Sparks fly
Its like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breath
You get closer and there's
No where in this world I'd rather be
-Kissing You—Miranda Cosgrove

Chapter Ten: Kissing you

Lily Pov.

I got out of the car, the puppy in my arms. Akamaru jumped into the window and barked at us, his tail waving visibly from behind his large frame.

"Come on in," Yukiko called from the front door, she had hurried past. The puppy squirmed in my arms as I rushed up the foot path to the front door. I opened up the door to see my new home, but yet I felt empty hearted, wondering what would happen.

My phone vibrated in my pocket, so I pulled it out.

New Message!

From: Itachi:3

Time: 4:30

Read?

Yes No

I clicked the yes button and let the message show.

Screw off I dont wanna talk 2 u agn!

I stared at my screen in shock before pulling the keyboard out from the bottom, and started to type

Nice to fuckin kno u bitch don't wana talk to u eder, pce ouut whore go fuckin off urself if ur gonna talk like dat

I wiped away the tears and sent the message, not knowing what would happen next.

Itachi POV.

"Here," Max said, throwing me my phone.

"Who did you have to text anyway?" I asked angrily, rubbing the screen that had finger prints all over.

"Oh, no one," he said as my phone went off. I stared at the screen for a minute.

New Message!

From: Lily

Time: 4:32

Read?

Yes No

I clicked yes, and the message opened on the screen as Max walked off.

Nice to fuckin kno u bitch don't wana talk to u eder, pce ouut whore go fuckin off urself if ur gonna talk like dat

I stared at the phone in disbelief.

Reply?

Yes No

U'd relly my hapii if I died?

New Message!

Meet me on MSN, we can work it ouut

I rushed to the computer and logged in quickly, Lily already waiting.

Lily-Bhear: WTF is ur problem!

Ita-Ita: What r u talkin bout?

Lily-Bhear: The text, what the fuck is ur problem?

Ita-Ita: I don't kno what ur talkin bout!

Lily-Bhear: Oh stfu, WTf? I don't wanna c u again Itachi, go to hell!

Ita-Ita: Lily! What r u talkin bout? Fer god sakes!

Lily-Bhear is now offline

I sighed and slammed my head on the key board.

Ita-Ita:

I looked up to see what had been typed by my big forehead and groaned. Nothing close to words. My forehead needs to learn how to type. I pushed back the chair and walked into Dad's office. It was at this moment that I was happy for the fact that no one was home.

I grabbed the .32 caliber pistol out of the desk and sat in the chair, the gun in my mouth, trigger tight against my finger, the only sound a loud bang that rings through the house, and I slump forward. The next thing I know, I'm awake in blood, blinking through the slimy liquid as I emerge back into the shadow world.

"Sh-Shadow Prince?" blinked the girl nearest me. I looked over, emerging from the blood once again.

"Yes, Maria?" I asked angrily, teeth clenched.

"You're back at the birthing," she said. "Did something happen?"

I frowned, "That is none of your concern." And stalked off, people mumbling, bowing and saluting me, but all I did was push them away.

I did the stupidest thing possible.

I Gave Myself Completely To The Shadows...

Sakura POV.

I ran into Sasuke's office and let out a terrible scream, Emi was crouched over her brother's body, wide eyed and in shock. Something covered the wall behind him and he was slouched forward. I didn't want to touch it, because I knew exactly what it was by the sight of it.

Brains, blood, something from my son.

"I-Itachi?" I whispered, my voice pleading for him to jump up and scream that he was just kidding, laughing all the way to the kitchen to get something to eat, but I knew this wouldn't happen.

"I-Itachi?" Emi sobbed beside me, and she picked up the gun and threw it at the wall.

"You jerk!" she screamed, tears flooding down her small, podgy cheeks. She turned on me suddenly, temper flaring. "This was your entire fault Mommy!" she cried before storming out.

I stood in shock, waiting for someone to walk in, but no one did, so I grabbed the phone and dialled Kiba's number.

"Hello?" he asked on the other line.

"I-Is Lily there?" I asked through the tears.

"Sakura? Yeah, she's here... is everything alright?" Kiba asked, when I didn't answer, I knew he had passed the phone along.

"Is everything alright?" she asked.

"It's about Itachi," I said, and the line went dead. She hung up on me! I grabbed my cell and punched in the words I needed her to know.

'Itachi's dead...'

There was no answer, so I called again.

"Itachi's dead," was all I heard the second the phone was answered.

"Yeah," I said meekly. Lily sobbed into the phone.

"It's all my fault!" she cried. "I told him to off himself, I told him I hate him, I'm the reason he did this! It's all my FAULT!"

"Lily, please calm down," I soothed, though I was sceptical on what I should really be doing. Lily continued to sob into the receiver.

"It's all my fault," she whispered again... and the line went dead. Only this time, I didn't bother to redial.

—xXx—

It was a small wake and funeral, I didn't want many people to know. It was full for tears too, more then any funeral we ever had to go to: My parents, Sasuke's family...even when Itachi died as a baby... there were so many more tears now because people actually got to know him.

"I'm sorry," Naruto whispered, hugging Sasuke firmly. "I should have been here... maybe this never would have happened if I had."

"Don't blame yourself Naruto," I pleaded. "You were going on vacation and we called you back for this. It's all my—."

"It's all my fault," Lily screamed from behind, throwing herself into my arms. "I'm so sorry." She whispered her apologies over and over into my black dress, her hazel hair soaked from the rain outside.

"It's okay," I muttered. "It wasn't your fault." She shook her head slightly, let go, and walked away.

Lily POV.

I stood in the rain, letting the crying sky soak my black t-shirt and jeans. It hid my tears properly, and I just watched as the dim lights from cars raced across the street behind the...whatever it's called. I took in a large breath and walked forward toward the traffic before a firm hand grasped my shoulder. Kiba's youngest brother, Koga, stood there, tears dotting the edges of his eyes.

"Don't bother," he muttered. I stared at him scornfully.

"What do you mean don't bother?" I asked furiously. He glared at me.

"Do you really think this is what he wants? For you to go and harm yourself purposely?" Koga asked with a playful smirk. I stared at the 15 year old in shock.

"No... I truly doubt he would," Koga muttered "And he would want me to stop you." He flipped his head, moving his brown hair out of the way.

"So don't do shit," he said with a pointed smile. I leaned against him and cried into his shirt.

"It's all my fault," I muttered again, and this time... no one said anything to contradict me. Way to make me feel better.

—xXx—

"Look at the little slut! Her B.F dies and she's already with someone else..." muttered Katey to Mel. I glared at her and suddenly snapped and Koga would have no way to stop me now.

"You fucking cunt! What the hell is your problem? You and Itachi kissed, we break up, he kills himself and you have no regrets! You little—urgh! People like you get on my damn last nerve!" I screamed, and threw her a right hook. She fell to the ground with a bloody nose.

"What the hell is your problem?" she screamed.

"You are! Who else?" I screeched, and stalked off, Koga in tow.

"You went too far," said someone from behind. I turned on them and my eyes widened. A blurry image of Itachi was standing in front of me. I gasped and my books fell from my left hand, crashing to the floor and skidding up against the lockers.

"Are you okay Lily?" Koga asked worriedly.

"I-Itachi," I stuttered, and walked up to the blurry image.

"I hate you," the Itachi-blur said furiously, pulling up his sleeve and showing me the strange marks on his arm.

"You can't be," I gasped.

"No one can die twice," he said, pulling up his bangs so I could see the marks on his face for comformation.

"Itachi..." I whispered, my skin burning.

"Lily... ya-your face!" Koga said. My eyes grew wide... and than I fell forward into the darkness, letting the sickly scent of human blood come with me as I fell into oblivion.

A/N

OKkkkkkkkkay,

So, I will be putting this on Haitus, just thought I should get a chappie up to last you guys a while and leave you wondering. I may work on it every once in a while, but with studying for exams (which start Tuesday and I havn't even started to study T-T) and my social life, I won't be able to update all that often...

EDIT: Turns out I forgot to add this when I was finished :(

Sorry for any inconveince,

Darian~