled and gently handed the tiny infant over. Naoki looked at the small face that was pinched, she was not happy about being moved during her nap.
"She's so tiny," he breathed looking almost awestruck at his sister.
"She is isn't she," Byakuya smiled ruffling his hair. "Naoki, do you know why big brothers are born first?" he asked looking between his two children. Naoki shook his head looking back at Byakuya, "They come first so they can protect the ones that come after him." Ichigo had reminded him of that when he nearly lost Rukia, he would never make a mistake like that again.
"I'll protect her!" Naoki cried earnestly as he stared at the face of his little sister. Byakuya smiled pulling him into another hug.
"I know you will, I trust you," he kissed Naoki on the top of the head. Naoki laughed as he sat down between his two fathers happy to have them both right now. He knew that papa Sosuke could be really mean when he got mad but he looked happy whenever he looked at his new daddy.
Byakuya looked between the four of them, if he hadn't known better he would have said they looked like the perfect family. They would have been if it hadn't been for the sadistic bastard that held him captive by using his children at hostages laying next to his son smiling at him.
He wanted to run, protect the two of them but right now even he was defenseless. He could protect no one. 'Renji, where are you?' he inwardly groaned keeping a look of happy serenity plastered on his face. He would play this game until his lover came, then he would kill this bastard.
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Byakuya placed Takura into the crib, watching her curl into the small blanket. He looked around the nursery, he had no idea that Aizen had prepared all this when he was trapped in their room. It looked almost beautiful, he sighed as he wondered if this had been Naoki's nursery when he was a baby.
"You seem extremely miserable for someone who just had a new baby," Aizen smiled wrapping his arms around Byakuya's waist.
"Was this Naoki's room when he was still a baby?" he asked surprising Aizen.
"Yes, it was." Byakuya nodded before walking away from Aizen. He didn't want to talk or deal with the sick bastard tonight, he just wanted to lay down and sleep. He reached the bed but gasped as two hands clamped around his arms.
"Where do you think you're going?" Aizen growled pinning Byakuya to the bed. "I waited two months, now I want you," he growled, his voice deep and husky. Byakuya shivered, he wasn't prepared for one of Aizen's attack, he yelled as Aizen grabbed his crotch. "You better be quiet, wouldn't want anybody to hear you!" he teased ripping off the other's thin coverings revealing the sensitive white flesh.
"Stop!" Byakuya growled trying to shove Aizen off of him. Aizen snickered as he grabbed Byakuya's wrist pinning them above his head.
"Stop? I thought you said your body was mine?" he laughed maliciously. Byakuya cringed as Aizen's mouth attacked his neck biting the skin roughly, drawing blood. Byakuya cried out trying to get out from under the maniac. Aizen finally let go of his arms and grabbed his hips keeping them in one place.
"No! Please!" Byakuya begged tears running down his face. He screamed as Aizens teeth broke the skin high on his thigh.
"Keep begging me to stop and I will make it hurt more," he growled before lifting Byakuya's legs. Byakuya whimpered as Aizen's placed his length right by his entrance. "You make the cutest sounds," he laughed before thrusting in as hard as he could. Byakuya screamed as the skin ripped.
Aizen kept thrusting as hard as he could, his fingers ripping into the skin of Byakuya's hips making him bleed. "Scream my name!" he growled, his nails digging in deeper.
"So- AAH," he cried as Aizen came inside of him. He couldn't stop shaking as Aizen finally came out of him and laid down next to him.
"I like you better this way, my little Bya," he laughed before throwing Byakuya against a wall. "I don't think I will be able to sleep at all tonight." Byauya cried in surprise as Aizen shoved his head down, "You better make sure I have a god night since your the one keeping me up."
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Ulquiorra shot up from his bed, he had just had a horrible nightmare that he had killed Grimmjow. He sighed as he realized that it had just been a nightmare. He laid back down but froze when he felt something strange on his legs, they felt wet.
He threw his blankets off wondering what could have happened. He froze when he saw the red liquid. There was so much blood. He screamed, tears streaking down his face.
Nnoitra stormed into the room wondering why the cuatro was screaming. He froze in surprise when he saw the blood covering the other's legs. Nnoitra grabbed Ulquiorra and ran down the hall towards Szayel's lab. There was no way this was going to fail and he would have to be the one pregnant with Gin's demon sperm. He had to do whatever he could to save these kids.
Szayel looked up as he heard the door to his lab slam open. "Help him!" Nnoitra yelled setting Ulquiorra down on the table. Szayel looked down at the blood covering the two espadas and immediately went to work.
Nnoitra watched as Szayel sent pulses of reiatsu through Ulquiorra trying to heal him and figure out what was going with the babies. Finally Szayel walked away from the table where Ulquiorra was now unconscious. "So? What's going on with him?" Nnoitra asked desperately.
"He lost two of them, I was only able to save three."
"I ain't gonna be the one to tell Aizen," Nnoitra growled angrily. Szayel frowned as he nodded slowly, he didn't want to be the one to do it either. The two espadas looked back at Ulquiorra who was still on the table, he would be the one that had to pay the most.
"Go clean the room, if he gets too depressed he may lose the other three as well," Szayel said pacing the room. He would have to wait until his lord was in a good mood to tell him the truth. He watched as Ulquiorra slowly woke up, he had no idea what he would tell the cuatro either.
Ulquiorra's eyes slowly fluttered open, he looked around the lab trying to see who else was there. Szayel was standing next to him looking down at him pitifully. "What happened?" he choked already knowing the answer was not a good one.
"You lost two of the embryos," Szayel said quietly. Ulquiorra tried to hold the tears back but he couldn't. He had hated them so much and wanted nothing to do with them and because of that he had killed two of them. They had done nothing wrong and he had killed them. The tears poured down his face, what kind of father was he if it took the death of two of them for him to figure out that he should protect them.
"D-does Aizen know?" he asked quietly. Szayel shook his head. "Are you going to tell him?"
"I have to report to my lord," he replied shortly, "since you are awake you are to come with me." Ulquiorra nodded as he slowly stood up. He knew Aizen would be pissed, he only hoped that he wouldn't be punished for this. Ulquiorra didn't know if he could take anymore of the so-called punishments.
The two espada slowly walked through the halls toward the throne room that Aizen always occupied. Ulquiorra's steps became slower and slower the nearer they came to it. "Come on," growled Szayel grabbing the front of Ulquiorra's jacket as he got more and more impatient.
Ulquiorra stumbled as he was pulled into the throne room and thrown on the ground in front of Aizen. Aizen looked up at Szayel, "has something happened that you are treating my cuatro so harshly?" he asked.
Szayel nodded, "He lost two of them," he growled.
Aizen smiled as he slowly walked down the steps and lifted Ulquiorra up. "That is fine, as long as the other three are still healthy. Are they?" he asked looking back up at Szayel.
"Yes, so far from what I can tell he should be able to carry the other three to term."
"I-I'm not going to be punished?" Ulquiorra asked hopefully looking up into the cold eyes that he had once adored. He felt sick as Aizen smiled back down at him.
Aizen cupped his cheek making him look up again, "Of course not, my little Ulqui," he whispered, his fingers wiping away the tears that had appeared. "You already have Kaori and Takumi, they should be powerful enough."
"NO!"
"No?" Aizen asked smiling at the little outburst.
"Punish me! Make me suffer, I don't care! Just leave them alone!" Ulquiorra begged.
Aizen smiled as he pulled Ulquiorra close to him and whispered in his ear, "I will do with them as I wish! But if you want I'll let you watch as I kill Grimmjow." Ulquiorra flew back in horror, this could not happen, he had to protect them!
"No!" Ulquiorra screamed. Aizen smiled, he knew there was nothing the cuatro could do. Suddenly the reiatsu blocker around his wrist shattered. Aizen stepped back as a wave of reiatsu was released from him making even the walls around them shake. Szayel fell to the ground unable to breathe. He could not stand this level of reiatsu, even if he was an espada.
"Leave them alone!" Ulquiorra screamed releasing a cero that even Aizen couldn't block, he had to jump out of the way before it hit him. He had never seen the emotionless cuatro like this before, it exhilarated him.
Nnoitra ran in to see what was making all the noise, as soon as the door opened he fell to the ground. They were only one level apart but this was not the level that Ulquiorra was usually at.
"Stop this! You will bring the entire place down!" Nnoitra screamed. He could hear Szayel gasping for air as his bones were crushed from the pressure. He tried to cover the other in his own reiatsu but it was blocked by the surging power that had started to crush him.
Ulquiorra couldn't see anything but the bastard's face that wanted to hurt his children. He had somehow turned into his release form without noticing. His cero shot at only Aizen, he didn't care about the espada that were dying behind him. He was glad they would die like this.
"Ulquiorra, you are making things worse for yourself, and for Grimmjow" Aizen laughed. His cuatro would never kill him, no matter how much he wanted to.
Suddenly a cero Aizen hadn't seen burst against his back making him fly forward. He cried out in surprise as he felt the blood running down his sides. Ulquiorra laughed as he slowly walked to his old master. "Who was I making it worse for?" he drawled, his hands glowing green with the cero that would end the bastards life. Everything he cared about would be safe after this man was dead.
"Ulqui, please stop," gasped a familiar voice. Ulquiorra spun around to see Grimmjow on the ground gasping for air. "You're killing me! Please, stop!" he begged reaching for his lover.
"No, you can't be here!" Ulquiorra shook his head wanting this to be one of Aizen's tricks, it had to be.
"I came to save you! I love you!" he cried. He coughed harshly, blood erupting from his mouth. "Help me Ulquiorra," he begged his hands falling to the floor as he gasped in pain.
"No! No! No!" Ulquiorra sobbed falling to the ground. This couldn't be real, he would never hurt Grimmjow no matter what. His release form slowly melted away, his wings disappearing. "Grimmjow, please no!"
"You tried to kill me!" Aizen snarled his sword at Ulquiorra's throat. Ulquiorra watched horrified as the Grimmjow slowly disappeared. It had been a trick by Aizen! Ulquiorra fell to his knees, tears streaming down his face. He had lost his one chance to kill this monster!
"You are lucky I need you," Aizen growled, grabbing Ulquiorra's chin making the green eyes meet the deadly brown ones. Ulquiorra fell as Aizen let go of him. All of his energy was gone, his willingness to live had also left him. The only thing stopping him from trying suicide again were the three lives still depending on him. He slowly tried to sit up and look at Aizen but all he saw was the sword ready to kill him
The sword above his head moved away for only a second before the hilt slammed into him making everything go black. Aizen watched as Ulquiorra fell to the ground, powerless. He turned back to Szayel and Nnoitra who were still trying to recover from the onslaught of Ulquiorra's reiatsu.
"Both of you get your asses out of here! Tell Gin that I want him now!" he growled making both of the espadas jump in surprise. They never saw this side of their master, he was always calm and collected but now he looked pissed. Both of them got the hell out of there before Aizen had to tell them twice.
Gin walked into the room surprised to see Aizen glaring at the unconscious Ulquiorra. "They said ya wanted to see me," he smiled walking over to the two.
"He needs to be punished, I will leave that to you," he said calmly, his normal facade finally returning. Gin raised an eyebrow as he looked down at the small pathetic creature. "I know you want him, I haven't been blind to the looks you give him."
"Naw, I'll gladly do it, I just gotta ask why do ya always punish Ulquiorra that way?"
"Are you complaining?"
"Never, I was just curious."
"My little Ulqui can take physical pain, he can also take almost any type of mental pain as well. The one things that makes him scream in pain and repent is when he thinks he has betrayed Grimmjow. I don't think he will ever know that his loyalty will be the death of him," Aizen laughed as he walked away from the body.